Rashomon's half-life tea

Li Yi knew that his adoptive parents still couldn't forgive him in this matter, but Li Yi wanted to visit them.

After all, it is the kindness of nurturing for so many years, this is what Li Yi must do.

But before leaving, Li Yi had to settle one thing.

When Shen Sanzhao came over, Li Yi knew that he and Zheng Ju could no longer be together. Li Yi knew that he was sorry for her, but he didn't want Zheng Ju to be hurt because of it.

Thinking of Xiaoguai, Li Yi's eyes darkened slightly, probably he will never have children in the future.

Li Yi still likes Xiaoguai very much, Li Yi frowned, today is the day when Zheng Ju made an appointment to see the newly bought house by herself.

Li Yi once thought, let the two of them move there first.

Li Yi waited at the agreed place for a while, and Zheng Ju came with Xiaoguai.

Zheng Ju greeted Li Yi, but Li Yi just smiled.

Thinking of what happened yesterday, Zheng Ju felt a little embarrassed.

"I've already prepared the house, and I wrote your name on it. From now on, you can live here, little boy, and you don't need to rent a house anymore!" Li Yi finished talking about the house, but he never said anything about him and Zheng Ju.

Zheng Ju stopped, looked at Li Yi's back, and seemed to feel that he was getting further and further away.

"Mom, what's the matter with you?" Seeing that Zheng Ju stopped, Xiaoguai asked suspiciously.

Li Yi also stopped, but didn't look back.

Zheng Ju's eyes were slightly moist.

"What about you?" Zheng Ju still asked.

Li Yi took a breath, and said after a while, "I'll be leaving here soon."

"I'm with you!" Zheng Ju said persistently, the moisture in her eyes trembling slightly.

"I..." Li Yi struggled for a long time, but turned his head.

"Zheng Ju, I told you before that I can't do it..."

"But I don't mind!" Zheng Ju said hastily.

Li Yi was slightly taken aback, but there was a wry smile on the corner of his mouth.

"There is one more thing I haven't told you, I... like men."

Li Yi's words made Zheng Ju stagger slightly, she didn't expect Li Yi to say that.

Is he lying to himself?To not want to be with her?

Zheng Ju couldn't believe it, the trembling in her eyes flowed down the corners of her eyes, her cheeks were icy cold.

"You're lying to me, aren't you?" Zheng Ju said, taking a slightly staggered step.

Li Yi took two steps forward, trying to support Zheng Ju, but Zheng Ju pushed him away.

Li Yi's hands were empty, he looked at Zheng Ju, and withdrew his hands resentfully.

It's useless for him to say anything now, he hurt this woman.

"Zheng Ju, I'm sorry!" It's still the same sorry yesterday, and the uneasy thing happened yesterday.

Zheng Ju never thought that after her husband left her, she supported herself, gave birth to a child and raised a family alone.

I thought the man in front of me could be relied on.

But never thought, this is just a mirror image.

Zheng Ju suddenly understood why Li Yi never let herself get close to him, why every time he wanted to treat him well, he always found reasons to refuse, or kept away from him.

It turned out to be like this.

Zheng Ju wiped away her tears, and finally recovered after a long time.

Seeing her mother crying, Xiaoguai held Zheng Ju's hand in fear, and said in a childish voice, "Mom, why are you crying?"

Xiao Guai's voice brought Zheng Ju back to his senses.

Zheng Ju looked down at the child, and slightly stroked the top of the child's head.

She still has Xiaoguai, for Xiaoguai's sake, she will live a good life.

Thinking of this, Zheng Ju smiled, picked up the child, and gently kissed the little girl's flushed cheek.

"Little boy, mom is fine, but there is sand in her eyes, she's fine now."

Li Yi looked at Zheng Ju for a long time, he had never seen a woman who could smile so beautifully, she had a very ordinary face, but she smiled so softly, with tears in the corners of her eyes.

Until a long time later, when Li Yi thought about it, he felt sorry.

Li Yi's fist, which had been clenched quietly, loosened slightly.

The sand in Zheng Ju's eyes must be herself!

Comforting my little boy, Zheng Ju looked at Li Yi again.

"It's the person who showed up at your house yesterday!" When I saw Li Yi yesterday, Li Yi didn't come out for a long time, and he didn't open the door until he came back from buying medicine.

When that man appeared next to Li Yi, Zheng Ju could clearly feel Li Yi's fear.

What is he afraid of?

Is it because he is afraid that he will know his secret?

If this is the case, Zheng Ju doesn't want to be a burden to Li Yi.

In the past five years, thanks to Li Yi's help, Zheng Ju and the child lived comfortably.

And Xiaoguai also sincerely treats Li Yi as his father.

Xiaoguai asked Zheng Ju more than once: "Mom, where is my father? Is father Uncle An Yi?"

Zheng Ju wanted Xiao Guai's dream to come true, but now things backfired.

Seeing Zheng Ju's question, Li Yi nodded slightly.

Complexity flashed in his eyes, but he couldn't tell Zheng Ju about some things.

Having been with Li Yi for so long, Zheng Ju noticed the change in Li Yi's eyes.

Then it suddenly occurred to him that when he first met Li Yi, he actually wanted to commit suicide by jumping into the sea.

Zheng Ju's eyes darkened slightly.

He knew that Li Yi had never been a weak man, what made such a gentle and refined man not want to live?

Zheng Ju didn't know what happened between Li Yi and that man, but Zheng Ju didn't want Li Yi to get hurt again.

After thinking for a long time, Zheng Ju continued, "Since it's your choice, Xiaoguai and I hope that you can take good care of yourself in the future, take good care of yourself, and don't let yourself get hurt again."

Li Yi was startled, his eyes became moist instantly.

In the past, Li Yi wanted the woman in front of him to be his wife, but now, Li Yi felt that Zheng Ju was more like his relatives.

Ever since Li Yi knew that he was not a child of the Li family, he was pessimistic and weary of the world, and he didn't want to live anymore.

At that time, Li Yi lost everything, lovers, friends, career, family, and even ruined his reputation, became someone else's toy, and lived in humiliation.

Until that time when she met Zheng Ju, she held the child and pulled herself back from the sea.

From then on, Li Yi had an indistinct relationship with the woman in front of him.

It was like the only remaining warmth in this world, giving Li Yi a sense of being alive in the days to come.

"Zheng Ju, I..." Li Yi didn't know what to say. He wanted to say a thousand words to Zheng Ju, but right now he didn't know what to say.

Zheng Ju smiled again, and continued: "Don't say sorry, you didn't apologize to me."

"In the past five years, you have taken good care of our mother and daughter. If it weren't for you, our mother and daughter would not have such a good life. It should be me thanking you."

"You don't need to be burdened again, I will take care of you, little boy, don't worry!"

Zheng Ju expressed Li Yi's worries.

After a long time, a smile appeared on the corner of Li Yi's mouth. The moment the two looked at each other, they knew each other, they knew each other.

"Well, that's right, you can live with Xiaoguai in this house from now on!" Li Yi said, and gave Zheng Ju the key.

Zheng Ju wanted to evade, but was put into Li Yi's arms.

"no……"

"Zheng Ju, if you don't mind, let me be my godfather!" Li Yi said what he had been thinking all along, and before Zheng Ju could say no, Li Yi continued.

Zheng Ju didn't expect Li Yi to say that, looked at the little boy in his arms, Li Yi stretched out his hand, wanting to hug the little girl.

Seeing this, Xiaoguai was already used to Li Yi hugging her, so she immediately jumped on Li Yi.

Li Yi took Xiaoguai and kissed Xiaoguai gently on the forehead.

"Of course!" This is what Xiaoguai has always wanted.

Li Yi was overjoyed, and the pampering in his eyes became even worse.

"Thank you, Zheng Ju!" Li Yi carefully hugged Xiaoguai, his eyes were full of fatherly love that never hid.

"Little darling, call me daddy!" Li Yi looked at darling nervously.

Xiaoguai held Li Yi's head in one hand, the corner of his mouth was split, and he continued, "Dad, Dad..."

"Hey!" Li Yi smiled, his eyes were a little moist, at that moment, Li Yi seemed to see something called happiness, although it was only for a moment, but Li Yi was content.

"Haha, I have a dad, dad, dad, I want to fly!"

"Okay, baby, we're going to fly!"

"Dad, I want to fly higher!"

"Okay, we have to go higher!"

……

Seeing Li Yi and Xiaoguai playing in front of him, Zheng Ju also smiled.

Zheng Ju suddenly felt that this was fine, Xiao Guai also had a father's love, except that this man would not belong to her.

But everything is difficult to have both, this is the best.

After a long time, Li Yi suddenly thought of something, held Xiaoguai in his arms, and continued, "Xiaoguai, how about we go and see the new home?"

Xiao Guai shook her head and said, "Okay, Dad, will you always live with me and Mom from now on?"

Li Yi was startled, but just smiled and didn't answer.

Seeing this, Zheng Ju came over and said, "Little boy, be obedient and don't bully your father Li Yi!"

Xiao Guai snickered, and the three headed towards their new home.

Shen San's car had been watching from a distance, and he saw the bright smile in the corner of Li Yi's eyes, which he would never show to him.

He saw Li Yi playing with the child, and Li Yi took care of the child by his side like a father.

Shen San is still young, and has never thought about children.

He... wants a child?

Shen San suddenly remembered that if he hadn't meddled in the relationship between Li Yi and Yang Shaohong back then, then Li Yi might be married now.

The child is probably as old as the child I saw today!

Seeing the figures of the three leaving, Shen San finally understood what Li Yi had lost because of him.

That is what a person wants in his life, but a home.

But Shen San never made any promises to Li Yi.

Shen San looked at the distant direction thoughtfully, but secretly made up his mind.

He wanted to be with Li Yi openly and aboveboard in the future, and he wanted everyone to agree with their existence.

He wants to marry this old man and take care of him for the rest of his life.

He wanted to have a family with Li Yi and support each other forever.

It turned out that what a person wants in life is nothing more than this, Shen San suddenly discovered that this is also what he wanted in his life.

Fortunately, I found it myself.

After arranging Zheng Ju and Xiao Guai, Li Yi came back, and as soon as he entered the house, he was hugged by Shen San.

Seeing this, Li Yi didn't move for a long time.

"You don't know, I'm very scared today." Shen San said, kissing Li Yi's earlobe.

"I'm afraid you won't come back, I'm afraid you don't want me!" Shen San said, hugging Li Yi even tighter.

"Don't abandon me again, okay?" Thinking of Li Yi's disappearance five years ago, Shen San's body trembled slightly.

Li Yi raised his head in a daze, trying to see some clues from Shen San's face, but he didn't want to, Shen San's eyes always had that look of worrying about gain and loss.

What he... is telling the truth?

Or just kidding?

Li Yi didn't dare to guess, but he held Shen San in his arms with his backhand, raised his head, and kissed Shen San lightly on the lips.

It's rare that Li Yi would take the initiative...

Shen San was stunned on the spot, but younger brother Shen stood up vigorously.

He kissed himself?

Shen San immediately hugged Li Yi up, and went back to the bedroom. Shen San pushed Li Yi down on the bed, and kissed him fiercely.

……

After some cloud and rain, the two lay quietly on the bed.

Li Yi never thought that the two of them are really like a couple now that they are together.

Thinking of this, Li Yi's cheeks turned red.

"Honestly, do you miss me?" Shen San said with a smile.

Li Yi frowned, this guy was still as old as ever.

Seeing Li Yi turn around, Shen San turned sideways and embraced Li Yi into his arms.

"Okay, I won't talk anymore, we will go back tomorrow, and there is no need to pack up."

Seeing Shen San mentioning this matter, Li Yi's eyes darkened.

Seeing Li Yi's body stiffen, Shen San asked, "What's wrong?"

"I don't know if my parents will forgive me. Will they be angry when they see me? I have hurt them so much before." Li Yi's voice was choked up.

Shen San was startled, it turned out that he was worried about this matter.

Before Li Yi was kicked out of the house, Shen San checked it out. Li Yi was not as heartless as Shen San. Being kicked out of the house at that time should have hit Li Yi hard, besides, at that time, he was even worse , did something more excessive.

"Didn't I say that uncle and aunt have forgiven you!"

Li Yi smiled wryly, Shen San probably didn't know about this.

"You probably don't know, I... am not their biological child."

"What?" Shen San was taken aback, but he never thought that Li Yi would say this.