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"Brother, I want to eat candy..."

He Yi didn't understand for a while: "What candy?"

"Any kind of candy is fine," Chi Yang pushed the shopping cart and walked slowly forward with him, smiling inexplicably, "When I was young, the orphanage only bought candy during the New Year's and holidays, one for each person. of……"

He rarely took the initiative to talk about his childhood, and occasionally he only talked about the part related to He Yi. Now he said it in such a happy environment before the New Year's Day, which made people feel distressed for no reason.

He Yi was stunned, put a bag of hot pot base ingredients into the shopping cart, reached out and patted Chi Yang's head: "Okay, go buy it now."

"Actually, it's nothing. After I came out from there, I bought candy for myself every year... Even after that, no one celebrated the New Year together, so I forgot about it," Chi Yang said, "If you didn't tell me this year, I would Can not remember."

He Yizhen took him to the snack area, stopped near the dazzling array of bulk candies, pulled down a few bulk food bags and handed them to him: "Choose what you want to eat."

In fact, Chi Yang has no interest in sweets. The only thing that can be touched in his preferences is mint-flavored cigarettes, and he has quit now.In his eyes, the various types of candies are almost the same, and if he really chooses, he will probably only choose the two or three types that are closest to him—or different flavors of the same brand.

When he stretched out his hand, he paused, as if thinking of something, he turned to look at He Yi: "Brother..."

"what happened?"

"I want to eat the one you gave me when I was a child," he said with a surprisingly serious tone, but with a smile in his eyes, his tone was soft and coquettish, "fruit candy, orange flavor."

Sugar was produced more than ten years ago, and I don’t know if it is still produced.Based on his memory of the packaging, He Yi took a look around and came to the conclusion that at least there are none here, so he shook his head: "Buy it online, go back and take pictures to read the pictures. The candy wrappers are at home..."

Pretty smart.Chi Yang didn't expect that this question could be solved in this way, but it was impossible to really leave this matter to discuss at home, and before He Yi turned around, he made an inch and added: "No, today is New Year's Eve, I just want to eat today."

He thought it was hypocritical to say this himself, but He Yi has always had no bottom line for him, so he made it clear that Pengci's words would be seriously considered—then he smiled helplessly: "It's too late today, what should I do?"

"Then you have to make it up to me..."

If it were placed on others, it would be unreasonable to make trouble... However, He Yi is very fond of the idea of ​​"making up for it", which is probably caused by the environment in which he grew up. He can offer kindness to others calmly, but it is difficult to accept it with peace of mind. Put yourself on the side of giving, it seems that only in this way can you get enough sense of security, you will not owe others, and you will not let others down.

Even when the object is Chi Yang, he will "give" and "compensate" as a way of expressing his liking. If Chi Yang doesn't stop him, he can "give" everything without reservation.

This kind of emotional view is actually abnormal. Chi Yang has always known it, and he probably has noticed it himself. He is gradually adapting to accepting the other party's tough kindness. It's been much better.

Chi Yang always feels that they can be together for a long time, but in fact, it is not all unreasonable self-confidence - when you can feel that each other is doing their best to improve this relationship, it will be a very good and long-lasting relationship.

Of course, there is also the factor that his little boyfriend is so good. He is good-looking, has a good personality, and his grades are among the best. He has no reservations about relying on him. When we are together, all eyes are on him... Maybe it is a bit exaggerated , but such a good person, he has no reason not to pamper him.

But it seems that He Yi is pampering him at this time.

He Yi took back those grocery bags, found three different kinds of fruit candy from the assortment of loose candies, weighed some for him, put them patiently into the bag, and asked him, "What's the compensation?"

There was a slight smile in the voice that seemed to be conniving, but it also seemed to be asking a serious question.

"It's not too much." Chi Yang rubbed his nose, took the bags of candy to weigh, then lowered his voice as he walked past him, and whispered in his ear, "You just have to feed me, it's not too demanding. Just feed it with your mouth."

It was already dark when they came out with a big bag of things. The supermarket was on the basement floor of the shopping mall, some distance from the subway station, and they could walk all the way through the underground garage.

When the two of them walked together, except that they were not familiar with each other at the beginning, they couldn't do it for them justifiably. He would take it half-coquettishly and put it in his pocket.

The possessiveness is silent, but it cannot be hidden.

At first, He Yi was puzzled and told him not to be so polite, but he probably got used to it later, and he would not mention the idea of ​​helping him to share half of it. Anyway, Chi Yang didn't want this, so he should take the initiative to kiss him when he got home. The rewards come in real terms.

Or, like now, stop at the corner of the parking lot where no one is around, peel off a candy, and feed him mouth to mouth as he said.

"Open your mouth..." He Yi bit the orange candy, lowered his gaze, and said vaguely.

He seemed to have misunderstood the whole thing about mouth-to-mouth candy—or at least too little.Chi Yang didn't intend to tell the truth, but just lowered his head obediently, opened his mouth obediently, and waited for He Yi to raise his head and get closer before reaching out to hold the back of his neck, using a little force to prevent him from leaving.

The candy had already been fed, and the other party's ulterior motive was obviously not in the candy, but kissed him more deeply with a mouth full of sweet and cloying orange flavor, and did not let him swallow the sugar water until He Yi was teased by him Unable to hold back, he let out a soft "huh" a little out of composure, and then put the candy back into his mouth, and let go of his hand with still not enough meaning.

"I don't like candy," Chi Yang said with a slight distance between them, and said softly in a volume that only each other could hear, "I'll give you all the candy from now on, just let me taste you once in a while."

His voice was originally lower than those of his peers. I don't know whether it was because the kiss made him emotional or the orange candy was too sweet, but it also brought some dark and unclear breath sounds, which fell on the corner of his mouth together with the hot breath, which was unreasonably tempting.

Chi Yang looked away, not looking at the other party's damp eyes under the dim light, and waited for a while before stretching out his hand, pulling him back into his arms, coaxing him softly like a small animal: "What's the matter, brother, what's the matter?" Are you dumbfounded?"

Thanks to the orange candy, his mouth is full of sweetness—the source and process can't be thought about carefully, so he can only hug Chi Yang's shoulders slowly and shake his head.

"Okay," he didn't say, Chi Yang never really forced him, he would just change the subject calmly, "I've made progress..."

"Ok?"

"Your heart beats very fast now," Chi Yang smiled lowly, as if recalling something, feeling a little emotional, "It didn't beat so fast before."

Like stagnant water, I almost thought you didn't love me anymore.

He Yi was still a little dazed, nodded his head, still leaned in his arms, and after a while said softly: "Chi Yang..."

"what happened?"

"I like you very much."

You are the first person who said to me "I will give you everything in the future".

Chi Yang seemed to be taken aback for a moment, but soon came back to his senses, stroked his hair, and said with a smile: "Okay, I know, let's go first, the subway will be late for a while, and I have to go home to make dumplings Woolen cloth……"

He probably knew what He Yi was thinking. If it was someone else, he would take advantage of the situation and say more love words like "Don't talk about sugar, I can give it to you in this life", strike while the iron is hot-but if it was He Yi, It's better to accept it as soon as you see it, so as not to scare his little boyfriend, and then it's time to find ways to repay him.

The method of repayment is still to refer to the push from the marketing account. If you can’t refuse it, you can only accept it—and then teach it again yourself.

He let go of He Yi's arm, carrying a supermarket shopping bag in one hand, and holding his boyfriend in the other hand, and walked towards the subway station.

"When I was young, my family didn't eat dumplings during Chinese New Year. I would only go to hotels for banquets. The elders of my father's family set the table, which was considered a reunion dinner..."

Already on the subway, but the hand that I was holding has not been let go, as if it was naturally glued together.

Maybe it was because of New Year's Eve, there was no one else on the subway at this point, at least there was no one else in the car they got on, and the two of them could lean together generously, holding hands and chatting.

"and then?"

"And then," He Yi seemed to smile, but his tone was still very light, "Actually, I don't know many people well, so I can only tell their seniority, and you can't eat casually, and you can't move your chopsticks more than three times. My father He kept looking at me, forgot the rules when he was a child, and had to face the wall and think about it when he got home."

"After growing up a bit, I started to learn to deal with elders... Eating is not for eating, it's not interesting."

One of the rare things about Chi Yang’s personality is that his childhood was more unfortunate than most people’s, but he often forgot about it, so when he heard these words, he would not “compare misery” with others. Should he be distressed or distressed? ——When you feel distressed, give it a hug: "It's okay, ah, we can eat whatever we want in the future, no one is looking at you."

He Yi didn't seem to be disappointed, on the contrary, he felt a little relaxed. He smiled slightly when he heard the words, feeling a little emotional: "I used to envy those classmates who really made dumplings at home. I didn't know it at first, and thought it was a story. The plot in the novel, now no one will do it at home, after all, you can buy ready-made... Later, I know, sometimes I will be envious."

"But you don't have to be envious in the future," he added, looking at Chi Yang, "right?"

"Well, you'll have what they have," Chi Yang stroked his hair, and rarely said seriously, "I'll supply it to you."

The New Year's Eve is approaching, and the lights of thousands of homes——for the first time, he found his way home in such lights.

Fortunately, it's not too late.

The author says:

The agreed-upon double update finally passed zero o'clock... I hope everyone will eat sweets and be happy when you wake up. I'm sick recently and I'm a little busy. Please forgive me...

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