My nemesis, he teases me every day

Xie Fengqiu is not a person who likes to escape, so he finally went.

Ru Yanjuan was very discerning, and casually made an excuse of buying, not to disturb the two people who had reconciled with the past.They rode together until the entrance of the village. Xie Fengqiu pulled the reins tighter and tighter, and his breath was a little impetuous. Hua Xujing was behind him, tilted his head to look at his profile, and said softly: "If you are not ready, Just don’t go, anyway, there is no rush, we still have a long time.”

He didn't ask why, but just patted him on the shoulder silently and reassuringly.Xie Fengqiu grabbed his wrist with his backhand, clasped it in the palm of his hand, sighed heavily, and said, "It's not that I'm unprepared, it's just... I really don't know how to face Shiliu."

Back then, the little boy in Xinghua Village was shy, timid and afraid of getting into trouble. It seemed that any setback could push him back, but only Xie Fengqiu knew that was not the case. Xie Shiliu became stubborn, and no one could persuade him. Even if you stay on your feet for the rest of your life, you will never waver in the things you are sure about.

For example, Cheng Yan.

Some things, the more time settles down, the more you can recall them. When he was rescued by Ru Yanshu and left Yaoyue Mountain, when he learned that Xie Shiliu took the first step, he just had mixed feelings in his heart, not too much. Emotions, perhaps the successive changes during that period left him no time to think about other things. Later, when he wandered among the mountains and rivers, wandering all over the world, occasionally thinking of his old friends and past events, he felt a sense of guilt.

In the final analysis, Cheng Yan's death was inseparably related to him. He stumbled into a sincere affection, and vaguely saw room for maneuver in the softness, so he proposed an extremely excessive proposal as if grasping at a straw. Asking, at that time he probably thought it was nothing, and Cheng Yan also thought it was nothing, the two reached a consensus hastily, but one step was wrong, and the abyss, he killed a life, Xie Shiliu lost the little son he wanted to protect.

He didn't even know who to say sorry to, Xie Shiliu?Or the deceased Cheng Yan?

Hua Xujing's hand was grasped by him with a little force, but it didn't hurt. He seemed to be seeking some sense of security from the tangible touch.It has been like this for many years, whether he was flustered or happy, his first reaction was to shake Hua Xu's hand.

It seems that as long as this person is there, he can push back when the sky falls.

"Sixteen told me that he set up a tomb for Cheng Yan." At this time, the sun was rising, and there were people coming and going in the village from time to time. Under the big locust tree at the entrance of the village, he dragged Xie Fengqiu down the path, "...he has been walking alone for so many years, but he just settled near the Huaihe River. A good person lives such an old-fashioned life, as if all the joy and eagerness have gone with that person, and everything in the world loses its color in the eyes. Frankly speaking, when I saw Shiliu yesterday, the feeling he gave me was that in this way."

The country road is the most natural, with the sound of children playing in the distance, wild flowers blooming along the roadside, and the sun has not yet fully risen in the sky, and the red clouds are covering half of the sky.

In such a quiet and peaceful atmosphere, Hua Xu's always indifferent voice seemed to become gentle, "I didn't understand it before, but I understand it now. You have been missing for six years, and you have been hostile to me for six years, a total of 12 years. I just found you in this mighty world, and I didn't know all the truth until yesterday. At that time, I thought, if something really happened to you, I'm afraid I will be like Xie Shiliu, half of my heart is so cold , everything is like a walking dead."

Xie Fengqiu was stunned for a moment, he was caught off guard by this confession of true feelings, his mood fluctuated uncontrollably, and he said in a daze, "Hua Xu..."

The person he whispered to turned his face away slightly, and said uncomfortably: "I said this, not to complain to you, I just want to tell you - your bones were constricted, your tendons were almost broken, your family was broken, and you were close to death. To sum it up, the people who judged you in Yueyue back then are all guilty of the current Xianmen Baijia, but I will not hate them, nor can I hate them, because they are ordinary people standing behind me. The people I swear under the family emblem to protect for life, in my heart, they have the same weight as you."

"Xie Fengqiu, do you understand what I mean?"

I resented my father for making choices for me, but I couldn't vent my anger on innocent people. Every day they don't cross my bottom line, they will be divided into my protection circle every day.You and the people of the human race stand at both ends of my balance, and Cheng Yan and you stand at both ends of Xie Shiliu's balance.

You two are equal.

"Xie Fengqiu, don't take yourself too lightly." He sighed, finally raised his head, and looked at him helplessly and gently.

Jumping out of the emotional dilemma, the major general is actually very smart, just like he can understand the enemy's abacus on the battlefield, and now he can use the method of elimination to deduce the gap between Xie Shiliu and Xie Fengqiu.

Only Cheng Yan, and only Cheng Yan.

Xie Fengqiu looked into Huaxu's eyes, they were so gentle, filled with rippling spring water, he almost sank into them, and couldn't control the soreness of his nose. For so many years, a person who has never shed tears in strong winds and waves, almost cried out .

"Hua Xu." He yelled again in a hoarse voice, and then hugged him into his arms involuntarily. 12 years later, the young man of that year had grown up, with a long skeleton and firm skin. Hua Xu tiptoed a little , His chin just touched Xie Fengqiu's shoulder. In the past, he was always unconvinced and felt very ashamed, and wanted to stay away, but today he feels that these things are not that important anymore. He is getting intimate with the person he likes. What could be more joyful than this hug?

"I thank Fengqiu, He De, He Neng..." After hugging him for a while, Xie Fengqiu suddenly looked up at the sky, tears welling up in his eyes, and said sincerely: "He De He can win your sincerity! I am so touched, really Wu Yan thought, come on, let's kiss each other to show..."

Hua Xujing: "..."

Neuropathy.

It's only a quarter of an hour of seriousness, as expected of you, Xie Fengqiu.

He put away all tenderness in an instant, rolled his eyes coldly, and ruthlessly pushed his face away, "Okay, it's getting late, don't make trouble."

"Hiss... why is this making a fuss? I mean it sincerely! Why do you trample on me like this?"

"...Is it over?"

"Just one kiss and it's over..."

"I think you want to die..."

With all this nonsense, when Xie Fengqiu arrived in front of the small courtyard where Xie Shiliu lived, he was in a good mood.

He straightened his clothes, put himself in good spirits, breathed a sigh of relief, and led Hua Xu Jing into the room in an even manner.

Xie Shiliu was feeding the litter of little rabbits, when he heard the sound, he turned his head, and the moment his eyes touched Xie Fengqiu, he was stunned for a moment.

Then he got up, and slowly, slowly burst into a bright smile: "Brother!"

All the guilt and remorse disappeared in this smile.

So Xie Fengqiu also responded with a smile: "Okay, I've grown taller again!"

Cheng Yan's Clothes Tomb is on the opposite hillside, not far away, better than the rustling forest leaves, warm spring breeze, beautiful scenery, it is really a good place to sleep forever.The path from the foot of the mountain to the top is covered with wild flowers, which look like they have been carefully pruned. They are crowded together and formed into a cluster of flowers. Xie Shiliu, with a little white rabbit in his arms, led the two of them up. Mountain.

After the most difficult stage, the rest is not so difficult. Xie Fengqiu took a small wine pot and poured it on the grave without saying a word, then stared at the word "Cheng Yan" on the tombstone in silence After a moment, he whispered, "Sorry."

It took so many years to say such a simple word.

Xie Shiliu lit the paper money at the side, and smiled slightly when he heard the words, "He should be very happy that you can come. It was like this 12 years ago. Every time you appear, his eyes will follow you habitually."

He opened up the dark wound in his heart so calmly, Xie Fengqiu didn't know what to say, so he just pursed his lips and remained silent.

Hua Xujing was helping the origami money by the side, quietly, without saying a word.

Neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere froze in an instant.

Xie Shiliu seemed to realize something, looked up at Xie Fengqiu, then lowered his head again, put the snow-white little rabbit on the flat ground, let it scurry around on four short legs, and said in a low voice: "Brother, don't think too much. If you like someone, you always have to pay some price. It's just that he was unlucky and sacrificed his life. You didn't insert the knife into his chest. Don't worry, you have your own. Life, don't be trapped in these complicated past events, you have to look forward."

The young man who couldn't accept Cheng Yan's death and left his hometown back then smiled and comforted him, telling him: This is not your fault, you have to look forward.

Time really heals everything.

The two looked at each other and smiled, completely relieved, Xie Fengqiu raised the flagon to him, and said nothing.

They didn't stay for too long. After all, they still had tasks to do. When they left, Xie Shiliu stood at the entrance of the village and saw them off. Looking at their interlocking hands, he suddenly smiled and said loudly, "Brother! What am I doing?" Time, can I drink your wedding wine?!"

Hua Xujing was stunned for a moment, then turned around.

Xie Fengqiu glanced at him, hesitated a few times in embarrassment, and just about to answer, Hua Xu waved his hand at Xie Shiliu from a distance, and said coldly, "Just wait."