[Comprehensive Writer] Lonely Hell

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———————Among all the attributes of God, the one I most sympathize with is that God cannot commit suicide

The young man's movements stopped, and the steps he had already taken slowly retracted.Akutagawa turned around slowly and stared at the smiling man with his hands on his cheeks, but there was no smile in those kite-colored eyes, his face was obviously handsome, but it made people feel chills for no reason.

"Man is made of memories."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke lowered his eyes, and unconsciously tightened the hand placed by his side.He raised his eyes, his obsidian-like pupils stared at the other party, watching his own face reflected in the other party's eyes.

"All our cognition of the world comes from subjective consciousness. It doesn't make any sense for you to ask this question to me."

"Besides, don't you already have a conclusion on this issue?"

He clearly saw the curvature of the corner of the other's mouth suddenly retracted, and the whole person's aura suddenly tightened. The sunlight passed through the glass, but it couldn't illuminate the shadow beside the man.Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned his head away tiredly, his heart tightened slightly, and a faint smell of blood came from his mouth again.

"I'm sorry, I still have a manuscript to finish, so I'm leaving first." Akutagawa put the sunglasses back on above the bridge of his nose, reached for the packed red bean paste, and didn't look at the other person again.

"Five punches plus two guns, have you forgotten too?"

The deep words coming from behind made Akutagawa Ryunosuke stop again, the young man's back stiffened for a moment visible to the naked eye, and the deep memory from this body rushed into his brain at an unstoppable speed.He slowly raised his hand and pressed it to his heart. Even though he watched everything as a bystander, he still couldn't restrain the instinctive trembling of his heart.

The sunlight covering his body suddenly lost all warmth, and the chill climbed up from his hands and feet. There was clearly a heat in the store that could not be ignored, but it seemed to be blocked by some invisible barrier.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned around slowly, and the man in the sand-colored windbreaker was lying on the table with his fingers in the sun, with a careless expression on his face, as if nothing had happened just now.Akutagawa stared at the man expressionlessly, with his right hand resting on his heart hanging beside him.

There seemed to be a bird flopping down outside the store, and then flew up crookedly with its wings shaking.

He shouldn't actually answer, Akutagawa thought, anyway, he still sees himself and Akutagawa Ryunosuke here separately, and as a stranger who has nothing to do with anyone, he has no right to express his opinion.

But... perhaps because of a certain degree of similarity, perhaps because of a certain emotional resonance, Akutagawa closed his eyes and opened them again.

"Dazai-kun." The young man still used the honorific title to address the other party, but due to the overly flat tone, he showed a kind of disgust-like alienation for no reason, "People who think they are gods are just another level of staleness."

He ignored the other party's suddenly gloomy pupils, and there was no wave or trace in the smoky crystal eyes, as if describing the sun's rising and setting, as rational and cruel.

"My lord, Akutagawa Ryunosuke, has nothing to do with your Excellency."

Osamu Dazai looked closely into the young man's eyes, and suddenly smiled lowly.He stood up and took a step closer to the young man standing there, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, his eyes fixed on the young man's stern face without blinking.

"Are you a god, Akutagawa-kun?"

Akutagawa watched blankly as the man in the sand-colored windbreaker approached him step by step, and then put a hand on his shoulder.He frowned slightly, and there were two emotions colliding and intertwined in his heart, one was the instinctive joy from the body, and the other was the instinctive rejection from the soul.

"Among the attributes of God, there is no suicide." Akutagawa stretched out his right hand and took off the hand that was on his shoulder. Osamu Dazai watched the young man's movements, raising his brows a little imperceptibly.

"Dazai-kun, please don't put your hands on your shoulders." The young man's tone was still extremely cold, the golden sunlight hit half of his body, and even the eyelashes seemed to be dyed with shiny gold powder.

"Human beings are no different from animals in that they fear death."

The young man narrated indifferently, his eyes met Dazai Osamu, and Dazai Osamu looked at his own figure in those clear eyes like smoky gray crystals, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

"Including you, Akutagawa-kun?"

Osamu Dazai had a strange misty smile hanging on the corner of his mouth, but his gaze seemed to penetrate the young man directly, to the other side that no one else could see.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was silent, his smoky eyes were looking at the dust dancing in the air.He once again fell into short but necessary thinking, and forgot the existence of the other party in an instant.Osamu Dazai was not in a hurry to urge him, but took advantage of this gap to carefully scrutinize the young man from top to bottom. The familiar appearance turned out to be a strange and unique aura when they met.At that time, he felt as if something was lost forever. On the other hand, a certain hidden resonance from the soul made him constantly attracted by the current Akutagawa.

"Dazai! Are you dragging someone else to die for love again! Don't do unnecessary things for me!"

A familiar roar came, and the blond man seemed to have finished talking with the clerk and strode over, grabbed Osamu Dazai by the collar, and caught a glimpse of the young man standing in front of him.

Even though he was wearing sunglasses, Kunikida Doppo easily recognized Akutagawa Ryunosuke with his iconic snow-stained hair on the sideburns. He squeezed his handbook tightly and his whole body tensed up, staring at it as if facing a formidable enemy. A young man with a calm face.

"Akutagawa?! Why are you here!"

"Oh, Kunikida-kun, relax~" On the contrary, Dazai Osamu raised a frivolous smile for a moment, and said with a smile, "I just suddenly want to try to invite Akutagawa-kun to die in love~"

"What?! Your bandage-wasting device doesn't even let men go!" Kunikida Doppo turned pale in shock, grabbed Osamu Dazai's collar and shook it from side to side, "Restrain me a little bit, you bastard!"

"Dazai-kun didn't mention martyrdom to me." Akutagawa said expressionlessly, he saw the blond man froze as if he had stopped, and then turned his head with his neck stuck like a machine.

"Hmm~ I just haven't had time to say it yet~ Then Akutagawa-kun, do you want to die in love with me? Although I don't like to die in love with men, it's not impossible if it's the current Akutagawa-kun~ I want to come not far from the door There is a beautiful river~ If it is the current Akutagawa-kun~ It is also beautiful to enter the water~ Oh, Kunikida-san, don’t grab my collar and I can’t breathe~ I don’t want to die at the hands of a man like Kunikida where~"

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感谢在2020-02-0619:10:37~2020-02-0818:50:19期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 24 bottles of Lulu; 10 bottles of Wu Mozhu; 5 bottles of Li Mu; 1 bottle of Shulou Longling, nisphy, and death trial;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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