I got better with my ex-husband's white moonlight gl

Zhao Xianci is only 13 years old this year and is about to enter Beijing to participate in the draft.

At this time in his previous life, even though Zhao Xian's words were reserved and indifferent on the surface, he still held some hope in his heart.

After all, at that time, she thought that once the draft was successful, even if she couldn't fly to the branches and become a phoenix, at least she didn't have to suffer from the anger of the family, which would make her mother's life easier.

——After her father passed away, her elder brother Zhao Qinian held the lifeblood of the family, but he was the best at fighting cockfights, eating, drinking, and gambling.The Zhao family ate royal meals. As an imperial merchant who was ordered to do business, as long as he didn't risk his life, at least he would have no worries about food and clothing.

However, Zhao Qinian's specialty is playing dead, and he doesn't know anything about business. The family business suffered a lot of losses, and in the end he almost lost his fortune.

For this reason, Zhao Xianci was also asked to marry relatives and nobles in Beijing, marrying a son of an aristocratic family who only knows how to play and still hides Bai Yueguang in his heart.It is said to be a marriage, but in fact it is to curry favor with the powerful family. Who would think that the powerful family is expensive, but it is also very easy to overthrow. In just a few years, it has committed a serious crime of copying the house. The huge family died. In exile, she is a daughter of a merchant who is not popular at all. Even if she is related to her relatives, who will care about her at this time!Even my mother and Zhao Qinian have not heard from each other.

She ended up with a tragic end of freezing and starving to death.

At that time, Zhao Xianci felt very regretful, regretting that he should not have listened to his mother's words, let alone indulged his brother's nonsense.

Although Zhao Xianci is not a master of poetry and calligraphy, Hao Lai has read some books. Besides, she is better at business than her elder brother.It's just that this secular atmosphere doesn't allow women to show their heads in public, and only says that it is the way of a woman to look after her husband and teach her children.

However, after she was exiled abroad, she saw that the poor and lowly families did not have these rules, and there were not a few women who showed their faces in order to earn money. On the contrary, she, a so-called lady of the big family, could only learn how to be an embroiderer, take care of her husband and teach her children. What is the reason for this!

At the moment when he died of freezing and starving in the heavy snow, Zhao Xianci thought desperately, if there is an afterlife, she will never be a string doll at the mercy of others like this life. She has hands and feet, why bother to be like this life? In the name of filial piety, in the end, he lost the mother in his heart, did not save the Zhao family, and even himself could not die well!

——I never thought that her afterlife would come true!In a trance, I really don't know whether that miserable life is a dream or reality.

The close girl, Wan Qing, was dressing her up, and she was muttering, "Miss is so beautiful, she will definitely be selected by then!"

The mothers at home and the visiting female relatives all said the same, half flattery and half show talk, but few of them really took it seriously.

Only her mother was looking forward to it as in her previous life. She kept saying before going to bed at night, "Xian'er is good-looking and knowledgeable, and our family is Mongzu Shangyinde, who is favored by the royal family. She will definitely be selected." , I will definitely be selected! When the time comes, I see who these bastards would dare to bully our orphans, widows, and your unworthy brother—”

These words again.Zhao Xianci thought to himself, why didn't he hear her mother's heart from these words in his previous life.He kept praising his daughter, but in fact, he was thinking about his son.

Zhao Xian counted the days now, although the Zhao family is not yet defeated, but it has already gone downhill.In recent years, Zhao Qinian took over the Zhao family's business, and since then the family's income has been tightened, and it has almost plummeted.Those high-ranking and wealthy families who used to come and go often are not willing to associate with the Zhao family anymore.If it wasn't for the fact that her mother, Ji Fulan, was the youngest daughter of Doctor Guanglu Ji Qinglin, and that she was also related to Zhou Shilang's family, a dignitary in Beijing, her situation would have been even worse than it is now.

But the elder brother who was "disappointed" in the mother's mouth didn't take it seriously, and didn't care at all that the life of the mother and daughter was getting more and more tense. He usually only said that he was working hard to earn money outside, and he didn't care about the Zhao family's livelihood at all.

Zhao Xianci couldn't help sighing.

Who would have thought that the huge Zhao Mansion is now strong on the outside and empty on the inside, and has actually already cut down on food and clothing.Naturally, Zhao Qinian was not short of money, he held the power of money and squandered it to his heart's content, and the inheritance left by his father was enough for him to squander it for a few years, so Zhao Qinian didn't suffer any hardships, he just spent some money in his hand, and was deceived like a fool dizzy.

Now that Zhao Xianci is going to be selected for the Beijing Middle School draft, it is considered a major event in the southern province, and because of this, the Zhao family has more people visiting one after another—it is always good to curry favor in advance, and if they can be elected at that time, these people will naturally be able to win the prize. some benefits.These big families in the southern province are somewhat concerned about the Zhao family's status as an imperial merchant.

It's a pity that no one knows yet, and Zhao Xianci was ultimately defeated.

Right now Mrs. Zhao is thinking about the draft, and Zhao Xianci sees it in her eyes, and she feels unspeakable.She knew that her mother was in vain in fetching water from the bamboo basket in the end, maybe because she felt hopeless and shameless, that's why she didn't want to go back to Nan Province, so she took Zhao Xianci to stay at Zhou's house temporarily, so as not to be ridiculed by these people who came to the door now .

And Zhao Xianci's life has been changed since then, and he has been entangled with Qin Muyun and Zhou Xuejin ever since.

Ordinarily, Zhao Xianci is the last thing he wants to have anything to do with the Zhou family, but after thinking about it, Zhao Xianci feels that this time, he still has to go to Beijing.

She had already made up her mind that the Zhao family's business must be taken from Zhao Qinian.

It's just that if there is no mother's approval and support, this matter will be extremely difficult.But going to Beijing might be the only way to make my mother change her mind and stand on her side.

The draft is second, and neither the left nor the right can be selected.The purpose of Zhao Xian's words is to let his mother see how the women in charge of the Zhou family, especially the wife of the eldest son of Zhou, managed the Zhou family's financial affairs properly.If you don't open your eyes to your mother, it will be very difficult for her to agree to such a thing.

What's more important is that she is going to the Zhou Mansion to meet someone.Must see!

In her previous life, Zhao Xianci was married to Zhou Xuejin, Zhou Shilang's youngest son, and before she became the matriarch of Zhou's family in charge of the family wealth, Zhou Shilang brought down the whole family with the downfall of the prince.

And in those years in the Zhou Mansion, she was not happy.

At first, the old lady of the Zhou family didn't like her very much, thinking that Zhao Xianci was dull and thoughtful, without the spirit of a young man.At that time, Zhao Xianci didn't care too much, she was just living in Zhou's house, and she didn't have much relationship with Zhou's people, all she wanted was to watch over her mother and live a good life.

It's just that I didn't expect this small wish to be fulfilled.A few years later, Zhao Qinian was burdened with gambling debts, squandered all his family property, and offended someone he couldn't afford to offend. Suddenly, the Zhao family was in great trouble.Zhao Qinian then discussed with his mother, intending to establish a relationship with Zhou Shilang through Zhao Xianci, and all the crises will be resolved by then.

——But looking back now, the reason why the Zhou family agreed to this marriage was actually to try their best to win over her mother's Ji clan!

At that time, the Zhou family had already shown signs of decay, and they were unwilling to make friends with anyone with discerning eyes in the court, so the Zhou family went to the doctor in a hurry and found Dr. Ji's family in a twists and turns.It's a pity that the Zhao family didn't know anything about it. They thought they were holding on to straws, but since then they have set foot on the road of no return.

Just like Mrs. Zhao who doesn't leave the door and doesn't go out, how do you know what?I just think that although Zhou Xuejin has a bit of a bad habit, he is a child of a noble family, he is well-bred, and he will not make major mistakes in his actions. Moreover, it is already high to marry Zhou Xuejin as his wife given the situation of the Zhao family at that time. Reasons to disagree!From what Mrs. Zhao has seen in her life, she thinks that finding such a good family for Zhao Xianci is the best home for her daughter, and it can also relieve the crisis of the Zhao family and save her son. Why not do it?

But no one asked Zhao Xianci's opinion.In the end, the mother and son made up their minds, coaxed and deceived each other, even at the cost of death, forcing Zhao Xian to worship.

Zhao Xianci still remembered Zhao Qinian's face at that time, the obsequious look on his face, he wished he could throw her to Zhou's house immediately, hoping to get both money and goods.

Zhou Xuejin married her, but he didn't have her in his heart.Zhao Xianci knew who that person was in Zhou Xuejin's heart, and she never forgot that name——Qin Muyun until she died.

Not because of Zhou Xuejin, but because of Qin Muyun.

Knowing that Qin Muyun and Zhou Xuejin were in love, Zhao Xianci still had no choice but to take her lover away!After that, he didn't know how to face Qin Muyun.

Zhao Xianci couldn't grasp his own destiny, and couldn't explain it.

After all, her thoughts were buried in the silence of Zhao Xianci - obviously, Qin Muyun was her only consolation in the Zhou Mansion for so many years.

Although the Zhou family is big, there is only one Qin Muyun who really understands her.But in the end Qin Muyun died because of her hatred. Zhao Xianci didn't even have time to see Qin Muyun for the last time. I don't know if Qin Muyun who left just like that hated her or blamed her.In the long time that followed, Zhao Xianci faced Qin Muyun's resentful questioning countless times in his dreams, but he was unable to answer.

This became a knot in her life, and she could not solve it until she died.

But fortunately, now she has a chance to do it all over again.

This time, Zhao Xianci already knew what to do next.