not regret

Chapter 50

On this day, Pan Wenqing brought back a three-month-old golden retriever from the pet store. He put the dog in Shui Yifan's arms, "Xiaofan, it's yours now, you can give it a treat." name."

Shui Yifan picked up the fluffy puppy, looked at it carefully, "Call it Niangui".

Hearing this name, Pan Wenqing's expression froze for a moment. Since Shui Yifan recovered, he knew that no matter how hard he tried, he could not replace Shen Pan's position in Shui Yifan's heart, but he still wanted to try, try to walk into the In Shui Yifan's heart, he would not hesitate to be a substitute.

"Okay, I'll call it Niangui." Pan Wenqing's nose was a little sour, and he reached out to stroke Niangui's head. With such soft hair, he thought that Shui Yifan would be content with just a little place in his heart. up.

"Xiaofan, I...can I kiss you?" Pan Wenqing asked cautiously, he had never dared to touch Shui Yifan when he was awake or unconscious.

Holding Niangui in his arms, Shui Yifan looked up at Pan Wenqing. He knew what Pan Wenqing had done for him, how could he be willing to reject such a person who had given so much for him, and nodded slightly.

When Pan Wenqing saw Shui Yifan nodding, his heart seemed to have a pair of small wings inserted, and he was about to fly away from his body in joy. In a trance, his eyes were inexplicably filled with tears. He finally waited, finally... .

Pan Wenqing held Shui Yifan's face in his hands, looked at those tender lips, looked at the person he had dreamed of, lowered his head, and gently touched Shui Yifan with a pious heart, tears fell, Pan Wenqing really wanted time to freeze at this moment. He always thought that the scenes in those TV dramas were so exaggerated, but he didn't expect that there would be such a thing as crying with joy in himself.

Pan Wenqing didn't dare to deepen the kiss, and could only leave after touching it lightly. His love was so cautious and restrained. He regarded Shui Yifan as a god, and he didn't dare to profane.Gently hugging Shui Yifan, speaking love words in his ear, Pan Wenqing's pleasant and deep voice penetrated into Shui Yifan's brain through the eardrum, Pan Wenqing must say love words to the left ear, because the left ear is close to The heart can remember, "Xiaofan, I love you..."

Shui Yifan frowned slightly, put Niangui on his lap, slowly raised his hand and gently responded to Pan Wenqing's hug, and said "Thank you" softly.

It is not easy for a person to get out of another relationship, not to mention that it is even more difficult for Shui Yifan and Shen Juan who have gone from school uniform to marriage. Although it was still impossible to accept Pan Wenqing so quickly, his attitude was always much better than before, and Pan Wenqing finally moved him.

Shen Pan's condition was not good every day, and his condition was getting worse every day, and finally he couldn't get out of bed when the gardenias were full of trees.

Tang Yuze picked a lot of gardenias in the yard, wrapped them in eggs when he came back, and prepared to fry them for Shen Pan to eat. He put the picked gardenia branches in a vase, and the branches were full of white gardenias Flowers, so pale, so pure.

"Brother, look, this flower blooms really well. I'll fry it for you later, okay? I heard it's delicious." Tang Yuze knew that Shen Juan would not respond to him very much at this meeting, but he But he still insisted on talking to Shen Juan every day. He always felt that it would not be so sad. He knew that Shen Juan's time was counting down, but he could do nothing but suffer with Shen Juan. He did it more than once I want to find Shui Yifan, I want to call Shui Yifan, I want to tell Shui Yifan what kind of torture Shen Juan is suffering, the big one is about [-], the thin one can't even get up to a hundred and twenty, and he looks swollen It makes people want to cry, such a good Shen Juan, Tang Yuze sometimes laments the injustice of God, and resents Shen Juan's infatuation and Shui Yifan's ignorance.

After busying in the kitchen for a while, Tang Yuze brought a plate of deep-fried orange and golden gardenia cakes, sat in front of Shen Pan's bed, took a piece with chopsticks, and carefully stretched it out to Shen Pan's mouth, "Brother, Take a bite, it’s delicious, when I fried it just now, I ate a few bites in the kitchen secretly, brother, open your eyes and look, you look pretty." Tang Yuze couldn't stop sobbing, he is not a person who is easy to cry People, but after all, he is still young, and he has to face such cruel facts before he is 20 years old. He is afraid that he will die one day after such a life-and-death separation.

Shen Pan raised his eyelids slightly, and vaguely saw Shui Yifan sitting beside him, raising his hand with difficulty, facing the empty air, calling weakly, "Xiao Shui..."

Tang Yuze held Shen Pan's hand, put it on his face and rubbed it gently, tears fell, and the tear stains left a track on his face, sucked his nose, imitating Shui Yifan's tone, and said, "Brother Pan, I'm here."

Shen Pan's hands trembled slightly, and he said in a barely audible voice, "Baby, I miss you so much...I miss you so much." He moved his hand touching Tang Yuze's face, just like he did a long time ago Touching Shui Yifan is the same, so soft and nostalgic, so caressing again and again, just like his love, so affectionate and so tenacious.

Shen Pan smiled, the corners of his slightly hooked mouth looked so happy, the sun shone down, and the fluff on his face became happy.

Although this hand was stroking Tang Yuze's face, he felt that it was gently touching his heart. From the time he followed Shen Pan to now, he had never seen Shen Pan really smile. It turned out that he laughed So pretty, but when he thought that he would never see such a smile again, his heart throbbed uncontrollably.

Shen Pan's hand gradually loses strength, the speed of his chest heaving obviously slowed down, but the smile on the corner of his mouth did not disappear, he left, in this blooming May, walking so serenely, walking so quietly, I don't want to wake up in the dream weaved for myself.

Tang Yuze's tears never stopped, and he sniffed, "Brother, give me a chance, let me take care of you in the next life, so you don't have to be so tired and suffer."