[Comprehensive] How to kill a rabid dog gently

→Central Plains Chuya

1. First impressions

That day, Nakahara Chuya suddenly received news that Osamu Dazai, who was originally in charge of a certain task, had an accident. If he asked carefully, he accidentally chose the wrong place when he jumped into the river, and was swept away by the rapids. Float to the high seas.

No matter how much he gritted his teeth, Zhong Yuanzhong, the real top ten cadre of Hong Kong and blacks, had to bid farewell to his vacation, hurried to the scheduled place, and boarded the train that had been released in advance and was scheduled to be ambushed.

I met her in an empty carriage.

——"Excuse me, miss, this place will become very dangerous soon, can you please get off at this stop?"

——"What?! Has the train started? At least go to a safer compartment..."

—— "The attack has also started?! What a coincidence (lower voice)... Miss, I'm being rude."

Trains, explosions, top hats, and his arms.

This is probably the first impression in the chaos.

2. Invitation

After many twists and turns in the middle, in short, by chance, they gradually got to know each other.

After completing the work ahead of time with arduous willpower and desperately vacating Saturday, Nakahara finally had the important prerequisite to send her a date invitation.

Zhong Yuanzhong is also a very masculine person, so when inviting him, he deliberately mentioned this matter in a relaxed, as if he had a lot of spare time.

"Ah, by the way, do you have time this Saturday?"

—and he quickly regretted it.

There is no margin, there is no margin at all.

If the other party feels that the invitation is not formal enough and refuses because of this casual attitude, when will the next time be false? ! !

So Zhongyuan Zhong also changed his mouth non-stop.

"I'm sorry, this is not at all by the way. In fact, all the topics just now are paving the way for this question... So are you free on Saturday?"

Please be free! ! !

At least at this juncture, God probably received his deep determination.

Nakahara Chuya's eyes lit up when he heard the answer.

"Yeah, that's great—er, I mean..."

He tried his best to suppress the corner of his mouth that could not stop rising.

"I'll look forward to it."

3. Confession

Zhong Yuanzhong is also very solemnly preparing for the upcoming date.

In his plan, they will go to the restaurant on the top floor to have dinner together. When the atmosphere is right, the violinist arranged in advance will come forward to play a song for the two of them, and then he will pour out his feelings for her, and finally they will On such a romantic and perfect night to determine the relationship between lovers...

But Zhongyuan Zhong often couldn't help but slam the brakes before this wonderful result.

——Will things really go so smoothly?

Maybe love has such magic power.

It can make birds dive, swim fish into the sky, make hibernating bears leave footprints on snowy nights, and make migrating deer linger in place.

It makes greenness mature, and cunning returns to innocence.

It allows Zhong Yuan, who has a straightforward and free and easy personality, to have many sensitive and delicate nerves out of thin air.

Nakahara Nakaya carefully chose the date location, the clothes to wear and the matching top hat, and the most soothing and tender song, but she still couldn't decide which sentence would touch her heart the most.

While he was still worrying about it, he suddenly realized that the agreed day had already arrived.

So he hurriedly started to operate according to the plan, and Zhong Yuanzhong also walked towards his car. No one would believe that this Hong Kong gangster cadre, who is capable of one against one hundred in terms of combat power, is suppressing the tension in his heart.

all in all.

The Central Plains also want to.

You must convey your thoughts sincerely and firmly...Of course, the process should be more elegant, so as to leave a good impression on her...

However, it seems that the more eagerly we look forward to, the easier it is to backfire.

Nakahara just started the engine of his car when he received a letter of provocation from a hostile organization asking him to exchange hostages alone.

Having said that, his car has also undergone a car beauty treatment, making sure that every detail is absolutely perfect... And at that second, Zhong Yuanzhong completely forgot about all of this.

He hit the gas pedal hard.

This night, countless Yokohama citizens witnessed a car speeding through the city like a manic beast.

In a sense, it cannot be said that the hostile organization failed to achieve its goal in the end, and it is true that Zhongya came from the Central Plains alone.

After all, no one can keep up with Zhongye Zhongye's terrifying speed.

Then, the furious Zhongyuan Zhongye took down the entire base single-handedly. When a minion tremblingly tried to hold the girl with a gun, Zhongyuan Zhongye broke his arm neatly and brutally.

"It's this hand..."

He didn't even notice that the carefully prepared clothes were splashed with blood, and Zhongyuan Zhong also stepped on the opponent's palm with a terrifying expression.

"It's this hand, dare to point a gun at my woman?!"

The moment the words were spoken, Nakahara Chuya's rationality finally returned a little bit.

Then, he found out...

——His date completely collapsed.

however.

Although there is no revolving restaurant, no violin music, no carefully compiled and elegant love language.

She still looked at him intently.

"Mr. Zhongyuan, are you serious?"

she asked.

Zhong Yuanzhong also fell into the starlight in her eyes, forgot the frustration just now, and nodded involuntarily.

then--

"Ok."

She smiled at him and kissed him lightly on the cheek.

At this moment, Zhong Yuanzhong seemed to be hit by his own ability.

In his inner world, gravity suddenly disappeared, the sky and the sea exchanged places, and he himself was swept up by the hurricane, crashing all the way over the feathers of white birds jumping out of the water, and shuttled on the back of blue whales among the clouds, until he was thrown into the sky. In the warm sun and the sea of ​​flowers, petals as high as half a person are splashed.

When she handed him her hand, and he held it without hesitation...

Zhong Yuanzhong also realized it.

His whole life, and her whole life, would be at this moment because they were so different from each other.

→ Akutagawa Ryunosuke

1. Sense of Distance

After they were together, it seemed that they were no different from before.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke is very restrained in matters other than work and Osamu Dazai. If he gets along for a long time, even many people will admit that he is a very polite person.

But when he also retains this habit in the intimate relationship, the "intimacy" in the "intimate relationship" can't help but make people put a question mark.

Anyway, after living together, I will add honorifics when addressing my lover, thank you for all kinds of trivial things, and carefully avoid overly intimate physical contact in daily life... I'm afraid It would make any woman sad and frustrated by his indifference.

However, she knew that this was not the case.

When preparing dinner today, he was sitting on the sidelines watching her very attentively.

Because she suddenly felt that Akutagawa was so docile and cute, she turned her head and smiled at him.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's self-control, which worked well most of the time, fell apart in this smile.

He suddenly embraced his lover from behind.

"How are you doing today?"

She didn't show the slightest surprise, but asked gently and calmly.

"Ah."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke buried his face on the side of her neck, her temperature and breath gradually filled the vacant part of him.

"A little while..."

He said.

Getting the scale right is always a challenge.

You can't stay away, but you can't let yourself indulge.

Because if you are trapped, you will never be able to escape, her tenderness is such a thing.

However, this is just a dying struggle.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke thought.

Even the sinking is mesmerizing, if touched and gazed at by her.

It has long been impossible to escape.

2. Possession

Recently, she seems to have something on her mind, and the frequency of ecstasy has increased significantly.

If you want to talk about why Akutagawa Ryunosuke knows about this, it is of course because he looks at her every moment when we are together, so he is well aware of any changes in her.

But he didn't know the reason for her change, Akutagawa would not take the initiative to ask her, perhaps part of the reason was due to his etiquette, but more likely, he was faintly afraid of hearing some kind of answer.

Such as boredom, such as she looked elsewhere, such as she has a new place to go...

But that wasn't with him.

So, recently, Akutagawa Ryunosuke also had his own concerns—he began to think, what should he do if one day she said she wanted to leave?

The option of "just let her go" never stayed in his mind for more than a second.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke thinks more about...

If someone caught her eye, kill him, if anything, destroy it.

If she still insists on leaving...

Akutagawa thought over and over until his heart ached.

If that's the case, there must be one party between her and himself, which will be destroyed.

3. Dependency

Akutagawa Ryunosuke found that what he could endure, the time he could not see her was gradually shortening.He's not someone who can speak his mind candidly, and even when it comes back to action, it seems too quiet.

So she didn't seem to notice it, and she didn't maintain the vigilance she should have.

Today, when she was leaning on her shoulder to watch TV, she accidentally fell asleep.

When he realized this, Akutagawa Ryunosuke almost froze slightly, he turned his head, and her peaceful sleeping face that was close at hand came into view.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke is always used to shutting himself in a cramped hut, and his love and dependence on her is the snow outside the window.He couldn't hear the sound of falling snow, nor could he see the thickness of the snow accumulation. All he knew was that the snow was still falling.

By the time he had a concrete idea of ​​the continuous snow, it was time for the hiding hut to no longer withstand the heavy snow.

There was a corner deep in his heart, and it sank quietly like this.

Akutagawa didn't know when he and she fell asleep cuddling each other, but when she gently left, he woke up instantly.

But for some secret purpose, he still closed his eyes calmly, drawing the scene in his mind through his voice.

She went back and forth between the bedroom and the living room several times, opening cabinets and drawers in turn, sounding like she was rummaging through things...or organizing things.

When he finally heard the rolling sound of the suitcase, Ryunosuke Akutagawa's heart sank deeply. He stood up abruptly, just in time to see her holding the doorknob and was about to turn it...

Before the first thought was clearly formed, Rashomon was driven by his intense emotion, and the black murder weapon rolled towards her fragile neck——

The moment he touched her, he became mournful and soft, wrapping around her shoulders.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke walked towards her step by step.

"Cheng..."

He said.

"do not go."

With this kind of strength, even she can probably escape easily, as long as she takes a step forward... I am afraid she knows best, for Akutagawa Ryunosuke, no matter how powerful the ability is, it can't hurt her even A little bit, but for herself, it can easily break the heart of the other party.

Just because I understand this...

How to protect the heart he put on her always troubled her.

"You...have you misunderstood something?"

She turned to look at him and sighed.

"Do you think I'm leaving without saying goodbye?"

Akutagawa visibly panicked.

"I……"

"I'm going to be angry."

She said sullenly.

"Let's use an analogy, Akutagawa—how would you feel if I cried and begged you not to cheat on Dazai-san?"

"..."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's expression went blank.

"No, it's impossible..."

"It's great of you to understand, so I can't leave without saying goodbye."

"Then, the suitcase..."

"About this, do you remember what we said last winter?"

she says.

"I said, although the winter in Yokohama is good, I also want to see the snow in the Arctic Circle."

Akutagawa quickly remembered this.

She wrapped the two together with a scarf, warmed his cold fingers with both hands, and then the snow began to drift, and she said that she wanted to go to the Arctic Circle to see the snow.

How did you answer yourself?Akutagawa Ryunosuke has no impression.

Maybe it was because he was looking down at her and throbbing secretly.

Only her smile at that time was still clear.

"However, because of the nature of your occupation Akutagawa, visas and passports are really problematic, so I'm going to ask Ms. Ozaki for help."

She patted the suitcase.

"Since the basic feasibility problem has been solved, I was going to tell you, but you fell asleep... I thought about getting ready first, but unexpectedly, I was suspected by you—"

"sorry."

Being embraced by him forcefully, Cheng, who could feel his slight trembling, hardened his heart suddenly softened.

"...I forgive you."

Then she asked.

"Speaking of which, I haven't asked you yet, you want to be with me..."

"of course."

After saying this, Akutagawa Ryunosuke suddenly remembered the response he gave her last winter.

"Wherever you want is fine."

He said.

"I will, always stay by your side."

→Oda Sakunosuke

1. To Miss K

Among the many works of the well-known writer Oda Sakunosuke, the epistolary article entitled "To Miss K" once caused considerable discussion.

The reason for the discussion is that the realist writer Oda Sakunosuke, who is committed to using unpretentious and concise language without emotional bias to describe the life of the characters, has uncharacteristically poured out quite sincere and moving emotions in this letter.

When this work came out, the topic of discussion among readers at the beginning was "whether "To Miss K" symbolizes the beginning of the transformation of Mr. Oda's writing style and content", and later, the focus gradually shifted to "what kind of creation is it based on?" Who was born in the background? Is Miss K really a real person?"

Later, at the release meeting of Oda Sakunosuke's works, someone raised this question.

"About this..."

Oda Sakunosuke said.

"Indeed, in my works, many characters can be found as prototypes. For example, two of my best friends have become my subjects... However, the publication of "To Miss K" was an accident."

He gave a slightly troubled expression.

"It was originally just a letter, but after my editor accidentally saw it, he said he wanted to include it in a new collection of works."

Finally, he said.

"So, yes."

There is indeed a Miss K living in the heart of Sakunosuke Oda.

2. Letter to her

It seems like a long, long time ago that mimic and Hong Kong black.

It has been several years since Oda Sakunosuke survived that incident and reached an agreement with Mori Ogai to break away from the organization.In the past few years, Saku Le has grown up a bit and is attending a boarding school in Tokyo, while Oda Saku has also followed his own wish and become a writer.

In addition, his communication with her has never been interrupted.

Seriously speaking, mobile communication must be more convenient, right?But for some reason, Oda Sakunosuke still prefers to communicate with her by writing, which allows him to slowly think about what he wants to say to her, and keeps the contact from being too frequent.

... After all, you can't be too greedy.

Oda Sakunosuke thought so.

Fortunately, the other party didn't express any dissatisfaction with the troublesome and time-consuming contact method he decided without authorization, so this kind of interaction continued.

Until one day, Oda Sakunosuke wrote that letter.

When he was writing, he mentioned the climate as before, the interesting things or troubles encountered in writing, and the trivial things about Sakule's growth... In short, they were all safe topics, which did not touch his mood, and did not disturb his feelings. It has nothing to do with him.

But obsessed that day, he wrote, "I miss you."

Oda Sakunosuke stopped immediately.

He originally wanted to transcribe it again and delete this sentence, but maybe the longing for that day was too stubborn, so he pondered for a while and continued to write.

"I miss you."

He wrote.

"If I see any ray of wind, I hope it comes from your direction, so that I can briefly meet you again when it passes me by."

Not only the wind, but more and more things became easy to remind him of her, and then he realized that it was the overflowing thoughts that brought her breath to the scenery he saw.

That was the first time he used her as an object and wrote the word "love".

However, after writing this letter, Odasaku put it away and put it together with the manuscript in the drawer, and then he started to write the letter that he really planned to send, as usual, safe.

Oda Sakunosuke never thought that he would agree to publish this letter.

He erased the recipient's name and changed it to "Miss K."

K, neither Kubo's k nor Kudo's k...

It's Kawasaki's k.

You must have been hijacked by miss, right?

At that time, Odasaku said to himself.

3. Mystery

Miss K once became one of the mysteries of Oda Sakunosuke.

The answer to the mystery was revealed two years later.

On another occasion, someone talked about "Miss K" again. This time, Sakunosuke Oda, who had been silent until now, finally continued the topic.

"Although I am very grateful for everyone's attention, but..." he said, "Miss K no longer exists."

Oda Sakunosuke raised the corner of his mouth slightly.

"Because her surname is Oda now."

After the release meeting, he came to the backstage of the venue, and she was waiting for him at the exit.

Odasaku walked over and took her hand.

"Where did you learn to say that?"

The other party complained with a little smile.

"I just suddenly felt that I have to be grateful for the courage at that time."

Oda Sakunosuke said.

"I know that you will read every one of my books carefully, so..."

The full meaning of its presence in that book—

Just I want to tell you that I love you.

→ Osamu Dazai

When Osamu Dazai woke up, Cheng also woke up. She checked the time, it was still around four o'clock in the morning.

"Sorry, Cheng, did I wake you up?"

Dazai Osamu's expression was still a little shocked, which made Cheng couldn't help but blame him.

"what happened?"

"I had really bad nightmares..."

While talking, Dazai naturally took Cheng into his arms.

"Is it scary?"

"Very scary! Scary beyond imagination!!" Dazai said, "I dreamed that I failed to meet you, but instead became the background board of your life... such as a lover's colleague, boss, or friend—how can this be possible? ?!! I will never give up my lover's position to others!!"

"... Dazai."

Cheng laughed.

"Don't be childish, am I here well?"

"If I don't see you immediately after waking up, I'm afraid I will be extremely desperate..."

Dazai still felt a lingering fear at the moment.

"However, it also made me realize..."

"Ok?"

"I'm probably the luckiest person in the world."

He looked at Cheng tenderly.

"I met you before everyone else, and won your favor... Ah Cheng."

Dazai said suddenly.

"So, I have to love you more... more than all of them put together, so you don't abandon me—"

Again.

Although a little helpless, Cheng is already used to this level of worrying about gains and losses.

"Dazai, I never said that I am a person who sees differences and wants to change. If you have to think that there is one between us, it is you who are closer?"

"So."

Dazai's eyes lit up.He took Cheng's hand and guided it to stick to his neck.

"Just wear a collar here, Ah Cheng, a collar that only you can open, and a chain is also good, let me be your captive forever..."

"... Dazai Osamu?"

"Can't you..."

He immediately languished, trying to bargain aggrievedly.

"Even without chains... at least collars..."

"Isn't there?"

Chengfan held his hand, and the two intertwined their fingers, wearing the same style of wedding ring on their ring fingers.

Osamu Dazai opened his eyes wide, then smiled.

"That's right, I've been your prisoner for a long time—it's just that I still hope that, in your heart, my sentence..."

He kissed Cheng's ring.

"It's as long as a lifetime."