The Director's Road of Airflow

During the release of "Mother Star", Lu Ming developed the habit of randomly selecting some private messages from netizens every day and clicking on them to read. He would also respond to the private messages on Weibo that touched him.

[Director Lu Ming, I am a 13-year-old junior high school student. After watching "Mother Planet", I really want to become an astrophysicist. I hope that when I am 18 years old, I can be admitted to the Department of Astronomy of Nanjing University. If my dream If it comes true, I will come to fulfill my wish. 】

[Lu Dao, Lu Dao, I went to see the movie with my parents, and my father asked me to tell you his feelings about watching the movie.I explained to him for a long time, I have no way to contact you, he is still very stubborn, and asked me to send an email to your work mailbox, I thought about it, or the probability of seeing a private message is higher, maybe that high One thousandth.

My dad is an old employee of Shanghai Film Studio. He has liked science fiction films since he was young. When he was in college, the "Star Wars" trilogy came out. At that time, they watched "Star Wars" is very fashionable, more modern than talking about Freudian psychoanalysis.Since he entered the film studio, he has been fulfilling the tasks assigned by the leadership while dreaming of making a domestic science fiction film.It is a pity that this dream was not realized until he retired, and it has always been a heart disease for him.

But after watching "Mother Planet", he felt relieved.The special effects technology you used was developed by their working group at that time, and it can be regarded as a kind of creation of Chinese filmmakers.Success does not have to be mine, but skill must not be donated.We are all looking forward to more good works from you in the future, come on! 】

Lu Ming cherishes these vivid feelings and comments from the audience. As a creator, he will certainly be depressed when he sees some bad reviews, but he will not be sad for too long. The aesthetics of movies are also very personal. Opinions cannot be completely consistent.He feels very gratified that his films can be understood and understood by some audiences, which is the greatest satisfaction of the creator.

But after the news that Lu Ming had suffered from depression was made public, the situation changed.

Lu Ming's private messages were filled with all kinds of apologies and confessions.

There were also netizens who opened posts on the forum, concentrating their emotions, regretting that they used excessive language to attack Lu Ming on the Internet.The expression in the private letter is more personal. Lu Ming saw a lot of sincere words. They no longer just apologized for the fact that they "misunderstood Lu Ming and hurt him with words", but also regarded Lu Ming's private letter as a The tree hole has expressed many life experiences and emotions over the years.

【Lu Ming, hello!It's funny to say, this is one of the few times I remember calling you by your first name.When I was still wormwood, I called you "brother", "Baby", "Alaming Cub", after I took off my fans, I called you "Wuxin Mage", "Diao Wang", "Disqualified Artist", and later I took off Fantuohei, you still seem to be someone who cannot be mentioned in my world. When friends talk about you in front of me, they will use "someone" to refer to it, just like youknowwho in Harry Potter.

This is my own one-man show. I sang this play from the age of 15 to the age of 25. In my life, the proportion of chasing stars has always been small, but you are indeed an important stranger in my childhood memories. It's like it's been one long crush, except I'm the only one telling the story the whole time, and there's no audience.

I was a little nervous sending you a private message today.Considering the one in ten thousand possibility, what should you do if you see these messages of mine?I want to say these words to you, but I don't want you to actually see them.This is funny, I sent you more than a dozen private messages every day during the star-chasing mania, I wanted to share with you the interesting things that happened in my life right away, and I wanted to complain to you about the bad things.Your private message has always been my tree hole, the existence that makes me feel at ease without any response.

The news that you once had depression was told by my best friend.When I found out about this, I still cried. I thought that at the age of 25, I had a hard armor and wouldn't cry casually.It's not entirely because I berated you online at the time without understanding your situation.It also has something to do with my being forced to revisit my 20-year-old state of mind.

At that time, I was very angry, and now I have only been working for two years, and it is about to be smoothed by life, which is really strange.Under your comparison, I feel more and more sorry for my 15-year-old self.

Although you are just a stranger, you have always appeared at critical points in my life, bringing me a glimmer of light and allowing me to see another possibility of life.I decided to resign and take the postgraduate entrance examination. After graduation, I have not taken other exams except the law exam, and I feel very unfamiliar with the student status. But after thinking about it carefully, I feel that this is the choice that is really beneficial to my long-term career development.

Thank you for the courage you gave me, can you share some of my luck with you?Just a little bit is enough, I really want to reach the unreachable stars.I hope that in April next year, I can send you a private message lying on the lawn in front of Guanghua Building.I wish you all the best too! 】

Lu Ming also saw a lot of incomparably true texts, and he felt that he had to stand up and tell everyone through more channels: He is doing well now, and I hope everyone can be happy, don't worry about him anymore.

The documentary "Gaze" took this opportunity and officially released it.

"Gaze" is the work of documentary director Chen Feng. The documentary material spans ten years. It was a plan that was once shelved. If Lu Ming hadn't returned to Beijing and became a director, this might have become a bankrupt project. , an early failure.

In 2018, with the consent of Lu Ming and his mother, Chen Feng would fly to Chongqing one weekend every month to record Lu Ming's senior year in high school.Lu Ming is one of the protagonists in the series of documentaries. Chen Feng originally planned to track and report the ten-year growth of five children born in [-]. Using this as an entry point, he truly recorded the ten-year growth and development of children with different family conditions and educational backgrounds. Changes also indirectly reflect the great changes of the times in the past ten years.

Unfortunately, this plan encountered a lot of resistance in the middle. The other four protagonists all quit the filming one after another, no longer willing to talk about their lives in front of the camera, and only Lu Ming stayed behind.

In 2024, Chen Feng told Lu Ming that the filming of this documentary has been temporarily put on hold, and it is likely that it will not restart in the future.

Lu Ming knew about this situation, but it didn't prevent him from telling Chen Feng every year when he was free, and he could shoot for three or four days.

Chen Feng is already busy with other filming work, but this does not mean that he has completely put down the filming of "Gaze". Lu Ming, a big star, is willing to spare time to cooperate with the filming, so he will naturally find a way to adjust the time to film.

During Lu Ming's filming of "Mother Planet", Chen Feng also took part in half of the filming. Lu Ming made a movie, and he made Lu Ming.

In "Gaze", there is a passage in which Lu Ming walked out of school after his evening self-study. The warm wind at nine o'clock in Chongqing spring blew the broken hair on Lu Ming's forehead. The director asked him: "I heard that you will have a second model tomorrow." Are you nervous?"

Lu Ming smiled and said, "Yes."

"Being nervous does not mean that I am not prepared enough. The more I invest in the early stage and I have a strong ambition for the result, the more nervous I am. There is a certain range of fluctuations in test scores, and I may not be able to play my best If the results after two months of hard work have not improved much compared to before, then I will suspect that there is something wrong with the direction of my efforts. Of course, my reason will tell me: reviewing and preparing for the exam is constantly increasing The odds of winning in the exam, one failure doesn't mean anything, solid efforts will definitely pay off." Lu Ming then explained why he was nervous.

It's hard to imagine a serious student who doesn't feel nervous when facing an exam, 18-year-old Lu Ming thinks so.

Similar scenes will continue to be staged in 2028. Before the release of "Mother Star", Lu Ming was anxious alone. On September 9, the day before the release, Chen Feng came to Lu Ming's studio for filming.

"Are you still nervous now?"

"Be nervous. Now it's different from the third year of high school. Although I was nervous in the third year of high school, I knew in my heart that I knew that I would definitely pass the score line of the art test and culture class. It's different now. The consequences are not borne by me alone. I’m not sure how the finished movie will be, I’ve been making a movie for more than a year, and there must be filters when I watch it, I don’t know what ordinary audiences will think.”

When "Gaze" was launched, "Mother Star" was already the new box office record holder for sci-fi movies. When the documentary was put on this scene, the barrage surged.

[Don't worry, the result is very good, very good, everyone likes "Mother Planet" very much, it is a milestone in Chinese science fiction movies, you did it, Lu Ming! 】

[It’s really a foul in the development department. I watched this documentary because I like "Mother Star". How can there be a scene where the profiles of the 18-year-old and the 28-year-old gradually overlap?Going crazy, my reason is slowly drifting away from me, I have a premonition that I will have a dream tonight, dreaming of a boy on the streets of Chongqing, wake up tomorrow morning, I will be a fresh wormwood tree! 】

Some hard-pressed ex-wormwood have also successfully reached a reconciliation with themselves after watching this documentary.Lu Ming is doing well now, and this knowledge allows them to devote themselves to their own lives with peace of mind.

After "Mother Star" became the top box office of the year and was considered to be the biggest surprise in the film industry in 2028, more attention was focused on Lu Ming, even surpassing the attention he received at the peak of his traffic around the age of 17.

That day, Lu Ming was just having dinner with three teammates he hadn't seen for a long time. On the way home after dinner, he found a suspicious vehicle following him.

Lu Ming turned into the above-ground parking lot of a shopping mall, reversed into the parking space, and saw the car behind him also stop from the rearview mirror.

Lu Ming got out of the car, came to the car, and knocked on the window glass. The man couldn't bear the pressure and opened the window anyway.

"Why are you again? Are you still an entertainment reporter?"

Lu Ming was recognized by the onlookers, and the first words he said when he saw the paparazzi were recorded, and the video was quickly uploaded to Weibo.

Passers-by with sharp eyes and good memory immediately realized why Lu Ming said such a sentence.

They found a piece of news from August 15 - "The paparazzi lurked in the community where Lu Ming's villa is located late at night, and found that Lu Ming left home late at night!"

The title is very attractive. If you click on it, you will see Lu Ming carry a set of equipment downstairs, come to the open area of ​​the community, and start to assemble the equipment.

The black light was in disarray, and the paparazzi couldn't figure out what equipment Lu Ming was playing with.

Later, Lu Ming came out to clarify himself, and everyone knew that Lu Ming came out with a telephoto large-aperture telescope and a SLR, ready to take deep space photography.

Lu Ming was completely insane at the time. Not long after the senior high school entrance examination, he was anxious to try something new. He thought that the shooting of the starry sky was very interesting, so he placed an order for the equipment. On the first day when the equipment was delivered to his home, he tried hard and persuaded him to take a rest. His mother who accompanied him in Beijing agreed that he would run out alone in the middle of the night to try.

In the suburban villa area of ​​Beijing, the light pollution is still very serious. Lu Ming's first deep space photography attempt ended in failure, and the whole network knew about it.

Later, Lu Ming went to the Internet to search for the paparazzi's name and what he looked like, and he had a deep impression on him, so that after more than ten years, when he saw that square face, he still recognized it. out.

[Quack quack, I didn't expect it to be so funny before I clicked on Hot Search. 】

[This paparazzi is really not good. Ten years ago, he filmed some funny news for headlines, and ten years later, he is still following some daily life without hot spots. He really has no sense of professionalism. If I were me, I would shoot Whirlwind Youth League The reunion is very topical. 】

【Hahahahahaha, does he have bad eyesight? Why can't you take sneak shots without getting the point.This person has a bad relationship with Lu Ming.The cultivation system is really interesting. You can always find leftovers from many years ago. I didn't expect this kind of funny news to have a follow-up, and it will continue after more than ten years.I don't think I will see more hilarious news than this in the short term.Of course, I'm also a little speechless.Can the paparazzi let Lu Ming go?Is there anyone following the director?You can't focus on one sheep for more than ten years just because Lu Ming is handsome and has a lot of traffic! 】

作者有话要说：人还是要对自己有清晰的认识，我以后更新时间还是调整为晚上十点到10:30，不然我永远赶不上趟，一直放鸽子也不太好嘞。感谢在2020-04-2921:00:42~2020-04-3022:20:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Nan Anan 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mines: 5 Dodoro in the tree; 305689371;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!