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"What's the matter, brother, did you dream about me?"

The combination of the familiar voice and the vague "brother" in the dream produced a strange and deep meaning.He Yi subconsciously bent his legs and pulled the clothes on his knees.

Then he realized that it was Chi Yang's clothes.

"Well," he heard himself say, "I dreamed about you."

There was a rustle on the other end of the phone, it seemed that Chi Yang was interested in his answer, and changed his posture: "What did you dream about?"

He Yi opened his mouth, feeling that this dream is not suitable for sharing with him, so he changed his words: "...it's nothing, I'll wake up soon."

"Huh?" The other party obviously refused to let it go, "It's nothing, let's listen to it."

He Yi is not a good student who can't lie in the traditional sense. On the contrary, he has a good way of telling lies. He can hide his ungentle nature without leaking, and polish himself to be harmless to humans and animals, like a piece of texture. Good jade.

But when he faced Chi Yang, perhaps because the other party was a little muddier than himself, he seemed to seldom hide anything, and he didn't bother to wear his three-good student mask—so much so that now he was facing Chi Yang, obviously he should When the lie was exposed, he was somewhat unable to tell.

He lowered his eyes, remained silent, and counted the minutes and seconds that passed, until there was an unintelligible chuckle from the other end of the phone, and Chi Yang asked him, if he refused to say, if he had dreamed of something ulterior.

"No." He Yi tightened his hands slightly on his clothes, but his tone was still calm, and he said calmly, "It's nothing, you go to bed early and hang up."

He didn't hang up the phone right away, but just put down the phone and looked at the call interface quietly - after a few seconds, the screen flashed, it was Chi Yang who didn't wait for his reply and hung up.

Not very polite.He Yi frowned imperceptibly, looked up at the stairs in the dark, vaguely felt that something was wrong.

When the call was cut off just now, it seemed that it was not just the mobile phone screen that flashed by in front of my eyes.

The next second the corridor lights came on, and Chi Yang stood in the bright warm light, leaning against the wall, and waved at him needlessly: "Here - what did you dream about, tell me?"

He has taken a shower, his hair looks messier than usual, it was caught on the top of his head, exposing his forehead, he has a bright and flamboyant handsome look, he is wearing a loose pullover with cropped pants underneath, looking across half a floor I don't know the scar on his leg, but the vigor that accompanied him all the year round miraculously calmed down. He was lazy and casual, like an ordinary boy who grew up steadily and had a sunny personality.

He Yi crossed a living room, met his condescending gaze, was dazzled by the sudden light, and narrowed his eyes slightly: "I dreamed that there was a power outage in your house, and the light bulbs were all broken."

Chi Yang ignored his teasing, walked down on his own, and explained: "I didn't shake you on purpose, I'm afraid you might have nightmares, so come down and have a look."

Seeing that He Yi didn't seem to understand, he added: "Didn't I go to bed late? I used to come down to drink water in the middle of the night a few times. I happened to pass by by chance. You didn't look very good when you fell asleep. I guess It's a nightmare... I didn't just spy on you sleeping, who told you to sleep on the sofa, you can't go to the kitchen without passing by."

He obviously didn't say anything, at least compared to his previous blatant sex, the warmth in these words is not even as good as the word "brother", but in He Yi's ears, somehow, like Guan The empty house that has been decayed for many years in the bottom of my heart was opened a crack, and the faint light leaked in from the window frame, startling the dust all over the floor, and choking people's throats.

"Nightmare," his voice seemed to be hoarse for a moment, but he quickly adjusted and said calmly, "Maybe it's because he committed a lot of crimes during the day."

It is undoubtedly abnormal for such clear words to come out of his mouth. Chi Yang stopped halfway across the living room and stared at his dark eyes that were faintly glistening with water. His heart seemed to be scratched by something. He tentatively said, "No, I guessed it right?"

He Yi looked at him, trying to find some joking or teasing emotions on his face - but no, Chi Yang just frowned slightly, as if he really cared about him.

So he thought for a moment, and said in a low voice: "Well, I often have nightmares."

Especially in just a few months after I became an adult, I was haunted by overwhelming nightmares every night, and I used to rely on drugs to help me fall asleep, and I couldn't sleep peacefully.

He sat on the sofa with his knees bent, with a large coat on his legs, but only a shirt on his upper body. He unbuttoned two buttons due to sleep, revealing a piece of skin. The outline is clear, but there is a kind of fragility under the strong self-support. , rising and falling with shallow breathing.

Chi Yang looked at the small piece of skin and said, "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it, it's still early, go to sleep."

The meaning of what he said was very obvious, but He Yi didn't seem to receive it—his empty house was closed for too long, and finally when someone came to open a line of windows, he wished he could do his best to keep rare guests and make himself a whole room Give him all the broken copper and rotten iron.

But after all, it is a piece of broken copper and iron that has been covered with dust for a long time.

"Actually, it's not all nightmares." He seemed to be afraid that Chi Yang would turn around and leave, and forced to continue the previous topic. His voice was still flat, but the speed of his speech was a little faster unconsciously. "I often dream, and I wake up when I know it." But come..."

"My family is not on good terms. I used to quarrel a lot, and I can't sleep too deeply at night. I'm afraid that I may accidentally oversleep. If something happens, I won't have time to...react," he wanted to say before he could call the police, but he swallowed the words When I went back, it sounded strangely choked up, "Even if I stayed overnight, I still couldn't get rid of the problem of waking up in the middle of the night. When I woke up, I could only sit until dawn."

When he said this, he raised his head, and seemed to smile at Chi Yang, the gentle light in his eyes flashed past: "But after I came to your house to sleep, at least I didn't wake up again."

Except for the first night—but even on the first night, he rarely slept until almost dawn.

He actually had a lot to say, including those repeated nightmares, including the reasons for his family's disharmony, but he tried his best to organize the language, and in the end he only said some ambiguous things that people couldn't ask.

But he still breathed a long sigh of relief, it seemed that it was already very relaxing to confide this.

"Actually, I don't look so rebellious," he finally said, "I don't really like smoking and skipping classes..."

"I know," Chi Yang walked up to him, reached out and stroked his hair like a small animal, with a technique that had nothing to do with gentleness, "I don't like it either."

If possible, who wouldn't want to be an ordinary and happy ordinary person, growing up in love and blessings.

It's almost three o'clock, Chi Yang himself is not sleepy, he can go to school to catch up on sleep the next day if he stays up late, but considering that this good student has someone in front of his classmates, he can't sleep in class like him, so he will do it to the end , He warmed a glass of milk for him.

"It's milk again," He Yi took it, and complained rarely, "Didn't I drink it just now..."

"Well, hot milk helps you sleep, you..." Chi Yang wanted to say that your family didn't tell you, but then he remembered what He Yi said just now, swallowed it back, and said, "Go to bed early after you drink, Don't sneak out at four or five o'clock, sleep until dawn and wait for me to get up and go together."

He Yi sipped his milk, and thought for a moment between the risk of being late when he woke up and the possibility of sleeping until dawn. He felt that this proposal was unreliable, so he thought twice, and politely said: "I won't sleep until dawn..."

"Believe in yourself, you can," Chi Yang encouraged without emotion, obviously he didn't believe it, looked at the milk froth on the corner of his mouth, and changed the subject, "Come to my room if you can't sleep, if there is a way to make you sleep, tomorrow I can't even wake up."

He Yi's Taoism obviously couldn't hear the sound of the whizzing wheels in his words, he raised his eyes to look at him, expressing his doubts with his eyes.

"Well, I'm overtired, and I'll sleep until dawn." Chi Yang didn't explain, and silently moved his eyes away, and landed on He Yi's clean and beautiful hand, which was casually resting on the side.

Fortunately, He Yi is not the character who likes to ask questions. He took another sip, put down the cup, and said calmly: "I can't drink any more. Consuming more than [-] grams of dairy products a day is not good for your health."

"Okay, three hundred grams." Chi Yang smiled, didn't know what he was thinking, took the cup obediently, and didn't mind if he said it right, and drank the remaining half cup of milk with his head up.

This kind of intimacy is actually quite out of line in a social situation, but after getting along these few days, he can already clearly feel that He Yi doesn't care much about it, at least he doesn't care about him. He can't explain the reason, and it probably isn't. What a good thing, but at least it will give him an opportunity to do something that has been accused of harassment on others.

Sure enough, He Yi sat on the sofa, seemingly not aware of his behavior at all, staring ahead, not knowing what he was thinking.

"What are you thinking?" Chi Yang asked.

"I wonder why you are so nice to me."

"It's the other way around," Chi Yang smiled softly, the warm light reflected in his eyes, he was actually a little gentle, "I said it before, you are so kind to me, of course I have to repay you."

He Yi turned his gaze around, as if he wanted to ask "How can I treat you well".

"It's not just the time when I got into a fight to clean up for me. I don't care about that at all. I saw it when I was seen," Chi Yang said with a smile, "I mean when we were young, the day we met for the first time..."

At that time, I was covered in dust and scars, struggling to survive in the unbearable hell on earth. I was arrogant in my heart, but for a while I couldn't see my future clearly. I almost lost my way and became a walking corpse as vulgar and vicious as the dogs around me.

It was you who suddenly broke into my sight, well-dressed and clear-eyed, like a flawless and lofty angel, who gave me a direction to follow.

Chi Yang shook his head, still didn't say the nasty and inexplicable words in his heart, just tapped the empty cup in his hand, and said in a low voice: "...Actually, at that time, I wanted to call you brother."

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