Love Murder [Quick Transmigration]

0.

[The person who replaces him in the endless cycle of struggle will become you, so are you willing? 】

Facing the system's question, Su Mufei replied without hesitation——

"I am willing."

1.

No one knows that Su Mufei, the male god who lives glamorously in everyone's eyes, is actually a little transparent at home.

From childhood to adulthood, he has lived a life like a transparent person.No matter how excellent and perfect he behaved, at most he would only get a perfunctory compliment from his parents.

But his sister's little improvement can make the whole family happy.

"Tingting, what flavor of ice cream do you want?"

"Tingting is awesome, how about we go to the amusement park this week!"

"Our Tingting is the cutest, Mom and Dad like Tingting the most~"

No matter at home or outside, his parents always only have his sister in their eyes.

He was always the one ignored.

This is not fair.

Su Mufei, who was a child, thought so angrily.He also tried to fight for it, but what he got was his father's indifferent eyes, and his mother's sharp words——

"How can you compare with your sister!"

——It turns out that he and his sister... are completely incomparable.

These words pierced Su Mufei's heart like a sharp sword.He tried every means to please his parents, but all he got was their disgust and disgust.

why?

Su Mufei didn't understand.At that time, he was still young and didn't know anything, he just felt that his blood was starting to freeze a little bit, and the ice balls seeped into his blood, making him feel cold all over.

very sad.

But he could only smile, trying to restrain his tears from falling.Because he knows that tears are only qualified to be shed by the pampered.And his crying, no one cares.

From that day on, Su Mufei's hope for family affection disappeared.

He lives in this family cautiously.This is a warm and pleasant nest of three people, but it is out of tune with him.

Su Mufei tried his best to cater to and please his parents, and he was obedient to his sister.But despite this, he is still an "outsider" in this family.

And Su Mufei, in the process of growing up day by day, gradually got used to all this.

His younger sister Su Ting is actually quite straightforward and cute, but under the influence of her parents, she also becomes bossy to Su Mufei.

Su Mufei's kindness to this sister is sincere.

He will never forget the little girl who would hand him candy and sweetly call him brother when he was a child.

It was the first sweetness he tasted in his life.

Later, Su Mufei grew up, and he also learned the identity of his adopted son.A violent argument broke out between his parents, in which his mother said harsh things to him.

At this time, Su Ting stood in front of him and said to her parents resolutely: "He is my brother! He is a member of our family!"

At that moment, Su Mufei was really touched.It's just that his numb heart has been frozen for too long, and he can't even tell how real this moving is.

But he was finally relieved.

This home doesn't belong to him.From the beginning to the end, he was just an outsider.No matter how hard you try to blend in, it's just a joke.

He is like a grandstanding clown, performing his own one-man show on the stage, but only touched himself.

But after that, Su Mufei indulged Su Ting even more.He vaguely felt that he should spoil someone so much... Give him the best in the world.

But he didn't know who that person was.He suppressed the anxiety in his heart, and treated Su Ting doubly well, so good that he almost spoiled her.

Everyone thought that he really loved this sister very much.

"You are so kind to your sister."

His classmates once felt so emotional and teased him that he is a good brother in Huaxia.

Su Mufei just smiled, noncommittal.

no one knows.He doesn't care about Su Ting at all.He was so kind to Su Ting, he just wanted to fill the void in his heart.

He vaguely felt that he seemed to be waiting for someone.

Then, he met Su Ting's classmate - Zhang Xiaoxue.

The cause of the matter was nothing more than a prank.Zhang Xiaoxue has a quiet, shy, beautiful personality and excellent grades. She is the dream lover of many boys in the class.The literary and art committee members in their class have always been jealous of Zhang Xiaoxue, so they secretly mocked Zhang Xiaoxue in the name of showing off their handsome boyfriend.

Su Ting couldn't bear to see her friend being bullied, so she pulled Zhang Xiaoxue to fabricate a perfect boyfriend who was gentle and rich out of thin air.

Afterwards, in order to end.Su Ting found Su Mufei to play the boyfriend.Although Su Mufei was amused, he did not refuse - he would not refuse any request from Su Ting.

In this way, Su Mufei became Zhang Xiaoxue's "authentic boyfriend" on the shelves.

Zhang Xiaoxue looks soft and weak, like a lily standing in the wind.She blinked her wet eyes like a deer, but she spoke clearly to Su Mufei the first time they met.

"I have a favorite person."

When she said that, her face was blushing shyly, making her even more beautiful.

Su Mufei asked with concern, "Will he not misunderstand me when I date you?"

"No way," Zhang Xiaoxue pursed her lips, her voice was very soft, "I'm...too far away from him."

Her smile was bitter, yet sweet.

"He probably didn't even know I existed."

Su Mufei was a little surprised, but didn't ask any further questions.

At that time, Su Mufei didn't know who Zhang Xiaoxue liked.A long time later, when he went to Zhang Xiaoxue's house by chance, he found that his whole house was covered with posters.

poster.

Stand up.

pillow.

photo album.

DVD.

...all kinds of peripherals are available.

Su Mufei looked at the crowded surroundings of the room, was taken aback for a moment, and then asked, "Is he the one you like?"

"Yes," Zhang Xiaoxue reached out and stroked the poster, her eyes were touching, "I like him."

That is the national male god - Ning Chen.

Su Mufei knew about Ning Chen.Or it should be said that there is basically no one in China who does not know Ning Chen.Ning Chen is the most topical person in China, just a slight disturbance can easily set off a major earthquake in the entire entertainment circle.

He knew Ning Chen, but he never tried to get to know Ning Chen deliberately.He never chased stars, and he didn't understand the psychology of those fans who pinned their emotions on public figures.

Seeing Zhang Xiaoxue's affectionate appearance, Su Mufei couldn't help asking, "Don't you think such hopeless love is meaningless?"

No matter how much you do, no matter how much you like him.

——He will never remember you, let alone fall in love with you.

Su Mufei would never do such an act of unilateral payment without cost performance at all.But he didn't say much, but silently swallowed the hurtful truth behind these few sentences.

Zhang Xiaoxue lowered her head sadly, and said softly, "It's okay."

Her eyes were frighteningly bright, "It doesn't matter even if he doesn't know me, it's enough for me to like him."

Su Mufei stared at Zhang Xiaoxue, thinking to himself, what a silly girl.However, she is also a good girl.

At that time, he was far from thinking of it.In the future, he will have many entanglements with this big star.

Su Mufei was admitted to university with excellent grades.One day he went to the street and met a scout.Under the strong encouragement of his sister, he joined Star Entertainment.

"I heard that Ning Chen is also in this company!" Su Ting said with bright eyes, "When you see my male god, don't forget to get me an autograph!"

"understood."

Su Mufei nodded with a smile, and said casually, "But it's not easy to meet such a big star."

However, I don't know whether it is luck or misfortune.

6 month 21 day.

Su Mufei will never forget this day.This was his first encounter with Ning Chen, and it was also the day when the nightmare started.

He is shopping in the supermarket.Standing in front of the yogurt counter, Su Mufei carefully considered which brand to buy.Suddenly a person rushed over and hugged him.

The man's warm body was pressed against him, Su Mufei was slightly stunned, and subconsciously wanted to push away, but was held tightly, unable to get away at all.

"Sorry, a reporter is chasing me."

A clear and soft voice rang in my ears, "Help me avoid those people. Pretend to be a couple with me, okay?"

The warm breath fell on the ears, making Su Mufei's heart soft and crisp.He didn't refuse.

They hugged for a moment in the corner.After a long time, Su Mufei hesitated and said, "The reporter should go. Can you let me go?"

Hearing that, the man let go of his hand with some regret, then raised his head and raised the corner of his lips happily, "Thank you."

Looking at that flawless and exquisite face, Su Mufei was stunned.That breathtaking beauty is enough to move anyone.

But Su Mufei was stunned, not because of the other person's appearance.This person is...

He said in disbelief, "Ning Chen?"

"Correct."

Ning Chen smiled at him, his eyes bent into a round of sweet crescents, his smile was very bright, "I am Ning Chen."

……

That was their first encounter.

Later Su Mufei asked, in fact, this was a premeditated encounter.From the very beginning, there were no reporters at all, Ning Chen just found an excuse to get close to him.

"When I went to the supermarket that day, I happened to see you. My brain twitched, thinking that I couldn't just let you go, so I rushed over."

Ning Chen said so eloquently afterwards.

It was only after they dated that Ning Chen told Su Mufei the truth, and Su Mufei only felt that he couldn't laugh or cry.

After the first meeting, Ning Chen was pleasantly surprised to find that Su Mufei was also a member of Xingtian Entertainment.Then, he made all kinds of weird moves.

Will someone send rose tea as a confession?

When he returned home and smelled the fragrance of tea in the room, Su Mufei was puzzled.

"Would you like to drink tea with me forever?"

After hearing Ning Chen's confession, Su Mufei realized that the other party had been so kind to him for so long, so she wanted to chase him...

Even he himself didn't realize that a gleam of joy appeared in his heart... strangely.

"you like me?"

"Yes, I fell in love with you at first sight."

Su Mufei looked into Ning Chen's eyes.The other person's eyes are full of affection, so gentle and touching - as if he is really looking at the person he loves the most.

At this moment, he suddenly remembered Ning Chen's debut novel.Inside, Ning Chen looked at the heroine in the same way.

At that time, Ning Chen's affectionate eyes melted the hearts of all the girls in China.

Su Mufei's heart gradually turned cold.He thought of Ning Chen's many scandals, and thought of the numerous "love/people" of the other party in the newspaper.

So he asked, "Did you know I have a girlfriend?"

"I know," Ning Chen smiled easily, "but so what?"

What kind of person would not mind that the person he likes has a lover?

unless--

He didn't really like that guy at all.

Otherwise, why don't you mind.

Su Mufei suddenly wanted to laugh.He also thought it was all so funny.

"Sorry, I have a girlfriend. Don't make such jokes anymore."

He sighed in his heart.

——Don't lie to me again, say you like me.

— Then he'd... couldn't help but take it seriously.

So Su Mufei rejected Ning Chen indifferently.

love at first sight.

Do you think I would believe such a hypocritical joke?

In fact, Su Mufei was afraid at that time.He was afraid of being abandoned, afraid that after he was really infatuated with Ning Chen — he would be abandoned by the other party without hesitation.

As it turned out, his fears finally became reality.

After that rejection, Ning Chen pursued Su Mufei even more fanatically.

But the more enthusiastic Ning Chen was, the more Su Mufei resisted.

The roses sent by the other party every day were thrown into the trash can by Su Mufei.Su Mufei even spoke indifferently.

"I don't like you, can you stay away from me?"

The embarrassment on Ning Chen's face was obvious at that moment, Su Mufei froze for a moment, and wanted to make amends with some annoyance, but he didn't know what to say.

With such cruel words, Ning Chen will definitely give up, right?

Looking at the back of Ning Chen leaving sadly, this was clearly what Su Mufei wanted, but it made him feel inexplicably lost.

He didn't want to admit it...he seemed to be gradually getting used to Ning Chen's existence.

How strange.

Ever since meeting Ning Chen, Su Mufei's mind seemed to be broken, and it was full of each other.

The next day was the day when his debut novel "Beautiful Boyhood" was finished.Even though he was sitting at the celebration banquet, Su Mufei was still in a trance.

He was drinking and talking to the director, pretending nothing happened on the surface, but all he was thinking about was Ning Chen.

Ning Chen Ning Chen Ning Chen...

Su Mufei was depressed, as long as he thought that he might never have the chance to contact Ning Chen again, he felt a dull pain in his heart.

really weird.

He has become less like himself.

In a daze, he and Xue Tao were called out by the producer.At first Su Mufei didn't realize it, but when he saw the middle-aged man sitting in the box, he suddenly understood everything.

It's disgusting.

Su Mufei sneered, picked up the red wine bottle without hesitation, and smashed it on the head of the potbellied man.Blood gushing out, he looked at the other people in the box coweringly, turned and left without hesitation.

Xue Tao hesitated for a moment, but didn't follow, and stayed in the private room.

Su Mufei knew he was drunk.His face was flushed with smoke, and he staggered as he walked.But his thinking is unusually sober.

Ning Chen.

He suddenly wanted to see Ning Chen very much.

And at this time - he really saw Ning Chen.

Ning Chen stopped in front of him out of breath, and looked at him eagerly, "Mu Fei, are you alright?"

Ning Chen said in surprise: "Shouldn't you be in the box?"

Another man followed, his appearance was almost exactly the same as Ning Chen, "Brother, don't worry, I'll ask someone to take care of it, this time there will be no mistakes in saving the beauty..."

Ning Chen became anxious, "Ning Xian, shut up!"

Su Mufei: "..."

He understood instantly, and his fiery heart suddenly cooled down.Su Mufei sneered, "Ning Chen, you said you like me, do you want to use such despicable means to plot against me?"

Ning Chen explained in a panic: "I really don't know about this, I just heard Ning Xian say it just now..."

"How many people have you deceived with similar means?"

Su Mufei took a deep breath, and suddenly felt that the vague feelings in his heart were ridiculous.He glanced at Ning Chen without any emotion, then turned and left without any nostalgia.

It was not until later that Su Mufei realized that he had really misunderstood Ning Chen.Ning Chen's personality is very straightforward, and he never disdains these devious ways.

In fact, Ning Chen didn't need to use these methods.He has the capital himself, making everyone fall in love with him easily.

Just a fan of the authorities.At that time, Su Mufei only felt that he was a joke, and he didn't want to think about it at all.

After the green banquet, Su Mufei was banned.

He never received any further announcements, and the release of "Beautiful Boyhood" was postponed indefinitely.

Manager Han Mo looked at him hesitantly, and finally just sighed and patted him on the shoulder.

Su Mufei smiled and didn't care.He had no intention of being in the entertainment industry, so it didn't matter if he was frozen.

It's just that Su Ting asked inadvertently, "Brother, why hasn't your TV show been released yet?"

Su Mufei paused, and replied nonchalantly: "I don't know, maybe it's still in the schedule."

Su Ting just oh, and didn't pay any more attention to this matter.

His life was so peaceful.

Away from the glitz and glitz of the entertainment industry, Su Mufei returned to his daily life.It's just that he still thinks of Ning Chen from time to time—the person who suddenly appeared in his life.

Then, he saw Ning Chen again.

Ning Chen went straight to his university, and asked him bluntly: "Are you blocked?"

Su Mufei replied calmly: "Yes."

Ning Chen was stunned for a second, then said in a hurry: "Who dares to block you! Why didn't you tell me?"

Su Mufei raised the corners of his lips and smiled coldly, "Oh, didn't you do it?"

Ning Chen opened his eyes wide, "You think I did it?"

"Isn't it?" Su Mufei looked at Ning Chen coldly, "Don't you just want to force me to agree to your pursuit?"

Ning Chen quickly said, "I didn't!"

Su Mufei smiled, and there was malice between the lines: "Oh, maybe it's not a pursuit...then you want to keep me?"

There was some grievance in Ning Chen's tone, "What do you think of me as? I wouldn't do such a thing."

"I really like you."

Ning Chen said so, then lowered his head and kissed Su Mufei's lips.It was just a kiss like a dragonfly on water, fleeting at the touch, as gentle as a thin snowflake, but it made Su Mufei's heart... crisp for no reason.

Su Mufei opened his eyes wide in astonishment, his face was stained with rouge-like red.

——This is still his first kiss.

Unexpectedly, Ning Chen also blushed.He turned his face away, coughed, and explained concisely: "Your ban this time has nothing to do with me. It was Li Laosi who did it, and I will help you solve it."

Su Mufei looked at Ning Chen's leaving back in a daze.He touched his lips, which seemed to still be warm.

Ning Chen.

He silently recited the name, feeling as if his heart was slowly melting, and it seemed to be gradually being stained with bottomless darkness.

Afterwards, "Beautiful Boyhood" was released quickly, and Su Mufei became a national senior for a while, and became popular all over the country.

Then he received the announcement of "Love Matches".

When seeing Ning Chen in the venue of the program, Su Mufei's mood was indeed the same.Because of some dirty things with the other party before, in the show, Su Mufei naturally showed resistance to Ning Chen.

After the show was broadcast, he received insults from the entire network.

Those people insulted him with the most vicious and ugly words, and hurt him badly.

Su Mufei didn't want to care about these remarks, but he had to.He always flips through Weibo one by one nervously, watching netizens curse him, he feels uncomfortable but happy.

His sister and "girlfriend" also questioned him.

For a moment, it seemed that people all over the world were scolding him.

Su Mufei wanted to put down the phone, but couldn't resist picking it up.He told himself over and over again that he didn't care about the sight of others, but he knew...he couldn't ignore it at all.

At this time, Ning Chen stepped forward.

In the video, he frankly expressed his heart to the world.He said, "Su Mufei, I like you."

"Even if you hate me, I still love you."

Su Mufei stared at the video blankly.He watched the video over and over countless times, feeling like crying and laughing.

It turned out to be this feeling.

The whole world is blaming me, only you stand by me unswervingly.

——So that’s how it feels.

Su Mufei clearly heard the sound of his heartbeat, like a flower blooming on the dust*.

That is the song of spring.

Zhang Xiaoxue came to his house suddenly.Su Mufei went to the kitchen, and when he came back, he found that Zhang Xiaoxue was gone.

At the same time, Su Mufei's own mobile phone also disappeared.

He froze for a moment, then quickly calmed down.According to Zhang Xiaoxue's preferences, Su Mufei searched for various places, and finally found Ning Chen and Zhang Xiaoxue in a restaurant.

When he arrived, he happened to see Ning Chen and Zhang Xiaoxue entangled.Seeing him coming, Ning Chen threw Zhang Xiaoxue away in a panic, and then ran into the toilet.

Zhang Xiaoxue cried and screamed frantically on the spot.Su Mufei completely ignored the other party, and followed Ning Chen into the toilet.

"help me……"

"Mu Fei, help me..."

Ning Chen exposed the most vulnerable and sensitive part to him, and then entangled him like a snake.

He hugged him so tightly.Like vines clinging to the trunk, it was so hot that it seemed to burn Su Mufei's soul.

Su Mufei was moved.After he came back to his senses, he found himself entangled with Ning Chen.

Ok.

He smiled wryly, he had to admit.

I have long been fascinated by Ning Chen.

Maybe, it was really love at first sight.

The moment they first met, it was doomed that Su Mufei fell in love with Ning Chen.

They hooked up, doing the same things like all lovers do.

Su Mufei was immersed in the silly and sweet fantasy country, until that day, he finally returned to the cruel reality.

"let's break up."

"I'm just playing around."

"Do you really think I like you?"

Ning Chen laughed at him, trampling his sincerity to pieces.

Su Mufei humbly begged for Ning Chen's mercy, but what he got was dismissive from the other party.

--you liar.

After I was hopelessly infatuated with you, you pulled away and left.

You broke into my world selfishly, and you wanted to leave me alone.

But there is only you in my world.

You are my whole world.

——I, only, no, yes, release, you, leave, leave.

Su Mufei tried all kinds of means, but still failed to save him, and also learned about the relationship between the other party and Ye Lenghua.Finally, in desperation, he took out the knife and stabbed deeply into Ning Chen's heart.

Looking at Ning Chen's unbelievable gaze, Su Mufei smiled softly and whispered affectionately as always.

"This way you will never leave me, Ah Chen."

Holding each other's corpse.Su Mufei smiled, and without hesitation, stabbed his heart with the knife.

——This is the end of the first life.

2.

Finding himself reborn, Su Mufei was ecstatic at first.

He was so excited that he almost burst into tears. He thought, he was so lucky that he still had a chance to redeem himself.This time, he must spend a happy life with Chen.

Like the previous life, Ning Chen fell in love with him at first sight this time.Su Mufei followed the trajectory of the previous world, and finally got together with Ning Chen.

Only this time, he didn't give Ning Chen any chance to break up.After realizing that the other party wanted to break up, Su Mufei imprisoned Ning Chen while Ning Chen was unconscious.

He covered Ah Chen's mouth to prevent Ah Chen from saying those hurtful words.Su Mufei whispered softly.

"Ah Chen, don't break up with me, okay?"

Su Mufei smiled contentedly, his eyes were full of sickly sweetness, "Let's just live like this, okay?"

"You love me, don't you?"

He hugged Ning Chen and repeated it again and again, as if the lie could come true, "Didn't you fall in love with me at first sight?"

"You love me the most... don't you?"

Su Mufei was immersed in his fantasy world.He even felt that he was very happy in this way.

... Really, very happy.

However, one day, when he woke up, he found that Ah Chen had disappeared.Su Mufei woke up from the bed in his bedroom.

what happened?

He froze for a moment, then realized that he had been reborn again.

This is his second rebirth.

3.

Once there is a second time, there is a third time.With the third time, there will be the fourth time...

At the fifth rebirth, Su Mufei was already numb.

Since these rebirths, he has completely understood Ah Chen.He knew every detail of Ning Chen like the back of his hand.

Ah Chen has a straight personality.

Ah Chen likes to eat seafood cheese porridge.

Chen loves cheese.

Ah Chen actually doesn't have much love experience.

Ah Chen has a cleanliness habit.

Chen...

and also.

Ash is a liar.

—He is a liar full of lies.

Rumors like love at first sight are all lies.It's all a lie.It's all a lie!

In this life, he was too lazy to spend so much trouble, so he quickly agreed to associate with Ning Chen.

They omitted many intermediate links, and Su Mufei opened up a new branch line.

The filming of "Peach Blossom Tribulation".

It was also during the filming that Su Mufei really learned that Ye Lenghua had no competitiveness.

just.

At last.

Ning Chen still proposed to break up.

So Su Mufei asked Ning Chen to kill himself.

He asked Ning Chen to kill Su Mufei.

This is a punishment for Ning Chen and also for Su Mufei.

(The following content is in the author's words, and the other marked * sentence comes from Zhang Ailing)

The author has something to say: 4.

Tenth rebirth.

Su Mufei opened a new branch line.

This time it's the wealthy branch.As early as in the first life, Su Mufei knew his true life experience - he was the young master of the Su family.

When he first came to Su's house, he was still a little nervous.But now, he has long since become calm.In the first life, he also angered old man Su, but this time Su Mufei looked at old man Su sitting above, but he knew very well in his heart what to say to make him happy.

Speaking of it, it's kind of like playing a game with a guide.

Su Mufei laughed at himself.

The branch line this time is different from before. In the past, he just recognized his ancestors and returned to his ancestors.This time, he was unexpectedly appreciated by Mr. Su and listed as the heir.

So Su Mufei fell into a conspiracy with his brother.

With Ning Chen's help, he became the head of the Su family.During this process, in order to avoid repeating the same mistakes, he has been deliberately alienating Ning Chen.

But after the other party confessed again, Su Mufei finally couldn't suppress the overflowing emotions in his heart.

He was with Ning Chen again—but this time as a "cannon/friend".

Su Mufei thought, it doesn't matter if you don't talk about feelings, right?Then he won't be sad, and he won't be so desperate...

However, a long time later, when he woke up from the bed, he found himself back on June 6.

- The loop never stops.

5.

rebirth.

When life can continue to cycle, life seems to become worthless.Su Mufei fell in love with blood.

Su Mufei's mood became extremely extreme.He has tried suicide many times, or killed Ning Chen.

Watching the blood slowly flow out of his body made him feel the excitement and joy that he had not seen for a long time.

During a chat, Ning Chen jokingly said:

"You say you love me, can you die for me?"

Su Mufei smiled slightly, and answered decisively: "Of course."

Facing the terrified eyes of the other party, Su Mufei walked to the window, and then jumped down without hesitation.

"Goodbye, Chen."

He closed his eyes, opened his arms in the air like a bird, and soared to his heart's content.

6.

The nth rebirth...

I don't know how many rebirths, Su Mufei is too lazy to count.He's been in a lot of mental institutions and done a lot of crazy things.

But it doesn't matter.

Anyway, when everything returns to zero, no one else will remember anything.

——Why me?

Su Mufei sometimes thinks in despair.Why is he going through such a thing...

He has fallen into the abyss, and he will never recover from it.

Su Mufei began to hate Ning Chen.This kind of hatred is groundless, he just hates.

He was struggling in the abyss alone, but Ning Chen knew nothing about it.

Moreover, Su Mufei had a vague feeling that his reincarnation seemed to be related to Ning Chen.

7.

Last reincarnation.

Su Mufei finally broke down.In many previous reincarnations, he could only rely on self-mutilation to maintain the last line of sobriety.

This time he was in a mental hospital at the very beginning.

Su Mufei wrote a book in which he described his pain and despair after so many reincarnations.

He named the book "No.90 Nine Reincarnations".

Ning Chen said that he fell in love with Chu Fei in the book.

Su Mufei felt like laughing when he heard it.

Do you really understand Chu Fei?

Can you understand all the pain that Chu Fei has experienced?

——Don't say you like it!

—Don't lie to me again!

--you liar!

I hate you.

……I love you.

The ending he wrote in the book is actually his own ending that he foreshadowed.

The only thing that makes Su Mufei gratified is that even if one day he really goes crazy, Ah Chen will not be sad.

——After all, Ah Chen never really loved him.

In so many reincarnations, he has never felt Ah Chen's true love.

Lying in the bathtub, Su Mufei quietly closed his eyes, waiting for death.

however--

"I remember now," Ah Chen said, with tears streaming down his face, "Mu Fei, I'm sorry... for making you suffer alone for so long."

don't cry.

Don't cry.

Su Mufei opened his mouth, feeling weak all over his body.He just felt helpless.

Sure enough, he had nothing to do with Ah Chen.

All his hatred... The moment he heard the apology from the other party, it all disappeared.

Su Mufei smiled, laughing at himself.

And at this moment, he also remembered everything.

He remembered the beginning of everything, Ah Chen said to him in a broken way: "I hate you!"

Ah Chen said: "I don't want to go on like this anymore...I really want to forget all this..."

At that time, it was Su Mufei who volunteered to bear everything for the other party.

After thinking of everything, the only feeling in Su Mufei's heart was full of distress.

Ah Chen will be very painful.

After so many hopeless reincarnations, Su Mufei can bear the pain and despair by himself.But as long as he thinks that Ah Chen has experienced the same thing, his heart hurts.

His Chen.

Chen, his favorite.

He can't wait to hold Ah Chen in his palm.

When Ah Chen was in such pain and despair, he didn't know anything.Su Mufei was annoyed and blamed himself, he was willing to bear this pain for the other party.

But in the infinite reincarnation, he hated Ah Chen.

Such a self, how ridiculous.

"Stop saying sorry."

Su Mufei smiled and said the last sentence.

"—and at the very beginning, I did it voluntarily."

He closed his eyes.

He knew that he was about to usher in the next cycle.

it's fine.

Because Su Mufei knew that Ah Chen was waiting for him there.

Even if Ning Chen forgets him in the next reincarnation, it doesn't matter.He will find Ah Chen and stay with him forever.

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Sorry to be gone for so long.In fact, it was because I wanted to write Su Mufei's episode, but the word count exploded while I was writing it, and it was almost the end of the due date, so I was very busy.I thought about putting up the episode in one go, but it ended up getting longer and longer... Sorry quq

As compensation, Zaizuo sent [-] words.I'm really sorry, everyone quq.

The next volume begins with the next chapter.Let's play a game.From now on until I write the next volume to the end of the key plot - as long as you can guess the theme of the next volume, you can write any text.The update of a certain article in the side story or in the column is fine (except for being locked), hug.

Please forgive me otz, little angels

I'm really sorry because the final exam is approaching, and the author has to cram for a while, and there are many things that need to be reviewed.So take leave until January 1th.Excuse me(︿)

In addition, thank you for the mines of the cheese milk covered children's shoes, and the two mines and grenades of the little angel Lingshi~ I love you, huh~