[ABO] You misunderstood the cub
Chapter 61
Waiting may be the most difficult thing in this world, but Jian Yi never thought of giving up every minute and every second in the past five years.
After all, if he had planned to give up on Gu Shen from the beginning, he would not have confronted his family that winter and insisted on giving birth to Gu Qi, even if he gave up the eligibility for admission, even if Jane's father threatened to sever the relationship.
In the past five years since Gu Shen left without saying goodbye, Jian Yi felt that she was full of contradictions all the time.
He cried for Gu Shen, and then looked at Gu Ji with a smile. When Gu Shen just left, even when he saw fresh crayfish in the vegetable market, and when he ate dumplings in the cold weather, his eyes would burn red. He couldn't help but want to cry, so he never dared to see those things again.But he couldn't help but miss Gu Shen, so he took over Ye Mai, went to live in the rented house where Gu Shen lived, and grabbed all the memories related to Gu Shen.
Because Jian Yi insisted on resisting and refused to kill the child, although the parents did not really sever ties with him, on the surface they turned into a look of indifference to him. Jian Yi knew in his heart that the parents were blaming him Disobedient, in fact, in private, Aunt Shen helped take care of him and take care of him a lot.
Jian Yi started his own business when he was in college. He chose to stay in the local area so that he could stay by Gu Qi's side to take care of her while studying.
However, taking care of children is not an easy task, not to mention that Jian Yi is still alone, taking care of children while going to school, even with Gu Bufan's help, Jian Yi often encounters many times when she can't do what she wants.
Jian Yi has inevitably grown into a real adult under the tempering of life, and has also learned to deal with various work and study problems by himself. Sometimes he will encounter obstacles that he cannot overcome, but every time he feels that he is When she can't hold on, Jian Yi always thinks that he still has to take care of this, and will rely on him for this in the future, he dare not be strong.
Jian Yi once thought that he had been honed to be invincible until he saw Gu Shen again.
At that moment, Jian Yi realized that Gu Shen had already grown into the most untouchable scab in his heart. In front of Gu Shen, he could only discard all his armor. He was immediately defeated.
The night when she carried Gu Ci back to her room from the hotel lobby, Jian Yi stayed up all night.
Everything happened so suddenly, Jian Yi didn't have any chance to prepare, he was even a little scared, feeling that everything was so unreal.
Jian Yi was still not sure about anything at that time, the Gu Shen he saw was not alone, there was another man standing beside him, who seemed to be close to him.
Perhaps, in fact, Gu Shen had completely given up on him five years ago, and he was the only one who waited like a fool for five years.
Insecure people will repeatedly push someone away until they are sure that person really won't leave.
Jian Yi repeatedly refused Gu Shen's approach, to reject this sudden dream, until he returned home exhausted, and once again saw Gu Shen walking out of the familiar bedroom door, Jian Yi suddenly felt something in his heart. Something that had held on for so long cracked open.
From Jian Yi's perspective, he could still see the small sleeping figure on the bed, and Jian Yi suddenly felt unspeakable discomfort.
What a beautiful picture!
He had fantasized countless times, there was him, Gu Shen, and Gu Qi, only the happy and happy picture of their family of three, now it was really in front of him, but he still didn't dare to approach it.
Gu Shen wiped the water for him again, and said sorry to him, it has changed, but it has not changed, and it is still the same as before, treating him as a child.
Jian Yi couldn't hold back his tears, he didn't want to hear Gu Shen say sorry, he just wanted this man to hug him and tell him that he was really back and would never leave again, but Gu Shen still Nothing but saying sorry.
Even though Liu Yuchi explained so much for Gu Shen in the end, Jian Yi still waited stubbornly, and he wanted Gu Shen to say something himself.
In the end, Jian Yi still couldn't hold back, and shed tears. The grievances accumulated for five years poured out at that moment.
The moment Gu Shen stepped forward to hug him tightly, Jian Yi's psychological defense that he had maintained for so long finally collapsed in an instant.
Jian Yi couldn't bear it anymore, and cried out in his arms: "Aren't you going to leave! Why come back after leaving!"
Gu Shen remained silent, only holding the person in his arms tighter.
"I like you so much! You still have to go!"
"You don't want me yet!"
"You still let me not find you!"
Jian Yi cried so hard that he almost lost his breath, every word he said fell into Gu Shen's heart, making his heart tremble violently every time, as if his heart was being twisted.
"I'm sorry Xiaoyi, I'm sorry..."
Gu Shen just wished he could hug him a little tighter and rub him into his heart: "I didn't want you, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, I will never leave you again, never I won't let you find me, okay...don't cry..."
The so-called loss is just a false alarm. After many years, they are finally able to embrace each other at this moment.
Gu Shen felt flustered with pain in his heart, Jian Yi's tears were like thin needles falling on his heart, piercing him with numb pain.
Jian Yi was still sobbing and couldn't stop, Gu Shen hugged him, kissed away the tears on his face over and over again, new tears kept pouring out, Gu Shen repeated and patiently pressed his lips gently.
In the room, Gu Qi was still sleeping soundly. The bed was not considered spacious, but now it could only accommodate one person.
Gu Shen asked Jian Yi to sleep, and was planning to sleep on the sofa with an air conditioner in his arms, but not long after he lay down, he saw someone running out of the room, jumped on him, got into his bed and hugged him keep silent.
Gu Shen lifted Jian Yi's face with his hands, kissed him on the forehead, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why did you come out? Can't sleep?"
Jian Yi didn't speak, but buried her head in her deep chest and rubbed it.
Not seeing each other for five years, Jian Yi seems to have grown taller again, with long arms and long legs clinging to him, making Gu Shen a little out of breath, but Gu Shen still feels happy in his heart.
How lucky, his Omega is still waiting for him, after the pretendingly hard outer shell is shattered, inside is still his soft, capricious and cute Omega, which still needs him to be coaxed and pampered.
After a while, Jian Yi asked softly, "Is it heavy?"
"It's not heavy." Gu Shen hugged him, with a slight smile in his voice.
Gu Shen stretched his hands down, and pinched Jian Yi's waist through the clothes. It seemed that he was thinner than before, and he didn't feel any sensuality. Thinking about it, Gu Shen couldn't help feeling distressed.
Jian Yi stopped talking again, allowing Gu Shen's hand to reach into the hem of his clothes, caressing his waist delicately.
There was silence in the air for a long time, only the breathing of the two could be heard.
Gu Shen: "Are you planning to suppress me all night?"
"Can't you?" Jian Yi muttered, "Pressing you is just the first step, and I will bully you in other ways in the future."
What kind of bullying is this?
Gu Shen laughed softly, and hugged his arms a little tighter: "Be obedient, hug me for a while, then go in and sleep obediently, and you will still go to work tomorrow."
"Who do you listen to? It's my business to go to work, you don't meddle in your own business, I have the final say now." Jian Yi became dissatisfied, and her voice was also angry, "I tell you, don't think you are good now because you are cheap, I I haven't forgiven you yet, I said I would be angry for five years, even if I miss one day, if you don't want to coax me, forget it."
Gu Shen laughed, and the hot air he exhaled hit Jian Yi's neck, itching.
Jian Yi raised her head: "What are you laughing at? Not convinced?"
"I agree, of course I obey, whatever you say is what you say." Gu Shen pushed Jian Yi's head back to his chest, "It doesn't matter if you've been angry for five years, or ten or fifty years, I'll coax you for the rest of your life, okay? "
"It's more or less the same." Jian Yi pouted, and leaned back on her deep chest, "I hope you can always maintain this attitude in the future."
At night, Gu Shen hugged Jian Yi and fell asleep, listening to Jian Yi talking to him about the time he missed in the past,
The more Gu Shen listened, the more he felt empty in his heart. As Jian Yi spoke, he felt aggrieved again. Gu Shen grabbed his face and kissed him over and over again, from his lips to his brows, eyes, tip of nose, and earlobes, and then It got heavier a little bit, and finally gnawed on the other party's collarbone.
How could the two people who were already secretly in love be able to hold back such firewood, and the two soon became entangled naked.
This night, Gu Shen wanted Jian Yi to be extremely ruthless, every time he slammed into the deepest part, it seemed that this was the only way, he kept fully integrating himself into the other party's body, seeing, hearing, feeling, every time the other party was under him. It was the most authentic reaction that made Gu Shen feel that everything had a real sense.
When he woke up the next day, Jian Yi felt sore all over his body. He didn't know if it was because he hadn't done it for a long time or because he was getting old. It was only very restrained and only came twice, but now Jian Yi still hurts all over his body as if he was about to fall apart.
Even though the traces on his body were clear and the soreness was obvious, Jian Yi still felt like he was dreaming. He lay quietly on the bed, staring at the ceiling for a long time before he couldn't help curling his lips.
I don't know when Gu Shen carried me in last night. Jian Yi turned her head to look, it was already bright outside, and Gu Qi was still sleeping beside her, and there seemed to be some noise in the kitchen, which could be heard faintly. After smelling the fragrance, Jian Yi kissed Gu Jin's chubby face, struggled to get up and got out of bed.
In the kitchen, Gu Shen was cooking breakfast, Jian Yi could only see his back, the loose and casual home clothes were covered with an apron, the soup in the pot was gurgling, Gu Shen put the noodles in his hands into the pot, and Going to get the washed cabbage, she was so absorbed in herself that she didn't notice Jian Yi at the door at all.
As soon as Jian Yi pushed open the door, a familiar scent came over her face, it was Yangchun Noodles.
Jian Yi leaned over to have a look, and knowingly asked, "What are you doing?"
Seeing him coming, Gu Shen put his arms around his waist and kissed him: "Why don't you sleep a little longer?"
"Be gentle." Jian Yi pushed Gu Shen's hand and complained, "My waist still hurts..."
"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I didn't control it well last night." Gu Shen lightly pecked his face again, "I'll rub it for you after get off work at night."
When the two were still in love, a childish voice suddenly came from the door.
Gu Qi widened his eyes, opened his small mouth and said in surprise, "Oh! It's a kiss!"
Jian Yi blushed immediately, and immediately stretched out his hand to push Gu Shen away, Gu Shen was also a little embarrassed, he was not used to having such a brat in the house suddenly, it was only when there were only the two of them in the past, it seems that he will be at home in the future Just be more careful when you want to do something.
Gu Shen turned around and went back to continue cooking the noodles, the skin behind the ears turned red a lot: "Take her to wash first, she should be able to have breakfast after washing."
Jian Yi didn't say anything, picked up Gu Ji and went to the bathroom.
In the bathroom, Gu Qi stepped on a small half-height bench and brushed her teeth with Jian Yi. She raised her head and asked Jian Yi, "Why did Brother Coconut kiss Dad?"
Jian Yi didn't know how to answer, so he fed her water, asked her to rinse off the foam in her mouth, and took a comb to braid her hair.
Gu Ci was playing with the bowknot hairpin in his hand, before getting around the incident just now, he muttered something to himself.
"I know!" Gu Ji exclaimed suddenly, "Because Brother Coconut likes Dad!"
"Daddy likes this, so he kisses this every morning and night! So Brother Coconut kisses Daddy! It's also because Brother Coconut likes Daddy! Right Dad?"
Gu Qi felt a little proud of his clever mind and rigorous logic, raised his head, blinked his big watery eyes, and looked at Jian Yi with an expression begging for praise.
But looking at this, I can only see a red-faced father in the mirror, and my father is biting his lip, like a shy crayfish that is overcooked.
After all, if he had planned to give up on Gu Shen from the beginning, he would not have confronted his family that winter and insisted on giving birth to Gu Qi, even if he gave up the eligibility for admission, even if Jane's father threatened to sever the relationship.
In the past five years since Gu Shen left without saying goodbye, Jian Yi felt that she was full of contradictions all the time.
He cried for Gu Shen, and then looked at Gu Ji with a smile. When Gu Shen just left, even when he saw fresh crayfish in the vegetable market, and when he ate dumplings in the cold weather, his eyes would burn red. He couldn't help but want to cry, so he never dared to see those things again.But he couldn't help but miss Gu Shen, so he took over Ye Mai, went to live in the rented house where Gu Shen lived, and grabbed all the memories related to Gu Shen.
Because Jian Yi insisted on resisting and refused to kill the child, although the parents did not really sever ties with him, on the surface they turned into a look of indifference to him. Jian Yi knew in his heart that the parents were blaming him Disobedient, in fact, in private, Aunt Shen helped take care of him and take care of him a lot.
Jian Yi started his own business when he was in college. He chose to stay in the local area so that he could stay by Gu Qi's side to take care of her while studying.
However, taking care of children is not an easy task, not to mention that Jian Yi is still alone, taking care of children while going to school, even with Gu Bufan's help, Jian Yi often encounters many times when she can't do what she wants.
Jian Yi has inevitably grown into a real adult under the tempering of life, and has also learned to deal with various work and study problems by himself. Sometimes he will encounter obstacles that he cannot overcome, but every time he feels that he is When she can't hold on, Jian Yi always thinks that he still has to take care of this, and will rely on him for this in the future, he dare not be strong.
Jian Yi once thought that he had been honed to be invincible until he saw Gu Shen again.
At that moment, Jian Yi realized that Gu Shen had already grown into the most untouchable scab in his heart. In front of Gu Shen, he could only discard all his armor. He was immediately defeated.
The night when she carried Gu Ci back to her room from the hotel lobby, Jian Yi stayed up all night.
Everything happened so suddenly, Jian Yi didn't have any chance to prepare, he was even a little scared, feeling that everything was so unreal.
Jian Yi was still not sure about anything at that time, the Gu Shen he saw was not alone, there was another man standing beside him, who seemed to be close to him.
Perhaps, in fact, Gu Shen had completely given up on him five years ago, and he was the only one who waited like a fool for five years.
Insecure people will repeatedly push someone away until they are sure that person really won't leave.
Jian Yi repeatedly refused Gu Shen's approach, to reject this sudden dream, until he returned home exhausted, and once again saw Gu Shen walking out of the familiar bedroom door, Jian Yi suddenly felt something in his heart. Something that had held on for so long cracked open.
From Jian Yi's perspective, he could still see the small sleeping figure on the bed, and Jian Yi suddenly felt unspeakable discomfort.
What a beautiful picture!
He had fantasized countless times, there was him, Gu Shen, and Gu Qi, only the happy and happy picture of their family of three, now it was really in front of him, but he still didn't dare to approach it.
Gu Shen wiped the water for him again, and said sorry to him, it has changed, but it has not changed, and it is still the same as before, treating him as a child.
Jian Yi couldn't hold back his tears, he didn't want to hear Gu Shen say sorry, he just wanted this man to hug him and tell him that he was really back and would never leave again, but Gu Shen still Nothing but saying sorry.
Even though Liu Yuchi explained so much for Gu Shen in the end, Jian Yi still waited stubbornly, and he wanted Gu Shen to say something himself.
In the end, Jian Yi still couldn't hold back, and shed tears. The grievances accumulated for five years poured out at that moment.
The moment Gu Shen stepped forward to hug him tightly, Jian Yi's psychological defense that he had maintained for so long finally collapsed in an instant.
Jian Yi couldn't bear it anymore, and cried out in his arms: "Aren't you going to leave! Why come back after leaving!"
Gu Shen remained silent, only holding the person in his arms tighter.
"I like you so much! You still have to go!"
"You don't want me yet!"
"You still let me not find you!"
Jian Yi cried so hard that he almost lost his breath, every word he said fell into Gu Shen's heart, making his heart tremble violently every time, as if his heart was being twisted.
"I'm sorry Xiaoyi, I'm sorry..."
Gu Shen just wished he could hug him a little tighter and rub him into his heart: "I didn't want you, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, I will never leave you again, never I won't let you find me, okay...don't cry..."
The so-called loss is just a false alarm. After many years, they are finally able to embrace each other at this moment.
Gu Shen felt flustered with pain in his heart, Jian Yi's tears were like thin needles falling on his heart, piercing him with numb pain.
Jian Yi was still sobbing and couldn't stop, Gu Shen hugged him, kissed away the tears on his face over and over again, new tears kept pouring out, Gu Shen repeated and patiently pressed his lips gently.
In the room, Gu Qi was still sleeping soundly. The bed was not considered spacious, but now it could only accommodate one person.
Gu Shen asked Jian Yi to sleep, and was planning to sleep on the sofa with an air conditioner in his arms, but not long after he lay down, he saw someone running out of the room, jumped on him, got into his bed and hugged him keep silent.
Gu Shen lifted Jian Yi's face with his hands, kissed him on the forehead, and said in a hoarse voice, "Why did you come out? Can't sleep?"
Jian Yi didn't speak, but buried her head in her deep chest and rubbed it.
Not seeing each other for five years, Jian Yi seems to have grown taller again, with long arms and long legs clinging to him, making Gu Shen a little out of breath, but Gu Shen still feels happy in his heart.
How lucky, his Omega is still waiting for him, after the pretendingly hard outer shell is shattered, inside is still his soft, capricious and cute Omega, which still needs him to be coaxed and pampered.
After a while, Jian Yi asked softly, "Is it heavy?"
"It's not heavy." Gu Shen hugged him, with a slight smile in his voice.
Gu Shen stretched his hands down, and pinched Jian Yi's waist through the clothes. It seemed that he was thinner than before, and he didn't feel any sensuality. Thinking about it, Gu Shen couldn't help feeling distressed.
Jian Yi stopped talking again, allowing Gu Shen's hand to reach into the hem of his clothes, caressing his waist delicately.
There was silence in the air for a long time, only the breathing of the two could be heard.
Gu Shen: "Are you planning to suppress me all night?"
"Can't you?" Jian Yi muttered, "Pressing you is just the first step, and I will bully you in other ways in the future."
What kind of bullying is this?
Gu Shen laughed softly, and hugged his arms a little tighter: "Be obedient, hug me for a while, then go in and sleep obediently, and you will still go to work tomorrow."
"Who do you listen to? It's my business to go to work, you don't meddle in your own business, I have the final say now." Jian Yi became dissatisfied, and her voice was also angry, "I tell you, don't think you are good now because you are cheap, I I haven't forgiven you yet, I said I would be angry for five years, even if I miss one day, if you don't want to coax me, forget it."
Gu Shen laughed, and the hot air he exhaled hit Jian Yi's neck, itching.
Jian Yi raised her head: "What are you laughing at? Not convinced?"
"I agree, of course I obey, whatever you say is what you say." Gu Shen pushed Jian Yi's head back to his chest, "It doesn't matter if you've been angry for five years, or ten or fifty years, I'll coax you for the rest of your life, okay? "
"It's more or less the same." Jian Yi pouted, and leaned back on her deep chest, "I hope you can always maintain this attitude in the future."
At night, Gu Shen hugged Jian Yi and fell asleep, listening to Jian Yi talking to him about the time he missed in the past,
The more Gu Shen listened, the more he felt empty in his heart. As Jian Yi spoke, he felt aggrieved again. Gu Shen grabbed his face and kissed him over and over again, from his lips to his brows, eyes, tip of nose, and earlobes, and then It got heavier a little bit, and finally gnawed on the other party's collarbone.
How could the two people who were already secretly in love be able to hold back such firewood, and the two soon became entangled naked.
This night, Gu Shen wanted Jian Yi to be extremely ruthless, every time he slammed into the deepest part, it seemed that this was the only way, he kept fully integrating himself into the other party's body, seeing, hearing, feeling, every time the other party was under him. It was the most authentic reaction that made Gu Shen feel that everything had a real sense.
When he woke up the next day, Jian Yi felt sore all over his body. He didn't know if it was because he hadn't done it for a long time or because he was getting old. It was only very restrained and only came twice, but now Jian Yi still hurts all over his body as if he was about to fall apart.
Even though the traces on his body were clear and the soreness was obvious, Jian Yi still felt like he was dreaming. He lay quietly on the bed, staring at the ceiling for a long time before he couldn't help curling his lips.
I don't know when Gu Shen carried me in last night. Jian Yi turned her head to look, it was already bright outside, and Gu Qi was still sleeping beside her, and there seemed to be some noise in the kitchen, which could be heard faintly. After smelling the fragrance, Jian Yi kissed Gu Jin's chubby face, struggled to get up and got out of bed.
In the kitchen, Gu Shen was cooking breakfast, Jian Yi could only see his back, the loose and casual home clothes were covered with an apron, the soup in the pot was gurgling, Gu Shen put the noodles in his hands into the pot, and Going to get the washed cabbage, she was so absorbed in herself that she didn't notice Jian Yi at the door at all.
As soon as Jian Yi pushed open the door, a familiar scent came over her face, it was Yangchun Noodles.
Jian Yi leaned over to have a look, and knowingly asked, "What are you doing?"
Seeing him coming, Gu Shen put his arms around his waist and kissed him: "Why don't you sleep a little longer?"
"Be gentle." Jian Yi pushed Gu Shen's hand and complained, "My waist still hurts..."
"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I didn't control it well last night." Gu Shen lightly pecked his face again, "I'll rub it for you after get off work at night."
When the two were still in love, a childish voice suddenly came from the door.
Gu Qi widened his eyes, opened his small mouth and said in surprise, "Oh! It's a kiss!"
Jian Yi blushed immediately, and immediately stretched out his hand to push Gu Shen away, Gu Shen was also a little embarrassed, he was not used to having such a brat in the house suddenly, it was only when there were only the two of them in the past, it seems that he will be at home in the future Just be more careful when you want to do something.
Gu Shen turned around and went back to continue cooking the noodles, the skin behind the ears turned red a lot: "Take her to wash first, she should be able to have breakfast after washing."
Jian Yi didn't say anything, picked up Gu Ji and went to the bathroom.
In the bathroom, Gu Qi stepped on a small half-height bench and brushed her teeth with Jian Yi. She raised her head and asked Jian Yi, "Why did Brother Coconut kiss Dad?"
Jian Yi didn't know how to answer, so he fed her water, asked her to rinse off the foam in her mouth, and took a comb to braid her hair.
Gu Ci was playing with the bowknot hairpin in his hand, before getting around the incident just now, he muttered something to himself.
"I know!" Gu Ji exclaimed suddenly, "Because Brother Coconut likes Dad!"
"Daddy likes this, so he kisses this every morning and night! So Brother Coconut kisses Daddy! It's also because Brother Coconut likes Daddy! Right Dad?"
Gu Qi felt a little proud of his clever mind and rigorous logic, raised his head, blinked his big watery eyes, and looked at Jian Yi with an expression begging for praise.
But looking at this, I can only see a red-faced father in the mirror, and my father is biting his lip, like a shy crayfish that is overcooked.
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