Gu Huanzhi parked the car on the side of the road, the rain was crackling, hitting the metal shell of the sports car, and passing into the car became a dull rattling sound.
The world was cut off from the outside, and in the small space, the auras of the two of them were intertwined, and the temperature gradually rose. Gu Huanzhi unexpectedly felt a little more at ease, and had the courage to speak out about the past.
Jiang Muge waited patiently for her.
"When I was ten years old, my...parents..." Gu Huanzhi paused, and said those two words bluntly.
"...the biggest quarrel I can remember broke out. Later, my grandpa came to pick up my mother, and my dad drove me to find her, but when I got on the elevated highway, he threw me on the side of the road , drove away by myself." Gu Huanzhi's voice trembled.
Jiang Muge held her hand.
"It was raining heavily that day, and then it started to thunder again. The elevated road should be closed, and no cars will pass by. I didn't wait for a car until the next day." Gu Huanzhi pressed his forehead, suppressing those terrifying scenes.
She had been walking back along the elevated road at that time, but the road that did not take much time when she came here suddenly became longer, and she could not go to the end. A lightning bolt split not far away, and she dared not take a step forward. , I could only squat on the ground with my head in my arms, letting the rainstorm fall from above my head.
She can't remember how she got into that car, and she still feels scared when she thinks about it. Fortunately, the people in the car are not bad people.
She spoke very briefly, but Jiang Muge could already read the horror of that night from her eyes. She wanted to give her a hug, but the space in the car was too small. His hand clenched tighter.
"Actually, when I was very young, they were very affectionate. I followed my mother's surname since childhood, and my appearance also followed her. When I was young, my father was very kind to me, but later, he took revenge on me for all the cruelty he treated her. " Gu Huanzhi's tone gradually calmed down, as if he was describing something that had nothing to do with him.
Sometimes indifference is a protective mechanism of the brain. It should be resentful, but it loses the ability to get angry. It just leaves a hole in the heart, and it is useless to try to fill it up.
"Why did they do this? Did something happen?" Jiang Muge asked, her clear voice becoming a little dry.
The sky was a little dark, and the headlights in the car turned on automatically, and the soft light hit Gu Huanzhi's face, but it seemed that it couldn't illuminate her originally bright face.
"If I say that nothing happened to them, would you believe it? They lived a life like boiled frogs in warm water. They didn't betray or slander, but they didn't live the way the other party wanted. Before the dissatisfaction accumulated and exploded, they still respected each other as guests Husband and wife, holding hands for the dinner." Gu Huanzhi's eyes were as calm as water, and Jiang Muge could see the lingering despair in them.
For Gu Huanzhi, the endless quarrels lingering in his ears in his childhood dilute the sweetness engraved in his memory like bitter water. What is more painful than being born with misfortune is watching a complete and happy family gradually fall apart.
Those things that were taken from her life were things she should have thought she would always have.
"Mu Ge, I grew up in such a family. I don't think I can do better than them. I have hurt you so many times. If I continue, I will only do worse." Gu Huanzhi said to himself hand back.
Before her hand left, Jiang Muge grabbed her again: "They are them, you are you, love is a matter between two people, even if you can't do it well, isn't there me? When I was saddest, it was When you broke up with me, every time you hurt me because you were afraid of hurting me, is it worth it?"
Gu Huanzhi pursed her lips and said nothing, she felt like a child, making things worse.
"Why did you want to be with me?" Jiang Muge asked.
"I'm selfish." Gu Huanzhi's shoulders trembled slightly, half of the blood on his face faded.
"You are not selfish, you just need to be loved." Jiang Muge said softly, "We were not very good before? I thought we could live a lifetime."
"I fell in love with you when I didn't know you were you. What if I fall in love with someone else in the future? I won't cheat, but it's not fair to you. You deserve someone who loves you wholeheartedly. "
Gu Huanzhi saw her own shadow reflected in Jiang Muge's beautiful eyes, shimmering in them, as if she could no longer tolerate other people, she felt a pain in her heart, and looked away.
"I might not be as good as them," she murmured.
"It's just because I'm your destiny, so you will fall in love with me no matter what, you won't fall in love with others." Jiang Muge said, and after she finished speaking, she suddenly felt her face was very hot, and she put the back of her hand on her face to cool down.
Gu Huanzhi looked at her again, Jiang Muge's clear and beautiful face looked a little charming because of embarrassment, and there seemed to be two little suns in his slightly curved eyes.
The rain suddenly became very heavy, and it violently hit the roof of the car, making a shockingly loud noise. Gu Huanzhi did not feel the usual discomfort. Instead, he couldn't help but want to get closer to the person in front of him. Jiang Muge seemed to be There is a vigorous vitality that grows savagely, which is the force that makes her feel at ease.
"What's more, sister, can you really let go?" Jiang Muge's voice was tinged with tenderness.
Gu Huanzhi was a little distracted by her elder sister's call.
"Can we get back together? At least prove that you can't do well. Don't be afraid of hurting me. I'm stronger than you think." Jiang Muge said.
Hearing the word compound, Gu Huanzhi woke up a lot, their hands were still holding each other, and the touch changed from cool to hot.
Gu Huanzhi wanted to agree, but finally endured it and said, "Can you give me a week? After a week, I will give you the answer."
Before making a choice, she has to meet one more person.
Jiang Muge hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Okay, I'll wait for you."
The rainstorm came and went quickly, and the sky cleared up in the blink of an eye.
Gu Huanzhi raised the roof of the car again, and the breeze blew over with the fragrance of soil, Jiang Muge narrowed his eyes comfortably.
Gu Huanzhi drove the car all the way to the end of the road, and stopped at an open space beside the road.
"Are you hungry, let's go eat." She pointed to the village not far away.
The cooking smoke rose slightly, leaving blue-gray ink marks on the washed sky.
Jiang Muge touched his somewhat shriveled stomach and nodded.
"Are we going in like this?" she asked.
"Otherwise?" Gu Huanzhi asked with a smile.
The protruding grass on the ground was covered with drops of water, and the ground was a bit slippery after it had just rained. She took Jiang Muge's hand and walked towards the village.
"Don't you need to wear a mask and sunglasses?" Jiang Muge asked, slipping his fingertips into Gu Huanzhi's, and interlocking her fingers tightly.
Gu Huanzhi's steps paused, and then continued to walk forward.
"No, they all know me."
It’s not yet the time for spring plowing, and the pace of life in the village is very slow. Some people just set up tables in the yard, sitting around drinking hot porridge and eating steamed buns.
Seeing the two of them, they greeted Gu Huanzhi warmly, and nodded friendlyly to Jiang Muge.
"Sister Huan, you are finally not alone this year." A boy of seventeen or eighteen years old shouted to Gu Huanzhi through the bamboo fence.
When he said this, many people laughed.
"Hold hands, keep each other together, wives and children are hot on the kang~" a little sister in a red jacket said in a childlike voice, and the two braids on her head were swinging rhythmically.
"Beautiful sister is blushing!" Another kid said excitedly.
"Hold hands, stay close to each other, wives and children are hot on the kang~" Seven or eight childish voices shouted in unison.
While telling the children not to talk nonsense, the adults looked at the two with great interest.
Jiang Muge's dark eye circles were interpreted by them as another meaning.
"Teacher Gu." Jiang Muge said angrily, "We are not together yet."
Her voice became a little nasal, and Gu Huanzhi felt his heart tremble, terribly.
Gu Huanzhi cleared his throat, lowered his voice and said to the child who made the most noise, "The children who are not good will be taken away by Grandma Wolf at night."
Her line skills are very strong, this sentence sounds eerie, the child froze for a moment, and then burst into tears.
Gu Huanzhi: "..."
Jiang Muge: "..."
"Brother Li, I'm really sorry." Gu Huanzhi said to the child's father.
"It's okay, the child's skin needs to be treated." Even though he said so, he knelt down and patted the child's back to comfort him, and the child stopped crying quickly.
Jiang Muge hurriedly dragged Gu Huanzhi forward. Are the villagers so open-minded now?
She felt that even if she held hands with Gu Huanzhi and walked around the university campus, it wouldn't cause such a big commotion.
No, she almost forgot Gu Huanzhi's identity. If Gu Huanzhi appeared on the street, even if he didn't do anything, many people would immediately gather around him.
In fact, it's good to be here, Gu Huanzhi looks like an ordinary person, without so many dazzling lights, and he is very close to her.
"Mu Ge." Gu Huanzhi's voice came from behind.
Only then did Jiang Muge realize that he had been pulling the other party away.
"Do you know where we are going?" Gu Huanzhi smiled helplessly.
Jiang Muge retreated to the side by Gu Huanzhi with some embarrassment.
Gu Huanzhi led her into a small path, and after walking a dozen steps inside, the noise outside completely disappeared.
It seems to have entered another world. The trees are verdant, the sunlight is blocked outside, and only scattered spots of light leaked on the ground. After walking for about ten minutes, the vision suddenly opened up. A large house with the characteristics of the north and the south reflected into view.
"Teacher Gu, where is it?" Jiang Muge asked.
"This is my home." Gu Huanzhi said, with a flash of sadness on his face.
She only comes here once a year.
作者有话要说:感谢在2020-06-2318:15:05~2020-06-2515:25:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: when the wind comes, go one more;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
The world was cut off from the outside, and in the small space, the auras of the two of them were intertwined, and the temperature gradually rose. Gu Huanzhi unexpectedly felt a little more at ease, and had the courage to speak out about the past.
Jiang Muge waited patiently for her.
"When I was ten years old, my...parents..." Gu Huanzhi paused, and said those two words bluntly.
"...the biggest quarrel I can remember broke out. Later, my grandpa came to pick up my mother, and my dad drove me to find her, but when I got on the elevated highway, he threw me on the side of the road , drove away by myself." Gu Huanzhi's voice trembled.
Jiang Muge held her hand.
"It was raining heavily that day, and then it started to thunder again. The elevated road should be closed, and no cars will pass by. I didn't wait for a car until the next day." Gu Huanzhi pressed his forehead, suppressing those terrifying scenes.
She had been walking back along the elevated road at that time, but the road that did not take much time when she came here suddenly became longer, and she could not go to the end. A lightning bolt split not far away, and she dared not take a step forward. , I could only squat on the ground with my head in my arms, letting the rainstorm fall from above my head.
She can't remember how she got into that car, and she still feels scared when she thinks about it. Fortunately, the people in the car are not bad people.
She spoke very briefly, but Jiang Muge could already read the horror of that night from her eyes. She wanted to give her a hug, but the space in the car was too small. His hand clenched tighter.
"Actually, when I was very young, they were very affectionate. I followed my mother's surname since childhood, and my appearance also followed her. When I was young, my father was very kind to me, but later, he took revenge on me for all the cruelty he treated her. " Gu Huanzhi's tone gradually calmed down, as if he was describing something that had nothing to do with him.
Sometimes indifference is a protective mechanism of the brain. It should be resentful, but it loses the ability to get angry. It just leaves a hole in the heart, and it is useless to try to fill it up.
"Why did they do this? Did something happen?" Jiang Muge asked, her clear voice becoming a little dry.
The sky was a little dark, and the headlights in the car turned on automatically, and the soft light hit Gu Huanzhi's face, but it seemed that it couldn't illuminate her originally bright face.
"If I say that nothing happened to them, would you believe it? They lived a life like boiled frogs in warm water. They didn't betray or slander, but they didn't live the way the other party wanted. Before the dissatisfaction accumulated and exploded, they still respected each other as guests Husband and wife, holding hands for the dinner." Gu Huanzhi's eyes were as calm as water, and Jiang Muge could see the lingering despair in them.
For Gu Huanzhi, the endless quarrels lingering in his ears in his childhood dilute the sweetness engraved in his memory like bitter water. What is more painful than being born with misfortune is watching a complete and happy family gradually fall apart.
Those things that were taken from her life were things she should have thought she would always have.
"Mu Ge, I grew up in such a family. I don't think I can do better than them. I have hurt you so many times. If I continue, I will only do worse." Gu Huanzhi said to himself hand back.
Before her hand left, Jiang Muge grabbed her again: "They are them, you are you, love is a matter between two people, even if you can't do it well, isn't there me? When I was saddest, it was When you broke up with me, every time you hurt me because you were afraid of hurting me, is it worth it?"
Gu Huanzhi pursed her lips and said nothing, she felt like a child, making things worse.
"Why did you want to be with me?" Jiang Muge asked.
"I'm selfish." Gu Huanzhi's shoulders trembled slightly, half of the blood on his face faded.
"You are not selfish, you just need to be loved." Jiang Muge said softly, "We were not very good before? I thought we could live a lifetime."
"I fell in love with you when I didn't know you were you. What if I fall in love with someone else in the future? I won't cheat, but it's not fair to you. You deserve someone who loves you wholeheartedly. "
Gu Huanzhi saw her own shadow reflected in Jiang Muge's beautiful eyes, shimmering in them, as if she could no longer tolerate other people, she felt a pain in her heart, and looked away.
"I might not be as good as them," she murmured.
"It's just because I'm your destiny, so you will fall in love with me no matter what, you won't fall in love with others." Jiang Muge said, and after she finished speaking, she suddenly felt her face was very hot, and she put the back of her hand on her face to cool down.
Gu Huanzhi looked at her again, Jiang Muge's clear and beautiful face looked a little charming because of embarrassment, and there seemed to be two little suns in his slightly curved eyes.
The rain suddenly became very heavy, and it violently hit the roof of the car, making a shockingly loud noise. Gu Huanzhi did not feel the usual discomfort. Instead, he couldn't help but want to get closer to the person in front of him. Jiang Muge seemed to be There is a vigorous vitality that grows savagely, which is the force that makes her feel at ease.
"What's more, sister, can you really let go?" Jiang Muge's voice was tinged with tenderness.
Gu Huanzhi was a little distracted by her elder sister's call.
"Can we get back together? At least prove that you can't do well. Don't be afraid of hurting me. I'm stronger than you think." Jiang Muge said.
Hearing the word compound, Gu Huanzhi woke up a lot, their hands were still holding each other, and the touch changed from cool to hot.
Gu Huanzhi wanted to agree, but finally endured it and said, "Can you give me a week? After a week, I will give you the answer."
Before making a choice, she has to meet one more person.
Jiang Muge hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Okay, I'll wait for you."
The rainstorm came and went quickly, and the sky cleared up in the blink of an eye.
Gu Huanzhi raised the roof of the car again, and the breeze blew over with the fragrance of soil, Jiang Muge narrowed his eyes comfortably.
Gu Huanzhi drove the car all the way to the end of the road, and stopped at an open space beside the road.
"Are you hungry, let's go eat." She pointed to the village not far away.
The cooking smoke rose slightly, leaving blue-gray ink marks on the washed sky.
Jiang Muge touched his somewhat shriveled stomach and nodded.
"Are we going in like this?" she asked.
"Otherwise?" Gu Huanzhi asked with a smile.
The protruding grass on the ground was covered with drops of water, and the ground was a bit slippery after it had just rained. She took Jiang Muge's hand and walked towards the village.
"Don't you need to wear a mask and sunglasses?" Jiang Muge asked, slipping his fingertips into Gu Huanzhi's, and interlocking her fingers tightly.
Gu Huanzhi's steps paused, and then continued to walk forward.
"No, they all know me."
It’s not yet the time for spring plowing, and the pace of life in the village is very slow. Some people just set up tables in the yard, sitting around drinking hot porridge and eating steamed buns.
Seeing the two of them, they greeted Gu Huanzhi warmly, and nodded friendlyly to Jiang Muge.
"Sister Huan, you are finally not alone this year." A boy of seventeen or eighteen years old shouted to Gu Huanzhi through the bamboo fence.
When he said this, many people laughed.
"Hold hands, keep each other together, wives and children are hot on the kang~" a little sister in a red jacket said in a childlike voice, and the two braids on her head were swinging rhythmically.
"Beautiful sister is blushing!" Another kid said excitedly.
"Hold hands, stay close to each other, wives and children are hot on the kang~" Seven or eight childish voices shouted in unison.
While telling the children not to talk nonsense, the adults looked at the two with great interest.
Jiang Muge's dark eye circles were interpreted by them as another meaning.
"Teacher Gu." Jiang Muge said angrily, "We are not together yet."
Her voice became a little nasal, and Gu Huanzhi felt his heart tremble, terribly.
Gu Huanzhi cleared his throat, lowered his voice and said to the child who made the most noise, "The children who are not good will be taken away by Grandma Wolf at night."
Her line skills are very strong, this sentence sounds eerie, the child froze for a moment, and then burst into tears.
Gu Huanzhi: "..."
Jiang Muge: "..."
"Brother Li, I'm really sorry." Gu Huanzhi said to the child's father.
"It's okay, the child's skin needs to be treated." Even though he said so, he knelt down and patted the child's back to comfort him, and the child stopped crying quickly.
Jiang Muge hurriedly dragged Gu Huanzhi forward. Are the villagers so open-minded now?
She felt that even if she held hands with Gu Huanzhi and walked around the university campus, it wouldn't cause such a big commotion.
No, she almost forgot Gu Huanzhi's identity. If Gu Huanzhi appeared on the street, even if he didn't do anything, many people would immediately gather around him.
In fact, it's good to be here, Gu Huanzhi looks like an ordinary person, without so many dazzling lights, and he is very close to her.
"Mu Ge." Gu Huanzhi's voice came from behind.
Only then did Jiang Muge realize that he had been pulling the other party away.
"Do you know where we are going?" Gu Huanzhi smiled helplessly.
Jiang Muge retreated to the side by Gu Huanzhi with some embarrassment.
Gu Huanzhi led her into a small path, and after walking a dozen steps inside, the noise outside completely disappeared.
It seems to have entered another world. The trees are verdant, the sunlight is blocked outside, and only scattered spots of light leaked on the ground. After walking for about ten minutes, the vision suddenly opened up. A large house with the characteristics of the north and the south reflected into view.
"Teacher Gu, where is it?" Jiang Muge asked.
"This is my home." Gu Huanzhi said, with a flash of sadness on his face.
She only comes here once a year.
作者有话要说:感谢在2020-06-2318:15:05~2020-06-2515:25:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: when the wind comes, go one more;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
You'll Also Like
-
Genshin Impact Internet Cafe: From Wendy to Wendy
Chapter 307 14 hours ago -
King Crazy Game
Chapter 210 14 hours ago -
Siheyuan: General He Yuzhu, loyal to his country
Chapter 486 14 hours ago -
Naruto: I didn't say this is the real Hokage.
Chapter 390 14 hours ago -
Otoko Game: Male protagonists, I’m just a scumbag
Chapter 232 14 hours ago -
The Magician of Cultivation
Chapter 460 14 hours ago -
After the beast world boss read my mind, I became a goddess
Chapter 184 14 hours ago -
Siheyuan: Starting from a Truck Driver
Chapter 282 14 hours ago -
The huge wave sweeping the anime world
Chapter 289 14 hours ago -
Reborn in Marvel: I am proficient in all kinds of American Iai
Chapter 686 14 hours ago