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Su Zuiyou was very upset. They had already returned to Mufeng Villa. Originally, Nan Yiyuan wanted to go back to Nanshan, but after thinking about the old man's retreat for so many years, he didn't want to disturb him, so he went back to Mufeng Villa with Su Zuiyou to discuss what to do. .Su Zuiyou always felt that something was going to happen to Mu Fengyan, but until now there was no news about Mu Fengyan, he was a little uneasy, as if Mu Fengyan was going to leave him forever, but he had to cheer up, otherwise it would be even more difficult to find Mu Fengyan Fengyan.Smoke, where are you?Do you know my anxiety?I should have watched you carefully at that time, because I didn't protect you well, I always wanted to protect you, and I have been working hard for it, I thought you would be much safer under my wings, but now I find that it is not Like this, every time you are in danger, I am not the first one to rush forward, and even every time you are assassinated by someone, it is because of me. It's just pushing you to a more dangerous place. I love you, which should be a warm word, but it is a Gu that hurts you. You want to leave me, but you resist me, is it because there are dangerous factors lurking around me?Su Zuiyou frowned deeply, thinking this way.

"He didn't resist you because you were surrounded by danger. He left you because of your father and his own conscience." Nan Yiyuan didn't know when he came in, and saw Su Zuiyou who was frowning.Su Zuiyou raised his head, his deep eyes were a little tired, and Nan Yiyuan, who was always radiant, was also inevitably tired. "Boy, do you want to hear the story about me and Feng?" Su Zuiyou didn't speak, his nerves were tense for several days and he was exhausted. He didn't stop Nan Yiyuan, he just felt that he couldn't stop it, and he didn't have the strength to stop it. "When we met, he was just a young boy. I was still young, um, maybe seven or eight years old. At that time, he was with your father. In fact, I think he is quite suitable for your father. One is as gentle as jade and the other is as passionate as fire. They are a natural pair. At that time, I ran out of Nanshan and met them on a snowy day. They were all frozen into snowmen. It was a mess, so I took them home. Coincidentally, the old man didn't reprimand me that day for going out of the mountain without permission, nor did he reprimand me for bringing two strangers back. I think he thought those two people were a good match. Then Beautiful, so handsome. In fact, at that time I could see that Feng liked your father, his eyes always turned around Su Lanche, I have to admit, your father is a charming guy, he is a luminous body, every time Everyone wanted to get close, so Feng was bewitched. He loved your father so reservedly, and his every frown and smile was because of your father. At that time, I didn't know that they couldn't be together at all, not only because of Your father doesn't love him, and he still has worldly eyes. His love for your father can only germinate in the dark, but never bloom brightly." When Nan Yiyuan said this, he looked at Su Zuiyou, and he seemed He was looking for the similarities and differences between Su Lanche and Su Zuiyou, but it didn't seem to be the case. "I remember I said that you are not as exquisite as your father. If your father fell in love with Feng, he would not pursue him like this. Feng is slow and slow to heat up. He needs strong love and domineering love from others, and you Your father can do exactly this. If your father falls in love with someone, he will not let the other person leave him for half a step, nor will he give the other person time to think about other things. He wants his lover to be absolutely loyal, Even if it is forced, but you are not, your step-by-step retreat will only make Feng farther away from you, and let him have more time to think about the things between you. So, Su Zuiyou, you are not as good as your father. " "Even if I'm not as good as my father, I still got cigarettes, but what about you, you only tell your stories in front of us, those things I didn't participate in, did you win again? Take those memories?" Su Zuiyou, who was silent, spoke, maybe Nan Yiyuan was right, he was not as strong as his father, he was giving in, but it was because he loved him, he didn't want to force him to do something he didn't like, of course, some For things, some methods must be used, and the excuse for these is love, and these excuses have become taken for granted in the name of love. "Nan Yiyuan, you love him, but you can't get him. You should know that he doesn't love you. What's the point of telling me this now? My father is dead. It doesn't matter to me, at least I'm still his son, and I can still get his attention, but what about you, since that time, you probably haven't seen each other again. In a love competition, what do you use to win?" "I can't win, and you can't win either. The winner is Sister Qing, a dead person, no, she is not a dead person, she will live forever in Feng's heart, and will never die. , Feng will remember her for the rest of his life, remember her goodness, remember her guilt. Of course he will not stay with you because of this, as I said before, there are too many obstacles between you, what are you doing? Even if you come to him, he will turn around and leave." Nan Yiyuan lost the simplicity and liveliness of the past, but said these words like an old man.He was not only telling Su Zuiyou, but also telling himself that he couldn't convince Mu Fengyan's heart, he admitted that he didn't have some of Su Lanche's qualities, so he let go.

Since when did he want to let go?It should be the moment Li Huanqing fell down, she just lay quietly in Mu Fengyan's arms without saying a word, but those eyes seemed to have a thousand words.She didn't die for Mu Fengyan, but because of Mu Fengyan.He thought that Li Huanqing's death was the best result for her, she died in his arms, she was the closest to Mu Fengyan at the last moment of her life, and died in the arms of her beloved, maybe she thought it was worth it in this life, then As for myself, people who didn’t meet with each other originally, people who thought they wouldn’t remember me, unexpectedly remembered me, and had a long journey with the one I love, so it’s worth it.People should not be too greedy, or to be the most greedy, or not to be greedy. Greed is the most uncomfortable thing in the middle. He admits that he is not a non-greedy person, but he is not the most greedy person, so He can only choose to let go, he wants Mu Fengyan to be happy, no matter who he is with, as long as Mu Fengyan needs it, he will stand up to protect him, this is his love, no matter what time it is, it is his love, How could he let his love be hurt?He is reluctant, he is even reluctant to let Feng frown, but he has made him frown again and again for his own purpose, so what if he can't get Feng's love, he has also been close to his lover, but, At this moment, he understood better the love that Feng had for Su Lanche before, that kind of forbearable and calm love, this is great love, which has surpassed the boundaries of letting go and possessing.

"It's not like you." Su Zuiyou seemed unmoved by Nan Yiyuan's words. "Boy, you have never seen the real me. In this world, except for him, I will not let others see the real me, or in other words, everyone is the real me." Nan Yiyuan said with a smile, he He didn't seem to care about Mu Fengyan's safety, since he entered the room, he didn't ask about Mu Fengyan's situation.Su Zuiyou was thinking, could it be that he didn't care about his life if he let it go?But he didn't ask, he always felt that this was the relationship between the two of them, he shouldn't and couldn't participate in it, even though he loved Mu Fengyan so deeply and wanted to know his past so much, but He couldn't ask, he knew "Why did you tell me this?" Su Zuiyou asked, "I don't know, maybe because you are Su Lanche's son, maybe because you are my rival in love, or maybe because of your love for Feng , what does it matter, I just don’t want to forget that memory, so I have to show it often, but it’s meaningless to appreciate it by myself, so I can only talk to someone. Memories, this thing, will also betray you, because it It is always stronger than time. When time slowly passes from your fingertips, you will find that some memories will gradually fade. I used to think that I love someone deeply, and I will never forget the love that is integrated into my flesh and blood. Yes, but I overestimated myself and underestimated time too much. I began to gradually forget some small things about me and the wind, leaving only those profound things, but those profound things will gradually fade and then disappear. That's why I'm telling you this." "I don't need memories, he will be by my side, I can see him, and I don't need to rely on memories for warmth." Su Zuiyou said conceitedly, Nan Yiyuan just laughed, and then no longer Talk, and finally he leaves the room, he doesn't ask anything, like, he doesn't care.

Su Zuiyou knows that he loves Fengyan, Li Huanqing loves Fengyan, Nan Yiyuan also loves Fengyan, but they are all falling in love with Fengyan in their own way, they seem to have never asked for Mu Fengyan's consent, nor I asked Mu Fengyan, what kind of love do you want?Then, did Mu Fengyan know what kind of love his father wanted back then?But, Mu Fengyan, what kind of love do you want?Li Huanqing's love for you is to die for you.Nan Yiyuan's love for you is to leave you.And me, what is my love for you?Is it what you want?

A figure of "Phantom" came down from the beam, and came to Su Zuiyou's side without making a sound, "How's the investigation going?" Su Zuiyou asked. "There is still no news." Phantom said, since they returned to Mufeng Villa, Phantom has been secretly looking for Die Fengqi's whereabouts, but this time she has worked hard to prevent others from finding her. "Check again." Su Zuiyou said in a deep voice. He was very anxious. If there is no news from Mu Fengyan for a day, he will be in more danger. And if he is in a bad mood for a day, he must remain calm and not let others see He looks anxious, Mu Fengyan is his weakness, he can't let others know, not only for his own good, but also for Mu Fengyan's good, he has made too many enemies in the world, he can't love too brightly, he It is only now that I know that sometimes love cannot be upright, and being upright will actually hurt love and the person you love.So, Mu Fengyan, is it because of this that you have always distanced yourself from me?Su Zuiyou pulled back his thoughts, whether overtly or secretly, he will never fall in love with anyone else in this life, he admires Fengyan, and he is destined to be Su Zuiyou's person.

Here, she was nervously searching for clues about Mu Fengyan, while Die Fengqi vented her hatred for Lei Qingcheng on Mu Fengyan.Mu Fengyan's acupoints were still being touched, and she was covered with a brocade quilt. Die Fengqi came to Mu Fengyan's room alone, and pushed everyone away. She carefully came to Mu Fengyan's bedside. She was sleeping soundly, her long eyelashes were trembling due to her breathing, and her fair skin was slightly reddish.Die Fengqi looked at Mu Fengyan a little crazy, he is an attractive man, Die Fengqi knew him the first time she saw him, Die Fengqi's eyes rested on Mu Fengyan's lips, she Remember, that time, in order to prescribe medicine, she kissed Mu Fengyan's lips, how did it feel?She has long forgotten, so she is also so forgetful.As if feeling someone's gaze, Mu Fengyan slowly opened his eyes, and Die Fengqi's face appeared in front of Mu Fengyan's eyes. Mu Fengyan was stunned for a moment, but he soon calmed down. Now it's time to catch the fish, and you can only recognize someone to deal with it.Seeing Mu Fengyan wake up, Die Fengqi withdrew her thoughts, her originally confused eyes had long since disappeared, and then replaced with some frivolity and banter.Onion-like white fingers wandered across Mu Fengyan's face, her already red face became even more blushing because of Die Fengqi's touch, Die Fengqi suddenly smiled when she saw Mu Fengyan like this, "Are you shy? Uncle." Die Fengqi giggled as she said that, Mu Fengyan's face turned even redder. Die Fengqi seemed to be still in high spirits, "Uncle, may I ask you a question? You Did anything happen with Su Zuiyou? Do you love him?" Mu Fengyan was shocked when he heard it in his heart, did everyone in Jianghu know about it?Could he be Su Zuiyou's weakness?Just like back then, Liu Yunxiu was Su Lanche's weakness, no matter how powerful a person is, as long as they have heart and feelings, they will have weaknesses. He was defeated, but he said that he felt it was worth it, for the one he loves, for that weakness, he is willing to bear everything, his love is so fearless, he is not afraid of anything, not afraid of others knowing that he loves Liu Yun deeply He is not afraid that such a naked weakness will be exposed in front of others, he has always said proudly that he can protect Liu Yunxiu from being bumped, wandering, frightened, and disturbed, and he will let her have no worries in this life and live in peace. Although he didn't make it in the end, Mu Fengyan knew that Liu Yunxiu was willing. On the day they got married, no, the moment she fell in love with Su Lanche, her life was not hers, but It was his, and to die for him was her pride and her memorial to love.They are so vigorous, he knows that he is no match and has no qualifications, he can only feel sad, and then live strong, now, has he also become Su Zuiyou's weakness?does he love himLove it, otherwise how would you worry about his safety, or how would you always think of that face, or how would you indulge him like this, or how would you let him occupy your body, or how would you let him occupy his heart.Can he say it?Can you say that?Mu Fengyan fell into deep thought.Didn't you already make a decision that time?The last indulgence, his own feelings, his own body, since then, he has nothing to do with him, he cut off his feelings and threw the pieces into the sea, remember Li Huanqing said, Feng, you are so affectionate and so unfeeling .Is he unfeeling?He never thought of hurting others, he just wanted to live his life in peace, but the man of the Su family never let him go. When he was young and frivolous, he met Su Lanche who was even more arrogant than him. Afterwards, when he returned to indifference, he was entangled again by the domineering and ruthless Su Zuiyou, and now, for Su Zuiyou's sake, he had to cut off his love again. How would he spend his life, Mu Fengyan, he couldn't bear too much affection.

"Uncle, what are you thinking?" Die Fengqi was a little impatient. She didn't like Mu Fengyan's expression at all, which made her think of Lei Qingcheng, the man who said he would always love her, the man who said he would always be with her. The man next to her, the man who said she would not marry in this life, has really "said" now, it's ironic, why does she still think of him, that heartbroken man, why does she want to give up when she wants to marry him? Revenge chooses to leave when he is with him, then, Lei Qingcheng, I want you to see Die Fengqi buried when you turn around, I want you to regret it for the rest of your life, and you will be condemned by your conscience for the rest of your life, thinking, Die Fengqi Feng Qi's eyes began to fill with viciousness.Mu Fengyan just looked at Die Fengqi, he thought, why does she hate him so much?Or because of Su Zuiyou, he never asked about the affairs of Mufeng Villa. He didn't know what was wrong with Su Zuiyou and Die Fengqi, but he could tell that the relationship between them was very deep, and their hatred was also very deep. It's time, he doesn't know why there are so many killings, where is Su Zuiyou now?how's it going?As for Yiyuan and Huanqing, did anyone tidy up her bones? Did anyone tell her family that he owed Li Huanqing in this life, and he would never repay it, and she didn't even say a word before she died. In other words, she looked at him so seriously, his heart was numb from the pain at that moment, the passing of life will always leave indelible marks on those left behind, just like Su Lanche back then .Mu Fengyan was still thinking a lot, but what he didn't know was that the hellish life was coming to him immediately.Die Fengqi looked at Mu Fengyan, and suddenly smiled strangely.

"Still no news?" Su Zuiyou asked the phantom who had been running around these days. There was no news from Nan Yiyuan either. Where did Diefengqi hide this time? dig it out. "No. However, Lei Qingcheng is getting married, and the other party seems to be his uncle's daughter." Phantom said, but saw a silver figure flashing past. "No?" Su Zuiyou suddenly smiled, "Since she doesn't want me to find it, then I won't look for it and let her show up by herself." Su Zuiyou's smile made Phantom a little surprised, and then she understood.In this world, as long as people have love and heart, there will always be someone who will be your weakness, your weakness, and smart people will always use their brains instead of brute force. They are good at using the weaknesses of human nature to control them. that person.Die Fengqi is a smart girl, she knows that Mu Fengyan is Su Zuiyou's weakness and weakness, but Su Zuiyou is a strong man, although his heart is held, but he will not be caught without a fight, he is waiting for the opportunity to attack Die Fengqi, Die Fengqi Qi also understands, but she also understands the probability of that opportunity, after all, every day Mu Fengyan is in her hands is dangerous.However, the sky does not follow people's wishes, this opportunity came so quickly, so fast that Diefengqi had no time to deal with it.

Phantom is a person who doesn't like to calculate, for him, calculation is too hard, but since he was rescued by Su Zuiyou, he no longer thinks so much, he has made a clean break with his previous self, now he is Su Zuiyou's shadow, Mu Feng He doesn't care about the affairs of the villa, but it doesn't mean he doesn't know anything. The figure just now should be a floating dream.Su Zuiyou's most trusted person?It seems that it's time to chat with Fukongmeng, well, they haven't chatted for a long time, although he rarely chats with others.

Fukongmeng felt that things were not as simple as he imagined this time. First, it was Su Zuiyou's anomaly and Nan Yiyuan's departure. Then Su Zuiyou actually laughed this time. This was the first time he laughed after Mu Fengyan left, but That smile had a lot of meaning, he didn't know what Die Fengqi would do to Mu Fengyan, although he was jealous of Mu Fengyan, but he never thought of killing him, for Mu Fengyan, he felt guilty, As for Su Zuiyou, he was more apprehensive. If Su Zuiyou knew that this incident was related to him, what kind of reaction would he have?I'm afraid it will kill him?kill him.Thinking of this, Fukongmeng felt a sudden pain in his heart.These years, he still has a certain understanding of Su Zuiyou.Just when he was thinking about this, he suddenly felt someone behind him, his nerves were tense, and when he turned his head, he saw a phantom, with silver hair tied up by a belt, and he was less unruly. Looking at the floating dream.Fukongmeng felt numb for a while, "Phantom, why are you free?" Fukongmeng forced a smile, "Fukong, how long have you been with Zuiyou?" Mirage didn't seem to see Fukong Kongmeng was embarrassed, but asked an irrelevant question, "It's been about four years, since he stepped into the rivers and lakes, he has walked all the way, no one knows his hardships better than me." Fukongmeng seems to be recalling , Those memories are far away, he seems to seldom recall them, because Su Zuiyou is always by his side, he doesn't have to rely on memories to live, as long as he wants, he can read them.Phantom looked at Fukong, and suddenly said, "Then you are much happier than Mr. Mu." This sentence seemed to have a deep meaning, and seemed to want to express something, but Phantom had already left before Fukong asked.

Why did Phantom say that he was happier than Mu Fengyan?It's not him that Su Zuiyou loves, without him in his heart, what is happiness, isn't it that the person he loves also happens to love him?Where is he happier than Mu Fengyan?What the hell does Phantom mean, does he know something?