Baby, wait until you grow up

When An Boning returned home, he lay slumped on the bed, his whole face was tightly pressed into the quilt, and his eyes were tightly closed.Under such double barriers, the sour liquid in the eyes resisted not to roll out.

However, the image of that person appeared over and over again in his head that couldn't stop running at high speed after stopping the tears, and every expression and movement of him was deeply engraved in his mind.

"Father." He murmured that title, and the strength in his whole body was immediately drained, and his whole body was like falling into a soft cloud, with no landing point.

In a trance, that person is still by his side, eating, bathing, taking walks with him, sleeping with him in his arms, waiting for the sunrise to watch the night, An Boning thought that his life would always be like that until it was over.When he woke up, he was still living in an empty room, which was silent and devoid of people.He only has himself, and his father will accompany others for the rest of his life. He will not see his father in the future, nor will he be able to see his father...

Suddenly, he turned over and pressed a set of numbers with his mobile phone, and the other party quickly picked it up, "Hello, ya"

An Boning clenched his fists.

"Bai Ning, Bai Ning? Comparable"

An Boning took a deep breath and said, "Ning Meng, I want to ask you something."

"You said."

An Boning pondered in his heart for a long time before he said, "It's the very successful Mr. An who was interviewed by your magazine....Do you know when he will leave?"

"Mr. An? I don't know, but I guess the editor-in-chief understands, do you need me to ask for you?"

"Well, then trouble you."

"You wait." After a while, Ning Meng wrote back, "It seems to be tomorrow, I don't know the exact time, why are you asking this?"

"It's nothing. I just thought of this question, just curious."

Ning Meng didn't doubt him, and joked: "I didn't expect you to be curious about it, I thought you were a creature living in the second dimension. Bai Ning, you don't need to compare with him, you are already great Oh, by the way, why do you look so ugly today, is it because you are not feeling well?"

"It's nothing, you don't have to worry."

"Then I'm relieved, your manuscript..." The two talked about some trivial matters, then put down the line, and An Boning checked the time.Neither early nor late, he opened the curtains, the sky was pitch-black, and the building opposite had a few sporadic lights from the windows. He stared intently, opening his eyes until dawn.

In the end, the heart refused to obey the command, delusional to see that person again.

last side.

When I went out, the sky turned white.On the way to the airport, the city was still covered with a thin layer of fog, like a veil covering its original appearance.An Boning couldn't see the city clearly, and he couldn't see his own heart that was sometimes fierce like a drum, and sometimes sank into the barren desert.

An Boning was fully armed and waited, with his peaked cap lowered, staring at the gate of the terminal without blinking.At about one o'clock in the noon, the man he was looking forward to appeared in sight. The man was wearing a neatly pressed suit, with long eyebrows and handsome looks. He was the love he could never forget in this life.

"dad."

Involuntarily, he walked to the large floor-to-ceiling glass in the hall.In the terminal hall where the crowds are not rare, he found him and recognized him at a glance. "Please go to City H..." Until the ticket inspection was announced, An Boning was reluctant to look away, and his fingertips traced the outline of the man beside him.

"Hey."

Suddenly, the shoulder was patted, and An Boning turned around conditionally, the sad expression on his face was not wiped off in time.

The other party was a boy with dyed blond hair, wearing punk clothes and a pair of big sunglasses, very exaggerated.Seeing An Boning's face, he was obviously stunned by mistake, and then said in a bad tone: "Why have you been following me in a sneaky way? Could it be that the old man sent me to follow me again?"

An Boning didn't know what he meant, what's more, he didn't have the heart to talk to a stranger at the moment.He glanced at the other side, and he lifted his legs and walked away.

"Ah..." The corner of the boy's mouth raised a hint of sarcasm, he stepped forward in three steps, and grabbed him, "Is this young master asking you something? You are dumb."

An Boning shook his arm, broke free from his restraint, and continued to walk forward.

"Fuck you." The boy spat, when had he ever been wronged like this, the boy's heart was aroused, and he rushed to him to block his way, rolled up his sleeves, and waved his fists. "I'm telling you, don't mess with me, or you'll look good to me."

"What did I do to you?" An Boning looked at him coldly.

The boy was startled, then poked his neck arrogantly and said, "I asked you a question, why didn't you answer?"

"Why should I answer?"

"..."

"Please don't appear in front of me again, I don't know you."

Losing face, a few girls looked over and whispered something to each other.The boy became angry from embarrassment, "Kao, why are you dragging. You have been annoying Master Ben today, so please apologize to me."

An Boning frowned, and walked sideways.

"Stinky boy."

"Ningning."

As if cast a holding spell, An Boning couldn't take a single step at all.Eliminating all the noise, the man called him a mellow and magnetic voice, very pleasant to hear, and it was like a spell in An Boning's ears.

"Ningning, is that you?"

When the spell was released, An Baining was stunned for a few seconds.After that, he immediately ran away, rushing forward without thinking, regardless of what he bumped into.A taxi was invited, and his hands were still trembling uncontrollably when he got up.

Such a voice was obviously what he dreamed of, but he was so scared, he really didn't dare to face the living scene again.Those pains, only in the dream, in the memories are enough for him to reincarnate once.If you want to come to practice, the Tathagata Buddha will not be able to save him.

"Young man, we're home." The taxi driver called him several times before he realized it.

An Boning smiled apologetically, paid and got out of the car.He stood there in a daze, the sun was shining brightly, but it couldn't reach the dark and damp bottom of his heart, where there was a pool of water that the sun could never reach.

In the puddle, An Boning's heart that loved An Hao to death was imprisoned.

"What are you running for?"

An Boning shot himself down and was stunned on the spot.

The next moment, a big hand wrapped around his waist from behind, and he folded his arms around his chest.

The long-lost embrace, the unforgettable warmth, and the familiar scorching breath hit the tips of the ears, "I'm old and I can't catch up with you." Hearing this, An Baining's nose was sour, and tears rolled in his eyes.

"Stinky boy, am I a monster? I run so fast." The man complained.

An Boning sniffed and blinked vigorously, "I just like running, why are you chasing after me?"

The man buried his face on the side of his neck, and said in a muffled voice, "Why do you say?"

"I don't know." I will never understand why you can pamper me to heaven at this moment, but why you will send me to the eighteenth level of hell in the next second.

"Dad has missed you very much these years. I wonder if you were bullied by others, if you were cold, or if you were hungry. Every day, I think about it for a long, long time."

The weight on the shoulders is heavy, and the heart is too heavy to breathe.

An Boning felt bitter in his heart, "I'm doing well, Dad." That address will always be an insurmountable gap between them, too deep and too wide, so that they don't even have the courage to take a step.

"Father." He called him softly again, and the man loosened his arms, but he didn't let him go.

"I'm very happy to see you again. I always hope that my father can be healthy and happy. Now that I see you well, I feel relieved." An Boning looked forward, not knowing where to focus, "Go secretly Look at you, I was wrong, please don't be angry. I remember that my father didn't want to see me again, and I will never forget it. Dad, don't hate me because of it. In the future, I will never appear in front of you again, I It will be well hidden..."

"Enough!" An Hao hastily interrupted him.He hugged the young man tightly again, and he cut off the wound in the child's heart one by one.Now, it is up to him to heal him little by little, no matter how long it takes and the cost.

"Go home with Dad."

Silent for a moment, An Boning broke away from his embrace, but his low voice was a firm refusal that could not be compromised, "No." There was a sentence that he endured for a long time, but finally he did not say it.

Dad, that place is no longer my home, and I will never go back.