I got better with my ex-husband's white moonlight gl

Lei Shouqing usually dresses up in men's clothes because he always goes out to do errands with Zhao Xianci.But unlike Zhao Xianci's fair skin and delicate skin, Lei Shouqing's skin is dark yellow after years of training outside. Although his facial features are considered dignified, he has a tough temperament. Once his long hair is tied up and he puts on men's clothes, he is almost the same as a man. .

And for the sake of convenience, Lei Shouqing didn't deliberately reveal his gender, and others didn't pay too much attention to a follower. Even Mo Xiaoxing didn't realize that this person was a man after fighting with her for so long. girl.

At this moment, Qin Muyun looked at her, but felt that Lei Shouqing had a kind of sobriety that was rarely seen in ordinary daughters, the kind of ability that can only be found in years of walking in the rivers and lakes.Although Qin Muyun always felt jealous of Lei Shouqing whenever she faced Zhao Xianci, but now that she was alone, she felt a little relieved that Zhao Xianci had such a girl by her side.

It's just that it's one thing to feel relieved, but it's another thing to feel uncomfortable.

But Ms. Qin has always cherished words like gold to others. After hearing Lei Shouqing's brief account of what happened, she went to the Linhe courtyard full of worries.

It was going to be night, the last time her lady was in the same room with Mr. Zhao, which caused the four guards and Fu Xin to be extremely uncomfortable. They didn't know how to treat Mr. Zhao. Could it be that they should be regarded as aunts?

Fu Xin really couldn't understand, although Ms. Qin used to be a little more relaxed, but she always kept the etiquette that should be observed, how did she become like this when she met Mr. Zhao Kang--so disrespectful!

Qin Muyun didn't care about these things, intentionally or not, she just wanted to tie herself and Zhao Xianci together, as deep as she could.As for what Fuxin was worried about, no matter how confused Qin Muyun was, his heart was like a bright mirror.Fu Xin poured out her heart and soul to remonstrate, but there was one sentence that she dared not say at all, but Qin Muyun knew that that word was called "shameless".

A woman who has not been out of the court, has a private life with a strange man, and even has a skin relationship with a strange man. Isn't this shameless?

This is probably the greatest malice Qin Muyun has endured during this period of time.But she didn't care, because in Qin Muyun's heart, there was an even more shameless and debauched secret—she liked Zhao Xian's Ci, which was a kind of liking that the world could not accept.She wants to have a skin-to-skin relationship with Zhao Xianci, and doesn't care what others think.

It's just that Qin Muyun doesn't dare to do it yet.Thinking is one thing, doing it is another.

Although she didn't do it now, others already think so.

Since she grew up so big, she treated Zhou Xuejin far less deeply than she treats "Master Zhao" now.

Yes, not self-sufficient.

In the night, when Qin Muyun knocked on the door of Zhao Xianci's room, he couldn't help laughing at himself.

After all, she is also a lady of every family, and once again she took the initiative to come to Zhao Xianci late at night-in the eyes of outsiders, there is no Zhao Xianci here, but a young man named "Zhao Kang".

Not long after she first came to Nan Province, she shared the bed with Mr. Zhao Kang, and it has already been rumored outside.

She and Zhao Xianci were naturally the most innocent, but hearing these rumors, Qin Muyun felt a strange pleasure in his heart.

Especially after learning that Zhao Kang is the ideal son-in-law in the hearts of the mother-in-law in Nanxing, the sense of shame brought about by being unrestrained and even shameless is quickly replaced by the secret happiness of occupying Zhao Xian's words.

Thinking about it, in the final analysis, Miss Qin's disposition is too aloof and arrogant, and she is not such an obedient person in her bones.

Zhao Xianci was in a daze holding the confession in the room. She never expected that such an unjust case could be dug up today.

Since she was a child, she was still ignorant, knowing that her father died in an accident. Since then, the life of the family has plummeted, and the Zhao family has changed dramatically.Her mother, Mrs. Zhao, only knew how to cry bitterly, and her brother was gradually not returning home. Without Zhao self-examination, the Zhao family was tantamount to having no pillars, half collapsed in an instant.

It was also from then on that Mrs. Zhao was extremely strict with Zhao Xianci, and day and night she hoped that Zhao Xianci would marry into a wealthy family.Zhao Xianci gradually learned how to only laugh and not cry, how to observe words and expressions, how to please his mother, how to hide his fear and grievance, after all, all those emotions are weak and useless in the eyes of Mrs. She married into a family of gentry officials and gentry.

She has come through all the hardships, and in the end, Zhao Xianci became the mistress of the family who satisfied her mother, and married Zhou Xuejin as her mother wished to become the young wife of the family.

Now someone suddenly told her that all of this could have been different!Her father was murdered?If——if Zhao Zixing was still alive, would the Zhao family look different?

It's a pity that there is no "what if" in this world. Not only did her father die, but he was wronged and died. The death is unclear and there is no bones left!There was obviously a big grievance, but it was scribbled away, as if it was really just an accident that no one knew about.

Inexplicable resentment and complex emotions linger in his heart, and Zhao Xianci cannot dispel it.

Then there was another knock on the door.Zhao Xianci didn't answer or answer, she just wanted to have a good cry.

But I heard a familiar voice, full of worry, "Xianci?"

Zhao Xianci was startled, it was Qin Muyun's voice.

Qin Muyun only knocked once, but didn't continue to knock, and didn't let her open the door, just said, "Don't be afraid, I'm here with you, you...you still have me."

Qin Muyun knew her crux, he knew it in his previous life.Zhao Xianci is used to being independent and sensible, so he is also used to being lonely.But it's just getting used to it. Qin Muyun knows what Zhao Xianci desires and fears.She was standing at the door, separated by a door, not knowing what to say when she was full of words.

Zhao Xianci looked at the door, and knew a familiar figure standing there.Qin Muyun's words seemed to inject heat into her cold heart, but because of that warmth, Zhao Xianci was wronged like never before.

She couldn't help but walked to the door, wanting to call Qin Muyun, but was too choked up to speak.

Seeing a shadow coming from the door, Qin Muyun became nervous, "Xian Ci..." The person inside didn't respond, Qin Muyun couldn't help stretching out his hand, pressing on the door and calling softly, "Xian Ci... "Thousands of words, but I don't know where to start, I can only keep calling this name, as if it can soothe those unspeakable emotions.

Zhao Xian's words could be heard clearly, and Qin Muyun's unconcealable worry and heartache could be heard naturally.But she couldn't open the door, couldn't raise her hand, couldn't pull the door open, it was like her throat was blocked by some stone, making her full of resentment and anger with nowhere to vent.

Wan Qing and Lei Shouqing watched from the side, and for some reason also shed tears.If there were any misunderstandings about Qin Muyun in the past, these days, Wan Qing can see clearly than Zhao Xianci that Miss Qin cares too much about her family.

Wan Qing wiped away her tears, then looked at Lei Shouqing again.Lei Shouqing lowered her head, her heart fluctuated, and only the tears falling on her clenched fists could let people see her mood a little bit.

It turns out that living with someone in your heart can make you stronger and more vulnerable.Joy will be more joy, and pain will be more painful.

"Let Ms. Qin watch, let's go out first." Lei Shouqing pulled Wan Qing out, sat with him for a while, then stood up again, "With Ms. Qin here, you will be fine. Wan Qing, I'll go out to get some air."

She ran out as if fleeing.Wan Qing looked at Lei Shouqing's embarrassed appearance in surprise, and was inexplicably startled.

Mo Xiaoshi fell asleep earlier, now rubbing his eyes in a daze, "Sister Wanqing, what's wrong?"

Wan Qing hurriedly wiped away her tears, and dragged him to the kitchen, "Eat something first, go to bed when you're tired from playing in the afternoon, you won't be able to wake up for dinner."

Mo Xiaoshi smiled, showing his big white teeth, "I made something good for you!"

"what?"

"Secret it now," Mo Xiaoshi took a bite of the steamed bun, "you'll know when it's done."

Wan Qing was not in the mood to quarrel with him, these days Mo Xiaoshi has been secretly tossing his wood from morning to night, because he knew that it was his handicraft, Wan Qing also let him do it, only to see that he was very tired It's not light, but I haven't seen any tricks.

Seeing that she didn't ask, Mo Xiaoshi called out, "Sister Wanqing, is there something on your mind?"

Wan Qing moved her lips and smiled again, "It's okay, if you're tired after eating, go back to sleep."

Mo Xiaoshi is a smart man. Seeing that Wan Qing didn't say anything, he didn't ask anymore, but suddenly said, "Didn't you get beaten by someone secretly when you went out a while ago? I made a little thing for you, and later It may be useful in case of danger."

Wan Qing was suddenly attracted by him, "What?"

"Well," Mo Xiaoshi rolled his eyes, "If you agree to help me and don't tell the young master, I will tell you."

Wan Qing was originally only fifteen or sixteen years old, but the hard work all day made her look very mature, but after all, the child's character, after hearing what Mo Xiaoshi said, how could she not agree?So after Mo Xiaoshi finished his meal, they went to Mo Xiaoshi's room together to see what the kid had done.

Qin Muyun, on the other hand, stood at the door of Zhao Xianci the entire time, without saying a word or leaving.Just listening to Zhao Xianci's crying faintly coming from inside, I also feel uncomfortable in my heart.

Zhao Xianci cried a lot by himself, and when he looked up, the figure was still guarding the door, his heart suddenly warmed up, he wiped away his tears, and finally opened the door.

He saw Qin Muyun with tears hanging on his face.

Before Qin Muyun could speak, Zhao Xianci laughed to himself, "Look at you, you're crying like a kitten." He pulled him into the room.

Just as Qin Muyun was about to close the door, Zhao Xianci stretched out his hand to stop him, then withdrew his hand again, "Forget it, you've come here, even if you jump into the Yellow River, you won't be able to wash yourself off."

Although the preface did not match the words and said this suddenly, Qin Muyun understood her meaning almost immediately. I don't know if it was because of his mentality or helplessness, "What time is it, you still care about this!"

"Of course I care," Zhao Xianci pulled her to sit by the bed, his eyes full of pity, "It's related to you, how can I not care." So he took out a handkerchief and wiped Qin Muyun's tears, "Why are you crying? "

"I cry for myself," Qin Muyun said, "what else can I cry for. I've been crying for so long, but no one opened the door for me. It's so cold outside—"

Zhao Xianci grabbed her hand, "No wonder it's so cold. It's my fault. It's not spring yet, so your body won't be able to take it." He breathed out, seeing that it was useless, he caught her Qin Muyun put his hands in his arms.

Qin Muyun was taken aback, "You—"

The author has something to say: Zhao Xian Ci: Warm your hands?

Qin Muyun: ... (Warm or not? Very distressed)