Brother of Rebirth

Chen Fei didn't care what Su Ling thought, he only knew that Su Ling wouldn't leave him.

So no matter what he did, even if it was too much, Su Ling would just mumble, but would not say anything.

Such an ordinary person has been going around for so many years. Chen Fei has changed many people secretly, but he always keeps Su Ling by his side. His appearance on the bed is quite attractive, or it may be that Su Ling is like that flat warm boiled water, which is cheap every day, and I often can't think of him, but sometimes it's not bad to drink when you're tired, thirsty, and angry. .

Until now, Chen Fei couldn't tell the reason why he couldn't do without Su Ling, after all, he was such an ordinary and cowardly person.

Why would you be with such an ordinary person?

Now the world is moving forward at a huge speed that is visible to the slightest eye, including ethics and morality. People today are not as terrified of the word "homosexuality" as the old people were before, but when Chen Fei met Su Ling At the beginning of that century, homosexuality was still an object of criticism and discrimination. When boys found out that they were different from other "normal people" during their adolescence, they were naturally frightened and apprehensive.

This included Chen Fei.

Chen Fei is such a proud person, he has been praised by teachers and friends since he was a child, when he found out that he likes a man one day, and faced with the crisis of his own value orientation, the world in his heart almost collapsed.

And at this time, a little boy actually confessed his love to him.

The boy had an ordinary face that was harmless to humans and animals, and said to himself with a pale face that he liked you with trembling lips. After confessing, he was at a loss and cried.

Chen Fei originally thought that this was really a weirdo, but his curiosity about his sexual orientation made him approach this boy.

It was only slowly that Chen Fei discovered that the boy's phone was easy to use.

Yes, it works.

It's like a tool that is in hand, making people reluctant to let it go.

Chen Fei remembered that the first time he slept with that boy, he passed out from the pain. No wonder, Chen Fei didn't have any sexual experience with men, so he could only practice and develop on that man. Yes, even though it made him bleed that time, when I apologized to him with regret, the shy and shy boy just lowered his head and said it was okay.

It's okay, it's okay, this is probably what he said most often, the boy is like a ball of soft cotton, you can't feel the force when you punch it, it's so soft and soft that it wraps around yourself.

Later, I went to a big city, where the prosperity and progress were a different world compared to the small southwest cities. During that short four years, Chen Fei changed several bed partners, and finally faced up to After becoming a comrade, a man like Chen Fei is like a fish in water, the city is very fast, and the relationship develops very fast. Chen Fei almost needs to change people every once in a while, but for some reason, that boy always takes him with him. by your side.

Occasionally, he would get angry when he saw his own sex a few times, but he never gave a face, just kept silent.

It is also easy to coax, as long as Chen Fei speaks soft words, he can continue to enjoy his body almost at night.

By the way, probably because of that body, Chen Fei explained to himself the reason why he hasn't changed him for so many years.

That boy was really shy on the bed. Even though they had been together for so many years, his face would still turn red the moment he took off his clothes, from his ears to his belly button.Chen Fei always likes to watch some calcium tablets and the like, and also forces the boy to learn those naughty words and seductive skills, but the boy can never learn, and always endures his own robbery with shame, really What a great body.

You can toss around at will, not afraid that the other party will call you a pervert, and you can think of various ways to make him more ashamed.

Chen Fei once tied his limbs to the corner of the bed and played with him for a long time. When he was put down, he couldn't walk for a long time, but the boy just put on his clothes silently without complaining.

She also took a video camera to take pictures of him in various shameful ways, and then showed him on the bed. While fucking him, he pressed his head to let him see how he was being crushed and ravaged on the screen.

In short, what is not dared to be done to others is all right to be done to him.

Anything goes.

So much so that when planning his own life, he completely felt that he didn't need to consider his suggestions.

As a parent's pride, marriage is naturally necessary. Do you still have to ask him such a mundane matter?Anyway, even if he gets angry, he will forgive himself, so there is nothing to discuss.

But that person left and never came back.

On the first day, Chen Fei could comfort himself that he would definitely come back, but on the second day, he had already started breaking things in the house.

Something was lost, no, half of my soul was lost.

Chen Fei searched for many people, but his heart was still so empty, so empty that it was meaningless to do anything, like a hydrogen balloon, which was originally held, was let go, and floated unsteadily into the air, unable to hold on to anything , can only drift passively into the empty space.

The days like walking dead lasted for a long time, until one day he saw the announcement of the body identification from an old newspaper, the feeling of changing color in the world is still fresh in his memory, and he almost went blank for an instant.

The world shattered, cracked, separated, drifted apart.

I can hardly breathe.

These days of despair lasted for a long time, until I fell into the inland river in a trance.

Now this person is in his arms, his voice and appearance have changed.

The ordinary, weak, freckled face has been far away.

Chen Fei hugged Su Ling tightly, "Su Ling, let me treat you well."

Su Ling sighed for a long time and looked out the window. It was pitch black outside the window. Occasionally, there would be one or two calls of unknown creatures. Although he was still in a daze occasionally, this was another real world.

Looking at the old tree illuminated by the dim lamp in the courtyard, there are some green buds floating on it, which is new life.

"Now I," Su Ling turned her head to Chen Fei, "now, I am your child, father."

Su Ling emphasized the word "father" emphatically.

Chen Fei heard that father's harshness, although he knew that Su Ling's statement was true, he couldn't help but growl, "Don't call me father!"

Su Ling got up slowly, "Well, Su Ling, is already dead, his body is broken into pieces, and he died in despair. Now I am just a bastard who is not accepted by the clan. Fortunately, I was sent out of the house to become a Qidi. It's going well, it's not bad, your starting point is better than mine, and according to your ability, you will naturally rise to the top."

Chen Fei hugged him, "Su Ling, don't do this!"

Don't do this, don't do this, what else can I do?

Su Ling gently broke away from him, "If you, if you want to be nice to me, ask Da Furen to show some kindness, and don't touch the livelihood of Hushi Village."

During this time of waking up and sleeping, Chen Fei more or less understood some things inside and outside the Su residence, and also knew which one he was talking about. He grabbed Su Ling's hand, "Su Ling, I know You have been wronged too much during this time, I promise you, I will pay them back ten times, no, a hundred times the wronged you have suffered, just beg you, just beg you..."

Chen Fei almost choked up.

Su Ling shook his head, "Those are in the past, I don't want to mention it again, this body is really pitiful, I want to live well for him."

Then look at the person with red eye circles in front of him, "Also, for the original me."

Chen Fei wanted to hug him, when there was a sound outside the door, that Changfu had already entered with a food box, and when he entered the door, he saw his master's eyes were slightly red, and the eldest young master's face was gloomy, so naturally he knew He came at an untimely time, but he pretended not to see it, put the food box on the table, lifted the lid, and took out the porridge and a few dishes of side dishes, "Master, today's porridge is made from Nanjiang rice. Well, the villain also told the dining room that the young master is not in good health, so they endured a lot, "

He continued to take out another bowl of porridge, "You haven't eaten much all day, and the villain has brought your share here, sir. I hope the master will take pity on my body, so I will eat some at least."

Chen Fei wanted to talk to Su Ling more, so he wanted to drink him away, but Su Ling told Chang Fu first, "Please help me hire a carriage, there are many things in the village, I, I have to go back."

Chang Fu looked at Chen Fei, then at Su Ling, with a look of embarrassment on his face,

"At this time, the groom has already fallen asleep, villain..."

Chen Fei was in a hurry, regardless of Chang Fu's side, "Su Ling, you can't go!"

Su Ling leaned over and bowed, "Father, the child is already the Qi family's younger brother, and I beg the father to let the child go back as soon as possible."

Su Ling's words about his father made Chen Fei feel sad. He didn't want to lose Su Ling, but he had no reason to keep him. In his last life, when he recalled Su Ling's methods sometimes, he wanted to hit himself with his fist. .Su Ling's face was determined to go, the focus on himself that could be seen on his face before could no longer be seen, and Chen Fei had a sad face.

"Tomorrow, wait until tomorrow, okay?" Let me see you more.

Changfu pretended not to see everything in front of him, all of which made him feel too weird, a bit weird... But Changfu is a sensible person, he knows what to see in his eyes and treat it as if he didn't see it , he immediately turned his head to look outside the house.

The night is deep.