Ran brother

Le Ran quickly took a pen and started to take notes.

"My family is very poor. My parents are both employees of a leather shoe factory. I went to the factory's children's school in elementary and junior high school. I performed very well in the high school entrance examination. I went to the city's key exams, and I realized that there are so many rich people in the world."

Jiang Yingsha's eyes were dull, as if she was looking at Shen Xun, or she seemed to have passed Shen Xun, looking at the gray and bleak wall.

"I can't say I'm smart, but I know that hard work can make up for my weakness. I think that as long as I work hard, I will be able to live a rich life in the future. I am in a key class in a key high school. The students are rich and smart. The questions they can easily solve, I have It takes a long time to study. They eat cakes and milk every morning, and I can only buy steamed buns for 3 cents each.”

"But I am not discouraged at all, and I always believe that hard work will pay off."

"I went to Beijing for the college entrance examination, which made my parents very happy. They told people everywhere that I was promising, and our family would become rich. From the first day I entered school, I started working to save money. As I said just now, I am not smart, and it takes a lot more time to learn a course than others. Part-time work takes up a lot of my time, and I can only make up late at night."

"I spend far more time sleeping in the all-night study room than I go back to bed."

"I was 20 years old at the time, and I didn't understand the importance of health. I would only be happy when I received my salary and scholarship. At that time, I felt that I was the pride of my parents, and I had the ability to let them live a decent life."

"After graduation, I entered a state-owned enterprise. It seems that you have already investigated clearly. My mother, Li Xiaohui, opened an account and asked me to deposit my salary into it, saying that she would save it for me. I was 22 years old at the time, and I didn't think too much about it. A lot, I only leave living expenses for myself every month, and call her the rest."

"As I got older, my expenses in Beijing also increased. In the second year, I told her that I wanted to reduce the number of shots. She got angry and said that adopting a daughter was useless."

Jiang Yingsha smiled miserably, and said again: "She was crying on the phone. I had no choice but to keep things as usual. Later, almost all my colleagues bought houses, and those who didn't bought houses also put it on the agenda. Only I alone... I can't afford a house, or even rent a better suite."

"My colleagues said that the down payment was paid by my family. Probably from then on, I began to blame my mother. I once hinted that I wanted to buy a small apartment in Beijing, but she told me that the old colleagues in the factory Both changed to commercial housing, and she and my dad also wanted to live in a new house."

"Our old house is in Jindao District. I lived there when I was a child. The tube building is incomparable with the commercial houses in other districts. I also thought about changing them to a two-bedroom and one-living room when I have money. But my mother said that she and my father wanted to live in a small house in the garden, so that it would be honorable to have dinner with guests in the future.”

Jiang Yingsha covered her face with her hands, tears flowed from her fingers, "They didn't think about how I would live in Beijing at all, they only thought about my own face. I have good grades, can make money, and can support their face. For a while , I really want to ask my mother to get back the money she deposited with her, but I can't ask."

"In the third year in Beijing, all the colleagues who joined the company at the same time bought a house, and I... was worse off day by day. When I went home during the Spring Festival, my parents came to the train station to pick me up, and I saw a brand new Ford. My dad banged on the door and said, 'We've got a car, too.'"

"That money is the money I deposited in my mother's account."

Le Ran unconsciously covered her heart, feeling that it was heavy there.

Jiang Yingsha sighed heavily, grabbed her head with her hand, and tore off a few strands of hair.

She used to have waist-length black long hair, but now she is nearly bald like a middle-aged man.

"After I returned to Beijing, I thought about it for a long time. I couldn't ignore my parents, and I felt that I couldn't survive in Beijing. At that time, I was very depressed. I thought it would be better to be appointed. What's the matter with Beijing drifting? I can't afford a house for the rest of my life. So I resigned Going home, I want to find a job at random, talk to a friend at random, and confess myself earlier."

"But after returning home, my mother saw that she couldn't hide it anymore, so she told me that she and my father used my savings to speculate in stocks. They were unlucky and lost all of it."

Jiang Yingsha looked at Shen Xun obsessively, and said in a dumb voice: "You say that poor people like us, why do we learn from others to speculate in stocks? We are born with bad luck, so can we have good gambling luck the day after tomorrow?"

Shen Xun said nothing, only returned a very deep gaze.

Jiang Yingsha let out another stern laugh, "I thought hard work could change my destiny, but after so many years of hard work, when I returned to my hometown, I realized that my parents had lost all the money I had saved through all these years of hard work."

She raised her head and looked at the ceiling helplessly, her body twitching violently again.Le Ran looked at Shen Xun worriedly, and Shen Xun raised his hand to signal "don't worry about it".

After crying silently, Jiang Yingsha calmed down, wiped away the tears all over her face in an imageless manner, and continued: "I dare not rest, I can only paralyze myself with work, and within half a month after returning, I went to an advertising agency , I can get an average monthly salary of more than 8000, which is quite high, but do you know that my mother still takes 6000 a month in the name of helping me save money."

"I'm already a little numb. I don't want to go home. When I go home, I will listen to her and my dad talking about buying a house. They want to buy a house in Chongshan District, because no one can afford it for the old workers in the factory. They feel that if they buy it themselves If you do, you will have a special face."

"More than two years ago, the old house of my grandparents was facing demolition. The demolition office proposed two plans, compensation for a house with two bedrooms and one living room, plus 10 resettlement fees, or 50 resettlement fees directly. My mother did not They chose the latter without hesitation, because only with the 50 yuan, they can buy a garden house in Chongshan District."

"My grandma and grandpa still live in a shabby rental house. My grandpa suffers from dementia, so... so pitiful."

Le Ran's hand holding the pen trembled slightly, and almost cursed, "What kind of child are you?"

Jiang Yingsha took a breath, and said again: "My grandfather is an intellectual of the older generation. The children of relatives in the family are more promising, and there are many rich people. In order to buy a house in Louyue, my father took my grandfather with him all day long. , looking for relatives to borrow money. My grandfather is over 80 years old. I couldn’t bear it, so I said a few words to him. He told me that this house was bought for you, and you are the head of the household. I don’t understand your resistance. What kind of energy!"

"Grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents are all good people, and they also hope that their children will live a good life. Later, the down payment was paid, and my parents told everyone that we were going to move to Louyue."

"It was also at that time that I began to lose my hair seriously. I went to the hospital for an examination and found out that I was sick. It wasn't a fatal disease, it was a disease caused by overwork. Seeing myself getting ugly day by day, I...you can't understand that I used to think that lack of money was not a problem, as long as I worked hard, I could achieve nothing. At that time, I was downright down—I didn’t even have the appearance of a monk who was healthy. What's the point?"

The trembling voice with a crying voice echoed in the detention room, and the pen in Le Ran's hand stopped.He looked up at Shen Xun, and heard Shen Xun ask in a deep voice: "So you chose to resign, abandon yourself, and live a life at home?"

Jiang Yingsha laughed at herself, "You know that this is the way you are going to be in this life, and you will still fight at all costs?"

Shen Xun didn't answer.

"My health is broken, and I can't do the high-intensity work of an advertising agency. I want to start a tavern with my friends, but all the family money is invested in the new house, and I can't get a penny of the principal. I simply Stay at home and be a useless beggar." Jiang Yingsha touched her dull nails and murmured: "It's a big deal for everyone to live a happy life. I don't care about the house. I don't care. If they can’t afford to repay the loan and want to keep the small western-style building, they have to repay the loan themselves.”

"Did a lot of family conflicts break out in your family this year?" Shen Xun asked.

"Well, I made troubles every now and then, accusing me of falling, and urging me to go to work to pay back the loan." Jiang Yingsha snorted softly, "I don't."

Shen Xun took the transcript from Le Ran and scanned it, and looked at Jiang Yingsha without any warmth, "Tell me about the situation when the crime happened."

Jiang Yingsha was silent for a few minutes, took a deep breath, and her voice seemed to be trembling and hoarse than before, "That evening, my mother came back from playing cards and said that her old colleague's daughter was promising and worked in a financial institution in Shanghai with a monthly salary of more than [-] yuan. , and married a rich second generation, and bought an off-road vehicle for the family a while ago."

"In the past year, she often used 'other people's children' to stimulate me, and her words became more and more ugly. I heard calluses in my ears, and I didn't care. But she suddenly started attacking my grandparents, cursing them to die quickly—— Grandpa's house can't be demolished for a while, and if it can't be demolished, she can't get the resettlement fee. She can only hope that they will 'leave' early so that they can sell the old house. Later, she even scolded my grandpa for being old. I was brought up by my grandparents , Hearing her yelling, I couldn't control my emotions, I went to the tool box on the balcony and took out a hammer, and hit her on the head without thinking."

Le Ran's fingertips trembled slightly, as if she could see the bloody scene through her narrative.

"I smashed it a lot until my dad came home from get off work." There was a cold frenzy in her eyes, and her smile was extremely distorted. "I didn't give him time to react, it was just a hammer."

"They're all dead."

"Then you turn on the computer, search for ways to dispose of the corpse, and finally choose to shred the corpse and throw it away." Shen Xun turned the question into a statement, and looked at Jiang Yingsha indifferently, "Zhoujia Town is the most remote town within our city's jurisdiction. , you thought that if you threw the body parts into the barren mountains outside Dengyi Village, no one would find out, but you... miscalculated."

Jiang Yingsha's facial expression became ferocious, and she grabbed her hair and said, "Yes, I want to get rid of my mother first, and then deal with my father, but on the way to Zhoujia Town, I gradually calmed down and realized that no matter what to do, They will leave clues, I can't escape, if I kill them, they will bring the police to arrest me."

"So you thought of pretending to be a mentally ill patient." Shen Xun leaned forward slightly, "As a passionate murderer, I have to say that you are more thoughtful than many suspects."

Jiang Yingsha laughed bitterly, "You think I'm here to avoid punishment?"

"Is not it?"

"For me, what punishment is more cruel than fate?"

Le Ran swallowed, the word "fate" made his heart tremble heavily.

Jiang Yingsha's red and swollen eyes filled with tears again, this time she spoke very slowly, as if every word was soaked in blood and tears.

"If I die, who will take care of my grandparents, grandparents?"