accompany me

He leaned there, his voice was clear, but also lazy, like the sun had fallen to the last inch and was about to sink into the barren shadows.

But He Yi stood in the haze overgrown with weeds, raised his head, and finally saw the light.

Ten minutes later, his light was lying on the table, imitating his joking tone last night: "It's pretty good."

He Yi: "..."

He has never sat in the last row in his life, and he is worried about what the parents will do - but when Chi Yang finished his sentence 10 minutes ago and the teacher turned to ask him for advice, he really didn't care. He nodded hesitantly.

The previous farce was like a splash of stones, but He Yi gently and quickly suppressed it, together with the sudden surge of emotion in his heart, he didn't want to mention a word again.

Fortunately, Chi Yang is not a gossip person, at least he has no interest in talking funny on this topic, so he quickly got down on the ground to catch up on sleep.

He wore a large white sweater, which wrapped up his gangster-like temperament a little more peacefully, and looked gentle and harmless. When he rested on his arm, his shoulder blades were outlined under the material, and they rose and fell slightly with his breathing. with.

Only at this time did his sharp, withdrawn, and unscrupulous wolf nature settle down, revealing the clues of a boy underneath, such as those shoulder bones that were still a little thin and straight, and a strand of hair that was hidden in the crook of his arm. hair.

He Yi was sitting right next to him, bowing his head to do the questions, writing down line after line in an orderly manner, turning the pages of the book lightly and politely, the anger that had been acting like a joke before finally calmed down completely, and he no longer unnecessaryly Analyzing whether the acting skills are appropriate or not, even the little complacency brought about by cheating the sky has dissipated.

It's freaky, he thought, but at least it's done.

"It's just a fight, nothing more."

Of course he is not so filial, and he will not fight with the National People's Congress just because of a classmate's swear words that don't mean much, but the timing is just right, and the scene of Chi Yang rubbing people on the ground last night has not faded away. , It is worthy of him directing and acting like this.

There was even an unexpected harvest - he turned his eyes slightly, looked at Chi Yang's bent elbow on the other side of the desk, and there was a little smile in his eyes that he didn't even notice.

Just like he smokes regularly every day, has no Internet addiction and stays out at night, this fight is also nonsensical and meaningless.

He Yi clearly knows that all these things he has done all this time are meaningless. He easily deceives everyone, or takes advantage of the advantages of good students to enjoy special treatment. Walking on a long steel wire rope, you will fall into the abyss if you don't pay attention...

But he did it anyway, even more and more easily, as if the very act of taking off or putting on the mask gave him great satisfaction.

But what seems more satisfying is that now, he is sitting in a quiet corner of the classroom, solving his favorite science subject step by step, his thinking is active but pure, and there is someone by his side who can also cook egg fried rice...

This is the first time he has withdrawn from the perspective of a self-directed and self-actor, looking back at his behaviors that he thought were absurd but reasonable, and even had the idea of ​​​​stopping it for the first time

Those hatreds, deceptions, and cries have nothing to do with him, and neither has the black and white inversion that lasted more than ten years. He can just stop like this and be a good student who follows the rules, gentle, educated, excellent and ordinary. , take an enviable bright road, graduate, work, marry a wife and have children...

But a voice in my heart sneered and retorted, no, you can't stop anymore.

These boring tricks have been rooted in your heart, and the filth and stains have covered your past and future—can you really quit smoking just by saying quit smoking, can you really be buried safely in this vulgar body?

Even so, can you really give up digging out of school every night and go to that spacious and bright house to spend the night in a logical way——

"What do you think?"

He Yi was startled, and suddenly recovered from his thoughts, only to realize that most of the people in the class had finished walking.

"Not eating?" Chi Yang asked again.He was still lying there with his arms under his pillow, his voice was low and hoarse, with a heavy sense of stickiness when he just woke up, "You good students are so hardworking, you don't even eat lunch...and I expect you to help me bring some. "

He Yi looked at the math problem in front of him that was half-solved, his hand holding the pen froze, and he answered after a while: "...Eat, what do you want, bring it for you."

"Let's go together." Chi Yang straightened up, stretched his waist, and reached out to touch the desk, only to remember that he left his schoolbag on the stall yesterday, a little embarrassed, "Then what, I'm I lost my card, can I borrow it, and I will transfer the money to you later."

He didn't wait for He Yi to react slowly, and moved a little closer, almost face-to-face, saying in a voice that only each other could hear: "One meal, brother."

The words were obviously ridiculed, but when the word "brother" came out of his mouth, especially with such a low, slightly ambiguous voice that had just woken up, it almost produced a strange feeling. Sexy, down-to-earth and aggressive, there are no words to say no to.He Yi was taken aback, and said softly, "Okay, let's take it as rent."

The relationship between the two of them seems to be maintained by such inexplicable unequal repayment-replacing a bowl of fried rice with eggs is obviously not enough to compensate for the kindness of cleaning up the mess for others, and paying for a lunch in the school cafeteria is also not enough to pay in a high-end villa. The rent that the district borrows indefinitely.

However, both parties tacitly did not mention it, but because of this kind of entanglement between you and me, which can never be cleared up, there is a subtle sense of security. It seems that this way they can eat and live together logically.

He Yi squinted his eyes subconsciously when he thought of the words "eat and live together". He walked out of the back door of the classroom and stepped into the sunshine unexpectedly, only then did he realize that there is sunshine today.

This is a very rare, pure and precious sunny day in late autumn in the north.

After a long time, when He Yi thought of this day, he could still clearly remember what a sunny day it was, with the sun shining from every corner, as if all the deceptions, disguises and malice in this world had nowhere to hide, revealing that all beings are equal. bright.

At this age, eating has to be robbed, they go late, the cafeteria is already overcrowded, and they can actually feel a little too warm and hot in this season, Chi Yang led He Yi to turn left and right, walk through the noise and heat, and walked to the cafeteria At the same crowded small supermarket at the end of the second floor, he turned around and spread his palms towards him: "Meal card, what do you want to eat?"

He Yi is not picky, and politely said: "Anything is fine, no trouble."

Chi Yang raised his eyebrows, said "Mmm", motioning for him to sit on the side for a while, then turned around and squeezed into the crowded crowd.

After 10 minutes, he squeezed out again, looking effortless, not even the slightest sense of shortness of breath. He stood there and looked around, and soon found He Yi who was sitting not far away, and walked towards him.

"Let's go," Chi Yang handed him the things, and actually felt that he was sitting here waiting for him, and he looked a bit obedient, "Pineapple buns, and a bottle of milk, there is nothing to eat when you come late, so just let it go."

He Yi thanked him, dug out the bottle of milk from Lin Linlanglang's bag, put in a straw, took a sip slowly, and got up to follow him.

When going down the stairs, Chi Yang paused, thought of something, turned around, took the bag from He Yi's hand under He Yi's inexplicable gaze, and said, "Let go."

He Yi:?

He looked at He Yi and smiled vaguely: "I can't let you suffer."

The milk was slowly finished on the way back to the classroom, and the bread was eaten on the corridor directly opposite the back door of the classroom.

Standing in the clear sunlight, He Yi rarely relaxed his usual straight back, and leaned against the tiled wall like Chi Yang. The wall was cool and comfortable, and the sunlight was fluffy and soft. He tore the pineapple buns into small pieces and sent them in. In the mouth, it is too sweet.

Chi Yang leaned there lazily, like a large dog stretching its paws, chatting with him without saying a word—behind him was an old ginkgo tree that was said to have grown for decades, its leaves were already bald, and its branches were Facing the light in the sun, it is implicated into a sparse light gold.

"Brother," he called out, as if enjoying He Yi's blank expression when he heard this address, "Let's go to the cafeteria together in the future."

He Yi glanced at him, swallowed the last bite of bread, covered his mouth and said, "Aren't you going to make up your student card?"

In fact, go to the stall yesterday to look for it, and you can probably find it back.Chi Yang raised his arms behind his head, stretched his waist restrainedly, and replied casually: "I don't want to make up, anyway, I will graduate in a few months anyway, trouble."

From the corner of his eye, he watched that good student covered his mouth and chewed without eating or sleeping. He was really well-bred.

But the more such a person is, the more he will arouse people's desire to offend, and want to feed him something else, forcing him to lose his mind and collapse, and he has no time to care about his education... Chi Yang came back to his senses and felt that he was out of time Startled by the thought, his Adam's apple rolled up and down unnaturally.

He Yi didn't notice it, and said "um", "Then let's eat together."

Looking back afterwards, He Yi still felt that his compromise was unreasonable - if he had to find a reason, it might be because he was dumbfounded by Chi Yang's "brother".

In fact, Chi Yang grew up in an orphanage, and even his household register was made up for him by his adoptive father later on. There is no specific age at all. Just judging from his height and temperament, he is even more mature than most of the students in his class.

But when he narrowed his eyes slightly and said these two words with a ambiguous smile, his vigor was strangely peaceful. On the contrary, the tone between coquettish and teasing was just right. , making it difficult to distinguish his true intentions.

At least a smart and rational person like He Yi would be distracted when he heard him called this name, and somehow felt that this boy who was half a head taller than him, who fought once and beat three times was actually a wolf cub, and he needed someone to watch him. There is nothing wrong with calling brother.

There is nothing wrong with calling it like this.

He Yi didn't go to the Internet cafe to go through the process that night, and left the school with Chi Yang after school at ten o'clock.

With earphones hanging on one ear, Chi Yang felt that the experience of going home with someone was very fresh, as if it was limited to a season.

The good student next to him added a knitted sweater between the shirt and the school uniform jacket today. A small piece of ironed softness is exposed from the half-opened neckline of the zipper, and it is folded inside and out with the collar of the white shirt. The whole person looks gentle And polite.

It's just that it's not very elegant to smoke out a cigarette just after turning a corner after leaving the school gate.

Chi Yang looked down at him skillfully touching the cigarette to light it, put it into his beautifully contoured mouth, and slowly exhaled the soft smoke. He actually thought that he was pretty good-looking like this, with an inexplicable lightness that belonged to him alone. sexy.

He was taken aback by the word "sexy" that came to mind, turned his gaze away calmly, and couldn't help but want to tease He Yi: "Why don't you go to the Internet cafe today?"

He thought that He Yi would not give any meaningful answer, but the other party's answer was unexpectedly straightforward: "I want to go home early and sleep, I'm tired today."

"Who's going back to?"

"Didn't you pay the rent?" He Yi seemed to think of something interesting, smiled slightly, and looked over from bottom to top, the corners of his eyes were clean and soft, with a teasing smile, " It’s also my home.”

The first time he saw this good student hiding behind the teaching building and smoking, He Yi looked at him from the height of half a floor, with the same look in his eyes - the shape of the corners of his eyes is obviously very harmless, and at this time he provoked a little She is cunning, like the sex-eating monster depicted in the classics of mountains and seas...

However, He Yi quickly looked away, lowered his eyelashes, raised his hand to cover the smoke that was blown away by the night wind, and did not look at him again.

"Then invite me to dinner tomorrow," Chi Yang heard himself say, "one meal a day, isn't it too much?"

In fact, he really likes to hear He Yi's chuckle, his light smirk like a cat stretching its waist and purring.

Thanks to the clear sky during the day, there are few stars at night, the night is light, and the clouds are slowly blowing past the full moon—everything is fine.

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