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40. Zhou Ruxin is not an ignorant child who does not know the world. How can people who grow up eating whole grains have no emotions?

However, in the field of love, she is really just a child.

She was at a loss for many feelings.

I read some texts many years ago. What I said is that many times we don’t necessarily fall in love with that person, but just fall in love with the thing called "love", or fall in love with the kind of being loved. I feel, and then, when I really see myself clearly, this relationship will come to an end.So many tragedies in the world stem from this misunderstanding.

Zhou Ruxin values ​​Lin Suqing too much, it is so important that she must never lose it, so she must never treat her wrongly.

She needs to slowly figure out what the origin of this relationship is, and she needs to see herself clearly.There is a lot of information on the Internet, Zhou Ruxin is looking for information that is beneficial to herself on the Internet, the more she reads, the calmer she becomes.

Suqing is so important to her. At this point in her life, only Suqing is left for her, and she must not lose it. Therefore, she must carefully identify her feelings. She is very afraid that she will mistake the composition of this feeling. .

In mid-August, Zhou Ruxin saw Wu Xian's space and talked about an admission notice with the words "May all wishes come true".

Wu Xian got his wish and recorded the major he wanted to go to the school he wanted to go to, so Zhou Ruxin received a call from Wu Xian the next day, saying that he would come to "thank" Teacher Xiao Zhou. Gossip itself is true.

Ever since Ah Zhi and Wu Xian talked about seeing Zhou Ruxin and Su Qing together last time, Zhou Ruxin always felt that Wu Xian was a bit gossip when he looked at her.

However, at this time, Zhou Ruxin welcomed Wu Xian's visit very much. Regardless of age, Wu Xian is probably more than enough to be her teacher in the field of emotion. Well, after all, she has changed several times after three years of middle school. little girlfriend.It just so happened that Lin Suqing took on a new task these few days, and she was extremely busy. At most, she came back to sleep every day, and spent the rest of her time working in the company, so Zhou Ruxin was naturally a little restless.

Zhou Ruxin and Wu Xian made an appointment to meet at the school gate. Of course, not only Wu Xian came, but also A Zhi and another child named Cheng Min, who were usually close friends with Zhou Ruxin.

It was originally agreed that everyone would go to KFC together, but Zhou Ruxin accidentally let it go, saying that she had moved and now lives with Lin Suqing, Wu Xian and Azhi immediately changed their minds, and pulled Cheng Together with Min, they had to visit Zhou Ruxin's new residence.

As a result, as soon as they entered the door, the three of Wu Xian and the others said in unison, "The decoration of this house, at first glance, is the style of Teacher Xiao Zhou."

Zhou Ruxin vaguely remembered what Wang Jia said when she came in, Suqing, Suqing, I will work hard, and I must be worthy of your hard work.

Children are children after all, after the three little girls went around the house, they pinned themselves in front of Zhou Ruxin's computer, watching gossip.

Zhou Ruxin asked them if they wanted to cook at home, Wu Xian asked the other two for their opinions, and then said: "Mr. Zhou, let them see, I will go shopping with you, we can make a mixed meal. "

"A hodgepodge?" Zhou Ruxin was a little at a loss.

Wu Xian smiled: "The simplest dish is to buy a bunch of meat and vegetables, and cook it in one pot."

Well, Zhou Ruxin guessed that her reputation of not being able to cook could never be restored.So Ah Zhi and Cheng Min looked at the gossip on the computer and discussed it with great interest, while Zhou Ruxin obediently followed Wu Xian to go shopping.

As soon as she entered the vegetable market, Zhou Ruxin realized that she really could only be a small follower. Wu Xian, who picked vegetables and meat, had a good look, and when bargaining with small vendors, she was more majestic than Zhou Ruxin. Zhou Ruxin once again sighed I have lived in vain all these years.

After buying groceries and going home, even if the person next to him is Wu Xian, Zhou Ruxin is still the one to help.Seeing Wu Xian handling the meat and vegetables, the knife skills seem to be no worse than Lin Suqing, Zhou Ruxin was very curious: "How can Ah Xian know all these things?"

Wu Xian glanced at her: "Please, Teacher Xiao Zhou, I'm T, okay? If a T can't even cook, how can he say he can take good care of his wife?"

Zhou Ruxin was dumbfounded: "Ah? Is there such a saying?"

Wu Xian looked at Zhou Ruxin's inability to choose a vegetable, and clicked his tongue a few times: "You look like a million-year-old, no wonder the former seniors said that you don't even know which direction the vegetable market is. "

Zhou Ruxin was also very speechless to herself, and at the same time played the role of a curious baby: "What is Wannian Shou?"

Wu Xian rolled his eyes and looked at her like a little idiot: "I really don't know how your family can stand you, Mr. Zhou, you are suitable for doing math problems."

Zhou Ruxin felt aggrieved. If a math teacher is not suitable for doing math problems, then it is abnormal, okay?

For a while, the two of them were speechless, each busy with their work.

In the next room, Ah Zhi and Cheng Min were probably infatuated with a certain handsome guy on the screen. After a moment of silence, Zhou Ruxin asked seriously: "Ah Xian, at that time, how did you know that you liked each other? ?”

Wu Xian stopped the piece of meat he was cutting, and looked at Zhou Ruxin wonderingly: "Mr. Zhou, what do you want to ask me?"

Zhou Ruxin was silent at first, then raised her head and looked at her cautiously: "Axian, you see, you, Azhi and Cheng Min have always been very good friends. From outsiders, you are even inseparable, but I know they are just your good friends. It's not your girlfriend, how do you know that your liking for the other party is not a good friend but a lover?"

Zhou Ruxin's inquiry is undoubtedly a serious question for Wu Xian as an equal friend. This is also one of the reasons why Zhou Ruxin is liked by the children. She is willing to treat the children as equal friends. This is easy to say, In fact, many teachers can't do this.

Wu Xian was moved by her prudence, and stopped laughing at this question, but thought about it seriously: "I think it's easy to distinguish, teacher. If it's that kind of liking, I will have a... um ..."

Wu Xian hesitated for a moment, but still said, "I will have desire for her."

desire?Zhou Ruxin lowered her head in thought.

Does Su Qing have any desire for herself?And what about Su Qing?

Zhou Ruxin's contemplation couldn't continue, because A Zhi and Cheng Min found out that they were back, and saw them busy in the kitchen, so they naturally came over to help.

The four teachers and students cooked this meal in a chaotic manner and ate warmly.

A Zhi went to a public high school that was suspended, Cheng Min chose a medical school, and Wu Xian was working in a tourist, so it can be considered that each of them has realized their ideals when they entered school.

So everyone imagined the future together, and they all talked about three women in one drama, and it was difficult for four women, big and small, to be together.

After a happy meal, A Zhi and Cheng Min took over the task of washing dishes and "driving" Wu Xian and Zhou Ruxin to the sofa to sit down.The two of them didn't argue with them, Wu Xian yelled that he was full, and collapsed on the sofa without any image, Zhou Ruxin couldn't help but want to laugh when Ge Youpan saw it.

Seeing that the two of them were busy in the kitchen, Wu Xian sat up straight and looked at Zhou Ruxin: "Mr. Zhou, I always keep in mind what you said that day, I will try my best to make myself better, and then find the outstanding one." She showed it to you, teacher, do you believe me?"

Zhou Ruxin also looked at her seriously: "I have always believed in you, Ah Xian."

Wu Xian looked at Zhou Ruxin silently. Zhou Ruxin's eyes were clear and sincere. This precocious child felt sorry for her little Teacher Zhou: "Teacher, this road is not easy. If you don't like him that much, you should turn back earlier." Bar."

Zhou Ruxin thought for a while: "Has Ah Xian ever regretted it?"

Wu Xian shook his head: "I have no regrets, teacher, I am a natural LES, I have no head to turn back. But teacher, you are different..."

Zhou Ruxin looked at the child who had always trusted her: "Axian, it's too late. I don't know what love is, but I think I've fallen in love with her."

That day, even if she just touched Suqing's neck very unintentionally, even Suqing just kissed her forehead lightly unintentionally, with that thunderous heartbeat, that throbbing heart, Zhou Ruxin knew that she longed for Lin Suqing ,desperately desire.

After the children cleaned up the kitchen, they fought and fought again. Fang laughed and left. Before leaving, Wu Xian, who asked Azhi and Cheng Min to go downstairs first, looked at Zhou Ruxin seriously again: "Teacher, You must think clearly, this road is really difficult to walk.”

Zhou Ruxin gently shook Wu Xian's hand: "Well, I know, Ah Xian, let's work hard together."

Lin Suqing still had to work overtime that night.

Zhou Ruxin naturally dealt with a dinner casually by herself, and then continued to play her game leisurely.

During this period, I received a call from A Jian. He went to the provincial key high school of his first choice, and he was already preparing to go to military training. He specially called to let his teacher Xiao Zhou share the happiness.

During the phone call, A Jian was obviously in a happy mood: "Teacher, I finally really understand what it means to flock together and divide people into groups. When I went to a new class for the first time and met new students, I found a new class." Friends, we have endless common topics.”

Zhou Ruxin was naturally happy about it: "Then Ajian, keep working hard. After three years, I will wait for your good news."

The two chatted casually. Before hanging up the phone, Ah Jian said softly: "Thank you, teacher."

Boys never like to talk about these words. Zhou Ruxin was very touched when she heard him say this: "Silly boy, you are the one who is so good. Come on!"

Putting down the phone, I couldn't help but think of Su Qing back then.In the final analysis, it was Su Qing who worked hard enough, but she wanted to think that it was Zhou Ruxin's help that made her what she is today.

In this world, some people only know how to take, and some people are grateful for everything they encounter in life.

Zhou Ruxin hopes that she is the one who knows how to be grateful for fate.

Parents can only accompany us for a while, and we have to walk on our own in the future.Of course, if you are lucky, there is a person who loves each other and supports each other by your side.

Zhou Ruxin believes that Su Qing will be the one who supports her.

So, that's it, Su Qing, let's work hard together.

That night, Lin Suqing returned home very late as before.

When she opened the door and came in, she tried her best to walk lightly, thinking that Ru Xin should have fallen asleep.

However, as soon as he entered the living room, he saw Zhou Ruxin napping on the sofa.

Hearing the sound of the door, Zhou Ruxin woke up instantly: "Su Qing, you are back."

Lin Suqing was stunned for a moment, Zhou Ruxin rubbed her eyes, and quickly came over to take the bag in her hand: "Sit down and rest for a while."

Then I went to get a cup of hot water, and then turned on the water heater: "Suqing, you can go take a shower after a short rest. It's late, pack up and go to sleep."

Poor Lin Suqing was stunned for a moment, and after being dealt with by her silly commands and actions, she finally came back to her senses: "Ru Xin, what's the matter today? Could it be that the game has exploded?"

Zhou Ruxin said softly: "In your eyes, Suqing, do I love playing games that much?"

Lin Suqing hurriedly said: "Of course not, Ruxin is a positive young man in the new century."

However, Ru Xin's performance today is really like a little wife waiting for her husband to come home, Lin Suqing couldn't help thinking happily in her heart.

Zhou Ruxin smiled: "Glib! It's late, Suqing, go to bed, I'm sleepy too."

So they went back to their rooms and went to sleep, but Lin Suqing, who rarely suffered from insomnia, baked pancakes on the bed for a while.