The Director's Road of Airflow

Lu Ming's recent Internet survival status can be summed up in four words: "resurrection".

The crew of "Tianshan Enqiulu" also discovered the huge gap in Lu Ming's acting skills before and after. In order to remedy it, they adopted the method of devil editing, and used the method of inserting narratives, supplementary narratives, and flashbacks to advance the later scenes as much as possible to save them. audience.

This caused the movie-watching experience of "Tianshan Enqiulu" to be very incoherent. One second, I was still excited by the plot of Duan Hongxue's handsome face-slapping Su Shuang after the counterattack, and the next moment I may see the paralyzed version of Duan Hongxue's indifference. online.The audience was angry and anxious, cursing while watching, and some people expressed that they would steal the master tape of the TV station, cut the first half of the scene, and force the crew to reshoot.

It's a pity that the amount of money required to tear everything down and start over is too large, far exceeding the production cost of this show, and the audience can only make do with it.

Because Lu Ming's acting skills are not stable, the comments posted by netizens follow the development of the plot, and sometimes they are "Lu Ming is buried in my heart. It's a good emotional scene. He acted like AI online, so I'm really mad." But there are also moments of high acting skills that will get comments such as "I announce that Lu Ming is my limited boyfriend for March", "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..

There is a line in the lyrics that says "hate is the highest density of love", and Lu Ming thinks there is some truth to this.

He will also follow the drama synchronously every day to see how the audience responds, and reflect on how to handle the plot more smoothly and naturally.

Sister Yang, the manager, and Brother Long, the life assistant, repeatedly told him to read less comments from black fans, which is not conducive to a stable mentality, and just read more comments from ordinary audiences.

The more he was not allowed to watch, the more he wanted to watch.

After Lu Ming finished watching the live broadcast every night, he would glance at the movements of the Douban Wuxin mage group.

On March 3th, most of the TV series had been aired. Lu Ming was drinking iced strawberry milk while surfing the Douban group. Group.

The huge headline "I can't hold it anymore, let me tell you loudly before leaving the group that I climbed back" came into view, and this was the most popular post on the group's homepage.

Click into the post, the content of the main building: quack quack, Lu Ming is the best, hee hee, don't be sour, jumping is useless!

Best reply:

[The happiest little apple]: The team leader doesn't even kick, what are you waiting for? @白云still.

[Is Cherry free yet]: The Wuxin group, is it the Wuxin group?The wormwood is running naked, is there anyone else in charge?

[Little Elf]: Landlord, you are not alone, I also climbed back, walked around for a while, and we Ming Zai is the best.Cub, don't fall in love, work hard, mom loves you!I quit the group by myself, and I don't want to watch embarrassing jokes in the black group anymore.

[Sheep don't eat grass]: I'm speechless, that day my dad was looking at Tianshan Mountain, so I followed suit, I have to say I've made progress.I was pretending to be reserved, I was very calm.As a result, I didn't fall asleep at two o'clock in the middle of the night that night.I kept thinking: Lu Ming, is this hero called Lu Ming?Have you made progress?Are you really making progress?Doesn't this make sense without a Magnolia nomination?Although I still talk about him in the group, in fact, I have forgiven him in my heart.Not only did I forgive him, but I also bought magazines in retaliation, and made up for the magazines and endorsements that were left behind during the period of turning off fans and turning back.

[Hot Pot Flavored Crispy Rice]: Before the post is deleted by the administrator, I also want to talk about my mental journey the day before yesterday.That day my gay friend pulled me and said, take a look, if it doesn’t look good and then change the channel, I refuse.I said that I am a senior follower of Master Wuxin, how can I betray the spirit of Xinzuo?I can't contribute ratings to Lu Ming.I couldn't bear the curiosity and took a look.

Ohmygosh! I'd be bouncing up in the living room if my buddy wasn't around.What kind of feeling is this?It is a feeling of Fan Jinzhongju.I raised my rebellious son for six years. He finally listened to his mother. Not only did he stop skipping classes, but he also got me into the top 2 in the college entrance examination. This is how I feel.My son was rebellious and broke my heart, but in the end he was my own son. I quickly abandoned the wall and flew back to my happy hometown.

This post hung on the homepage of Master Wuxin's group for about an hour before it was deleted by the administrator, and the wormwood that was running naked in the building was also kicked out.

Lu Ming in front of the screen was very happy when he saw these replies. It was the kind of happiness that finally made the people who cared about him proud of him.

Since his debut, because of his young age, he has had a lot of mom fans. Lu Ming was not used to the existence of so-called "mom fans" at first, and felt very awkward.Because mother fans may not be older than him, it is very strange to see peers reposting on Weibo, "Mom loves you, Ming Zai eats well and studies hard".

But then he got used to mom fans and their unique way of expressing love and support.

Ai Cao posted a topic called "Love for Lu Ming is never a single arrow". Lu Ming didn't know if every idol thanked his fans, but he did thank them very much.

The feelings for fans do not stop at "thank you", but also care and concern. These feelings are for the group of "wormwood". When fans exist as a group, Lu Ming loves them, but if they are alone A stranger stood in front of him, and he might not be able to say the word "love".

The relationship between fans and idols is becoming more and more like "consumers and product suppliers" when the idol economic industry chain is getting more and more perfect, but Lu Ming doesn't see it that way.

He debuted at the age of 15, and stood in front of many strangers with a big dream in his arms, and was questioned by all parties. When he had nothing, the support of fans was the only capital he had.

They were strangers to begin with, and no one had to applaud him from the bottom of their hearts.

Why do fans like him?Because he is special?

Among ordinary people, Lu Ming is quite special because he is good-looking.But the entertainment industry has no shortage of good-looking people.

He doesn't know why the fans love him. All he can do is to keep approaching his original dream, to be worthy of himself, and to meet the fans' expectations as much as possible.

At the saddest moment, he gritted his teeth and walked on because Lu Ming knew very well that his mother needed him and fans needed him. He swallowed a few sleeping pills and walked away. Can't get out of the haze.

But when depression reaches a certain level, suicidal tendencies cannot be controlled subjectively. Some patients choose to commit suicide not because they have no family responsibilities in their hearts, but because they are really incapable of overcoming depression.Lu Ming was afraid that he would also fall into such a situation, so he actively cooperated with the treatment of depression from the beginning, took medicine as prescribed by the doctor, and received regular psychological counseling.

A typical psychology of a depressed patient is that he is not important, that he is alive or gone, it is the same to others, and he is not needed.

Lu Ming also had these thoughts. In order to fight against such negative emotions, he would read Weibo chats and private messages, filter out insults from black fans, and use a pen to record what fans said to him in a notebook. You can put it in your pocket and carry it with you, and take it out from time to time to look through it.

He has finally returned to a state of mental health, and he has seen initial results in his lines, body language and facial expressions.

Lying on the bed, hearing the evening wind in early spring blowing the wind chimes hanging in the bedroom, Lu Ming thought that this kind of wind chimes also had a name called "Dream Catcher". He wanted to catch his dreams and place them carefully.The next time we meet, he doesn't want to avoid everyone's expectant eyes anymore.

He has to do better, better, so that those who care about him will not get hurt.