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"Look at you," He Yi rolled his eyes and looked at him according to his words. His black eyes reflected the changing light and shadow of the screen, revealing a texture close to that of expensive gemstones. He looked at him with a smile and said softly, " Then you teach me, what else do you want to do?"

The seats in the movie theater are of the same size, and Chi Yang is taller than most people. He stretches his long legs lazily, and the aisle is not enough to fit him. He refused to let go of him, and after hearing this, he pretended to ponder for a moment, and replied: "Take out your mobile phone, and now check what you should do while watching a movie with your boyfriend. The less serious the better."

He wrapped his hands around the back of He Yi's neck, dawdling nonchalantly, his fingers brushed the neckline intentionally or unintentionally, and touched the small piece of delicate flesh on the shoulder and neck.He Yi was tickled by him, and seemed to say "childish" in a low voice, and accompanied him to act out this boring scene, and really took out his mobile phone to search for that question.

The plot of the movie has come to an end, and the heroine invites the hero to dinner in the name of his birthday to save the other party - in fact, it is not a bitter drama, at least there is no chaos, and there are still feelings for each other, but in reality, various obstacles come one after another , Emotions are also exhausted.

Chi Yang watched it for a while, and felt that the movie had some truths. Sooner or later, he would get tired, and there would be no eternally passionate feelings.

So what, he thought, sooner or later, let's wait until that day—who knows which will come first, the future or the burnout.

It's still fun to tease your boyfriend.

"How is it, do you have an answer?" He leaned over to make trouble, as if he was really discussing the problem.

He Yi didn't make a sound, and turned to the screen to show him - it was a tweet from the official account, and there was a line of bold words in the middle that stood out: Kiss him secretly at the last second when the lights came on before the end of the show, and then pretend If nothing happens, you can see his helpless and doting expression and slightly red ears when the lights are on.

Chi Yang let out an "oh", then moved his face towards him spontaneously and consciously, and said lazily and softly, "Come on, I'm ready, the movie ends at 09:30, and there are still 5 minutes left."

He Yi seems to be in a good mood today - when he is in a good mood, there will be a smile in his eyes unconsciously, and it is not so polite and pure, and there is a hint of connivance and teasing, probably only Chi Yang has seen it - also I don't know if I really didn't understand or I was pretending to be stupid: "Then I'll wait a little longer, it's too long."

I really want to kiss and leave.

Chi Yang didn't force him, anyway, it wasn't short of 5 minutes, and he didn't mind asking for it back when the lights were on: "What else, what did you see?"

"And holding hands secretly, feeding each other popcorn, drinking the same drink..." He Yi recited these things like a fluke, and being hugged by him like a fool, his sitting posture gradually relaxed, leaning slightly to Chi Yang's side, and raised his finger Pointing to the Coke placed between the two, "There is no popcorn, which one do you want to try first?"

"Hold hands."

I don’t know how many times I’ve drank the same drink. Chi Yang doesn’t bring a water glass when he goes to school. After drinking the bottled water, he has to go to the same table to hang out. There is nothing special.

He Yi nodded, and came over to grope for his other hand—but to no avail, this man was hiding his evil intentions, and put his hand behind his back as if nothing had happened, so that he would not let him touch it.

In fact, they are all hands that are used to holding hands, and they are familiar with the angle of interlocking fingers, but they are deliberately teased like this, and the subtle and ambiguous atmosphere in the square inch is suddenly entangled.

He Yi's breathing seemed to froze for a moment, and his outstretched hand had nowhere to rest for a moment, and could only temporarily rest on Chi Yang's thigh.The original intention is magnanimous, but the movements are inherently suggestive, a dilemma.

The other party's voice rang low in his ears, reminding him with a smile, the voice was between a teenager and a young man, faintly sexy in the dimly changing lights: "Hold hands."

—Hold hands.

He Yi's fingers supporting his thigh subconsciously bent.

In the next second, he felt someone grabbing his wrist, grabbing it slightly forcefully, and lifting it into the air—then there was a warm and soft touch that was about to leave.

Chi Yang kissed the inside of his wrist.

Compared with the restrained, even gentle intimacy, the intentional sound of that kiss was too loud, obviously intentional.He Yi was holding hands by him, and looked at him in a daze, and as expected, he met the bright smile in his eyes.

He always felt that his heartbeat was a little out of control, and the pulse held in his hand was extremely clear, beating his tympanic membrane softly and loudly.

Finally the movie was over and the lights went on.

Chi Yang didn't give him time to react, he reached out his hand to cover his eyes a second before the lights were fully restored, and leaned over to kiss his lips.

Whether there are 5 minutes, in fact, he does not know.

The only impression is that He Yi was tightened by his grasping hand, and his breathing trembled a little.

"Are you blushing?" Chi Yang asked him, "What else, that expression of helplessness..."

He only saw He Yi's timid, bewildered eyes.

Better stop watching those poisonous chicken soups, he heard himself say.Originally, few people watched the movie, and the people in the front row also left one after another. There were only the two of them left in the huge movie hall. The auntie with a long broom stood at the door, urging them to go home from a distance.

He took a look at the ending of the movie, the hero and heroine probably didn’t get back together, it was an open ending that couldn’t be more cowardly: on the train going to another country, passing by a certain passenger, vaguely familiar, but he didn’t turn his head to see.

Some things cannot be looked back, just like a train going one way, the scenery is the scenery at this moment, and the future and the past have no right to think about.

When walking down the steps, he heard He Yi calling his name behind his back, his voice was very low, as if he was talking to himself.

"what happened?"

What could be the matter, in the past, he was the one who teased the other party too much and made him shy, but He Yi is not the type to be shy, so he probably just said something irrelevant.

The subtle sense of loss flashed by, and was quickly replaced by joy—indeed, he was only so promising, and he would feel better if he could talk to the other party, and he would feel satisfied as he walked back slowly holding hands.

"After watching," He Yi answered after thinking for a moment, "That train hasn't reached the end yet."

"Ok?"

He Yi stopped, stood in the shadow of the emergency exit at the corner of the shopping mall, pulled his hand, motioned him to approach, and said in a surprisingly serious tone: "I mean, their story hasn't been finished yet, even the script I can't even frame it..."

Not to mention a person's own life, without a script, without lines, and without a train with a predetermined destination-how can there be no future, the future is long and far away, and it is a grand and distant place worth looking forward to.

He didn't finish his sentence, and Chi Yang didn't ask further questions, but just looked down at him silently for a moment: "I know."

It seems very romantic to catch the last subway with someone you like and have a date in an empty car.

If only the date wasn't obsessed with analyzing the plot of the lengthy romance they just watched and trying to apply those plots to them.

"Why does he accept it if he doesn't like it?" He Yi asked him, "Won't that be very tiring?"

"Because that girl...well, treats him very well," Chi Yang paused, but still didn't say the word licking the dog, "If a person treats you unconditionally all the time and looks good, even if you don't like her He doesn't mean anything to him, won't you feel sorry for him after a long time and want to give him a chance?"

The light in the subway is much better than that in the cinema, and he can clearly see the smile in He Yi's eyes: "Are you talking about yourself?"

Really, unconditionally treat him very well, and he looks pretty good.

"That's different..."

"What's the difference?"

What's different - probably only He Yi didn't know anything about feelings at that time, so he could be tricked into taking the bait by him.

Of course Chi Yang couldn't say this, so he had to ask another way: "Then you don't like me, and you don't mean anything to me?"

This is obviously cheating.He Yi glanced at him, seemed to find it very interesting, and said frankly: "I didn't know at the time, but now..."

"Ok?"

If there are points for dating, then He Yi is undoubtedly a person who is very good at reciting and understanding standard answers, and then applying them flexibly.At this time, he has already been able to show off a little, and then give an answer like "Now I like you very much, and I will always give you opportunities".

Learn fast.

"That's right," Chi Yang resisted being teased by him, and turned the topic back to the original question, "but not all others are like this, some people are not tempted, but out of pity or desire to control, they will I want to give him a chance."

"But it's going to be painful to go on like this..."

"Indeed, but it's very painful and won't be made into a movie," Chi Yang smiled, "The male protagonist in the movie is tempted, otherwise he wouldn't be more serious about what happened later, do you remember what they quarreled about? "

When the plot progressed to the quarrel, He Yi should still be watching it seriously.He bowed his head and recalled for a moment, and said: "The woman does not have a stable job, and her health is not good. The man's parents do not agree with them to continue dating..."

"Well, if I'm not emotional, I wouldn't even quarrel. If I'm that guy, and my parents don't agree, and I don't like it, then I'll probably give her a sum of money, so we can get together and break up—don't Then look at me, if it was you, don't say that your parents don't agree, the whole world puts a knife on my neck and I say I have no money, I can't pay the breakup fee, and I won't break up even if I die."

He Yi was amused by him: "Then what happened after that?"

"Later, I became tempted later, but I didn't survive the pressure of reality. The heroine was probably tired, and they started a cold war... What do you want to ask, will the cold war be reconciled?"

In fact, it is not possible. Even if we reconcile, the problem is still there. It is just a short period of self-deception and prolonging a relationship with a fixed result.

It's just that he couldn't bear to tell He Yi these words.

A person who is slowly learning to understand emotions, even if what he sees is not perfect, should not leave such a pessimistic tone—otherwise, He Yi will acquiesce that all emotions are tragedies in the future, what will he do.

and……

"Didn't you just say it yourself? The script didn't even give the future." He opened his hand, lazily pasted it to hug He Yi, and continued, "I can only say that it is possible to reconcile. How do you say that word? , it’s up to people to do it.”

He Yi looked serious as if he was discussing a serious proposition, he nodded his head when he heard this, and accepted his statement.

"Okay, we're almost at the station. My house is far from the subway station. There's still a long way to go." Chi Yang rubbed his neck casually, as a reward for his boyfriend who didn't forget to learn some love knowledge on the date today—— Although the meaning of this kind of learning is open to question—while taking He Yi's hand and looking at his watch, he lowered his voice and said to himself, "10:30, there is still an hour and a half..."

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