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Dazai asked me to take him home without ever mentioning the topic of "kissing under the mistletoe"

Looks like I misunderstood

Well, everyone's kisses should be given to the person they like, especially Dazai, the person I cherish

Dazai's house is far away from the city, hidden in a gloomy green

"Want to go up for a drink?"

This question is too suggestive.I think

Dazai suddenly leaned closer and hugged me. In this posture, we are like lovers in love, but unfortunately not, I heard Dazai whisper in my ear: "Go in and discuss the plan."

...Ha, should I say "as expected"...?Dazai's acting is so good that I can't even see it.I rubbed my red ears from Dazai's anger when he spoke

We walked into the little house with no light

Dazai’s home is very ordinary, not like the home of a Hong Kong black cadre at all, but like a place where stray cats randomly find, with not much furniture and no decorations

It's... so clean that there's nothing left

"Yuansheng, you worked hard before." Dazai took a disposable cup and poured me a glass of boiled water

"En." I don't think I've worked hard, because I'm not acting, but showing my true feelings, effortlessly, where is the hard work?

It's just a pity...the people I like think my performance is acting...

Just

"I'll go home soon and tell my parents that I want to marry you. Let's go through the road with them first, so Chief Sen won't suspect that we are a fake marriage."

Dazai was holding his glass to pour water, so his back was turned to me, and I saw him shake after I said that

Could it be that it was frozen?Is there no heating here?really...

"...Is it too fast?" After a few seconds, I heard Dazai say in an erratic tone

"Soon? But the mimic incident is not long."

"That's right." Dazai's tone returned to a darker tone deeper than Democritus' well.

"We'll get engaged first, and then we'll get married after you." I said, "Ah... my parents may ask how we fell in love, and how can I explain it to them?"

"It's been a long time, I confess." Dazai said very simply, "If Yuansheng said that you confessed, you may be reported by a righteous person, and you may be arrested and thrown into the police. I don't want to Be a widow?"

"..." I was choked, because what Dazai said was the truth, and I finally replied helplessly, "Okay."

Dazai, who turned around after pouring the water, secretly smiled, and quickly covered up his smile by raising his glass to drink water

Really... I knew I could see it, but I still did it...

"Will your parents agree?" Dazai asked, "Although I have imagined a future that everyone is against."

"Maybe or maybe not," I replied. "I don't know if a parent will allow their son to go the way they have."

"Uncle and aunt also eloped back then?"

"Yes, privately decided for life, and jointly supported them until today. Everyone was against them at the beginning, but it turns out that those people were wrong."

I can't help but want to pull Dazai together to admire the love of my parents. They are the model couples in my eyes. Because of them, I understand why love lasts forever.

True love will never fade, it will become more mellow with the passage of time

I hope the same goes for the person Dazai likes and Dazai's love

"Yuansheng smiled happily."

"Of course." I blinked, "This kind of love is always desirable, and I am no exception."

"But Yuansheng, you have never been in a relationship." Dazai hit the nail on the head, "You are still single now."

"You also know my sexual orientation, plus I haven't met anyone who makes my heart flutter before." I said, and then looked at Dazai, "Could it be possible that the cadre has one?"

"Let me think about it." Dazai stretched out his hand, counting the mission targets he met in the past or the spies who wanted to use beauty tricks to lure him to obtain information about Hong Kong gangsters

There's a lot of them, it bothers me

"But they were all boring, so I left after the task was completed, and I didn't have any substantial development with them."

"...?"

"You have an interesting expression, Yuansheng." Dazai smiled like a fox playing with its prey, "My answer is no."

Sure enough, he was playing with me.I stroke Dazai's hair like revenge

"You'll meet later," I said, "someone you like and like you."

Dazai glanced at me lightly, but didn't reply.

If I was 15 years old, I would definitely grab this person and do everything possible to keep him by my side. If I was 30 years old, I would definitely secretly reveal all my feelings to him. If he accepts it, I will be with him for the rest of my life. If you refuse, leave without a trace

But I am 23 years old, I have too many worries, 23 years old is not as enthusiastic as 15 years old, nor mature like 30 years old

Being by Dazai's side as a "friend" made me dissatisfied, but I didn't dare to go any further, for fear that he would run away

That's it, that's fine...

I stayed at Dazai's house that night

Don't get me wrong, we're not making much progress.It’s just that Dazai said, “If you can’t keep your lover, doesn’t this relationship exist in name only? ——The acting must be real.”

So I slept on the sofa at Dazai's house all night

emmmmm... Strictly speaking, I only slept in the second half of the night, because in the first half of the night, I dragged Dazai and I went to love my parents

I'm fine, Dazai, the little boy who's been up all night for days, has been yawning in the morning

"Sorry, I went too far last night..." I bowed my head and apologized, I couldn't help but blame how I kept talking to Dazai for so long last night instead of urging him to sleep, Dazai was interested in my parents' love story, but I You shouldn't care about his body.

"It's okay. I also know a lot about my uncles and aunts. It won't be too embarrassing when I meet my parents."

Dazai's consolation did not make me let go of my guilt. After I brought out our breakfast today and saw Dazai falling asleep on the dining table, my regret was deeper

...I really... can never do this again in the future!No, starting today, there will be absolutely no next time!

"Dazai? Wake up, it's time for breakfast." I gently shook Dazai awake

After waking up, Dazai seemed to be in a state called "wake-up qi", with a cold face all the time, even when eating his favorite crab meat

I reluctantly pushed my untouched crab meat chawanmushi to Dazai, "What do you want for lunch? I'll make it for you."

"Anything is fine." Dazai replied casually, it can be seen that his mood has not improved yet

"Do you want me to send you to Hong Kong black?"

Dazai stopped poking the vegetables on the plate, and looked at me, with a sporadic smile finally appearing in his eyes, "Gensheng, it's as if you are declaring your sovereignty."

I really want to, but unfortunately I can't

"What do you want to eat for lunch? Crabmeat dismissed." After I finished speaking, I saw Dazai's aggrieved expression, which made me feel so distressed that I wanted to give him everything

Besides crabmeat—why does it have to be crabmeat, which weakens the immune system?Dazai, you like crab meat so much that you will be mistaken for crab-eating foxes

"I already had crab meat for breakfast." I managed to regain my senses, not letting myself be defeated by Dazai, "I'll eat it tomorrow."

Well, well, I don't win outright

But the enemy is too strong, I can't help it

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The comment I finally sent was swallowed? ? ?

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Su Wo Yuansheng: I have never met anyone who makes my heart beat.

Do you understand this sentence?

The ancient Greek philosopher Democritus once said: "The truth of the facts is at the bottom of the well."

This is the origin of "Democritus' well"

I actually saw it in Edgar Allan Poe's collection of stories.

Tell a million jokes:

Soga Gensei still thinks that Osamu Dazai won't like him

Suga Yuansheng believes that Osamu Dazai will find someone who "likes you and you like" in the future (isn't this far away in the sky, right in front of you?!)

Su Woyuan thought that "fake marriage" was really just "fake marriage"

(laughs and froze)

Yuansheng, don't be like this, I really want to write about you guys... Ah no, get married

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