The Director's Road of Airflow

When the relationship was just confirmed, Zhang Tianyi proposed to temporarily hide the relationship from the public, because their relationship is not stable and they may break up at any time.For fans, if idols fall in love until they break up without being discovered by them, then this sister-in-law can be regarded as non-existent, and a non-existent sister-in-law is the best sister-in-law.

But Lu Ming rejected the proposal.

"Dating a relationship is an idol disqualification, and concealing a relationship is an idol fraud. I don't want my fans to find out that I am in a relationship one day. I didn't tell them, and I have been deceiving them. I told them clearly, and the right to choose is still in their hands. , If they want to unfollow or dislike, it is a decision based on facts, and this is the respect I can give them."

When she broke up, she used a seemingly ruthless reason: "The gap between us is getting bigger and bigger."

But her original intention was not to say that the gap in popularity between them was gradually widening. She just felt that Lu Ming always looked indifferent now, as if he had no ambitions for anything, and he was soberly watching himself fall.It's not that he's not in a rush when his popularity drops, it's that he seems to have lost his enthusiasm for everything in life.

The Lu Ming she knew was a sincere and fearless person who always went forward bravely. She always felt that Lu Ming was very suitable for Kerouac's phrase "forever young, always full of tears".

But now he is wearing away his accumulated advantages and courage to take risks.I don't pay attention to body management anymore, acting is also very perfunctory, and I don't practice piano anymore. If I don't take the initiative to contact him, he won't say a word.Not only to her, but his relationship with his friends is also gradually estranged.

Zhang Tianyi felt that Lu Ming was cutting off his connection with the outside world step by step, sealing himself in an increasingly narrow space.

She also tried to communicate many times, but Lu Ming resisted her temptation.

When she broke up, they had reached the point where they had to separate, and there was no point in procrastinating this relationship. She knew very well that Lu Ming was just waiting for her to break up.

After she proposed to break up, the other party quickly replied with a word "yes".

She felt empty in her heart, but she understood something.She wished Lu Ming would get out of the trough as soon as possible, and also hoped that he would have a bright future, because he was indeed the best person she had ever met.

The first episode of the second season of "I Am an Actor" had 24 million views in 2 hours. The good word-of-mouth of the previous season won enough attention for the start of the show.Every move of everyone in the variety show is magnified by the audience and brought up for discussion.

When the show was broadcast to the early stage of discussion, Ai Cao couldn't wait to post on the various groups of Douban. The unified theme was: It would be nice to meet a teammate like Lu Ming during the group discussion.

But they failed to control the field, and the hot comments on the post were "Actors and actors, in the final analysis, it depends on acting skills. What's the use of talking?" Nice to blow."

After Lu Ming Group's "Life and Death Game" was released, the situation changed.

In the post titled "How is Lu Ming's acting skills", the first and most liked comment was "The Chongqing accent will come out in the next second, what are you still bragging about, I can't help you".

Lu Ming's black fans still follow the previous thinking, grasping the most prominent flaws in Lu Ming's acting skills, without even talking about facial expressions and body language coordination, just a single line is enough to crush Lu Ming to death.They thought they were still right this time. They were too busy trying to control praises and didn't click on the video link to see what Lu Ming acted and how he performed.

Most of the passers-by who watched Lu Ming grow up in front of the screen still clicked on the link and took a look. They also wondered whether Lu Ming, who has recently rekindled his professionalism, increased the topic, and returned to the center of public attention, is in this popular variety show. What kind of acting skills did you contribute.

Lu Ming's performance is undoubtedly outstanding. Even though Yu Hanming in the same group secretly steals the scene and suppresses him, Lu Ming still relies on the coordination and cooperation of excellent lines, good eyes, and ingenious body movement design to contribute to his debut. best performance.This is definitely the highlight moment of his acting skills so far in his career. In the last shot, from his eyes looking out of the window, you can even see the talent and spirituality of his acting skills.

The words "talent" and "spirituality" have never been related to Lu Ming as an actor. Almost everyone thinks that he is a representative of neither talent nor hard work.Even he himself was beginning to think so.

But his performance in "Life and Death" vetoed this conjecture.Lu Ming is talented, but he was too lazy in the past. He never tried his best to try it once. Not to mention reaching the ceiling of his ability, he was still a long way from the average value of his normal talent.

Lu Ming's black fan who was embarrassed and ridiculed before watching the show overturned.

Douban netizen Zhang Qiuran with the ID "Xiao Pao Zhan" is a sophomore majoring in law.In the past two years, half of her surfing time was spent mocking Lu Ming.If someone asked her why she turned off her fans and turned back, she would say no, and I'm sorry for the RMB that she couldn't get back and spent on Lu Ming.

She didn't think about whether her words were too much when she stepped back, just like when she was crazy about star chasing, she often forgot that she didn't know Lu Ming, knew little about him, and couldn't judge whether he was really as good as she thought.

On the Internet, Zhang Qiuran will take screenshots of Lu Ming's ugly pictures, screenshots of Lu Ming's embarrassing acting pictures, and will pay attention to the sales of Lu Ming's endorsement products and magazine sales. Whenever there is trouble, she will start to mock in all directions. Her own mockery is not enough. Also move to the forum and laugh with many strangers.

Look at their posture, it seems that they want to step Lu Ming into the mud.

But in real life, she is just a sophomore who looks normal. As long as it has nothing to do with Lu Ming, she is also a normal and kind person. She will donate money, speak out for women's rights, and touch things that touch you and me. , anger you and I anger things.We are no different.

It's just that when she treats Lu Ming, she has maliciousness beyond the normal range, but she may not be aware of this. She always feels that Lu Ming is sorry for her once sincere heart, shouting "see when you finish", and hopes Lu Ming immediately sank into the center of the earth.

Before she clicked on the link today, she was still planning to scold from an angle.

"Life and Death" is a 20-minute adapted film clip. The story is neither sensational nor tear-jerking, but about how Lu Ming's character persuaded other jury members to seriously consider the possibility that the boy did not kill his father , rather than sentencing him to death for granted.

There are no tears throughout this story. This should be a segment that makes the audience think about fairness and rationality.

But the more Zhang Qiuran watched, the more she wanted to cry. When she saw Lu Ming talking about the camera transition method on the screen, she was very sad.

"This place should give a close-up of the face of the No. 2 character, and dilute the surrounding scenes."

"I think a close-up of a character's hand movements can be added to imply the psychological state."

"Use a long lens here, the overall effect will be better, and the emotional rendering will be more in place."

She also heard that Lu Ming had won an award at an international short film festival for his animated short film. Of course she knew about it. She also said that the award was not well-known and could not represent anything.

But now she saw Lu Ming confidently talking about his views on filming in front of the director and his alumni who graduated from photography majors several years older than him. She realized that Lu Ming had indeed made progress where she couldn't see it. She was very sad, and she wanted to cry more and more. When she saw the character played by Lu Ming being knocked to the ground by Yu Han, her sadness inevitably took over the dominance of her brain, and she lay on the ground alone. Weeping softly on the table in the dormitory.

She just finished her last final exam this morning, and the other three people in the dormitory left school and went home for the winter vacation.She left two hours later, tonight's plane ticket from Shanghai back to Xiamen.

She was very happy at first, even though she expected that she would watch Lu Ming's variety show performance and make complaints about it.

Scolding Lu Ming won't make her heart hurt long ago, it is already a matter of no psychological burden for her.

The fragments of memory flowed through the long river of time, and handed her the sincerity that had been preserved in front of her.She still remembers the 14-year-old Lu Ming whispering in the small company's simple group show: "I hope I can learn more about photography."

Baby, you did it, you really did it, you are better than I imagined.It's just that I walked away, and I became completely unrecognizable. I didn't have the courage to click on the post I posted yesterday to spy on you and trample on Yu Han's hype.

Then Yu Han is just a villain, a person with no quality like him will use the excuse of emotional outbursts in variety shows to push the opponent artist to the ground, completely ignoring that you just had brain surgery two months ago.

There is no shame in doing sit-ups for star chasing, but it is too shameful for someone like her who insisted on mocking her former idol for more than a year to do sit-ups.It wasn't even a matter of shame, but of being sorry for her own conscience.When she laughed at Lu Ming, she repeated to herself: Lu Ming has no heart, he is a trash who has no ambition and is a disqualified idol, he should be scolded.

But when she looks back now, she has no idea what kind of struggles Lu Ming might have experienced in places she couldn't see, and how much effort he has put in.

She clearly saw that Lu Ming's mental state had deteriorated day by day in the past two years, and he looked very depressed in the later period, and he couldn't be interested in anything.She clearly knew that the child was not like this in the past two years. Lu Ming was sincere when he was a child. Although he didn't say much, every sentence came from the heart.He has avoided revealing his heart in the past two years, is it really just perfunctory work?Could it be that something happened?

Suddenly, conscience discovered that Zhang Qiuran was not the only one. Behind the sarcasm and insults that gradually quieted down, there were more passers-by and the result of former Ai Cao taking off the waste filter and re-examining the current Lu Ming.

In the endless silence, there are many silent regrets and apologies from many people.

《我是演员》第二季首播时间是2021年12月29日晚八点，12月30日凌晨一点，豆瓣陆鸣最大黑粉聚集地——无心法师小组的小组成员人数是10032。

The previous day, the figure was 13200.