What should I do if I am disqualified in the adult room?

"Senior Satomi, you really are the one with the strongest desire to survive among the people I've ever met..."

In the empty and white room, the teenager sat cross-legged on a chair.He looked at the expressionless young man who was applying medicine to the deep bone wound on his arm as if he didn't feel any pain, and asked in puzzlement.

"You're living like this... aren't you tired? 』

There is no magic and magic, but in a world where magic is everything, the challenge is impossible.No matter how severely injured you are, or how many times you are knocked down, as long as you have a breath, you will stand up again and again.

The young man looked at the hideous scars of various sizes and shades on the young man's naked upper body, completely incomprehensible.Even with the recovery magic, the body of the young man sitting opposite him was still covered in scars.

Even without seeing it with his own eyes, the young man can fully imagine through these scars that before these scars heal, the young man's thin body has been attacked so many times that almost killed the other party.

"Satomi-senpai...do you want me to find Uncle Owen? 』

Looking at the blood leaking from the bandage that the young man had finally tied, the young man frowned.

Sure enough, it still needs to be healed with magic.

"Need not. 』

However, the young man who was questioned by him said while removing the bloody bandages on his hands and re-packing the wounds on his body.

"Owen is very busy recently, so I won't bother him.This little injury will heal in a few days, don't worry. 』

"All right. 』

The boy nodded without forcing it.He has been with the young man for a while, and he knows that as long as the young man is unwilling, even if he goes to find the recovery magician in the regiment, he will not obediently accept the treatment.

The two sat opposite each other in silence.

Just when the young man thought that the young man would not answer the question he just asked, he only listened to the young man.

"I don't know if living is tiring or not... But, I have reasons why I have to live. 』

The young man casually threw the blood-stained bandage into the trash can, then stood up, and went to the closet next to him to find a clean piece of clothing to change into.

"So as long as I can breathe, I will live. 』

"Because it's the only way I can repay people's expectations of me. 』

"Then why did you give up your life again, Satomi-senpai..."

The afternoon breeze blows gently.

Under a big tree with luxuriant branches, a muscular young man in a white vest sat with his back against a stone tablet.

"Since you want to live so desperately, you should go beyond your limits... Isn't that what you told me..."

"For what you carry, go beyond your limits, see you at night. 』

"asshole……"

The young man raised his hand to remove the cigarette dangling from his mouth, then leaned his head on the stone tablet behind him, and looked at the cloudless sky through the gaps between the branches.

"In the next life, live for yourself."

Under the bright sun, the lingering wind blew away the deep and hoarse voice, but it couldn't take away the deep nostalgia in it.

Yokohama, Japan.

Long black hair spread like silk on the beige sheets.Satomi was lying on the bed, stretching out his right hand towards the white ceiling above his head, with an unconcealable tiredness on his face.

It was the third day after the death of André Gide, the leader of the mimic.He was ordered by Osamu Dazai to rest at home.

Regarding what happened three days ago, whether it was saving Oda Sakunosuke's adopted child and the owner of the curry shop from the mimic's hands, or recapturing the dying Oda Sakunosuke from the hand of death, Osamu Dazai didn't ask. over him.It was just that after he came back from Chuya's villa in Zhongyuan that night, he hugged him hard.

That was probably the most revealing of Osamu Dazai's emotions.

Satomi can still clearly remember the bewilderment he felt when he was suddenly hugged by Osamu Dazai that night, and the "thank you" that seemed to be his illusion.

In fact, Satomi is very grateful to Osamu Dazai, thanking him for not asking himself anything.Because he didn't know how to explain to Dazai Osamu the power that saved Oda Sakunosuke, or the reason why he suddenly changed from a human to a beast in the curry shop.

There is no way to explain these inconsistencies.

There seems to be a little problem with his memory.Like some sequelae, the memory of the day when Oda Sakunosuke fought desperately with the leader of Mimic, Andre Gide, has become more and more blurred in the past few days. Not to mention, some places even appeared missing.

Osamu Dazai probably also discovered this problem, so he didn't ask anything, and never mentioned anything about the mimic incident in front of Satomi.Dazai Osamu even dealt with the matter of borrowing Nakahara Nakaya's seaside villa and settling Oda Sakunosuke and the children by himself.

For this, Satomi felt very sorry.

Because of Dazai Osamu's ability, he should be sharing his worries for Dazai Osamu, but now it is Dazai Osamu helping him clean up the mess he left behind.

"Buzz..."

Suddenly, the phone next to the pillow vibrated.

Satomi Sato put down his hand reaching for the ceiling, and turned to grab the vibrating cell phone beside the pillow.

It's Osamu Dazai.

Said to let him not wait for him at noon, he will not come back for dinner if he has something to do.

Satomi held the phone and turned over, lying on his side, replied with the word 'yes'.

The warm sunlight slanted into the room through the cracks in the curtains.It was so warm that one couldn't help but feel drowsy.

Satomi lost his phone, half-closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Anyway, Osamu Dazai won't come back at noon, so it shouldn't be a problem for him to sleep for a while, right?

He is so tired.Whether it is physically or mentally, it is already overloaded.So, just give him a break... just a little while.

Thinking of this, Satomi's eyelids gradually closed uncontrollably.

However, he slept for most of the day.

Until Osamu Dazai came back from the outside in the afternoon, Satomi still didn't wake up.

Looking at the empty living room and the half-hidden door of Satomi's room, Osamu Dazai thought for a while, and finally relaxed his movements, pushed the door slowly and walked in.

The warm sunlight shone on the young man lying sideways on the bed, giving Osamu Dazai a sense of illusory unreality.It even gave Osamu Dazai a feeling, as if this person would disappear into the soft sunlight in the next second, never appearing before.

Osamu Dazai pursed his lips, and walked to the bed without making a sound.

Satomi still didn't wake up.

I don't know if it was affected by the power that saved Oda Sakunosuke, he seemed very tired these days.

"You are no longer alone... There is still a loss by your side... So, let's go save people." 』

"Be a good person with loss."Save the weak and protect the orphans.Since both sides treat you the same, at least choose justice, which is better. 』

The words that Oda Sakunosuke said to him that day seemed to be still echoing in his ears, Osamu Dazai raised his hand, and gently brushed the hair on Satomi's face behind his head.

"Dazai... just give the world a little more time to disqualify...you are more important to that child than anything else, including himself.He is still a child who doesn't understand anything, so he needs patience...』

"Calculate carefully, you are only three years old now... You really have grown so big in vain."

Osamu Dazai muttered something in a low voice, then withdrew his hand, turned around and closed the curtain that had left a gap in Satomi's room.

Without the sunshine, the young man on the bed became a lot more real.

After finishing all this, Osamu Dazai walked back to the bedside.He leaned over and gently pulled out the mobile phone in the young man's hand and put it on the bedside table beside him.

"Have a good rest, Shi."

Osamu Dazai maintained this position and stared at the sleeping Satomi disappointed for a few seconds, then straightened up, stroked the other's hair gently, and said softly: "When you get more energetic, we will work with Oda." Let’s go together and be the one who saves lives.”

Whether killing people or saving people, good and evil are meaningless to Osamu Dazai.

But since Oda Sakunosuke wants him to be the one who saves people, Dazai Osamu also plans to leave the port mafia for the sake of his friend.

Anyway, his original intention of agreeing Mori Ogai to join the port mafia was to find the meaning of life in this violent and bloody world.

Even now, Osamu Dazai still hasn't found what he wants.However, there are already other existences in his lonely world.

Osamu Dazai thought, since the port mafia couldn't find the meaning of life he wanted, he would take his disqualification in the world and go to other places together.

The world is so big, Osamu Dazai believes that one day he will be able to find the meaning of life he wants.He is no longer alone, and he can walk slowly on this path of pursuing the meaning of life.As Sakunosuke Oda said, be patient.

Osamu Dazai quietly closed the door of Satomi's room, and then stopped by the living room to feed some fish food to Satomi's two red and white dragon eyes.

sunset.

As the sun in the sky gradually faded, the youngest cadre of the port mafia seemed to be disappearing little by little.

a few days later.

Satomi Sato sat in Osamu Dazai's office, looked at Ryunosuke Akutagawa who came to submit the mission report, frowned and asked, "Akutagawa, what can you tell me directly."

Even though Osamu Dazai was on vacation, Satomi still had to do the paperwork that should be handled by Osamu Dazai.So, after getting a little more energetic, Satomi Sato no longer stayed in the room to rest, but went downstairs to Osamu Dazai's office to help him with his work.

"Mr. Shi..." After hearing Satomi's question, Akutagawa Ryunosuke paused a few times before finally asking, "How is Mr. Dazai?"

Satomi tilted his head slightly, and looked at Ryunosuke Akutagawa in confusion.

Although Osamu Dazai has been a bit of a dragon lately, but he hasn't reached the point where Ryunosuke Akutagawa needs to care about him, right?He remembered that Ryunosuke Akutagawa had gone to special training with Osamu Dazai these few days. How was Dazai? Just be clear.

"Why do you ask that?" Satomi asked back.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought for a while, and replied seriously: "Because Mr. Dazai hasn't hit me for almost a week."

"In the last mimic incident, I went against his order to go to the art museum to support. Mr. Dazai still hasn't taught me as usual, which makes me feel a little uneasy."

Satomi lost: "..."

It's okay if Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't say it, but when he said it, he thought of it—since Dazai Osamu stopped wearing bandages on his face, he didn't seem to be taught by Dazai Osamu again.

Looking at it this way, Dazai Osamu is indeed a bit abnormal recently...

"Do you really want to be beaten by me, Akutagawa-kun?"

However, without waiting for Satomi to answer Akutagawa Ryunosuke's words.Dazai Osamu, who came back from the outside, first answered Akutagawa Ryunosuke's question.

"Mr. Dazai!"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke immediately turned around and bowed ninety degrees.

"Akutagawa-kun, you are already 16 years old."

Dazai Osamu passed by Akutagawa Ryunosuke and patted him on the shoulder lightly.

"Learn to put the knife in its sheath by yourself."

After finishing speaking, Osamu Dazai walked to the desk, propped his elbows on the table, leaned over to look at Sato, and asked with a smile: "Chuya will be back tomorrow, do you want to come with me to surprise him?"

Satoshi was slightly taken aback.

Without the cover of the bandages, those beautiful iris-colored eyes are now fully reflecting his figure, and they are not full of cold turbidity like before.

"of course."

Satomi met Osamu Dazai's gaze, and then slowly put down the mission report Akutagawa Ryunosuke gave him, which was also the last document he handled in the port mafia.

"I will go wherever you go."

Satoshi's answer made Dazai Osamu raise the corners of his lips, and a smile reached his eyes.

"Then Akutagawa-kun, let's..."

Osamu Dazai waved at Ryunosuke Akutagawa.

"See you next time."

He hadn't brought anything with him, so he wouldn't take anything from the port mafia when he left.

Except for this... After loading the bomb on Chuya Nakahara's car, Osamu Dazai reached out and took out a palm-sized object from the pocket of the windbreaker, and handed it to the same guy squatting beside him, helping him give Nakahara Chuya Satomi lost sight of the bomb in his beloved car.

Satomi took it with some doubts.

It's a small plastic bottle filled with oxygen.

Inside were the two chubby goldfish that Satomi had raised in the Port Mafia.

"We may not see the sun again in the next two years, are you afraid?"

Dazai stood up.Not far away, the farming chief's people were waiting for him there.

Satomi looked down at the small plastic bottle that Osamu Dazai gave him in his hand, which contained two goldfish he raised, and slowly stood up.

"Do not."

"I said, I will go wherever you go."

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai laughed lightly and did not speak.

In order to give Oda Sakunosuke and the children a brand new and clean identity, and in order to be able to be a party to save people with Oda Sakunosuke, he approached the Minister of Internal Affairs, Taneda Shantou, thinking that the other party worked for two years in exchange for Oda Sakunosuke and the children got a new identity.

Osamu Dazai originally thought that if Satomi was unwilling to go to the 'underground' with him to work for Tanda Santou, he would let him stay in his body for two years, and let him come out after he left the 'underground'.

But now-

Osamu Dazai turned around, smiled and stretched out his hand towards Misato Sato.

"Then for the rest of my life... please give me some advice, Miss."

Satomi lost sight of the words, and there was a slight arc on the corner of his lips that even he didn't know.

"I'm the."

He raised his hand, held Dazai Osamu's hand tightly, and replied softly.

"In the future... please give me more advice."

My Aluchisa.