Fork in the road

Since he didn't intend to let Bai Xiaoyuan know so soon, Yu Xian usually spends more time studying in school - anyway, it should be a little abnormal when he is obsessed with studying, but the study time in school has increased, After returning home, Yu Xian couldn't get motivated, and almost every day he went home and went to bed.

There are only him and his father at home, and Hu Yue has not appeared in front of Yu Xian since the last time he talked with Yu Xian.

Yu Xian could understand that she didn't want to face her cheating husband, but as a son who was left behind, he would still feel sad.After her parents divorced, she will be with her mother, and the two will continue to live, but now she has temporarily thrown herself to her father, so what is that?

At school, Yu Xian could temporarily forget about his family affairs, but if he didn't fall asleep quickly after returning home, these things would always be entangled in his mind.

Only when thinking of Bai Xiaoyuan does Yu Xian feel better.Thinking of how to confess my feelings to each other after graduation, thinking of two people who have to fill in the same volunteer and living on the same campus in the future, thinking of myself and Bai Xiaoyuan...will never be separated.

If Yu Xian's liking made him want to get close to Bai Xiaoyuan before, but now Yu Xian doesn't dare to get too close to Bai Xiaoyuan.Showing it too early or being too obvious can ruin the relationship.And what Yu Xian valued was not only the relationship between the two of them, even if Bai Xiaoyuan might, maybe reject him, Yu Xian also hoped that he could have a bright future.

So Yu Xian didn't want anything about him—whether it was the divorce of his parents, or his changing feelings—to affect Bai Xiaoyuan in the slightest.At least before the college entrance examination, don't let Bai Xiaoyuan be distracted by herself.

What Yu Xian wanted was to prevent Bai Xiaoyuan from seeing anything unusual about him, so Yu Xian really had to worry about whether his performance would be abnormal due to changes in his family, and he would fall behind in this final exam.

But in fact, what Yu Xian cares about is not the matter of declining grades. After all, it is not the most important college entrance examination.What he cares about is that if his grades are really diving, he will definitely be noticed by his teacher and some classmates—the most important thing is Bai Xiaoyuan—so that some people will know about his family affairs, and he doesn't want to do this.

Yu Xian didn't want others to know, out of aversion to other people's pointing eyes, and didn't want Bai Xiaoyuan to know, to save him from thinking too much.

Yu Xian still thought in his heart that he and Bai Xiaoyuan would urge each other to be admitted to his ideal university—well, Bai Xiaoyuan's ideal university was also his ideal university.Yu Xian didn't want to drag the other party's hind legs in the middle of the third year of high school, so the results of this exam are still very important.

According to Yu Xian's previous state, his grades have remained quite stable, but this time Yu Xian is really not sure.He was somewhat depressed in his heart, and he did find that he would slip away because he suddenly thought of his parents in class, and it was even more serious during self-study classes.

The anxiety in Yu Xian's heart is really hard to hide perfectly, Bai Xiaoyuan saw it in his eyes, and only thought it was probably because the college entrance examination was getting closer, Yu Xian was considered normal anxiety.Bai Xiaoyuan was not particularly anxious, but took Yu Xian out from time to time between classes, and brought more sweets to share with him.

However, Bai Xiaoyuan still felt a little lonely because he didn't want to care about himself because of anxiety.Why do these symptoms appear? !Yu Xian was originally the one who talked less when chatting, but now he is even more taciturn.If it's just like this, Bai Xiaoyuan won't mind too much, but Yu Xian's attitude towards himself is a bit evasive, and his indifference towards other people has not become colder. Bai Xiaoyuan feels that he may have already Out of favor, angry.

But Bai Xiaoyuan knew that it was useless to persuasion or explanation at this time, no matter how abnormal it was, it was just learning to make trouble.As long as Yu Xian's grades don't deteriorate in this exam, he will definitely be able to return to normal.And Bai Xiaoyuan believes that with Yu Xian's strength, there will be no such thing as a sudden retreat.Bai Xiaoyuan could still remember that the primary school teachers liked to praise Yu Xian the most, saying that he was in a good mood.

After the results of the final exam came out, Bai Xiaoyuan breathed a sigh of relief.

How could Yu Xian be affected by his state of mind? Obviously, the more nervous he is, the better he will perform.

Bai Xiaoyuan looked at the name at the top of the report card, and happily said to Yu Xian who was sitting next to him: "Salted fish, let me treat you to dinner."

"No, anyway, I have been invited by you quite a few times."

Yu Xian didn't expect that he would perform so well, obviously he has been troubled recently?

Being rejected, Bai Xiaoyuan was only depressed for a second, and he said "Hey", "It seems that I have been overtaken for too long recently, and I will definitely catch up next semester. Don't relax, Xianyu."

Yu Xian said casually, "There's only one semester left, so go for it."

"Come on, too. I'll visit you during the winter vacation and supervise your studies along the way." Bai Xiaoyuan said seriously.

Yu Xian hesitated for a moment.

He didn't know the extent of the changes in his family during the winter vacation, whether he would move out of the current house, whether he might have to face his father to reorganize the family—the latter Yu Xian was not too worried, after all He was brought up by Hu Yue, but he was a little disgusted at the thought of this happening.

Regardless of whether it happened or not, he didn't want Bai Xiaoyuan to know anyway.But Bai Xiaoyuan will know sooner or later, Yu Xian doesn't think that with the two of them and the relationship between their two families, how long his parents' divorce can be kept from Bai Xiaoyuan.

But forget about the winter vacation, once Bai Xiaoyuan finds out, he will have plenty of time to take care of himself.It is a bit difficult for Yu Xian and Bai Xiaoyuan to spend a long time alone without revealing the fact that he likes him.

So Yu Xian replied vaguely: "Maybe something will happen to me during the winter vacation? My mother came to me and told me before, but she didn't make it very clear."

Bai Xiaoyuan was depressed for more than a second this time, he lowered his head slightly, raised his head and replied with a smile: "Ah, let's talk about it later, anyway, this winter vacation is only about 20 days, and after finishing the homework, it's really a matter of time." There's not much time left."

Seeing that Bai Xiaoyuan was not very happy, Yu Xianxin said that of course I also want to see you more, but... all in all, it is better not to meet each other during the winter vacation.Moreover, Yu Xian also wanted to give himself some time to think about how much weight this relationship took in his heart and how serious it was.

Yu Xian didn't know when this friendship changed into another kind of relationship.The New Year's Eve party in the second year of high school was just an opportunity for him to find out. Yu Xian was not sure if he had thought about his friend earlier, but he did start to examine himself gradually after that.

But later on, my family situation made me somewhat dependent on Bai Xiaoyuan. At this time, would I mistake dependence and trust for love?Although Yu Xian thought about it, he didn't believe that he would get confused at all.But it's good to think about it during the winter vacation. After all, no matter what kind of feelings he has for Bai Xiaoyuan, he must take it seriously.

If it’s really just a period of time and his feelings will cool down, then Yu Xian should put himself in the position of a friend with peace of mind. Let go of your heart, like Bai Xiaoyuan well, and think about how to make him like you.

During the winter vacation, Yu Xian's parents finally officially divorced.

The situation Yu Xian expected did not happen, he and Hu Yue did not move away, it was Yu Ning who moved away.Yu Ning didn't stay and fly with his lover as Yu Xian guessed, he seemed to have realized his mistake, and he broke up with his former lover after the divorce - of course, it may be There is still contact behind her, but Yu Xian doesn't want to care about it anymore.

But what Yu Xian didn't expect was that the reason he said casually in order to reject Bai Xiaoyuan before, turned out to be true.

After a series of things were over—in fact, it was only a few days later—Hu Yue immediately gave Yu Xian an order: "Pack up your homework, and we'll go back to your great-grandfather's house."

Although Yu Xian couldn't be sure what Hu Yue was doing for, whether he wanted to relax or didn't want to see the acquaintances here, but this would be a complete saygoodbye to Bai Xiaoyuan during this holiday, which would save him from having to find another reason. So Yu Xian didn't ask any more questions, and packed his luggage obediently.

He hasn't contacted Bai Xiaoyuan for the past few days, and only sent a text message to Bai Xiaoyuan before boarding the plane.

Bai Xiaoyuan was very shocked after receiving this text message. He couldn't believe it. After waiting and waiting, he finally confirmed that Yu Xian really sent this message to himself before boarding the plane, and he should have turned off the phone immediately after sending it. .

what happened? !A sudden rebellious period? !

Is my friend who is like an old lady really disliked...

The exams are all over, and the pressure will be much less after the holiday...Why is Yu Xian still ignoring people...Haven't I made him angry recently?No, no, no, I never made Yu Xian angry.

Then why are you so indifferent to yourself in advance?Bai Xiaoyuan fell into deep confusion, and almost wanted to chase after K Province to ask what happened to Yu Xian.

After Bai Xiaoyuan received the message that Yu Xian got off the plane, he immediately sent a lot of caring messages. Of course, he didn't dare to ask the other party why he was angry, but he sent so many consecutive messages. It's quite obvious that he wants to make peace and show kindness. No matter why Yu Xian is angry, he should be getting better now.

As a result, Yu Xian replied lightly and cleverly, "The phone is about to run out of battery, let's talk back", and just sent Bai Xiaoyuan away.

Bai Xiaoyuan wanted to pull his hair and roll on the bed.But in fact, he endured and endured, and still couldn't hold back, he really rolled on the bed by pulling his hair, and yelled indiscriminately while rolling around.

He didn't stop until he was a little tired, thinking firmly in his eyes, isn't it because the phone is out of battery, and when Yu Xian charges the phone, he can still fight at the forefront!

The next day, Bai Xiaoyuan received a call from Bai Xinhong, and the other party suddenly said, "By the way, your Aunt Hu asked me to tell you that Yu Xian's cell phone was accidentally washed. It’s inconvenient to buy a new mobile phone, don’t worry if you can’t get in touch with him, I’ll buy him a new mobile phone before school starts.”

After hearing this passage, Bai Xiaoyuan felt that the look in his eyes must be dead.