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"Sorry, Xiaoran, I was going to your place, but I didn't expect the crew to hold a grand birthday party without telling me. I'm really embarrassed to go alone."

For a moment, Qi Ran was speechless and didn't know what to say, "Then you can always call me and tell me, right?"

"The people from the crew dragged me to cut cakes and drink, I..."

"Understood, let's celebrate with the crew." Qi Ran tried his best to restrain the disappointment in his heart, and said with trembling lips: "Happy birthday."

After hanging up the phone, Qi Ran looked down at the food on the table.Suddenly, a "sneer" escaped from the corner of his lips, which seemed like a ruthless mockery of himself.

In the world of emotions, the person who is tempted first loses, and the person who loves deeply loses, but unfortunately, he was unable to escape these two fates.

Slowly getting up from the dining table, Qi Ran walked into the bedroom.

He took out the ukulele that he had hidden before. He originally wanted to surprise Shen Youhao, but it was meaningless now.In order to play Shen Youhao's favorite piece well, he spent all his spare time practicing piano for more than a month.

Qi Ran held the ukulele in his arms, plucked the strings, and when his fingertips brushed across the strings, Qi Ran couldn't help but frown.

pain.

He lowered his eyelashes and looked at the index finger of his right hand. There was a not-so-shallow wound there, which was accidentally scratched while practicing the piano a few days ago.Qi Ran pressed the wound with his fingertips, "Hiss..." I saw his brows wrinkled even more tightly.

The ten fingers are really connected to the heart.

It hurts.

Qi Ran's hands trembled.

Slowly, he opened his eyes.

"Qi Ran, are you awake?!" Seeing that Qi Ran woke up, Jian Ningze stepped forward to hold Qi Ran's hand, "You slept for a whole day and night."

"What's wrong with me?" Qi Ran asked.

"The doctor said it was a vagus nerve disorder, it was... caused by a stress response." Speaking of this, Jian Ningze tightened his grip on Qi Ran's hand, "Don't worry, the doctor said that it will be fine after a few days of rest. good."

Looking at the two people standing in front of him, Qi Ran felt both familiar and unfamiliar.

He withdrew his hand from Jian Ningze's palm, "You are so busy with work, you should all go back, it is enough for me to have nurses in the hospital to take care of me." Astringent and hoarse.

"Xiaoran...I'm sorry for you." Shen Youhao who was standing on the side of the hospital bed suddenly spoke.

Qi Ran remained silent.

"I'm going out to smoke a cigarette." Jian Ningze said and walked out.

Only Qi Ran and Shen Youhao were left in the ward.

"Shen Youhao, I just ask you one question, since you don't love me, why confess to me and date me?"

Shen Youhao's expression was slightly condensed, "Because of Ning Ze. I knew he liked you, and I was always worried that he would confess to you. Later, I realized that you had a crush on me, so I confessed to you first, just to Prevent you from getting together." Speaking of this, Shen Youhao laughed, full of self-mockery.

How stupid and absurd.

In the quiet ward, after a while of silence, Qi Ran said, "I accept your apology, but I'm narrow-minded, I can't forgive and I don't plan to forgive you for deceiving me, so if possible If so, I hope that from now on, you and I will never get in touch with each other forever."

"...Okay, I promise you." Feeling ashamed, Shen Youhao turned and left the ward.

Looking at the door that was closing slowly, a tear silently dripped from the corner of Qi Ran's eye.

A wrong love, ended.

Coming out of the ward, Shen Youhao looked at Jian Ningze who was standing against the wall.Facing the person he loves, thousands of words are choked in his throat.

"Over the years, have you ever felt for me, even just a little?" Knowing the answer, he still didn't want to give up and wanted to ask.

Jian Ningze looked at Shen Youhao, "Youhao, I don't want to lie to you."

The expected answer, but the unexpected pain in the heart.

"I want to ask you something, how...how did you know that I like Qi Ran?"

Hearing Jian Ningze's question, Shen Youhao let out a "puchi" laugh, and after a short silence, he only heard him say in a hoarse voice: "Look."

"..." Jian Ningze looked at Shen Youhao in confusion.

"I am very familiar with the way you look at him, because... that is exactly the way I look at you."

After saying a few words, Shen Youhao felt as if his heart had been emptied, unable to hold on any longer, turned around, and left silently.

Watching the familiar figure disappearing at the end of the corridor bit by bit, Jian Ningze sighed silently.

Back in the ward again, Jian Ningze went to the bed and sat down.Looking at Qi Ran's slightly pale face, Jian Ningze's heart ached a lot.

"sorry."

Qi Ran slowly raised his eyes to look at Jian Ningze, "You didn't do anything wrong, so you don't need to apologize." Qi Ran paused for a moment, "Ning Ze, you should go back first, I'm a little tired and want to rest."

"I'll go get you some food."

Qi Ran closed his eyes and remained silent.

Walking out of the ward and closing the door, Jian Ningze tightly held the handle on the door.

"Since you missed an opportunity, you will never allow yourself to miss a second opportunity." A firm expression appeared in Jian Ningze's eyes.

My own happiness, I will complete it myself.

Children can cry to protest if they can't eat sugar, but there is no word "willful" in the world of adults.Or depressed, or grievances and tears, when you wake up, you need to organize your mood and smile at everything.

After recuperating for two days, Qi Ran returned to the studio.

"Hello, Teacher Qi, my name is Wang Ke, and I'm your fan. I like the "Apex of Cangwu" that you played the most. "

Seeing the excited appearance of the newcomer in front of him, Qi Ran couldn't help but smile slightly, "Since we've come to the direction of the sound, we are all colleagues, so you don't have to be so polite, if you want, just call me Brother Qi."

The newcomer looked flattered, he didn't expect the well-known Qi Ran to be so approachable, after a moment of stunned, he nodded quickly, "Okay, brother Qi."

"Then let's get to work."

"How many times have I said that as a qualified agent, all things must be thought out and resolved in advance, and any details must not be let go. You have been here for a while, and you should also look at some jobs Will you?"

"I'm sorry, sister Qi, I will definitely pay attention next time."

"Dong dong dong" came a few knocks on the door, Qi Jia turned her head and saw Jian Ningze walking in.

"Sister Qi, then I'm going out to do something."

After the subordinate left, Qi Jia squinted at Jian Ningze, "It must be nothing good to look for me."

"After criticizing your subordinates, you criticize your younger brother and sister, you are too careless to get married." Jian Ningze giggled.

Qi Jia rolled her eyes at her cousin, "On your sister's terms and mine, it's only a matter of minutes before you want to get married."

As soon as Qi Jia finished speaking, Jian Ningze's cell phone rang.Seeing the name on the caller ID, the smile froze on Jian Ningze's lips.

"Hey,"

"I... I'm at the airport now... I'm leaving." Shen Youhao's voice came over.

Jian Ningze was surprised, "Where are you going?"

"Going to the United States, I applied for a refresher course at Tisch College of the Arts."

"How long?"

"I don't know, two or three years. If I find a suitable job, I may stay there."

Why did the seven-year friendship come to this point?

Jian Ningze couldn't help but sigh in his heart, "When you are abroad alone, don't bear the difficulties yourself, just call me if you have any problems."

After a brief silence, a word came from the other end of the phone - "OK".

At the moment of hanging up the phone, the two people's moods may be complicated and unspeakable. Perhaps their respective well-being in the future is the deepest and last blessing to each other.

Sighing secretly, Jian Ningze looked at Qi Jia, "Sister, I'm going back to my parents' house for dinner tonight, do you want to go together?"

Qi Jia shook her head quickly when she heard this, "No, my sister-in-law doesn't know what's going on recently, she keeps telling me about wanting you to find a girlfriend, I'm really scared."

Jian Ningze frowned, "Then what did you say?"

"I prevaricate you temporarily on the grounds that you are an idol star and you are not suitable for dating, but this is not a long-term solution." As she said, Qi Jia looked at Jian Ningze, "Sister-in-law, what do you plan to do with my little uncle?" of?"

"When the right opportunity comes, I will tell them."

Qi Jia knew about her cousin's sexuality a long time ago, but she knew how difficult the road was without thinking about it. Thinking of this, Qi Jia couldn't help but sigh. "Eh? Why do you suddenly want to go home for dinner?"

I don't know what Jian Ningze thought of, but he smiled, "I want to learn a few dishes from my mother and cook them for someone."

……

"Let's bet once, shall we? If you bet on others, you will win. If you bet on us, you will win. Wake up and bet with me this time."

"Stop! Wang Ke, your tone of this line is not right, let's do it again." The director's words came.

Qi Ran pushed the water glass in front of Wang Ke, "You have to try to match the actor's tone and mood, and also, open up your voice a bit more."

"Okay, I see, Brother Qi."

"Brother Ze, this is the announcement arrangement for tomorrow." Lele handed a few pages of paper to Jian Ningze as soon as he entered the door.

"En." Jian Ningze reached out to answer the notification form.

At this time, Lele's gaze fell on Jian Ningze's left index finger impartially, where there was a small wound.

"Brother Ze, what happened to your hand?"

"It's okay, I accidentally made a cut while chopping vegetables."

"...Chopping vegetables?" Lele's eyes widened, her face full of disbelief, "Have you treated the wound? Why didn't you put a Band-Aid on it?"

"I washed the wound with water, and I ran out of band-aids at home."

"Then I'll go buy it." Lele said and was about to go out.

Looking at Lele, Jian Ningze suddenly narrowed his eyes, as if some thought came to his mind.

"Lele..." he called out, "Buy two boxes of normal-sized band-aids, and another box of large-sized ones."

"……large sized?"

"It's the kind that widens."

About 10 minutes later, Lele returned to Jian Ningze's residence with a bag.

Jian Ningze took out a large band-aid from the bag, unpacked it, took out a piece and pasted it on the wound.

"Perplexed" was written on Lele's face, "Brother Ze, you can use a normal-sized Band-Aid for your wound, why are you putting such a big one on?"

"I have intentions." There was a sly smile in Jian Ningze's eyes.

He stood up and walked towards the cloakroom, and came out after a while.

"Brother Ze, are you going out?" Looking at Jian Ningze who was wearing a baseball cap and a mask, Lele was taken aback.

"Ah."

"But I have already ordered lunch, don't you want to eat?"

"Wait until I come back to eat."

Looking at the back of Jian Ningze going out, Lele noticed that he was carrying a three-layer thermos bucket.

"Okay, let's record here first, let's go to lunch."

As soon as the director's words came out, everyone rushed out of the recording room in joy.

Qi Ran put away the script, and was the last one to leave the recording studio.He took out his phone and was about to turn off the silent mode when he saw a call coming in.Looking at the caller ID on the phone, Qi Ran hesitated for a moment before pressing the answer button.

"Is there something wrong?" Qi Ran asked.

The author has something to say: until "Ten fingers really connect with hearts.", the memory part is over.