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(107) Episode 7: Love ([-])

"Help me." After Yu Ling shouted this sentence in despair, he suddenly lost his voice as if he was dumb.

Xiao Zhu trembled, stood up, and rested Ling's head on his arm to check Yu Ling's situation, but Yu Ling gritted his teeth tightly to prevent himself from making a sound, he bit his lip so hard and too hastily There was blood, and Xiao Zhu squeezed her fingers between his teeth to prevent him from biting herself.

"Let me go! Let me go!" Yu Ling suddenly struggled again, with bright red marks on his hands and feet.

Xiao Zhu didn't dare to let himself make a sound. He hugged Yu Ling tightly with one hand, and comforted Yu Ling with the other hand, stroking Yu Ling's chest one by one.

"Please, let me go, let me go." Yu Ling's tears seeped from the blindfold and dripped wetly on Xiao Zhu's body, showing his fragility vividly.

Little Zhu's heart is like a knife, Yu Ling is proud, his pride is everywhere, his pride protects him, but when this layer of pride is torn off, his heart is exposed, without protection, he will become vulnerable .

Xiao Zhu knew that Yu Ling was extremely fragile at this time, he didn't know how to comfort him, but he would never leave him alone, he hugged Yu Ling tightly, let him struggle, let him hurt himself, he hated him, but he When he is needed, he will not hesitate to give his life for him, because this person has lived in his heart since five years ago, and no one can replace him.

Yu Ling is not attacking, he is just struggling. He just feels that if he does not struggle, he will be hurt by others. He wants the person who is hugging him to let him go. Anyone who approaches him makes him feel threatened. Now he can only let himself He felt safe by squatting in a corner and licking his wounds.

Xiao Zhu closed his eyes and felt Yu Ling's desperate struggle. The tighter he hugged Yu Ling, the harder he struggled, and the harder he struggled. His struggle did not hurt Xiao Zhu, but made his hands and feet dripping with blood. Seeing Yu Ling's hands and feet stained with blood, Xiao Zhu finally couldn't keep silent anymore, his voice choked up, "No, don't struggle anymore, I won't hurt you, never will."

But Yu Ling seemed to be deaf, and did not respond to his words.

"Don't do this, I beg you, don't do this, I was wrong, everything was my fault, I will never let you get hurt again, believe me, please believe me," Little Zhu said with tears However, from the very beginning, Yu Ling had blocked all outside voices.He doesn't listen, he doesn't look, so he won't be hurt, as long as he doesn't listen or look, those who hurt him will leave eventually.

There is only fear in Yu Ling's heart. At the beginning, he would seek help from the outside world, and he would have hope, but when he failed to receive help again and again, he lost the ability to ask for help. His only hope, The only peace is when those men are not around, and only then will they not be hurt.

Every time he faces the darkness, he is afraid, he knows that those people can no longer hurt him, but he is fear, the fear from the heart.

That was the best time for him, when he was just beginning to fall in love, he had someone he liked, and the person he liked also liked him, but the love at that time could not stand the test, and the wind blows it away.During the summer vacation, the two went on a trip together. Out of curiosity, they went to a gay bar in that city. When they came out, they were blocked by someone. He stood in front of that person to block everything, but the person left him and left without even thinking of saving him. Pass.

At the age of 16, in a strange city and people, he was tortured and insulted by several adult men for more than ten days. During this period, he did everything to resist, but a 16-year-old child is doomed to face several adults. All resistance is in vain .For countless days and nights after that, he even wondered if he would have hurt less if he resisted less at that time, and whether those people would have let him go earlier.

After more than ten years, he encountered the same situation again. Fortunately, he was mature enough to face it calmly, but the same situation happened again, and he returned to the helpless moment when he was 16 years old. He shouted in his heart, who Can save me, whoever saves me.

He struggled with all his strength, but why this person just hugged him, he could feel that this person was also in pain, so let it go, it won't hurt anymore.

He couldn't hear it or see it, but he could feel the warm and wet kiss that suddenly fell on his lips. This kiss was very familiar.

He stopped struggling, everything was quiet, and he heard the man say, "I will never hurt you, I will never hurt you, please trust me, trust me please." Repeated over and over again.

To be continued.

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