Silent Confession

Xin Yi blushed instantly, and stammered, "No, no!"

He pushed Zhou Muhui away and wanted to run, but Zhou Muhui hugged him tightly, Xin Yi was so weak from seeing him, she put her hand on his shoulder for a long time, but she was still weakly discouraged.

"What's my name..."

Xin Yi plucked up the courage to refute him, "Then, she hugged her!"

His words were full of sourness, obviously he was ruthless just now, but Zhou Muhui paused and let go of him.

He didn't speak, Xin Yi climbed up the pole, pulled the hem of his clothes, kicked him with muffled grunts.

Zhou Muhui heard him talking vaguely, as if wrapped in his throat, Zhou Muhui grabbed his troublesome hand and asked him, "What did you say?"

Xin Yi was embarrassed, her ears were stained red, and finally watched him swallow, and said in a low voice, "...I want to get married too."

"..."

Zhou Mu got stuck, and opened his mouth for a long time before barely uttering two words.

"Bullshit."

After Xin Yi finished speaking, she knew that he would not agree, so he shrank his neck and nodded quickly, "Okay, okay, I won't say anything."

Xin Yi thought, this should be a major event, and it should be considered carefully, and it should not be said so hastily.

Zhou Mu replied very well, and Xin Yi had to treat him very seriously.

So he let go with peace of mind, and decided to talk to Zhou Mu after he had considered it.

Xin Yi has been tossed and turned all winter, and when New Year's Eve was approaching, he still hadn't given up on it, and when he was with Zhou Muhui, he was even more attached to him than usual. Zhou Muhui didn't put these two things together too much, I only thought that the child was lazy in winter, so I kept leaning on him.

Xin Yi was soft-hearted, looked at Zhou Muhui eagerly, and was not too embarrassed to say it directly, but just hugged him and wanted to kiss and hug him, and always told Zhou Muhui that she liked him very much and wanted to be with him for the rest of her life.

Special and Yisheng are accented, with Xinyi's usual soft accent.

No matter how indifferent Zhou Mu returned to Rao, he couldn't help showing his love like this. He pinched the back of Xin Yi's neck to keep him from moving, lowered his head and asked him, "What do you want to do?"

The mouth is so sweet.

Xin Yi shook her head, stood in front of him and looked at him quietly.

Xin Yi is good-looking, and also very stinky, but when it comes to winter, he only likes to wear the same clothes over and over again. Zhou Muhui's eyes fell on his black down jacket, and his heart softened quietly.

He put on the child's hat and tied up his scarf carefully. It was cold in the winter night and it just snowed in the afternoon, so he couldn't help but feel cold. As soon as Zhou Mu returned to work, he sent him back.

"Zhou Mu back..."

Xin Yi hid in the soft scarf and called him softly.

His hands were restless, and when Zhou Mu went back to tie the scarf for him, he grabbed the corner of his clothes. Zhou Mu hummed and checked his whole body carefully before asking, "What's the matter?" ?”

"I'm almost 20."

Xin Yi blinked and said secretly.

"..."

Zhou Mu frowned back, not understanding what he meant.

"It's not Chinese New Year yet."

"No ..."

Xin Yi became anxious, looked up at him, "I'm 20 years old!"

He repeated it again.

Zhou Muhui looked at him even more suspiciously, not knowing what he was going to do.

They were almost home, but the child stood halfway and refused to leave, because Zhou Mu thought about it for a long time, and finally asked him, "What gift do you want?"

Xin Yi was almost pissed off by him, her birthday was still two or three months away, who would ask for a gift so early!

"you're too dumb!"

Xin Yi looked at the man in front of him who was frowning in confusion, but still couldn't hold back and rushed towards him, biting his lip ferociously.

"Come back to Zhou Mu, idiot, you are hopeless."

Xin Yi has said so many times in secret that she wants to get married,

He didn't listen carefully once.

Xin Yi and Zhou Muhui fell into a cold war unilaterally. The two didn't speak for several days. On New Year's Eve, Zhou Muhui sent him a message telling him not to come over today. Xin Yi lay on the bed and hugged the cat, saying every word "I'm not coming."

Zhou Muhui made him angry, so Xin Yi would not forgive him easily.

He turned over angrily, threw the phone aside, and after a while Xin Shao came to ask him to eat, Xin Yi responded, but stopped before going out, and looked back at the phone that was still on the bed.

"never mind…"

He muttered softly, ran back and took the phone again.

Anyway, Zhou Muhui has always been stupid, and Xin Yi can't dislike him just because of this.

The show ended as usual at night, Xin Yi waited until the end, he was playing with the cat in the living room, Xin Shao didn't pay much attention to it, but Yu Nanshan on the other side looked around, and then asked Xin Shao, "Is the door locked?"

Xin Shao was stunned for a moment, "It's locked, it was locked when the dumplings were just served."

Xin Yi's ears were pricked up, and he was stunned when he heard their words, but before he could speak, his father gave him another meaningful look.

"Be careful with the cat, don't let it run around."

Xin Yi shivered, shrunk her body straight into the depths of the sofa, swallowed her saliva and nodded.

"Cats can't run away..."

He retorted quietly.

The parents were talking again, and after a while, they all went upstairs. Xin Yi carefully put the cat down, and walked towards the door stooping, but just as the key in the pocket was inserted, a clear male voice came from behind.

"Small idea?"

It was his mother's voice.

Xin Yi was frightened to death, quickly pulled out the key, and turned around pretending to be calm.

"mom, Mom, Mom."

Xin Shao looked at him and asked, "What are you doing?"

With scrutiny in his gaze, Xin Yi hurriedly shook her head, picked up the cat and ran upstairs.

"No no, Mom! Let's go to bed!"

Maomao lay on his arm and barked non-stop, as if explaining to Xin Shao, but Xin Yi had a ghost in her heart, so she rushed upstairs in two steps at a time.

He didn't dare to stay below anymore, otherwise he would definitely not be able to leave tonight.

The door was a little anxious when it was closed, and there was a bang. The cat was taken aback. It lay on his arm and looked around. Xin Yi panted and squatted down to comfort it. The cat in his arms asked, "What should I do?"

He wanted to go back to Zhou Mu, but he didn't know that his parents would lock the door in advance.

I knew I wouldn't be angry with him.

Xin Yi thought, he hadn't seen Zhou Mu come back for three or four days.

And Zhou Mu's text message just came today, it's almost like begging for peace with him!

Maomao couldn't understand his words, and rubbed his palm in a daze, Xin Yi sighed, hugged it and sat on the ground, and took out the mobile phone that hadn't been touched for a long time.

The message returned by him and Zhou Mu still stopped at the sentence "don't come", Xin Yi read and read, and suddenly got up again.

The cat was put on the ground by him, and it circled around his feet. Xin Yi hurriedly changed his clothes. When he heard it barking, he hissed, "Maomao! Don't bark!"

He remembered that there was an open window in the guest room downstairs, which he found when he was looking for Mao Mao in the afternoon.

"Shh!"

Xin Yi winked at the cat, smiled and went downstairs cautiously.

When Zhou Muhui saw him, he was stunned for a moment. The child was sitting on the steps opposite the bar and dozing off, his left hand, which was supporting his face, was already turning red from the cold. Zhou Muhui stopped breathing, and strode over.

"Xinyi?"

Xin Yi woke up in a daze, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Zhou Muhui.

"...you came out."

Xin Yi yawned and leaned against him.

He was not sober yet, and he was very lazy, as if he had lost all his bones, he was directly attached to Zhou Muhui's body.

Zhou Mu hummed back, grabbed his hand and stuffed it into his pocket, the man's generous palm rubbed vigorously along the back of his hand, Xin Yi was itchy, and couldn't help laughing away.

"I'm not cold."

Zhou Muhui raised his eyes and glanced at him, but didn't speak.

This was the first time the two met since that day, Xin Yi's heart was full of twists and turns, and after seeing him, everything turned into happiness.

They shouldn't have quarreled.

Xin Yi was holding hands by him, looking at Zhou Muhui with a serious face, she thought to herself.

He still likes to see Zhou Muhui like this every day, even though Zhou Muhui doesn't like to talk, and he's not very smart.

But Xin Yi still likes him very much.

It was already late at night, and it was already past midnight, and even the fireworks had dissipated unknowingly, Xin Yi took out a hand from his palm, and touched his cool cheek.

"It's a bit late this year, happy new year, come back at Zhou Mu."

His palm still carried the scorching heat that had just faded from Zhou Muhui's body. Zhou Muhui kept his head down, but paused when he heard his voice, and looked at him seriously.

"Xiaoyi, why are you angry?"

Zhou Mu didn't understand. Xin Yi didn't come to him after arguing with him that day, and only sent three or four text messages before replying to one. Zhou Mu replied that he was stupid and usually wouldn't make him happy, but at least he didn't want to make him sad. .

"..."

Xin Yi didn't expect him to ask this question, he blinked slowly, poked the scar on Zhou Muhui's face with his fingers, and said, "Because you're stupid."

Zhou Muhui was even more puzzled, "Did I do something wrong?"

He looked serious about asking for a solution, but Xin Yi was embarrassed by him, and even for a moment, he felt that he was making trouble for no reason.

But he really wanted to marry Zhou Muhui, not just because of the excitement of the girl that day.

He wanted to give Zhou Mu a home.

A home that is a thousand times better than before, with parents, Xin Yi, and his cat.

They all treat Zhou Muhui very well, they love Zhou Muhui very much.

"Zhou Mu back..."

Xin Yi leaned over in this posture, he knew that Zhou Muhui was very busy recently and got off work an hour later than usual, tonight he was the last person left on the street, Xin Yi didn't have to be afraid of being overheard arrive.

"The night before my 19th birthday, I drank too much at home and ran to find you."

"You are very nice. You played around with me and held my hand all the time. You didn't shake your head when I asked you if you liked me. You didn't push me away when I kissed you. You put a hat on me and looked down at me. You called I'm careless."

"You say, 'Xiao Yi, you don't want to be so nice.'"

"Your voice is very soft, but I can hear it."

"I didn't understand it at the time. I thought, what do you mean don't be so good? Does Zhou Muhui despise me, or think I'm stupid? But when I woke up, I realized it wasn't."

"My Zhou Mu back is to say, Xiaoyi, don't be so nice to me."

Xin Yi held his face, pressed her forehead against it, her voice was very soft.

"But I like you, very, very much."

"Later you held my hand and waited for the car together. I said I would buy you a big house and we would be together forever. I kept looking at you, but you were watching the traffic lights."

"At that time, I thought, why is Zhou Muhui so stupid? After I said so many nice things, why didn't he come to kiss me and praise me?"

"But you said..."

Xin Yi's voice choked up slowly, something cold overflowed from the corner of his eyes, Zhou Mu hoarse, squatted in front of him and looked up at him.

They all knew what the unfinished sentence was, Zhou Muhui held his hand tightly and called him in a shy voice.

"Xin Yi..."

"You said...you were scared."

His tears fell, carrying the unreachable heat in winter, fluttering his wings like a butterfly, but it burned Zhou Muhui's heart.

"Zhou Mu back."

Xin Yi called him almost silently, stroking the slight bump on his face with her fingertips.

"I don't want you to be afraid anymore."

Xin Yi is willing to be Zhou Mu's new home and protect him forever.

Xin Yi stuck to him, approached him with her muddy face, and touched him.

Zhou Muhui didn't speak for a long time, just looked at Xin Yi blankly, Xin Yi cried very quietly, Zhou Mu recalled that this was the most obedient cry of a child.

just crying.

"nothing."

It took a long time for Zhou Muhui to make a sound. He hugged the child sitting on the steps and comforted his slightly trembling back.

"It's nothing."

He said.

"I heard."

"Heard it all."

"Zhou Mu, I'm so sad."

Xin Yi lay on his shoulders, his whole shoulders were wet with tears, the child's voice was very low, the breath from his mouth was hot, Zhou Muhui half-kneeled in front of him and hugged him, as if he was going to be hugged by him. Wet hot tears drowned.

"fine."

Zhou Muhui lowered his head and comforted him one after another. He seemed unable to say anything else to comfort Xin Yi, at least to make Xin Yi not so sad.

Because he is also somewhat inexplicably depressed.

But why.

Why would he feel sad when Xin Yi said that, obviously he has been like this for so long, and obviously he has not kept it in his heart these years, but Xin Yi said it, but Xin Yi cried, he was like It was like being stabbed in the heart, and he was so dull that he was almost out of breath.

"nothing."

Zhou Muhui closed his eyes and hugged him gently.

"it's already over."

He didn't mention the confession that day again, he carefully covered up those chaotic emotions little by little, he thought, so it was like this to be taken to heart.

original.

Some people feel distressed like this.