fall in love without paying

Li Yunxi didn't listen to the rest of the words, he suddenly smiled, turned around and stumbled out of the bathroom.But the words of the two have been entangled in his mind like ghosts, leaving his heart in the eye of the storm. Although he is calm and unstable, looking at the crazy world outside, there is only deeper fear and despair.

Just now, he escaped to the bathroom because he couldn't bear Qin Feng's humiliating himself like that.But I don't want to be seen by others, there is no difference between him and Qin Feng.Although he still doesn't know what happened during the month he left the crew, there is no doubt that Chen Chuang's hand has been involved, what's more, maybe he has been arranged from the very beginning .

Thinking of Bai Xiaobai's disdain, contempt, and even teasing and jokes from the same kind of people just now, he slowly felt that he was really not much different from Qin Feng and Bai Xiaobai.

In the same way, there is a big boss behind him, and he also joined the crew by relying on the big boss, and also relied on the big boss to settle everything.The most important thing is that he, like the two of them, has a relationship with the boss.It's just that the first two people are naked and undisguised transactional relationships.He and Gao Junfeng...

Thinking of this, Li Yunxi laughed again, is Gao Junfeng his soul mate?He doesn't care about the cause he loves at all, and is even full of ridicule?And what about him?There are many things that Gao Junfeng likes, things he likes, he doesn't even take a look at them.

Li Yunxi has never been optimistic about this relationship. Could someone as smart as Gao Junfeng not see it?But why did he continue to treat himself well after seeing it?Does it also show from the side that sincerity and true love are also dispensable things for him.Or, he doesn't think about these things at all?Maybe he just wanted to simply enjoy the joy and happiness of being in love, that's why he chose him.

So, in essence, what is the difference between Gao Junfeng and those big shots?I'm afraid the only difference is that Gao Junfeng's playing is more advanced!

Li Yunxi's face was finally full of anger, he clenched his fists and strode forward, but what made him painful was that he couldn't do anything else except anger.

He bumped into Chen Nan head-on, and the moment he raised his head, Chen Nan felt something was wrong, and he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Li Yunxi stared at Chen Nan for a while, then said angrily, "Do you know anything about my character? Brother Nan?"

Chen Nan pursed his lower lip lightly, "What did you hear?"

"Tell me! Brother Nan!"

Chen Nan looked at Li Yunxi expressionlessly. He has been in this circle for more than ten years. He has seen too many young and angry eyes like this. However, how many of them can bear the truth?Especially Li Yunxi, who he has already put in his heart.

"What truth do you want?"

"I was assigned to join the crew, right? Didn't I stay on my own? Does the whole cast know about it?"

Li Yunxi's questioning forced Chen Nan and made his brain run at high speed. Suddenly, he grasped one of the key points: Li Yunxi didn't know anything about his change of roles, and even doubted his joining the team. It was also arranged.So, that is to say, the relationship between him and Gao Junfeng does not seem to be what he imagined.Or, was there a rift between them?

"I thought you knew."

"What do you mean? What do I know?"

Chen Nan took a fixed look at Li Yunxi. The young man in front of him was extremely stubborn, and he was determined not to give up until he reached his goal. "I don't want to whitewash the peace, and I don't want to give you some chicken soup for the soul. But you have to think clearly, there are many people like you in the past, who either quit the circle directly after knowing the truth, or changed from white to black and went with the reality. Of course, there are also exclusions. No matter what happens, insist on being yourself, and even worse, go directly to a mental hospital. Are you mentally prepared to face the cruel reality now?"

"I have done!"

"No, I don't think you have done well. It is impossible to do well in your state."

"You don't want to tell me, do you! I'll ask someone else!"

After finishing speaking, Li Yunxi was determined to leave, but just two steps away, Chen Nan stopped him.

"Li Yunxi, you are too young and too simple. But sometimes, it's good to be simple."

Li Yunxi turned her head and looked at Chen Nan with stern eyes: "You mean to let me continue to deceive myself?"

"You will understand after a lot of experience, such as deceiving yourself and others. At first, you were innocent and knew nothing; later, when you learned the truth, you were filled with righteous indignation and vowed to answer; in the end, you might think that you might as well continue to be stupid."

After listening to Chen Nan's words, Li Yunxi sneered: "You really let me down, from now on, you will no longer be my idol!"

Chen Nan smiled bitterly: "Then I'm very happy, you can finally let go of your colored glasses and see me truly."

Li Yunxi left without looking back, and Chen Nan's originally excited mood suddenly cooled down as if a basin of cold water had been poured on it.The flowers and applause in this circle have always been nourished by the ashes of countless people's dreams.It's just that some people's bones are too hard and have not been burned clean.

There is nothing special about such people except that they suffer a little more than others.

Chen Nan shook his head with a wry smile. He is a person with hard bones, and sometimes he wakes up from the scene in pain to see this turbid world.Then continue to enter the play, after all, he is an actor.

After Li Yunxi walked out of the hotel, he directly booked a ticket to Haishi. There happened to be a bus, so he took a taxi and went straight to the airport.It was four o'clock in the morning when we arrived at the community. As soon as the door opened, Gao Junfeng was changing slippers in Xuanhuan.His tired face immediately glowed, and he came in front of Li Yunxi with one bare foot.After the last quarrel, Li Yunxi dragged his suitcase and went directly to the set.I didn't call him or answer his calls for several days.After a lot of coaxing and coaxing, he managed to get him over.But Li Yunxi still didn't want to make a video call with him, which made Gao Junfeng so worried that he couldn't sleep because he was thinking about people day and night.Now that I saw it, the surprise was broken. Now I hugged his face, pressed against his forehead and said, "Why did you come back suddenly? Are you going to surprise me?"

Li Yunxi sneered: "Maybe it's a shock?"

Gao Junfeng smiled and said, "How could it be shock?"

"Why not? You interfered with my affairs in the crew without my consent. Aren't you frightening me?"

Gao Junfeng's face froze, and then he laughed twice and said, "What are you doing?"

"Pretend! Keep pretending! You'd better tell me everything now! Otherwise..."

Gao Junfeng frowned: "What else?"

Li Yunxi glared at Gao Junfeng, walked straight to the sofa in the living room, pouting and hugging his arms full of anger.Gao Junfeng tugged at the tie on his chest, sighed softly, turned around and said to Li Yunxi, "Your crew, once the heroine got injured, many scenes were delayed. Xie Shan is not a money saver. It's broken. At this time, someone wants to add a little girl to replace your role, so I..."

"You didn't discuss it with me, and used the same method to squeeze that person away?"

"What is the same method? In your eyes, am I the same as those people?"

"Isn't it the same? People in the crew see no difference between me and that person. What's more, what's the difference between me and him in essence?"

"Of course there is a difference! They want to grab your things with ill intentions, and you should guard them as a matter of course."

"I didn't guard it, it was you."

"I'm not doing it for you?"

"So you don't discuss with me at all, just make the decision for me?"

"Didn't you say you wanted to rely on yourself? If I let you know, you..."

"So, if I don't ask you plan to keep it from me forever. Watch me jump up and down in front of you like a canary in a cage, make you happy, make you happy! Thank you for everything and be you forever pets!"

When Gao Junfeng heard this, veins popped up on his face: "Li Yunxi! What nonsense are you talking about!"

"I'm talking nonsense? Since we were together until now, when have you really respected me? Every time you say it's for my own good, but which time didn't you cut it first and then play it? You didn't even discuss it with me when we were together! One sentence you It’s over if I want to be responsible to me. You fucking want to be responsible to me, and I don’t want to accept your love!”

"You came back today to quarrel with me?"

Li Yunxi gave Gao Junfeng a sad look, and a tear rolled down his face: "Wrong, I'm here to break up with you."

Gao Junfeng was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed: "I didn't hear clearly, can you say it again?"

"I said, let's end here. If we didn't have the 1000 million in the beginning, we couldn't be together."

The corner of Gao Junfeng's mouth twitched, and he sneered: "What do you mean?"

Li Yunxi looked at Gao Junfeng mockingly: "Don't you know what it means? Why are you pretending to be confused? If it wasn't for that night, without the 1000 million, I wouldn't..."

Before Li Yunxi could finish speaking, Gao Junfeng pushed him down on the sofa. The man's hands and temples were covered with veins, and even his exhaled breath smelled like sex.

"Do you dare to say one more sentence!"

Li Yunxi was pressed hard on the face by Gao Junfeng, so he couldn't speak, but his heart was also full of anger, and he kicked his feet towards Gao Junfeng recklessly.

Gao Junfeng dodges nimbly, immediately clamps Li Yunxi's calf with one hand, grabs his neck with the other and turns him over, and then pushes him down. Arms, the two people stared angrily at each other.

In the end, Gao Junfeng opened his mouth: "It's because I'm too used to you, and I've been arguing with you forever, right?"

Li Yunxi snorted coldly, rolled his eyes and said, "Gao Junfeng, don't change the subject. We're all adults, so let's get together and hang out."

"A young boy talking to me about an adult? Are you worthy? Every day, she is more hypocritical than Lin Daiyu. I serve you, take care of you, and pamper you every day. What did I say? You treat me like this! I do it What are you sorry for!"

"You didn't feel sorry for me, I was an asshole, I never liked you at all. It's just that you helped me pay off my debts, and I couldn't leave you for a while. Do you understand? I'm just like Qin Feng, relying on You, stand by you, kick it off when you are done using it. Do you understand?"

"You nonsense! You love me! I know it!"

"Hey, the love between two men? It's just determined by the number of times they have sex. I don't even believe it."

Gao Junfeng narrowed his eyes, grabbed Li Yunxi's chin and said, "If you dare to talk nonsense, I will make you regret coming to this world."

Li Yunxi smiled coquettishly at this time, raised her head and kissed Gao Junfeng: "Then why don't you come?"

Gao Junfeng's shoulders trembled in anger. He tried his best to control his emotions, and slowly looked at Li Yunxi. The person under him was covered in thorns, and his eyes were determined and ruthless, like a black hole, which made him feel endless fear. At this moment, his heart ached. More than angry, he slowly lowered his head, put his forehead on his forehead, and said in a hoarse voice: "Yunxi, can you count me as wrong this time? You can quarrel with me, and I will bear it. I can bear it. But don't talk to me like that, I can't bear it. I, my heart is all about you, I can't live without you. "

"No one in this world will die if we are separated. We are not suitable, so don't force us to be together."

"I can change it. I will become whatever you want me to be. I will never interfere with your acting in the future. Can you forgive me this time?"

"I'm sorry, it's not just because of acting. During the time with you, yes, I have had happiness, but more of it was anxiety, entanglement, and suffering. I don't want to go on like this anymore, let each other leave Life is good for everyone."

Gao Junfeng lowered his head, suppressed the tears in his eyes, and said in a muffled voice, "Are you so cruel?"

"I just don't want you to suffer more and more."

"Are you doing it for yourself?"

"Whatever you say!"

At this time Gao Junfeng raised his face, his eyes were terribly red, he hooked his lips and said, "Li Yunxi, do you think you can escape?"