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In order to take care of Bu Xiao, Lu Zhifeng went to learn knowledge that he hadn't been exposed to at a young age. When he was 19 years old, he accompanied Bu Xiao to enter the university, and he became the youngest student in the entire university department.

More than ten years have passed in a blink of an eye, and the two children have grown up and each has their own little secrets, but what remains unchanged is that the relationship between the two has always been so good. They are inseparable.

After more than ten years of growth, Lu Zhifeng has become more and more sunny and handsome. His sportswear has attracted everyone's attention, and he is also the prince charming in the hearts of many girls.

Compared with Lu Zhifeng, Bu Xiao is much quieter. He doesn't like to communicate with others, and he doesn't like to contact with strangers. Every time Lu Zhifeng wants to introduce him to meet new friends, he avoids him.

In his life, Lu Zhifeng is the only friend.

A boy like Bu Xiao is also a quiet and handsome man in the eyes of girls, but he is not easy to get close to, even if someone likes him, he dare not go up and confess.

It's summer, the sun is shining brightly, everyone wants to wear less clothes, and wants to find a little coolness.

--The back mountain of the school

Bu Xiao is holding a thick book in his hand, leaning against the big tree and indulging in the world in the book.

If it was in the Spring and Autumn Period, he would definitely be a beautiful man who would make people dream about it, but in summer, he was wearing a long-sleeved shirt, and he would feel hot even just looking at it.

However, Bu Xiao acted as if he didn't feel anything, and he didn't feel hot either.

Regardless of whether it is spring, summer, autumn or winter, Bu Xiao is used to hiding himself, not wanting to be seen by others, which is also one of the symptoms of his PTSD.

For so many years, Bu Xiao has become a habit, so I don't have much feeling.

Lu Zhifeng walked over with the food, saw Bu Xiao who was indulging in the book, couldn't help laughing: "Xiaoxiao, it's time to eat."

Bu Xiao raised his head and saw the person standing in front of him, he couldn't help showing a smile.

The summer wind blew slightly, and the leaves on the top of the head collided and rustled. Lu Zhifeng laid out the meals in his hand one by one.

Bu Xiao closed the book in his hand, quietly watching Lu Zhifeng busy.

Lu Zhifeng looked at Bu Xiao who had done nothing, just smiled, and suddenly remembered the message he received from Gu Ci two days ago, and said, "Brother said they would come to our school in a few days."

Bu Xiao blinked and asked, "What happened?"

"Nothing happened!" Lu Zhifeng handed him the chopsticks in his hand, "They just wanted to come and see us, after all, they haven't seen each other for a while."

Bu Xiao nodded without speaking, and started to eat silently.

He still can't forget that black memory, and every time he falls into darkness, he always has a feeling that he can't escape.

It's just that no matter when, there will still be such a person by his side to accompany him, if only it can go on like this.

Their daily life is that one is talking and the other is listening, Lu Zhifeng is thinking of various ways to make Bu Xiao happy, and Bu Xiao will reply from time to time, no one will find it boring...

Lu Zhifeng was still the one who packed up after dinner, while Bu Xiao ran into the sea of ​​books again.

"Xiaoxiao, do you want to eat fruit? Let's go and buy some." Anyway, I have to throw away the garbage in my hand, and I can bring some other things here.

"Um!"

Bu Xiao nodded and continued to indulge in the book.

Not long after Lu Zhifeng left, several girls came over to Chao Buxiao pushing and shoving.

Bu Xiao noticed their approach and couldn't help frowning. He didn't like contact with strangers and was about to get up and leave.

"Senior, please wait a moment." The leading girl stopped him.

Bu Xiao stopped, looked at her lightly, and didn't reply.

The girl didn't feel embarrassed, and continued: "I'm Zhang Mingyue from class 6 ([-]) of senior high school. May I ask if the senior is very familiar with senior Lu Zhifeng?"

Bu Xiao thought for a while, then nodded to her.

"Great!" Zhang Mingyue showed a joyful expression on his face, and handed over a pink letter in his hand, "Can you please hand this letter to Senior Lu for me?"

Bu Xiao looked down at the letter in her hand and couldn't help frowning.

"Senior, just help me out!" The two girls beside Zhang Mingyue also chimed in.

After a long time, Bu Xiao took the letter in her hand, and Zhang Mingyue was overjoyed when she read it, she quickly thanked her and ran away.

Bu Xiao looked at the pink heart in his hand, and didn't know what kind of thoughts he was thinking. After struggling for a while, he put the letter in the book and turned to leave.

When Lu Zhifeng came back here, Bu Xiao had disappeared without a trace!

However, Lu Zhifeng didn't think too much about it. Such things happen often. It is estimated that someone has affected him, so go back to the classroom or to the library.

Lu Zhifeng thought so, and then ran through the library and classrooms, but still found no trace of Bu Xiao.

In such a situation, Lu Zhifeng had to worry, so he quickly took out his phone and dialed Bu Xiao.

However, after three or four phone calls, no one answered, Lu Zhifeng suddenly had a bad feeling in his heart.

He was about to ask someone for help, but Bu Xiao suddenly sent a message - I have something to deal with, see you tonight!

Lu Zhifeng frowned looking at the message, still feeling very uneasy, so he hurriedly asked where Bu Xiao was now.

Bu Xiao--I'm fine, you still have class in the afternoon, go back and get ready, don't worry about me.

Lu Zhi looked at the phone and was about to reply, but a sweet voice came in beside him: "Senior, can you help me?"

A girl was standing next to him, holding a stack of books in her hands, and she seemed to be struggling to move them.

"Oh, good!" Lu Zhifeng took the book in her hand and "I want to send it there, I'll help you."

"Thank you senior, these books must be returned to the library."

"it is good!"

"By the way, my name is Zhang Mingyue, what's your name, senior!"

"Lu Zhifeng."

"What a nice name!"

……

Zhang Mingyue is a very cheerful girl, and many things she said along the way can make Lu Zhifeng laugh.

Little did they know, their every move along the way fell into the eyes of Bu Xiao who was watching them from a distance.

He opened his book, stared at the letter between the pages and became dazed...

Without Bu Xiao by his side, Lu Zhifeng was a little absent-minded all day long. Finally, after class was over, Lu Zhifeng rushed out of the classroom.

A white Mercedes-Benz was parked at the school gate, and Lu Zhifeng recognized that it was Han Nuoshang's birthday present to Bu Xiao, but Bu Xiao never drove, and was always picked up by Lu Zhifeng, what happened today?

Lu Zhifeng hurried over and knocked on the car window.

The rear window was lowered slowly, and Bu Xiao sat quietly inside.

Lu Zhifeng patted on the car door and hurriedly asked, "Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?"

"This is for you." Bu Xiao took out a letter from the book and handed it to Lu Zhifeng, "Someone asked me to give it to you."

Lu Zhifeng took the letter with some doubts, and raised his head to ask Bu Xiao what this is?

Unexpectedly, Bu Xiao didn't even turn his head, and asked the driver to drive away.

Lu Zhifeng looked at the leaving car shadow in annoyance, wondering what went wrong.

And the letter in his hand seems to be a love letter...

Since then, Bu Xiao seems to have started to avoid him intentionally or unintentionally. Every time Lu Zhifeng wanted to have a good chat with him, he always avoided him with various excuses, and Lu Zhifeng became more and more anxious.

Until a few days later, Gu Ci and Han Nuoshang came to their school.

Bu Xiao just walked out of the school gate after class. He hurried to his car and was about to open the door.

"Bu Xiao!"

Bu Xiao turned his head, Gu Ci watched from not far away, and waved to him.

Bu Xiao didn't think much, and walked towards him.

More than ten years have passed, and the years have not left too many traces on Gu Ci's body. In his 30s, he still has an extraordinary bearing, and a smile can captivate thousands of girls.

"Brother Gu Ci, why are you here? Where is Brother Nuo Shang?"

Gu Ci smiled, and opened the car door beside him: "Get in the car! Let's go eat and talk while eating."

Bu Xiao nodded and sat in.

Gu Ci booked a private room in a big hotel, although they were the only two people eating.

Having known each other for so many years, Gu Ci naturally knows Bu Xiao's taste, and he handles all ordering by himself.

Gu Ci closed the menu and put it aside: "Okay, now we're waiting for the food to be served, let's chat while the food is served."

Bu Xiao fiddled with the book in his hand, slightly raised his head to look at Gu Ci: "What are you talking about?"

Gu Ci propped his chin up with both hands, and looked at him with interest: "I heard from Zhifeng that you've been avoiding him recently! Why? Did he make you angry?"

Bu Xiao immediately shook his head.

"Why is that? Why on earth are you avoiding him?"

Bu Xiao took a breath and said, "I didn't avoid him."

"Don't forget what your brother does!" Gu Ci tapped his finger on the table, "Do you think I can't see it?"

Bu Xiao frowned, but didn't speak at the beginning.

Gu Ci looked at his side face for a long time, and sighed: "I don't really want to care about the things between you, but I watched you grow up, and I don't want to see you like this now."

Gu Ci stood up, poured a glass of water and pushed it to Bu Xiao's hand.

"You have too many things on your mind, and I won't force you to say what you don't want to."

"But you and Zhifeng have always been dependent on each other. No one can replace your position in each other's hearts. I can't, the Han team can't, and the others can't either."

"But... brother, we've all grown up!"

Gu Ci raised an eyebrow at him: "I know, but so what?"

"I don't want to be a burden to him. He has his own life and shouldn't always be around me..."

Gu Ci seemed to understand something: "How do you know that he is unwilling?"

Bu Xiao closed the book in his hand and stared at the dining table wondering what he was thinking.

Gu Ci raised his hand and rubbed his hair: "You have never been a burden to anyone, don't think of yourself so badly!"

"Um!"

"I know that there is a lot of pain in your heart. Those dark experiences make you unable to face the world normally, but you are not alone. There are many people around you who are with you. You know, you are very important. of."

"I see."

"I don't expect you to listen to my words, but you should think about it carefully." Gu Ci paused for a while, "Some things are either what you see or what you see. If you want to know, you should ask directly. In the past, the two of you No one has any secrets."

"We've grown up."

"It's grown up!"

Gu Ci didn't speak any more, and after the dishes were served, he quietly had dinner with Bu Xiao.

In the box next door, Han Nuoshang was sending a message to Gu Ci with his mobile phone: "Did you hear that?"

Lu Zhifeng nodded thoughtfully.

Han Nuoshang continued: "Gu Ci can only ask these questions, there is only so much we can help you with, and it is impossible for Bu Xiao to tell us what's on his mind. You can do the rest yourself!"

"He is indeed avoiding me! Why? I don't think he is a burden..." Lu Zhifeng suddenly felt a little wronged. He still doesn't know what is the reason for Bu Xiao's sudden change, and what did he do wrong?

Han Nuoshang glanced at him, but didn't speak, maybe what Lu Zhifeng needs now is to calm himself down.

In the end, Bu Xiao was picked up by his driver, and Gu Ci sent him to the hotel entrance: "I and Team Han are staying here for a few days, if you need anything, just come and find us."

"it is good!"

After saying goodbye to Bu Xiao, Gu Ci turned and walked into the hotel, where Han Nuoshang was waiting for him in the corridor.

Gu Ci walked in with Han Nuoshang: "Did Zhifeng send it back?"

"Yeah." Han Nuoshang nodded, "Gu Ci, what you said just now was really good. If it weren't for your record of criminal records, I would have been impressed by you." I don't know who was alone back then He ran to fight with Cheng Yuan.

Gu Ci gave him a blank look, didn't want to speak, and walked straight forward.

"Wait for me." Han Nuoshang showed an inconspicuous smile, and chased after him...

The weather in summer is always so capricious, the sky is still clear one moment, and it can be windy and rainy the next moment.

It was night, Lu Zhifeng couldn't sleep because of his agitated mood, there was a thunderstorm, and the heavy rain poured down in an instant, Lu Zhifeng sat up suddenly from the bed, and ran to Bu Xiao's room like a conditioned reflex.

Lu Zhifeng twisted the door of Bu Xiao's room, but found that the door was locked from the inside: "Xiaoxiao, open the door."

He slapped and shouted several times in a row, but there was no response from inside.

"Boom!" Lu Zhifeng kicked the door open and ran in.

Bu Xiao's room was pitch black, and his quiet voice was mixed with the thunder: "Go away...get away..."

Lu Zhifeng's heart twitched when he heard that, and he hurriedly ran to Bu Xiao's bedside, trying to comfort him.

"Go away, don't touch me."

Bu Xiao didn't know where the strength came from. The moment Lu Zhifeng touched him, he pushed the person out, and then shrunk himself into a ball.

Lu Zhifeng groped to the side of the bed and turned on the light in the room.

The light dispelled the darkness in an instant, but it couldn't block the roaring thunder.

"Don't come here..." Bu Xiao curled himself up into a ball, hiding in the quilt and repeating this sentence mechanically.

"Xiaoxiao, Buxiao, look at me, look at me." Lu Zhifeng tore off the quilt on Buxiao, grabbed his hands and pulled him up, "It's me! Look at me, don't be afraid , I will not hurt you."

Lu Zhifeng grabbed Bu Xiao's hands, and through the trembling of his hands, he could feel the constant fear deep in his heart.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm here! I won't hurt you." Lu Zhifeng embraced him in his arms, and kept repeating these words, "Trust me, everything will be fine..."

I don't know how long it has passed, the thunder gradually became smaller, and Bu Xiao finally calmed down.

Lu Zhifeng patted Bu Xiao's back lightly: "It's okay, it's all over."

Bu Xiao's eyes gradually became clearer, and he realized that he was being hugged by Lu Zhifeng, and subconsciously pushed him out; but he didn't know if Lu Zhifeng hugged him too tightly, or for some other reason, he Couldn't push.

Bu Xiao sighed, and said weakly, "Let me go!"

"I don't." Lu Zhifeng's tone was a little angry, "Why, why did you suddenly want to hide from me? What did I do wrong? Tell me, I can change it, why?"

Bu Xiao paused, and it took a long time before he spoke: "Zhifeng, we have all grown up."

Lu Zhifeng let go of Bu Xiao, looked at his face: "I know, so?"

"..." Bu Xiao pursed her lips, and met Lu Zhifeng's eyes, "We are not children anymore, you have your own life, I am not someone you have to take care of, and I don't want to be your burden."

Lu Zhifeng stared into his eyes for a moment, then said: "I don't think you are a burden, and I am happy to take care of you. I can't live without you."

"I..." Bu Xiao's heart trembled slightly, but then he thought of Zhang Mingyue who was talking and laughing with Lu Zhifeng that day, and the temperature in his heart dropped again.

Bu Xiao pulled Lu Zhifeng's hand off his arm, curled up again and lay back on the bed: "You go back! I'm fine."

Seeing his defensive posture, Lu Zhifeng felt bitter and helpless.

He reached out and turned off the lights in the room, leaving only a small lamp by the bed, so that the two could see each other clearly, and he also lay down next to Bu Xiao, and forcibly pulled her into his arms.

Bu Xiao struggled, and his tone was tinged with anger: "Lu Zhifeng, what are you doing?"

"What are you worried about? Why don't you want to tell me? What's wrong with you?" Lu Zhifeng buried his head in Bu Xiao's neck and rubbed it. "Xiaoxiao, I like you!"

Bu Xiaomeng froze, and stopped struggling, Lu Zhifeng's words kept echoing in his mind.

Feeling that Bu Xiao was docile, Lu Zhifeng felt much less nervous: "When I was very young, I knew that I liked you, I wanted to protect you, and I wanted to be with you all the time, Xiaoxiao! I like you, I like it very much, how about you?"

Lu Zhifeng raised his head and met Bu Xiao's eyes: "What about you? Do you like me?"

Time seemed to stop moving, and the two pairs of eyes met each other, as if they could see into each other's heart.

After a long time, Bu Xiao brought some obscure

The voice said: "How is it possible, don't you like that girl?"

that girl?

"You mean that Zhang Mingyue?" Lu Zhifeng thought for a while, remembering the day when Bu Xiao suddenly changed, and suddenly smiled: "So you are jealous?"

Bu Xiao avoided his smiling gaze, but didn't speak at first.

Lu Zhifeng helped his face over and met his eyes again: "I don't like her, and I don't have any feelings for her. I just helped her move the books that day. If you are unhappy, I won't help you in the future." okay?"

Lu Zhifeng just glanced at the love letter that Bu Xiao helped hand over that day, but he didn't expect that the source of Bu Xiao's change was here.

"You..." Bu Xiao raised her hand slightly, but did nothing. "Why do you like me? What's so good about me? I'm just a..."

Before Bu Xiao finished speaking, Lu Zhifeng covered her mouth: "If you like it, you just like it. There are not so many reasons. You are very good! You are really good."

Bu Xiao's mouth was covered, so he could only wink at Lu Zhifeng.

After a long time, Lu Zhifeng withdrew his hand and pulled him into his arms again: "Xiaoxiao, let's be together! Just like my brother and the others, we will be together forever."

Bu Xiao slowly took Lu Zhifeng's hand: "Are you sure? This is not a joke, just in case..."

"There is no chance, I have liked you for more than ten years, and I am very sure what I want." Lu Zhifeng's voice was soft but firm, "I have never dared to say these things to you before, I am afraid that you will be angry when you find out. Run away, but now I don't want to wait anymore, Xiaoxiao, believe me! We will always be good, let's be together."

Bu Xiao fell silent, Lu Zhifeng seemed to be a prisoner waiting to be sentenced, his words could decide his life's fate.

After a long time, Bu Xiao said in an inaudible voice: "En!"

Lu Zhifeng's eyes lit up instantly, and he hugged Bu Xiao even tighter: "That's great!"

"Ah."

It's very good, they are each other's salvation and dependence, and they have been inseparable from each other for a long time, but neither of them realized it.

It's just that from now on, they can go down forever...