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Until he finished dinner with Qin Beichen and returned home alone, Tang Jin was still a little unhappy.

Tang Jin didn't understand why he was so unhappy.

If it is because of the strange suitors, Tang Jin himself has encountered very outrageous things, and it can only be said that if the base is large, it is inevitable that he will encounter one or two abnormal people, not to mention that Qin Beichen was still in the underworld where the psychology was generally very depressed. high school.

If it is because of the gender of the strange suitor, then it is not. Tang Jin asked himself, he has never discriminated against others because of his sexual orientation.

Why on earth did this matter make him so depressed?

Xu Lai tapped him on WeChat to discuss about the presentation.

At the end of the semester, under the influence of Huang Laoxie, Mr. Macbeth finally gave up on insisting that they all complete the group presentation, and hurriedly caught up with the teaching progress. Although he delayed the class several times, he finally avoided not finishing Just the tragedy of the final exam.

The students who did not make the presentation received a notice before the summer vacation and had to complete it in July and make a video and submit it to her.

The theme requirements are still those, which must be in line with the trend of the times and reflect the social care of key high school students.But she requires that there must be a PPT display and an explanation link in the video, that is to say, someone must appear in the video, and it must be made into a video.

The whole process is down: determining the theme, collecting materials, writing manuscripts, making PPTs, rehearsing and explaining, polishing and stringing words, and finally showing the video. Each process takes a lot of time.

Xu Lai works two jobs, so how can he have so much time to do these things.

[Woman Xia]: Can you just assign me tasks after determining the theme, I'm afraid I don't have the time and energy to think about the theme

[Female Xia]: Sorry, I didn't mean to shirk on purpose, it's because there are too many shifts

【Don Quixote】: It's okay

【Don Quixote】: It's not that I don't know your situation

【Don Quixote】: Just leave it to me and Qin Beichen. I will discuss it with him. I will contact you if I need your help.

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[Woman]: Touched by S Gaohao at the same table

[Woman]: Next time there is a "S High Good Man" selection, I must vote for you

【Don Quixote】: Vote for Qin Qin

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[Women's Heroine]: Touching the heavens and the foundations of friendship

[Female Hero]: Have you finally come to your senses and abandoned the old Tuzki?

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【Don Quixote】: Harm, the real Tuzki is in hand, why bother with the emoji

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【Woman】:...

[Women's Hero]: I'm so moved...

[Woman Xia]: By the way, do you know about your family Qin Qin?

Before Xu Lai could finish typing, Tang Jin called.

She wished she could put on a pair of sunglasses right away, but it was too late, so she could only cover her eyes and pick it up: "Hello..."

Tang Jin tentatively asked, "Did you know?"

Xu Lai didn't hide it either: "Isn't the reason why your family Qin Qin transferred? Well, I heard what Di Anan said."

Tang Jin didn't even need to guess: "The fat man must have said it to please her."

"Otherwise," Xu Lai didn't deny it, and then showed humanitarian concern to his tablemate, "So why are you so excited, jealous?"

Tang Jin remembered what happened at noon, and said a little unhappy: "Why are you jealous! Why should I be jealous of such a weirdo who does that kind of obscene behavior? No, why am I jealous? You speak like Qin There is a possibility that Beichen likes him as much, this is simply impossible."

Xu Lai gave a fake cough: "Don't get excited, don't get excited."

Although the two were friends, they didn't call each other very often, so it was a bit embarrassing and cold. Tang Jin tried to find out the reason for his unhappiness from Xu Lai's friendship, so he thought for a while and asked, "You and Di An'an, How to reconcile?"

Xu Lai shrugged: "Just that routine, of course I chose to forgive her, this is not the first time."

This girl Di Anan has a collection mentality towards handsome guys, she is very curious about what it is like to fall in love, so if the person chasing her is a handsome guy with a score of [-] or above, even if she doesn't like it very much, she still has to talk about it for two or three weeks. , and then broke up cleanly, sometimes the handsome guy was dumped by her without even holding hands.

The scheming X who had pissed off Xu Lai before, because the appearance was really good, Di Anan resisted not to ask clearly, looked at her face and talked about the relationship for two weeks, then dumped the person, and came back to beg Xu Lai for forgiveness.

Xu Lai was angry and funny.

The funny thing is that it's not that Di An'an really didn't believe her. What's angry is that Di An'an knows that the boy is not a good thing, and he still can't resist the nymphomaniac, so he has to try it before throwing it away.

Regarding this, Di Anan had a plausible argument: "Then if we made it clear at that time, I would definitely be too disgusted to talk to him, so I wouldn't answer at that time, and I would definitely say that I believed in you if I answered, then there is nothing I can do Tried. So you see, this proves that you are much more important to me than that kind of poodle. Baby, don’t be so angry, don’t you think I’m going to come back and ask for forgiveness?”

Diane is simply talented, because there is still a big difference between a scumbag and a scumbag man. Not every woman can be so masculine as a scumbag, especially this is basically a man's only thing that should be taken for granted and when asking for forgiveness. Thick-skinned to the extreme.

Xu Lai could only feel admiration, and then chose to forgive.

Xu Lai sighed: "Then what can we do? After all, we are good friends. She was with me when I was in the most difficult time, and I also cared about her. As long as she doesn't trigger the terminal illness of face control, she will be fine..."

No one is perfect, so no friends are perfect, Xu Lai thinks so, so he accepts Di An'an's explanation.

Tang Jin was a little confused: "But, compared with a boyfriend, why are good friends more important? No, she doesn't think that a boyfriend is more important than you...not right..."

He was confused by himself, but Xu Lai was amused by him and asked, "What exactly do you want to say? I haven't seen you ask this before. What are you struggling with? Help, just speak up." Bar?"

Tang Jin's thoughts were exposed, and he said a little embarrassedly: "The boys had a dinner party today. Fatty and Cheng Daxian told other boys about this, so I must be very angry when I heard it. Then, you know, there is a so-and-so, Just for Qin Beichen, that means suspecting that Qin Beichen is gay. Qin Beichen went back by himself and asked the boy to drink the coke punishment he designed. But I was worried that the boy would hate him, so I didn’t let the boy execute the punishment. So , In short, I was quite angry, and I am still very angry."

After recounting the matter without any focus, Tang Jin paused, and added: "I don't discriminate against gays, just, don't you think that kind of behavior is particularly obscene! Qin Beichen is also obsessed with cleanliness, he must be disgusting broken."

As he spoke, Tang Jin's tone became angry again.

Basically, Xu Lai had never seen Tang Jin angry. He was a cheerful and tolerant person. It was the first time Xu Lai saw Tang Jin being so brooding.

Xu Lai had a hunch that something was wrong.

Although she always ridicules that the two are gay friends and despises them for spreading dog food, Tang Jin and Qin Beichen should not be too popular among girls no matter how they look at it. Zhou can receive handwritten love letters, which is enough proof of their popularity.

Xu Lai is enthusiastic about social issues, and she is not ignorant of the real situation of that group. She is not familiar with Qin Beichen, but if Tang Jin, who is cheerful and sunny, really likes boys, he always feels that his life, which could have been smooth sailing, will suddenly increase because of this. Dangers and variables, as a friend, Xu Lai's first reaction was that she didn't want her instinct to be right. She would rather be corrupted because she swiped too much Weibo.

But in the next second, she realized that if Tang Jin really liked Qin Beichen, even if she was perfunctory and misleading at this time, and he was not stupid, he would still figure it out in the end.Then the point of the question is whether Tang Jin's strange concern for Qin Beichen is still in the category of friendship.

So Xu Lai tried his best to avoid any preconceptions, and asked calmly, "Why are you so angry?"

Tang Jin looked saved: "That's the problem! I don't know why I'm so angry. I don't discriminate against anyone."

Xu Lai turned to talk: "You told me just now that a good friend is more important than a boyfriend, that is to say, from your own point of view, if you get a girlfriend in the future, will Qin Beichen be more important than a girlfriend? "

Tang Jin thought for a while and explained: "Not quite right. I said that just now because she didn't like Di Anan's boyfriends very much. She was just trying to play. That's not a real relationship. Of course It should be that your friend is more important than those boyfriends. If I have a girlfriend, for me, dating her means liking her, wanting to form a family with her, and spending the rest of my life together. Of course, the girlfriend is the same as Qin Beichen It's important."

Half of Xu Lai's mind was complaining about "Such a correct view of feelings, but why is he a gay (reserve)", and the other half was maintaining a state of numbness and stuffing dog food into his mouth.

"You mean," Xu Lai tried to tidy up for him, "your future wife is as important as Qin Beichen."

Tang Jin nodded as a matter of course: "They are all people who will accompany me for the rest of my life, of course they are equally important."

"Tang Jin, you have never been in love."

Xu Lai suddenly snapped.

"This, it has nothing to do with whether I have talked about love or not," Tang Jin was confused, "Although I have never talked about it. You can't fall in love early."

Xu Lai rolled his eyes at the sky, rolled up his sleeves, and said seriously: "Think carefully, suppose you have a girlfriend who is going to get married. You are together every day, you will have a family, and you will be busy with the wedding, Set up a new house, you will have children two or three years after you get married, and most of your time in the future, except for work, will be devoted to your family. No matter how important Qin Beichen is, he won’t be as important as your future wife.”

Tang Jin retorted: "Do married people have no friends? It's not so absolute."

Xu Lai insisted: "Of course not, but as long as you are an adult who is responsible for the family, the importance of friends will inevitably decline."

Tang Jin retorted again: "Why? We can go out to play with the two families and bring the children together. Isn't that the best of both worlds?"

The best of both worlds!Xu Lai roared in his heart, and then suddenly realized that he had missed the point.

Xu Lai said: "Well, then think about it differently. Suppose Qin Beichen has a girlfriend. They are together every day and form a family. Apart from work, Qin Beichen spends most of his time with his wife and children..."

"Don't tell me..."

Tang Jin finally understood why he was so angry. It was not only out of righteous indignation from his friends, not only his distaste for obscene behavior, but also the subconscious anger of fear of losing Qin Beichen and of Qin Beichen being taken away.

Just like male lions will growl to drive away hyenas that harass the lion's territory. If necessary, male lions don't mind killing a few hyenas to declare their sovereignty over the territory. , then this kind of unvented anger will make the lion very depressed. Only by encountering it again and completing the punishment of the hyena can the anger be dispelled.

In Tang Jin's anger, there is subconscious depression, because this territory is not actually his.

A barely audible obstruction came from the other end of the phone, Xu Lai felt pity and did not continue talking.

They were all silent.

"Tang Jin," Xu Lai thought for a while, and finally said, "You... Anyway, don't be afraid."

Tang Jin laughed.

"Thank you."

He is not afraid.

In other words, he still doesn't know what it means to like boys, but in fact, he doesn't think about it. What does other boys have to do with him?All he thought about was Qin Beichen.

He suddenly understood that during the three years of separation, those excessive attachments, countless memories, and lonely longings were not only friendship, but also mixed with feelings that he did not understand.

But when I thought about that person, everything seemed so logical and reasonable.

Suddenly, he felt an inexplicable joy.