Three years ago, early spring (Jiang Muge's perspective)
I don't know when it rained, and the low sky is like a faded ink painting, showing a lifeless gray.
The wind blew the drizzle away, and the cold water droplets fell on my face, covering the tears that came out of my eyes.
I don't know why I'm crying, I can't think anymore.
Since last month, my mind began to compulsively repeat every knowledge point mentioned in class, from opening eyes to closing eyes, from dream to outside dream.
I'm probably sick, I have that obsessive-compulsive disorder that people often joke about, but no one realizes how terrible it is.
I have become not like me, I am obviously a sand sculpture, but now I am gloomy like a poet.
They stopped sending me love letters, probably intimidated by my sunken eye sockets, the only thing I've been happy about lately.
I stopped changing, after cycling through Keynes's demand theory three hundred times.
My brain has been squeezed to the point where there is no inspiration left.
Others envy my excellence, but they don't know that I am tortured by perfectionism.
Back at the rental house, I fell on the bed. My body was exhausted, but my mind was constantly thinking about it. In the end, I didn’t know what I was thinking. Those knowledge occupied my brain like fragments. The sharp edges made my nerves tingle.
I can't go on like this.
I pull out my phone, and obsessive memory has robbed me of the ability to think about most things.
I downloaded an online Lianliankan, and I can handle this simple game.
The time in the upper right corner is constantly beating, and the color of the sky is beginning to deepen, as if soaked in ink again.
The wind in the spring night is very gentle, gently rolling in from the window, with a little fragrance of grass seeds.
The difficulty of the game is gradually increasing, and the picture becomes grotesque. I have less and less space to think about the economic cycle model. I don't let go.
There are fewer and fewer people in the room, maybe no one can be as bored as me.
I'm wrong.
The remaining number of people in the room remained at "2" for a long time.
I had a tacit understanding with the remaining person, she took one step, I took another step, and so on.
When it was dawn, I found that my mind was much clearer. I had a good night's sleep and didn't wake up until dusk.
Since then, as long as the compulsive memory behavior occurs, I will play Lianliankan, and I can always meet that person.
Finally one day, I added her, we chatted for a day, we had a good conversation, I asked her name, she said it is not important, it is better to put aside the real identity and be true to yourself.
I don't know, but that's how the story started.
......
Jiang Muge came back from Europe, stepped into the house, and dialed Lin Jiayu's phone number.
"Mu Ge, have you returned to China? We have already returned, Ah Xiang said that she misses you!" Lin Jiayu said happily.
"I just got home, I think she wants my money." Jiang Muge replied with a smile.
"Mr. Jiang, how can you say that about me? I brought you a lot of presents." Ye Xiang's voice came over, "I'll come to earn your money tomorrow!"
"Does Xiao Linzi want to come together?" Jiang Muge asked.
"Another day. I just received a notice from the crew that I will be drawing storyboards starting tonight. The director's requirements are really too strict. I may have to stay up all night recently."
"What kind of crew is so powerful that they hired our director Lin Da?"
"No, I'm the one who climbed the ladder. I applied to be the assistant to the director of photography of Fang Guotao's new drama." Lin Jiayu's tone was full of joy. Being able to join Fang Guotao's crew is the dream of every director department graduate .
"That's a coincidence, I'm going to audition for the role in it." Jiang Muge said.
"Really, why did you suddenly think of acting?" Lin Jiayu was a little surprised.
"I just want to challenge myself. Of course there are other reasons, but I will keep it secret for now." Jiang Muge couldn't help but roll his eyes when he thought of that reason.
"Okay, I will support you no matter what, Gou Fugui, don't forget each other hahaha!" Lin Jiayu said.
"I'd like to borrow your good words!" Jiang Muge said, although she didn't have much confidence in passing the audition.
In a blink of an eye, it was the day of the audition.
Jiang Muge held the script and muttered, and occasionally brushed the hair on Ye Xiang's hat collar. People who didn't know thought she was doing it.
Ye Xiang looked at his hat collar, which was balder than his hair, and wanted to cry, but looked at the thick stack of scripts in Singer Jiang Mu, and endured it silently, the boss is not easy.
The original audition material was only two pages, but Jiang Muge forcibly expanded it into a material. She had no acting foundation, and the time before the audition was like a sponge that fell into the water, absorbing knowledge crazily. Just write it down, dozens of pages are memorized densely, and there is no room for a little gap.
Because a lot of knowledge is practical content, she pulls Ye Xiang to practice every day, grinding on each line, and there are two days in between when she is too dumb to speak. She is afraid that it will affect the audition, so she reduces the time for line practice. Instead, I adjusted my expression bit by bit in front of the mirror.
Ye Xiang had never seen Jiang Muge like this.
Jiang Muge was originally an extremely self-disciplined person, and he worked very hard. When he was studying, he was able to maintain the update frequency while receiving scholarships.But never before had a single event encroached on her life so completely and kept her engaged without sleep.
Jiang Muge learned from Lin Jiayu that only fifty people got the chance to audition, and among them there were many florets and talented actors.
She knows that her hope is slim, but she is never someone who gives up easily, as long as it is what she wants, even if it seems that there is no hope at all, she will do her best.She may be paranoid, but everything she has achieved today is also largely due to this paranoia.
It is estimated that it will be her turn in a while, Jiang Muge put down the materials, sat on the chair and let himself go.The temperature has dropped a lot recently. Even though she put on a sweater, she still felt a little cold, and because of nervousness, she felt her body trembling slightly. She took a deep breath and adjusted her state.
"Hey, it's really a narrow road to Encounter. Why do cats and dogs come to enter the entertainment circle these days?"
Jiang Muge raised his head and found a woman with thick dark circles staring at him. She was dressed very stylishly, but her complexion was really permeating.
After reacting for two seconds, she realized that this is not Li Qianqian. Today's audition requires no makeup. Li Qianqian is obsessed with her own face. She didn't quietly apply makeup cream like some actors, so her face was discolored due to excessive exercise. The darkened eye circles are particularly obvious.
If the director can let her get over this complexion, Jiang Muge can eat the script live.
She wanted to laugh inexplicably.
"What are you laughing at?" Li Qianqian thought to herself that this person might not be sick, but she was here to find fault. According to the development of the plot, shouldn't there be no less than thirty lines of quarrel dialogue here.
"Ah, did I laugh? Maybe I was born with a smiling face." God knows how nervous Jiang Muge was just now, and raised her head when she heard the voice. As for what the other party said, she really didn't have a word into the brain.
"..." Li Qianqian gave her a vicious look.
Li Qianqian's TV series became popular in two, and relying on her father's investment, she also acted in a few small supporting roles in movies with good reputation. She barely got into the audition. The actors in the movie all have their own small circles, and no one cares about her at all.After finally seeing Jiang Muge in the crowd who had escaped from Gu Huanzhi's protection, he wanted to come over to show his presence, but it turned out that the other party was completely submerged and could not be lit at all.
Sure enough, Jiang Muge was not angry at all when she stared at her, and blinked innocently.In fact, for Jiang Muge, as far as Li Qianqian is concerned, she is not qualified to be included in the list of "villains". She will not pay attention to what the other party does.Just kidding, how can Li Qianqian be the father of those Party A?
Li Qianqian was so angry that she wanted to find another excuse to tear it up, but the field manager suddenly shouted: "Next, Li Qianqian".She could only give up, put on a gentle expression, and walked into the performance room.
In less than 2 minutes, she came out with a dark face. The people who were still talking in a low voice paused for a moment—Li Qianqian broke the record for leaving the performance room the fastest. Her assistant went up to meet her. Throwing the jacket on the other party, he walked forward on his own, and when he passed Jiang Muge, he didn't have the time to bother the other party anymore.
Jiang Muge's originally relaxed heart lifted up again.Fang Guotao is notoriously a director who doesn't give people face. If you participate in the audition hosted by him, if you can insist on performing the required audition content without being called to pause, you will have more than half of your success.
For the content of this audition, it will take 15 minutes for Jiang Muge to perform completely, plus the necessary politeness, at least 10 minutes.According to Ye Xiang's records, so far, the average time that people who come to audition stay in the audition does not exceed 10 minutes, and only a few of them reach 10 minutes.
As expected of the Asura Field.
Although Jiang Muge knew that Li Qianqian would be censored, he didn't expect her to be so embarrassed.
She glanced at the people who were still waiting. There were many familiar faces among them. Although she couldn't name some of them, she had seen them several times while watching movies.
She suddenly felt that she had a position to make fun of Li Qianqian. Anyway, Li Xiaohua still had a few works that she could barely read.
"Next, Jiang Muge."
When Jiang Muge heard her name, she stood up in a hurry. Ye Xiang took the script in her hand and encouraged her: "Mr. Jiang, come on, you can do it!"
Jiang Muge nodded, completed a set of breath adjustments according to the method taught in the textbook, moved some stiff facial muscles, opened the door and walked into the performance room.
I don't know when it rained, and the low sky is like a faded ink painting, showing a lifeless gray.
The wind blew the drizzle away, and the cold water droplets fell on my face, covering the tears that came out of my eyes.
I don't know why I'm crying, I can't think anymore.
Since last month, my mind began to compulsively repeat every knowledge point mentioned in class, from opening eyes to closing eyes, from dream to outside dream.
I'm probably sick, I have that obsessive-compulsive disorder that people often joke about, but no one realizes how terrible it is.
I have become not like me, I am obviously a sand sculpture, but now I am gloomy like a poet.
They stopped sending me love letters, probably intimidated by my sunken eye sockets, the only thing I've been happy about lately.
I stopped changing, after cycling through Keynes's demand theory three hundred times.
My brain has been squeezed to the point where there is no inspiration left.
Others envy my excellence, but they don't know that I am tortured by perfectionism.
Back at the rental house, I fell on the bed. My body was exhausted, but my mind was constantly thinking about it. In the end, I didn’t know what I was thinking. Those knowledge occupied my brain like fragments. The sharp edges made my nerves tingle.
I can't go on like this.
I pull out my phone, and obsessive memory has robbed me of the ability to think about most things.
I downloaded an online Lianliankan, and I can handle this simple game.
The time in the upper right corner is constantly beating, and the color of the sky is beginning to deepen, as if soaked in ink again.
The wind in the spring night is very gentle, gently rolling in from the window, with a little fragrance of grass seeds.
The difficulty of the game is gradually increasing, and the picture becomes grotesque. I have less and less space to think about the economic cycle model. I don't let go.
There are fewer and fewer people in the room, maybe no one can be as bored as me.
I'm wrong.
The remaining number of people in the room remained at "2" for a long time.
I had a tacit understanding with the remaining person, she took one step, I took another step, and so on.
When it was dawn, I found that my mind was much clearer. I had a good night's sleep and didn't wake up until dusk.
Since then, as long as the compulsive memory behavior occurs, I will play Lianliankan, and I can always meet that person.
Finally one day, I added her, we chatted for a day, we had a good conversation, I asked her name, she said it is not important, it is better to put aside the real identity and be true to yourself.
I don't know, but that's how the story started.
......
Jiang Muge came back from Europe, stepped into the house, and dialed Lin Jiayu's phone number.
"Mu Ge, have you returned to China? We have already returned, Ah Xiang said that she misses you!" Lin Jiayu said happily.
"I just got home, I think she wants my money." Jiang Muge replied with a smile.
"Mr. Jiang, how can you say that about me? I brought you a lot of presents." Ye Xiang's voice came over, "I'll come to earn your money tomorrow!"
"Does Xiao Linzi want to come together?" Jiang Muge asked.
"Another day. I just received a notice from the crew that I will be drawing storyboards starting tonight. The director's requirements are really too strict. I may have to stay up all night recently."
"What kind of crew is so powerful that they hired our director Lin Da?"
"No, I'm the one who climbed the ladder. I applied to be the assistant to the director of photography of Fang Guotao's new drama." Lin Jiayu's tone was full of joy. Being able to join Fang Guotao's crew is the dream of every director department graduate .
"That's a coincidence, I'm going to audition for the role in it." Jiang Muge said.
"Really, why did you suddenly think of acting?" Lin Jiayu was a little surprised.
"I just want to challenge myself. Of course there are other reasons, but I will keep it secret for now." Jiang Muge couldn't help but roll his eyes when he thought of that reason.
"Okay, I will support you no matter what, Gou Fugui, don't forget each other hahaha!" Lin Jiayu said.
"I'd like to borrow your good words!" Jiang Muge said, although she didn't have much confidence in passing the audition.
In a blink of an eye, it was the day of the audition.
Jiang Muge held the script and muttered, and occasionally brushed the hair on Ye Xiang's hat collar. People who didn't know thought she was doing it.
Ye Xiang looked at his hat collar, which was balder than his hair, and wanted to cry, but looked at the thick stack of scripts in Singer Jiang Mu, and endured it silently, the boss is not easy.
The original audition material was only two pages, but Jiang Muge forcibly expanded it into a material. She had no acting foundation, and the time before the audition was like a sponge that fell into the water, absorbing knowledge crazily. Just write it down, dozens of pages are memorized densely, and there is no room for a little gap.
Because a lot of knowledge is practical content, she pulls Ye Xiang to practice every day, grinding on each line, and there are two days in between when she is too dumb to speak. She is afraid that it will affect the audition, so she reduces the time for line practice. Instead, I adjusted my expression bit by bit in front of the mirror.
Ye Xiang had never seen Jiang Muge like this.
Jiang Muge was originally an extremely self-disciplined person, and he worked very hard. When he was studying, he was able to maintain the update frequency while receiving scholarships.But never before had a single event encroached on her life so completely and kept her engaged without sleep.
Jiang Muge learned from Lin Jiayu that only fifty people got the chance to audition, and among them there were many florets and talented actors.
She knows that her hope is slim, but she is never someone who gives up easily, as long as it is what she wants, even if it seems that there is no hope at all, she will do her best.She may be paranoid, but everything she has achieved today is also largely due to this paranoia.
It is estimated that it will be her turn in a while, Jiang Muge put down the materials, sat on the chair and let himself go.The temperature has dropped a lot recently. Even though she put on a sweater, she still felt a little cold, and because of nervousness, she felt her body trembling slightly. She took a deep breath and adjusted her state.
"Hey, it's really a narrow road to Encounter. Why do cats and dogs come to enter the entertainment circle these days?"
Jiang Muge raised his head and found a woman with thick dark circles staring at him. She was dressed very stylishly, but her complexion was really permeating.
After reacting for two seconds, she realized that this is not Li Qianqian. Today's audition requires no makeup. Li Qianqian is obsessed with her own face. She didn't quietly apply makeup cream like some actors, so her face was discolored due to excessive exercise. The darkened eye circles are particularly obvious.
If the director can let her get over this complexion, Jiang Muge can eat the script live.
She wanted to laugh inexplicably.
"What are you laughing at?" Li Qianqian thought to herself that this person might not be sick, but she was here to find fault. According to the development of the plot, shouldn't there be no less than thirty lines of quarrel dialogue here.
"Ah, did I laugh? Maybe I was born with a smiling face." God knows how nervous Jiang Muge was just now, and raised her head when she heard the voice. As for what the other party said, she really didn't have a word into the brain.
"..." Li Qianqian gave her a vicious look.
Li Qianqian's TV series became popular in two, and relying on her father's investment, she also acted in a few small supporting roles in movies with good reputation. She barely got into the audition. The actors in the movie all have their own small circles, and no one cares about her at all.After finally seeing Jiang Muge in the crowd who had escaped from Gu Huanzhi's protection, he wanted to come over to show his presence, but it turned out that the other party was completely submerged and could not be lit at all.
Sure enough, Jiang Muge was not angry at all when she stared at her, and blinked innocently.In fact, for Jiang Muge, as far as Li Qianqian is concerned, she is not qualified to be included in the list of "villains". She will not pay attention to what the other party does.Just kidding, how can Li Qianqian be the father of those Party A?
Li Qianqian was so angry that she wanted to find another excuse to tear it up, but the field manager suddenly shouted: "Next, Li Qianqian".She could only give up, put on a gentle expression, and walked into the performance room.
In less than 2 minutes, she came out with a dark face. The people who were still talking in a low voice paused for a moment—Li Qianqian broke the record for leaving the performance room the fastest. Her assistant went up to meet her. Throwing the jacket on the other party, he walked forward on his own, and when he passed Jiang Muge, he didn't have the time to bother the other party anymore.
Jiang Muge's originally relaxed heart lifted up again.Fang Guotao is notoriously a director who doesn't give people face. If you participate in the audition hosted by him, if you can insist on performing the required audition content without being called to pause, you will have more than half of your success.
For the content of this audition, it will take 15 minutes for Jiang Muge to perform completely, plus the necessary politeness, at least 10 minutes.According to Ye Xiang's records, so far, the average time that people who come to audition stay in the audition does not exceed 10 minutes, and only a few of them reach 10 minutes.
As expected of the Asura Field.
Although Jiang Muge knew that Li Qianqian would be censored, he didn't expect her to be so embarrassed.
She glanced at the people who were still waiting. There were many familiar faces among them. Although she couldn't name some of them, she had seen them several times while watching movies.
She suddenly felt that she had a position to make fun of Li Qianqian. Anyway, Li Xiaohua still had a few works that she could barely read.
"Next, Jiang Muge."
When Jiang Muge heard her name, she stood up in a hurry. Ye Xiang took the script in her hand and encouraged her: "Mr. Jiang, come on, you can do it!"
Jiang Muge nodded, completed a set of breath adjustments according to the method taught in the textbook, moved some stiff facial muscles, opened the door and walked into the performance room.
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