The Director's Road of Airflow

At dinner time, Lu Ming received a call from his mother Zhou Yunqing.

"Lu Ming, have you had dinner yet?"

"not yet."

"You have to eat for dinner, you know? Don't think that I can't guess your little thoughts. I knew you were planning to lose weight when I saw you weighed repeatedly the other day, but now you have just had the operation for less than a month, and your nutrition needs to be the same as yours." Come on, wait until you recover before starting to lose weight. Well, I have another operation tonight, so I won’t talk to you for now, you take care of yourself, and I will go to Beijing to see you when my mother is on vacation. "

"Okay, bye mom."

Lu Ming hung up the phone, ordered a boiled chicken breast salad, and stewed pork rib soup by himself, which was nutritionally balanced and not high in calories.He didn't know how he watched him gain weight but did nothing about it. Losing his abdominal muscles seemed unbearable to 18-year-old Lu Ming.He would never have guessed that his body requirements would drop sharply when he was only 21 years old.

The doctor advised him not to do strenuous exercise within six months, and proper strength training is fine.After he came out of the hospital, Lu Ming contacted his assistant, Brother Long, to find him a reliable personal trainer and a nutritionist. Although he hoped to lose weight immediately, health comes first after all, so he decided to listen to the professionals. suggestion.

As for why you look for Brother Long for everything?Because he found out that he had negotiated with the company on the eve of his adulthood at the age of 18 to set up a personal studio. He has the right to decide the composition of the studio staff, but now his studio is full of his distant cousins ​​and high school classmates. In the workshop, the only reliable person is Brother Long.

The 21-year-old Lu Ming may have become a social person who puts loyalty first in everything, but the 18-year-old is calm and restrained. After reviewing the studio's annual financial report last year and discovering many loopholes, Lu Ming directly contacted Mining himself to work as an employee of the company. Fang Rui, a trainee and now the chairman of Yuanfang Entertainment.

Fang Rui was very surprised when he approached him. He hadn't seen Lu Ming show any ambition in two years.

After Lu Ming explained his intentions, he promised to reorganize a professional operation team for him immediately.

"Old Fang, why didn't you give up on me? As an artist, I have been rebellious in the past three years, haven't I?"

Hearing Lu Ming's words, Fang Rui paused for a while, and then said again, "I really believe you have amnesia. It's been a long time since you called me 'Lao Fang'. Brat, no matter how rebellious you are, you are still the child I watched growing up. Can I give up on you? How did I promise you to your parents when I tricked you into joining us in a small broken company that had just started? I I can’t guarantee anything else, I’m definitely optimistic about you and let you grow up well. In the past two years, if your dad hadn’t been the major shareholder of our company’s B-round financing, I had to contact him, and I didn’t want to see him anymore. Because I have brought you like this, I am ashamed to see him. Since you want to do a good job now, then I will definitely support you with all my strength."

"Old Fang, what happened to me in the past two years? Is it a special debt? I asked my mother, but she didn't tell me. She kept telling me: just come back, just come back. Didn't leave."

Fang Rui thought for a while before opening his mouth: "Anyway, it's not the same as when you were a child. Sometimes, when we talk, we want to ask if you were too obedient since you were a child, and you have been suppressing yourself, and you didn't experience belated puberty until you were 19 years old. , began to rebel. But in the end, you are just in a relationship, you are not very ambitious, you don’t pay attention to body shape management, you just like non-mainstream styles, and there is nothing wrong with it. Overall, you are still a good boy with a kind heart .”

"That's all? Is that all? It feels like I'm about to get into a fight and make headlines in the social news."

"That's not true. In short, you take this opportunity to make adjustments during this period. If you want to manage your career well, sometimes you are tired. After all, you are only 21 years old, and everything is not too late."

After Lu Ming saw his public relationship on Weibo at that time, the fans who turned off fans and turned back on created a group called "Wuxin Mage Group" on Douban.

When Lu Ming saw this sentence clearly, he was almost heartbroken with anger. "Ai Cao" is the name of his fans, which was taken from "Yo Yo Luming, the Ping of the Wild Food" in "Book of Songs", where Ping refers to wormwood.

The online world is too violent, this is the most naked cyberbullying against wormwood!

No one will hear his complaint.

In order to fully understand the direction of public opinion, Lu Ming opened the Douban app that had been gathering dust in the corner, and logged into the Douban account that had been useless for several years.

He applied for this account when he was preparing for the Nortel Art Examination, and used it to record his impressions of books, videos, and music. Now he logged in and checked it. The record stopped in March 19 and has never been updated since then.He intuited that he might have encountered some major events around 3 years ago, which affected his mentality, but he did not leave any clues for himself to explore his mental journey.

Click into the group, and the popular posts will be displayed by default, and there is a continuously updated post called "See when you finish".

Lu Ming's heart skipped a beat. Not surprisingly, this sentence was given to him by this netizen.

Clicking on the post, the first thing that catches my eyes is the Weibo post on which I officially announced my love, "Fortunately, I met Qing Peach Blossom Noodles, and the rice paddies will be full of warmth from now on. @银行少女101张天逸".

Lu Ming was embarrassed, and he held the phone screen farther away to lessen the impact of this embarrassment.

Scroll down, and inside are the animations cut from my own movies and TV series.

Exaggerated expression, stiff body language, this is the evaluation given by Lu Ming.

The amnesia objectively cut off his life, and he was able to examine his performance from the perspective of a bystander.

After his replay, in fact, the number of fans who lost his fans because of his relationship was not as many as he imagined. After all, he seems to have never secretly poked at social media to show his affection, nor was he picked out of love brains such as taking his sister to eat chicken. Behavior.Many of his fans were completely disappointed with him after some of his sci-fi movies and some star dramas on the big male IP hit the street.

If it's unlucky, the fans may still be able to continue chasing him, but after watching his two works, Lu Ming knows very well that he simply has a problem with his acting attitude.

The name of this sci-fi film "Space Walk" is only four figures behind the masterpiece "2001 Space Walk", and it is probably 2001 kilometers behind the latter in terms of level.

Lu Ming is an Asimov enthusiast. After debuting at the age of 15, facing all kinds of sudden bad reviews and malice from strangers, he chose to hide in another world to seek comfort. Asimov's science fiction world is what he chose for himself. barriers to shelter from wind and rain. He read "Foundation Series", "Galaxy Empire Trilogy" and "Robot Series" back and forth no less than five times. He thought that this was probably due to his Virgo obsessive-compulsive disorder, and he needed to repeatedly confirm every detail in the book I can rest assured that I remember clearly.

A domestic science fiction author, he likes Da Liu the most. When he was 16, he met Liu Cixin at an event and took a group photo with him.

Even without deliberate marketing, he has revealed his reading preferences in interviews, so he has always been designed by sci-fi enthusiasts.

And he actually starred in such a movie that sells the core of a dog-blood love story under the name of a domestic sci-fi blockbuster.

He originally watched this movie for dinner, but now he lost his appetite and was extremely anxious. He hated why he didn't write a diary, and now he couldn't figure out what he was thinking at that time.

He went back to the Douban Master Wuxin group to browse the posts, and he found that a post in the group had been pushed up, called "Blessing Post", which was posted on the day of his accident a month ago.

After clicking in, Lu Ming's hand trembled, and the phone almost slipped out of his hand.

He has an impression of the ID of the person who posted it. The post he saw madly complaining about his acting skills was also posted by this "carrot".

She wrote in the main building: "I blamed him and hated him, but in the end everything was my wishful thinking, and I imposed my will on him. When I saw the news, I realized that I was still Lu Ming's deep cabinet. I thought I am a senior black fan of his, and I often talk about him, but now I just want him to be safe and sound. It doesn’t matter if you are in love, and it doesn’t matter if you don’t have professionalism. Our Xiaoming is a good boy, and my sister only wants you to be safe. , please God!"

This is the place where Lu Ming's biggest black fans gather. That's right. This is also the corner of the whole network that pays the most attention to Lu Ming. The love is deeply responsible. This kind of distorted love is not worthy of recognition. It's normal to hate a celebrity, but It's enough to be disgusting, insulting every day is definitely a perverted behavior.But it was such a place, and after seeing the news of Lu Ming's accidental fall, the whole group fell into a sad atmosphere, and opened a top prayer post, with more than 5000 replies.

Lu Ming didn't know how to react. Their personal attacks on him were true, and their best wishes were also true. It can only be said that life and death are nothing serious. The possibility of Lu Ming leaving forever must have stimulated his former fans.

After exiting Douban, putting down the phone, he leaned back and lay on the sofa, looking at a corner of the sky that was dyed red by the setting sun in the distance, Lu Ming felt that he was also slowly sinking.He faces many forces that pull him down.

He poured himself a glass of chocolate milk, and he wanted some vodka too, but not long after the operation, he didn't dare, he was dying.

Bei Dao said it well, "At that time we had dreams, about literature, about love, and about traveling across the world. Now we drink late at night, and when the glasses touch each other, it is the sound of broken dreams."When Lu Ming read this poem, he thought that one day he might have to face a mid-life crisis and a situation that he could not recover from.

It's just that he didn't expect that everything would come so early. He was only 21 years old, and he was facing a "mid-life crisis".

If there is anything to be thankful for, it is that there is an 18-year-old soul living in this body. The 21-year-old Lu Ming may have decided to give up and plan to go with the flow, but the 18-year-old Lu Ming is still very vigorous. Hammer, he is not afraid of any difficulties that life throws at him, he is an eager adventurer, he still has a lot of things to do, he still has a lot of things to do.