Qingping Feiyan

Shen Muqing didn't expect that after sleeping on the ground for one night, he was so weak that he lay on the bed for several days. He knew about Yu Gu, but he always thought that he would not use that kind of thing, so he never paid attention to taking Yu Gu. A prerequisite for not being able to catch cold after Gu.

Mrs. Xu was worried about her son, and stayed outside Shen Muqing's yard every day since he took Yu Gu, always thinking that he would be able to rush to his son as soon as possible. The first attack occurred on the tenth day after that, but because Shen Muqing was caught in the cold and his body was not fully prepared, the attack occurred on the fifth night. There was no one keeping watch at night, but the steward saw that his health has been really bad these days. Weakness sent a young man to come and see every hour.

Shen Muqing woke up from a dream. In the past few days, because he had been pretending to be something in his heart, he had been sleeping lightly. He almost woke up when he felt pain in his body. Shen Muqing couldn't describe the pain. Being pulled away, I began to feel the pain of being twisted and strengthened a little bit in the abdomen. The internal organs of the abdomen were squeezed into a small place little by little, and then they were suddenly pulled far away again, more and more every time. In severe pain, Shen Muqing fell off the bed, he could only hug his abdomen regardless, curled himself up, and used all his strength to resist the pain that condensed in his abdomen from nowhere, and fell down. The sound of the bed alarmed the servant who hadn't approached yet, and hurriedly called the guards outside to help carry the second young master to the bed. Now that Shen Muqing's status is very precious, a poor servant might annoy the general's mansion.

When Mrs. Xu rushed over, Shen Muqing was unconscious and fainted for a while. Mrs. Xu threw herself to the side of the bed and hugged Shen Muqing tightly, and ordered the servant girl to prepare hot water and warm porridge. She felt her body being gently hugged, Only then did Shen Muqing recover a little bit of consciousness, "Qing'er, Qing'er..." Xu yelled in a low voice, wiping the sweat on her pale face with a handkerchief that had been soaked in warm water. dusty hands

"Mother, Qing'er hurts." Shen Muqing seemed to have returned to the time when she was still young, coquettishly to Xu Shi, and tightly pulled the sleeve of Xu Shi she was holding in her hand. The first attack was mild, and Shen Muqing had already suffered from it. It's over, this is a feeling he has never experienced before, and it will be two hours before the pain in his body is relieved.

Xu looked at Shen Muqing's pale face distressedly, holding Shen Muqing's cold hand in his hand, the distress in his heart couldn't be increased, but Yugu had already been eaten, Shen Muqing's body was already disabled, and if he didn't marry, he could still rely on her in the future. Who, Shen Muqing just woke up after sleeping for an hour, Xu Shi was lying on the side of the bed guarding him, there was a visible black mark right now, just about to raise his hand, Xu Shi woke up as if he had a sense

"Qing'er, you're awake, but you're hungry. I'll ask Ah Yue to prepare something for you," Xu said, getting up hurriedly.

Mrs. Xu was about to get up but Shen Muqing pulled her back, "Mother, don't worry, Qing'er has something to tell you." Shen Muqing struggled to sit up, and Mrs. Xu quickly went to help him, "Mother, take Ah Yue with you later. go out of the house"

Xu went in without knowing, "Qing'er, concubines are not allowed to go out casually."

"It's okay mother, it's a special time for me, you just say I'm awkward and want you to go to Fuji to buy me shortbread cakes in person" "When you go out, go straight to Fuji, and when you arrive Someone took you to the yamen to beat the drums and complain." Shen Muqing still did not give up the decision to escape from Shen's residence, but if Mrs. Xu had thought of leaving with her son before, it is gone now. His son has had an attack once, and there will be two more, two times. After the second time, this son can be regarded as his own daughter. If he escapes from Shen's mansion like this, he can no longer stay in the capital. Although intermarriage between men is already very common, but who would want a person who has already served Yu Gu? She is different from a woman who has lost her virginity. When she returns to the dust, who will let him rely on? Thinking, Xu squeezed Shen Muqing's hand tightly, "Qing'er, give up, your body is... already useless, leave Shen's house , who will let you rely on in the future"

Shen Muqing frowned when he heard the words, "Mother, my son doesn't need to rely on others, my son can no longer be an official, but my son can still do business, and my son can rely on himself to give us the same life as in the Shen Mansion, or even a better life." "

Xu began to hesitate again, she knew her son's ability, but in the future, as a woman, how would he hang out in the shopping mall, Xu hoped that his son could be loved by someone "Qing'er..." Thinking of the end, Xu still refused He didn't want her son to suffer after such a great torture. She would rather believe that her son could live a comfortable and comfortable life in the general's mansion, but she forgot about the other four people who were brought in at the same time, and the There were several concubines who entered the door, and the conversation broke up unhappy.

After that, Shen Muqing never saw Mrs. Xu again, hoping to force Mrs. Xu to make a decision, but it was too late to wait for Mrs. Xu's decision, and the second attack had already begun. Compared with the first time, Shen Muqing suddenly felt that the first time The seizure was already an extrajudicial grace from God, and the second seizure was fierce. After the first seizure, the people around him had been released back. Jianyun heard the sound from the inner room, and hurriedly got up from the couch, while Called the little maid outside to prepare things, invited Aunt Xu to come, and went into the inner room to try to appease Shen Muqing, but Shen Muqing refused to show his weakness in front of others, "Go out" and finally yelled a word, followed by But it was double the pain.

Jianyun had served Shen Muqing since he was a child, so he naturally knew what Shen Muqing meant, but seeing Shen Muqing in such pain, he wanted to go up to comfort Shen Muqing, but he didn't want Shen Muqing to feel that he was sympathizing with him, so he hesitated until Mrs. Xu came .

Shen Muqing couldn't refuse to be hugged in Xu's arms, everyone was kicked out, Xu knew that Shen Muqing was in pain, Shen Muqing hugged Xu's arm tightly, Xu felt that his arm must have been bruised, but Her son must be in more pain, she can't do anything, she can only hug Shen Muqing, "Qing'er, Qing'er, it will be fine, it will be fine"

Shen Muqing could only reveal a little bit of willpower, and even so, he still didn't forget his determination to leave Shen's residence, "Mother, mother, Qing'er is in pain. Qing'er is in pain, take Qing'er away, okay, okay?" ?”

Looking at Shen Muqing who was tortured by pain, Xu shed tears guiltily, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Qinger, mother can't help you suffer in the future." Shen Muqing, who was enduring the pain, collapsed and pushed Xu away, "Why are you If you still refuse to take me away, you can watch me in pain now, and watch me make love under men in the so-called general's mansion in exchange for a comfortable life in your eyes." Shen Muqing couldn't control her tears anymore. Ten years of grievances turned into tears streaming down his eyes at this moment.

Shen Muqing grabbed Xu Shi again, "Mother, look at me, I am also an imposing seven-foot man, what am I inferior to that useless big brother?"

The grievance Shen Muqing suffered was seen by Xu Shi. Apart from guilt, she was full of heartache. Xu Shi's tears flowed even more fiercely, "Qing'er, bear with it any longer. When you arrive at the General's Mansion, you will be free. You will be out of Shen's prison forever." Women are sometimes very stubborn. Xu stubbornly believes that Shen Muqing's grievances will not be in vain. As long as she crosses this hurdle, everything will pass. She doesn't know that she What she thought was good was not what Shen Muqing wanted, and she didn't know that her self-righteousness pushed their mother and son further and further apart.

"It's because of you that I became this ghost, why did you give birth to me, why did you want to strangle me but let me live, you go out too"

The pain has already made Shen Muqing utter the secret hidden deep in his heart. He was born with memories. At that time, his mother wanted to strangle him to death, but in the end he survived and even hugged him. Weeping bitterly, only Mrs. Xu and A Yue, her close maid, knew about it.

When Shen Muqing said it, Xu's face was full of shock, the words "he knows" kept flashing in his mind, Shen Muqing pushed him out of the room door without paying attention, Shen Muqing locked the door, and endured the pain brought by Yu Gu alone. The tearing pain was really unbearable, so Shen Muqing transferred the abdominal pain to other places by injuring himself, and when Xu recovered his senses, Shen Muqing's painful groan came from the room.

"Qing'er, Qing'er, open the door and let mother accompany you," Xu patted on the door and called to Shen Muqing, wishing that she could stay by Shen Muqing's side

"Go away, don't come here again, I don't want to see you again" Shen Muqing's body pain would get worse every time he said a word, he didn't know what he said at all, and didn't know that after Xu Shi heard such words, what a pain.

One was tortured by Yuyu Gu inside, and the other was tortured psychologically outside, until Shen Muqing's painful moaning in the room gradually subsided until there was no more. Xu knew that the second attack was coming to an end, and waited for a long time before finally Let people go in through the window and open the door, let the servant girl work together to lift him to the bed, wipe off the sweat and dust for Shen Muqing carefully, lie down on the bedside to rest like last time, and when he wakes up, Shen Muqing will also wake up Come on, remember what happened last night, of course, and those stupid things I said last night, and avoid Xu's concerned hand, "Mom, go to rest."

Mrs. Xu thought her son was still angry, so she could only leave according to his wishes, but she didn't expect that in the days that followed, Shen Muqing kept refusing Mrs. Xu's visit. How to face Xu Shi, simply avoid seeing her, but Xu Shi misunderstood that he didn't want to see her, and finally the mother and son were separated by yin and yang in the misunderstanding.

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When I was about to finish writing after chasing inspiration, the computer actually restarted, and only half of the document was kept, and I was so angry that I wrote it again

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