miss you

Dad told me a lot of things about Wuyou when he was a child. The Wuyou that Dad said was different from the disobedient person that Mom said.

Dad said that when Wuyou was a child, her brain turned quickly, but she was shrewd. He said that Wuyou was very beautiful when she was a child. When she went out with her, many uncles and aunts asked her, kid, whose family are you from?

Dad said, Wuyou has been naughty since she was a child, climbing over the wall and over the big iron gate of the kindergarten, playing with the little boy every day, you say that the little girl likes dolls, she doesn’t, she grabs them all day long and holds them in her hand without letting go .

Dad said, worry-free, no matter what you like or not, as long as it is what she wants, no matter what method you use, you must get it. If she doesn’t like to play, she will throw it aside. Let you eat, but a little villain.

After my father finished speaking, he was full of tears. I passed the tissue to the old man and watched him wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes. Then my father and I got up and stood in front of the screen and looked inside through the thick glass, worry-free Lying there quietly with the ventilator on, it was not as stable as her.

Dad went to the bathroom for a long time before coming back, and I stood in front of the glass alone and watched you in the room.

Worry-free, my father told me that he gave you your name, and my father said that he hoped that this name would bring you a happy and carefree life.Wuyou, you are really not a good boy, you have been naughty since you were a child, but what should you do? You are so naughty and there are still many people who like you.Worry-free, the sky outside is about to light up, I've been waiting here for you to wake up.Wuyou, now that I think about it, what Jing Linyu said back then was not all wrong. Life is an ordinary day, and love will eventually be buried by the details of life. No matter how shocking the love story is, it will eventually become a thing of the past. You Do you know that you are much more ruthless than Jing Linyu, but I am reluctant to let go of you and let you sink. If it were someone else, I don’t think I would have endured it for so long and still act like that Debauchery.Wuyou, I'm not afraid of anything you're afraid of, don't let us worry about you by sleeping too long, okay, be good, be obedient.

When the sky was bright, my father went home. Zhigang came to the hospital early to ask about Wuyou's situation. I said, "It has been stable since last night, and there have been no emergencies."

"Hey, I'm scared to death. It's fine." Zhigang sat down after hearing my words. He sat on the chair and leaned against the wall, looking ahead. Huiwen came after ten o'clock, and she dragged me to the One side asked me how Wuyou was doing, and I said that the signs of life were stable so far, and the other side let out a deep breath after hearing the news of safety.

"During the examination, the doctor did not say when the person would wake up"

"No, he said that there is no danger to his life, and he will be transferred to the general ward after tonight."

"I'm going to get a single room for Wuyou now"

"Okay, you go."

From Wuyou disappearing to I didn't dare to stop for a moment to find someone to spend the most critical night in Wuyou being sent to the hospital. Although it only took one day and one night for the whole thing to happen, it was already impossible for me. Use the concept of time to describe your inner feelings.

Zhigang and Guyu were guarding outside the ward, while Huiwen went to check-in the single ward for Wuyou, and I walked into the internal medicine clinic clutching my aching belly.

"How do you feel when you urinate"

"A little pain"

"In this way, you go for an inspection, and I'll show you when I come back."

"Is the doctor serious?"

"According to the current situation, I'm not sure whether the infection has been caused. You can go for a test. If not, I will prescribe you a box of anti-inflammatory drugs and you can go back to take it. If you have symptoms of infection, I suggest hospitalization. so as not to rot."

"Okay, I'll go right now."

During the examination, I needed to take off my pants and wait for the doctor who was there to see me hesitant to comfort me: "It's okay, it will be fine soon, soon."

I unbuttoned my jeans in embarrassment and lay down. I was very awkward to check that part, and the female doctor kept pulling my jeans down. I dare not open my eyes. .

"The injury on your leg was caused by your husband." The doctor glanced at me and asked casually when he was writing the list after examining me. I stammered and replied, "No...it's not..."

"Domestic violence is illegal now. You can sue him, and you can get compensation. We are all women. You don't look like a legal illiteracy who doesn't understand these things. Are you afraid of losing face?"

"That... the doctor has written it?"

"Oh, well, fortunately there is no infection."

"thank you"

"Need not"

After I came out of the office, I found thin beads of sweat oozing from the palm of my hand. I wiped the dense sweat on my forehead and took the test sheet to the doctor who saw me before. After she finished writing the prescription sheet, she confessed to me some Precautions.

With the receipt, I went to prescribe two bottles of anti-inflammatory drugs. I wanted to go to the surgery to see my injuries, but I was asked by the doctor just now, why would I dare to go there? around.

"Why did you go, I have completed the formalities and you haven't come back yet."

"Oh, nothing."

"Hey, I'm just patronizing Wen Wuyou, are you okay?"

"fine"

"Did she hit you? Let me see if she stretched out her arm."

"No, this time... don't..." Hui Wen didn't listen to me after asking, she came up and grabbed one of my arms, and then rolled it. When the three of us were in front of each other, everyone's eyes were on my face in the next second.

"You... give it to me"

"benefit……"

"Bleeding, caused by inflammation...Ji Ruobing, what is this, what are these two bottles of medicine for? You are talking."

"Huiwen, keep your voice down, I'm not serious, isn't it written on it, it's just some inflammation, it's not serious, just take some medicine."

"It's all done by Wuyou, right? Ruobing, tell me the truth, did she do it? Do you have any other injuries? When you called me, you only said about Wuyou's situation. What about you, you What about myself."

"It doesn't matter if I can hold on, but Wuyou is different. She is in pain every day. I can feel that she doesn't want to do this to me. It's just that the inner demon controls her and dominates her body."

"Okay, Ruobing, don't excuse her anymore, what's the matter, hey."

Hui Wen and Gu Yu later dragged me to the surgery. Gu Yu covered my mouth when I took off the layers of clothes in the outpatient clinic. Hui Wen scolded Wuyou bastard angrily. The doctor cleaned up the affected area and prescribed ointment, followed Huiwen out silently and ate some warm wontons.

I was afraid that Wuyou would give up my desire for life, so I stayed by her side and talked to her. I looked at the person who was still sleeping and said that Wuyou's son had gone on winter vacation. Although he was younger than other children of the same age, he was very Smart like you, the final exam results are not bad.Worry-free parents raised their wages again, and now they can pay 5000 yuan a month. Retired old men and old ladies pay more than me. Now I am the poorest in our family. Do you want to raise my living expenses? Do you hear me? .The child of Wuyou Huiwen's family is as beautiful as a doll. When she grows up, let our son marry her daughter and come home to you as your daughter-in-law.A big snowman was piled up at the entrance of Wuyou Hospital. I took a picture with my mobile phone. I will show you when you wake up.Don't worry, there are Hui Wen and Gu Yu at Wuyou Company, if they lose your family business, I'll ask them to bring their heads to see you, okay, Wuyou... Wuyou...

After I babbled, Huiwen asked me angrily, "Why did the company fail and let me come to see you first? Ruobing, you are so biased. You are becoming more and more heartless like your guy."

Half a month passed in a blink of an eye, Wuyou moved his fingers a few times this morning, and then moved his eyeballs, and there was no response after that. The doctor said that the situation has improved obviously, and it is very possible to wake up.

At noon, my mother came to change my shift. After leaving the hospital, I went straight to my house, opened the door, entered the bedroom and fell asleep. When I woke up, my mobile phone alarm clock rang at 05:30 in the afternoon. I got up, picked up the key, closed the door and rushed to the hospital. These days My biological clock is completely upside down.

"Mom, here I come."

"What did you buy?"

"Oh, the fried pancakes I bought downstairs, would you like me to go downstairs to buy one?"

"No, your father is cooking at home, and I'll eat at home."

"Oh, then go back quickly, I'll just watch here."

"Two weeks have worn you out"

"I'm not tired. Doctor Mom said that Wuyou will probably wake up in a few days. I'll call you as soon as she wakes up. Don't worry."

"Okay, you eat, I'll go first."

"Mom, be careful on the road"

After my mother left, I filled my stomach and brought a basin of hot water to wipe Wuyou's body, arms, legs, chest, back, and then carefully wiped her little painted face clean.

The night was long and deserted, but because Wuyou was lying next to her, I didn't feel so uncomfortable. I looked at her sleeping face for a long time and couldn't look back. I like this face no matter what it looks like.

Worry-free, I recently learned a few songs to sing for you, okay?

Those who are immature say that I am naive, but my friends around me call me stupid, and I am always desperate to replace my scars. I know that love is not omnipotent, but at least love is possible. The earth is round and love will be complete. Why should I care? There are so many twists and turns along the way. Believe in love and become addicted. Without love, you can’t live. If you have never been a moth, you don’t know how happy it is to fight a fire. I feel alive only when I am tortured by love. I am afraid that the ending of love will be cruel. In the end, I become incapable of love. This kind of life is too painful. Living like a fool is not afraid of the pain, love is prickly happiness, the harder it is, the more worthwhile it is, how to be a fool will become addicted to the pain, if you love, you will understand......

Does it sound good? Let me give you another song, okay...

I've been lonely for a long time and it's still not good, I feel that the whole world is secretly laughing at me, how proud I can be, how vulnerable I am, okay, as soon as I touch you, I will be knocked down, like a sleeping iceberg that escapes calmly, you always There is a way to do it easily, a smile from a distance can set off turbulent waves, and smell the tears boiling, obviously you love me too, there is no reason why love can't be the result, as long as you dare not be cowardly, why should we want Miss it, there are still many long nights and dreams, so don’t think of me, then you will know how painful it is, but those happiness are so rare and beautiful, you really have a way to let go, so you dare to hold on to the beautiful dream, and it will be disillusioned in a blink of an eye, I wish you can really sleep well, obviously you love me the most, there is no reason why you can’t love me, as long as you dare not be cowardly, why should we miss it, there are many long nights and dreams, don’t think of me, it’s best when the time comes Don't come to admit your mistake, don't think of me so crazy, obviously you love me too, there is no reason why you can't love me, as long as you dare not be cowardly, why should we miss it, there will be many long nights and dreams, so don't think about it Me, my night to hear you say how much you love me.

Worry-free, I'm still insisting on our future, don't give up on yourself, please, Ruobing wait for you to open your eyes and fall in love with me again, please.

I talked to Wuyou all night again, my throat was dry, I got up and went to the bathroom, Hui Wen came shortly after I came back, "Here you go, your eyes are sunken from staying up late, I will wait for Auntie Come on, go home and rest."

"No, the doctor said that Wuyou might wake up in these two days."

"Really"

"Um"

Wuyou's heartbeat obviously fluctuated around nine o'clock in the morning, and the ups and downs in his chest also increased. I quickly asked Huiwen to watch and ran to find a doctor. Before I entered the ward, I heard Huiwen Wen's excited voice, she said: "Wuyou, can you hear me, look here, can you see me?"

The doctor brushed my shoulder and entered the ward, and then the little nurse also ran in. When the doctor and Hui Wen said that Wuyou was fine, I stood at the door and burst into tears.

I leaned against the wall outside the ward, covering my mouth and weeping silently. I called my mother immediately and told her that she had woken up worry-free. After 10 minutes, the ward was full of people. I stood at the door and watched quietly. Seeing Wuyou being hugged tightly by her mother, her mother said: "You are heartless, you want to scare my mother to death, don't you?"

Dad said: "It's good when you wake up, it's good when you wake up."

Huiwen said: "You guys know how to be lazy, you have slept for so long."

Zhigang said: "Sister, don't scare us like this anymore, I was so scared that I had a heart attack."

An old saying goes: "Mr. Wen, the company is operating normally, take good care of your health."

It took a long time for the hustle and bustle in the ward to subside. Huiwen came out and saw me hiding at the door and asked, "Why don't you go in, Wuyou woke up, go in."

"Huiwen, I...don't...go in, in case she sees me and gets excited again, it's not good."

"Ji Ruobing, are you out of your mind? You have worked so hard to guard her for so long, and now that she is awake, you don't want her to see you, and you don't want her to know that you are by her side these days, come with me. Go in, I really don't know what you are hiding from."

"Hui..., Mom and Dad..."

I was so timid. When I was pushed by Huiwen to the bedside, I didn't even raise my head. I clenched my hands tightly and intertwined my fingers, staring at the tiles on the floor, not daring to move.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong, I will correct it." Wuyou uttered a few fluffy words with difficulty, and slowly raised her head to meet her somewhat distracted gaze. Eyelids closed and fell asleep.

I don't know if Wuyou can really hear what I said to her during these days in a coma, and I don't know if she wakes up and sees me standing in front of her who dare not look at her I was thinking about something at the time, but I can be sure that Wuyou will keep his promise, because my Wuyou has always kept his promise.

After waking up, Wuyou's body is still very weak. In the first few days, she would fall asleep again in less than half an hour after waking up. Her voice is not breathless. Sometimes you can't hear her voice at all. You can only rely on your eyes. Mouth shape to guess.

"Come and bite the straw, suck slowly, don't choke the trachea." Wuyou's physical strength began to recover gradually, these days she can sit up and won't fall asleep soon after waking up, but she doesn't talk much , and she doesn't often speak, she often looks at the window in a daze until she is tired.

Today is very sunny, I helped her down to the window, the sun shines on her face through her slender fingers, even though Wuyou's legs are not enough to support the weight of her whole body, she still leans against the wall I reached out and pulled the window sash open, and when the cold wind blew into the warm ward, I quickly closed the window tightly, and I said: "You are still weak, if you catch a cold, you will suffer again, we will go home after you fully recover, do you want to go home?" I won't stop you no matter what, okay?"

Wuyou looked at me who was also standing in the sun and stretched out her right hand to attach to my cheek. Her fingers were slightly cold and gently touched my hair, nose tip, and lips.She looked at me very calmly, and then there was a deep tenderness in her eyes. This long-lost look made my heart burn, and this familiar feeling made my blood boil.

Worry-free, you're back, right? I finally woke you up, right?Worry-free, thank you for not giving up on yourself and leaving me to travel alone.

Wuyou's physical and mental state has mostly recovered after careful recuperation, but the doctor said that Wuyou's injured leg was due to the cold air, so he needs to pay more attention to maintenance in the future to ensure that there are no accidents.

"When can I leave the hospital"

"The doctor said to stay at least a week and then you can go through the discharge procedures"

"Oh, how is she getting along with you recently, and if she has any unusual behavior, you must not keep it a secret." I was afraid that Huiwen's words would be heard by Wuyou, so I got up and pulled her out of the ward.

"How can you ask me in front of Wuyou?"

"Why can't she do it herself? She still wants to admit it."

"Don't mention this matter again, Wuyou doesn't like to talk very much now, sometimes his eyes are very melancholy, and sometimes they are very empty."

"That won't work. I still have to see a psychiatrist. The body is well maintained, but there are still mental problems."

"The doctor in charge of Wuyou also suggested that we go to Wuyou for psychological counseling, but when I mentioned to her to go to the psychological clinic, she was very nervous and her hands shook violently, and she asked me if I had any cigarettes. Later, I didn’t dare to mention it anymore, or you can think of a way.”

"I...you let me find a way."

"Um"

"You're really embarrassing me. What can I do? If she doesn't go, it's hard for you to go see it."

"Huiwen, can you tell me to go and see?"

"You have a problem too"

"I... have a little bit of it. The main reason why Wuyou became like this is because of me. You said that if I can find my fault, Wuyou will get better."

"I really don't know about this, but you can try it, but remember, if she tries again, run away or call us, did you hear me?"

"Um"

"Hey, Ji Ruobing, I'm talking to you, what are you thinking, man."

I think Wuyou was afraid to go to the doctor because she didn't want to admit that she really had a psychological problem, so I wanted to go to a psychological clinic, and started the so-called psychological counseling with the mentality of giving it a try.