one night love

Painful?

Painful, of course, but more than painful.

The pain that cannot be desired for more than ten years has gradually become numb in the accumulation of years, and in the numbness, a kind of twisted pleasure like masochism has gradually been born.

Lin Zifeng opened the bedside table and took out a board of sleeping pills from the inside. It was prescribed in the hospital two years ago when he was not in a good state of mind. .

This is the third day in a row that he has insomnia.

Recently, Guan Sheng has less and less contact with him. He hardly goes to his house anymore. He often doesn't reply to his text messages. Most of the phone calls are perfunctory.

After not seeing him post on Moments for nearly a week, Lin Zifeng suddenly realized that he had been blocked.

Why?He was puzzled, what did he do wrong?

He desperately wanted to know the reason, but was afraid to know the reason.

As a result, after procrastination and procrastination, it was procrastinated to the end of the year.

The head office held a reception at the Ruihua Hotel. Branch employees and all mid-level and high-level companies that had and may have business dealings with in the future were invited, including Hanwha Technology, where Guan Sheng works.

Guan Sheng brought his girlfriend to attend in full attire. The handsome men and beautiful women were so dazzling that they attracted many envious eyes.

Lin Zifeng held a glass of wine not far away, pretending to be calm.

"Don't look," Fang Yue appeared out of nowhere and stood in front of him, "What about self-torture?"

"Get out of the way," Lin Zifeng said coldly, "I don't want to discuss this with you right now."

"Okay, I'll get out of the way," Fang Yue helped him straighten his bow tie, "Manager Lin, take your time and try to see if he can change his mind."

Lin Zifeng was so choked by him that he couldn't speak, put the wine glass into his hand, and walked away.

Holding two glasses of wine, Fang Yue looked at the back of him leaving thoughtfully.

Lin Zifeng finally waited for Guan Sheng, who was walking alone, at the door of the toilet, and dragged him to the dead corner of the monitoring monitor at the exit of the fire exit without any explanation.

"Guan Sheng..." As soon as he opened his mouth, the corners of his eyes turned red, and he couldn't control his emotions, "What did I do wrong? Why?"

"Don't you have a new love?" Guan Sheng raised his hands, "Since you have a new love, I don't want to delay you, so let's forget it."

Lin Zifeng was confused, and stretched out his hand to pull him: "I, I don't have one."

"No?" Guan Sheng shook his hand away, a little sullen, "We all slept together, haven't we?"

He wasn't simply mad at Lin Zifeng for having a relationship with others, after all, he was at fault first, he just couldn't figure out how he could keep saying that he liked him, and at the same time throw himself into the arms of others, and still refuse to admit it.

sleep together?what sleep together?Lin Zifeng thought hard, and suddenly remembered the half-truth dream he had on the day of his illness.

That dream...wasn't it a dream?

"What are you talking about?" He tensed up involuntarily, "I don't know..."

"Come on, there's no need to explain anymore," Guan Sheng showed a hint of contempt in his eyes, "It's just right, I also have something to tell you."

Lin Zifeng had an ominous premonition.

Don't say it, please don't say it!

"My girlfriend and I are going to get married." Guan Sheng looked at his pale face. Although he felt somewhat unbearable, he decided to show his cards. "I tried my best, but I still can't accept your feelings. In the future, we... Let's meet less."

It's over, it's over.

The friendship he had worked so hard to maintain over the years was ruined by his momentary greed.

Like a dangerous building collapsed, there was nothing left.

Lin Zifeng froze in place, tears streaming from his eyes.

The most feared thing is still here.

"Does it have to be like this? Can't we be like before?" He lowered his voice, let go of all his pride, and choked up, "Just, just be friends, can't we just be friends?"

Guan Sheng looked at Fa Xiao who was half-squatting on the ground, weeping uncontrollably, and wanted to reach out to help him up, but felt that such entanglement was never a problem, so he pushed him away with a slap: "Enough! Don't do this again!"

Lin Zifeng didn't catch it, and knelt on the ground and coughed loudly.

"Ahem...don't, don't go," he said with tears in his eyes, clutching Guan Sheng's clothes, in a panic, "please..."

Guan Sheng has known him for many years, and he has never seen him humiliating to such an extent. He was a little at a loss for a while, and was about to speak to persuade him, but he didn't expect that a gust of wind passed by his ears, and he was punched firmly in the next second. Hit in the face.

"My mother!"

Fang Yue grabbed his collar and pressed it against the wall, raising her hand for a second punch.

Guan Sheng was stunned by the sudden attack, and he didn't come back to himself until the third blow.

To be honest, Fang Yue's physique was far worse than that of Guan Sheng, who had been exercising for a long time and boxed for a long time.

"Are you sick?" Guan Sheng put one hand against his neck and clenched his other hand into a fist in mid-air, "What do you want to do?"

"Are you a fucking human!" Fang Yue was furious, "You are still a human! What do you ask him to do?" He looked at Lin Zifeng who was stunned, "What did you ask him to do!"

After following Lin Zifeng all the way and witnessing the whole process of their conversation, I couldn't bear it.

"Didn't he have you?" Guan Sheng squeezed his hands hard, making Fang Yue's face flushed, "Shouldn't you be happy when we broke up?!"

Fuck your fart!Fang Yue was so angry that she bent her knees and kicked Guan Sheng's belly with all her strength.

Guan Sheng was kicked against the wall and made a loud noise.

"Your uncle's!"

The severe pain in his back made him lose his mind, and he rushed forward to wrestle with Fang Yue.

Lin Zifeng got up from the ground in a panic and wanted to pull the two of them apart, but his small body was too thin, and he couldn't pull it, and he didn't know who to call, let alone alarm the security guards— Not to mention the embarrassment of fighting, it might affect their future.

"Stop beating! Guan Sheng! Fang Yue!" He jumped anxiously, "This is at a reception! Stop!"

Both Guan Sheng and Fang Yue blushed, they didn't care about this, they scuffled all the way from the passageway to the stairwell, and finally, amidst Lin Zifeng's exclamation, Fang Yue stepped on the air and rolled down the stairs.