you are my love bean

Xu Yi wanted to know if the loquat leaf juice boiled last night had any effect, but the next day, Yang Chen was still nowhere to be seen.

Last night, Yang Chen's actions really shocked Xu Yi. Even now that the sky is bright and bright, he is still a little dazed sitting in the classroom.

He was not in the mood to flirt with Cao Wendong, Zhou Jiahui came to talk to him, and he finished with one or two casual sentences with his eyes blank. At this moment, Xu Yi felt that he had almost surrendered.

No matter how hard he tried to avoid it and fill it with hatred, he still lost in the end, and those who lost had no energy left to fight.

What about pretending that you are fine, studying and falling in love, hoping to forget the past every day, forget that person and carry on as usual, but you still can’t hold on, can you?

……

At noon, Xu Yi didn't eat any food, so he rode his bicycle out of school and drove all the way back. He wanted to know if that person was all right.

When he arrived in the alley, Xu Yi got out of the car and knocked on the door on the opposite side. He knocked several times, but there was no movement at all. Xu Yi's mother came out after hearing the sound. She was a little surprised to see Xu Yi come back suddenly at this time.

"Why are you here? Aren't you having lunch at school?"

Xu Yi only turned around and asked anxiously:

"Mom, what about others?"

Xu Yi's mother frowned when she was asked abruptly.

"Going to school, I saw him go out in the morning, why..."

Before she had time to say more, Xu Yi's mother saw Xu Yi go to ride the bicycle again, turned around and left in a hurry without saying hello.

Standing at the door and watching, Xu Yi's mother was puzzled. Xu Yi hadn't spoken to Yang Chen for so many years, but he came to the door today. She didn't know what happened.

……

Later, Xu Yi rode a bicycle to search for a big circle, but he still couldn't find Yang Chen, and he was already gripping tightly in his heart. After returning to school, he didn't listen carefully to the class in the whole afternoon, his face was extremely gloomy, and he was strong. Enduring until the evening self-study class, he couldn't sit still anymore.

After class, he walked out of the classroom and wanted to ride his bicycle to look for it again. Cao Wendong didn't know anything, he just saw Xu Yi's expression was quite strange, so he followed him all the way to the garage, and heard him say that the next night's self-study is not good. When it is on, it will blow up immediately.

"I said old class, are you crazy? If you are not here, the teacher will find you to settle accounts. We ordinary people will be scolded for skipping class at most, and write a self-criticism or something. You are the monitor. If you skip class, it will be serious. , be careful about dismissal."

Cao Wendong's threats and warnings were completely useless, Xu Yi still got on the bike and headed towards the school gate, seeing Cao Wendong yelling at him from behind.

When going out after class, the doorman doesn't care. The school allows students to eat something nearby and buy some stationery when class is over, but Xu Yi flashed out on his bicycle like the wind, which obviously attracted the attention of the old doorman. Before he had time, he stretched out his hand and pointed, but he didn't stop him at all.

And Xu Yi, who was shuttling through the streets outside, began to search frantically and aimlessly.

He didn't know where Yang Chen would be, but he rode very fast, not daring to miss a second, for fear that something might happen.

……

Blowing the cold night wind non-stop, Xu Yi walked through the streets and alleys, but still found nothing. Finally, he stopped the car and thought about it quietly, and rode to a place.

……

When Xu Yi braked and stopped on the ground, there was only one person sitting alone in the park along the river.

……

Under the dim light and shadow, the man sat motionless on the swing in the corner, buried his head, held the rope with one hand, put his feet on the ground, and was wearing the same school uniform as Xu Yi.

After confirming that he was found, Xu Yi's chest was filled with anger.

He has been looking for this person for so long, and worried for so long, but this person actually sits here blowing cold wind, coughing so badly yesterday, is he dying?

Pushing the bicycle away with one hand in anger, Xu Yi walked towards him quickly, reached out and grabbed his clothes when he came in front of him, dragged him to stand upright, and shouted angrily like many times:

"You haven't seen him all day, you just came here to do something stupid!"

The dazed Yang Chen first felt his ears buzzing, and then blurred in front of his eyes. After being confused for a while, he finally recognized that Xu Yi had somehow appeared in front of him.

After being blown by the cold wind for a long time, Yang Chen's hands and feet were icy cold. At this time, his lips moved, and he spit out a word in a dizzy head.

"You came……"

Xu Yi wished he could give him a fist to wake him up, but he still couldn't bear it, so he just clenched his fist and trembled slightly, and continued to lose his temper at him.

"Go back to me!"

Letting go of his hand, Xu Yi turned around, and Yang Chen behind him shook his body, his eyes filled with tears for a moment, and his heart throbbed with pain.

Open your mouth foolishly.

"I just... don't know what to do..."

The corner of his mouth was twitching bitterly, Yang Chen wanted to smile and speak more relaxedly, but he just cried harder.

"That girl...do you like her? I...saw you kissing..."

With a splitting headache, Yang Chen gradually didn't know what he was talking about, what's the point of talking, what's the use?

……

"Sorry……"

Raising his cold hand to wipe away the tears that kept flowing down, Yang Chen felt that he should go, and stop pestering Xu Yi, it would be bad for anyone.

No one wants to be a different person, and no one wants to be a sick person like him.

Morbid love, pathological extravagance...

Yes, standing in front of Xu Yi, Yang Chen began to feel dirty, how many times he fantasized about the two hugging and kissing like lovers, and even doing worse things, he should be ashamed and carry his sickness It is better to bury the dirt deep in the ground.

That's how it's clean.

……

Yang Chen swayed again, this time, he felt a violent dizziness, closed his eyes helplessly, and fell heavily to the ground.