I'm still so majestic

"In the past 21 years, I have traveled a lot and made many mistakes, but there are some things that cannot be mistaken no matter what."

"Do the math, I was fifteen years old when I first met you, and it has been six years now, more than 2000 days and nights, not too long, but not too short."

Xie Wenzhuo said calmly, "In these days, there are many things that have been obscured, but it is not necessarily forgotten, but... there are other inconceivable reasons, mistakes made. In the final analysis, this is just the appearance, In the really deep place, you have to look bit by bit—"

"And I have watched it for so many years, and I know in my heart that you who stood on the white bridge six years ago and smiled back at me, and six years later, you like peach blossom wine, watched the fireworks in the capital with me, and set off Kongming lanterns outside the moat. The sign on the marriage tree and the red thread on your wrist are the same person."

Yanji's fingers trembled.

Xie Wenzhuo held Yan Ji's hand tightly, and said word by word: "Your Majesty, do you believe it or not?"

His voice is still gentle, and the affection in his eyes has not faded in the slightest.Yan Ji rested his head on Xie Wenzhuo's chest, and could clearly hear his heartbeat, beating, beating again, evenly and steadily.

In an instant, Yan Ji recalled many scenes.The quiet lights in Xuanjing Hall, the soft face under the dim light, the mahogany beads and red thread, Xie Wenzhuo's warm words and laughter, and that moonlit night, when Xie Wenzhuo said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you, he was serious and meticulous. Eyebrows.

So I suddenly felt that I couldn't believe it.

Yan Ji was silent for a long time, then said in a deep voice, "...I believe it."

The bewilderment on his face was much more relaxed than before, and his eyes suddenly became calm: "Some things you remember, I don't know, this is the truth. And whether it was blurred by the years, or for other reasons , I don’t know now, but I think, no matter what, I believe you.”

Xie Wenzhuo's eyes were very gentle, he didn't speak, and raised his hand to push away the wet hair on his forehead.

Yan Ji let him move: "Wen Qing, I don't know why you are so sure, but you believe it... I won't doubt your intentions, but I still want to know what I didn't know before. There are many."

After he finished speaking, he didn't speak again, and looked at Xie Wenzhuo.

Xie Wenzhuo had a smile like a spring breeze on his face, and led him to sit down on the edge of the side hall bed, then nodded: "...Okay."

……

This story is half complicated and half simple.

It is complicated because there are many reasons behind this matter that are difficult to fathom.

And simple, because this is actually a very vulgar story.

He Ji, who was full of pain and despair after his father and brother died in battle in Dongjiaguan, Xie Wenzhuo, a young man wandering around with nowhere to go, and Fu Zhihuai, who was said to be a dandy and frustrated since childhood, three people with different lives, in the same place, Met the same boy with peach blossom eyes, bright smile all around, really gentle down to the bone.

That day was the 26th year of Daqi Tianning.

June nineteenth.

"When I met you, He Ji and Xie Wenzhuo were already by your side. I don't know what they experienced with you and what they said."

"I just remember that it was a very warm afternoon that day. I sat on the stone steps outside White Horse Lane and looked ahead alone. Many people walked past me and they said different things...in these words, I heard Mostly, let’s go home.”

"Suddenly I was very jealous. You see, the world is so big, so many people have homes, and when they are tired, they will have a place to go back to. But I grew up eating a lot of food, and lived alone for many years. Master travels all over the world and travels all over the world, but in the end, he doesn’t even have a place to call home.”

When he said sad words, his tone was indeed almost meaningless and flat, piercing the bottom of my heart, like a needle prick.

"I sat on the stone steps for a long time that day, and the more I thought about it, the more I realized that my life might not be expected at all."

"But at this time, someone squatted down in front of me. He, wearing a crimson dress, with beautiful peach eyes, squatted in front of me, looked very small, looked at me seriously, and said, look It's so sad to wake up, would you like to go for a walk with me?"

Having said that, he paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, there was warmth in his voice.

"I didn't want to go at first, but I saw the people behind him, they were smiling, very pure and warm... I thought, can I laugh like that?"

"So, I went with him."

The corner of Xie Wenzhuo's mouth curved happily.

"That afternoon, we went to many places. He took me to eat chestnut cakes, bought peach blossom branches, stood on the tower and looked into the distance, and went boating on the lake."

"Later, we were all tired, so we went to lie down under the willow tree by the river embankment. He sat between us holding a peach blossom branch, and weaved it into a peach wood ring for us to wear on our wrists. It was very beautiful."

"Later, it was getting late and he was leaving."

"I accompanied him to the White Bridge and walked down together. I was really very reluctant... So I deliberately walked very slowly, very slowly, but no matter how slow I was, the end was still here."

"He got off the bridge, I didn't get off, I just looked at him, and he looked back at me for a long time, then suddenly came up, stretched out his hand to me, and said—"

Xie Wenzhuo smiled softly, his face seemed to be covered with a faint light.

"He said, don't be sad."

"In the future, I will give you a home."

Yan Ji's heart skipped a beat.

"Six years ago, he stood on the embankment and promised me that he would give me a home. Six years later, he said the same thing to me, and...he made this promise."

Xie Wenzhuo lowered his head, his eyes were deep: "I think, he will definitely not regret it, will he?"

His eyes were bright, with a smile like spring flowers blooming, and the determination in his eyes was so full that it was about to overflow.

Yan Ji stared at him blankly for a long time, then closed his eyes: "...Yes."

One word, before the end of the sound faded away, the eyes suddenly went dark.Xie Wenzhuo hugged Yan Ji tightly in his arms, resting his chin on his shoulder, his voice was like a lover's murmur, gentle and warm, and slowly said: "I remember...so there are some things If you can’t figure it out, just let it be, one day you will be clear, the most important thing right now, isn’t it?”

Yan Ji leaned against him with her eyes closed, and laughed when she heard these words: "Are you comforting me, or persuading me?"

"Neither." Xie Wenzhuo rubbed his chin on his shoulder, "I am trying to show my goodness in every possible way, trying to deceive you as soon as possible, no, I will take you home and close the door, you It's mine for life."

"Scheming." Yan Ji raised his eyebrows and glanced at him: "Stay still, are you acting like a baby?"

"I think so." Xie Wenzhuo responded calmly, and rubbed against him again: "Is this going to work?"

There was a smile in his voice, which was rarely childish.

Yan Ji sighed, you have fouled like this, what else can I say?

"... works."

Xie Wenzhuo's eyes lit up: "Then don't think about these things, okay?"

"..."

He continued to rub: "OK?"

"..."

People who have always been introverted say such things and do such actions, the lethality is really shattering.

Yan Ji couldn't stand it at all, and finally nodded helplessly: "Okay."

Xie Wenzhuo stretched out his hands to rub his hair: "If you promise me, you can't go back on it... Do you still have those messy thoughts in your heart?"

That must be impossible.

In the final analysis, I just can't think about it for a while, even if I have messy thoughts, but after hearing those words, and being made such a fuss again, they will basically be scattered.

Yan Ji shook his head truthfully, and then felt a weight in his hands.

Xie Wenzhuo held his hand, his eyes were bent into a very beautiful appearance, and he could see light spots when he looked closely at the depths.Seeing his smile like this, Yan Ji suddenly had the feeling of having survived a catastrophe for some reason, so he asked cautiously: "I want to know, what would you do if I said yes just now?"

As soon as the words fell, Xie Wenzhuo raised his eyebrows: "Naturally, it's done on the bed. Use all the postures you know. If you faint, you won't have much energy to think about it."

After finishing speaking, he touched his chin and looked very regretful: "It's a pity."

Yanji: "..."

Yanji turned around and left.

A low laugh came from next to his ear, Xie Wenzhuo pulled him back into his arms, and leaned into his ear, his tone was very gentle: "Okay, don't be angry, I still haven't talked to you about the six years, now I want to tell you all this, listen to it, huh?"

Yan Ji said that he was upright, "Since you are so persistent, then listen to it."

"it is good."

Xie Wenzhuo smiled, still holding Yan Ji's hand, sat down beside him, and said slowly: "The day after you left, Master and I left the capital. Once in Nanzhou."

"later……"

"..."

That night, Yan Ji fell asleep in the warm voice of Xie Wenzhuo, the city was full of wind and bustle in the dream, and the main street was bustling and noisy.He saw the white bridge on the river embankment, the green water under the bridge was long, there were people standing beside him smiling and talking, walking around the capital with him, he couldn't see the appearance of those people clearly, and he couldn't hear the voices clearly , but still feel happy and gentle.

Yan Ji thought, maybe it is really as Xie Wenzhuo said, it is really unnecessary to be too attached to some things.The unknown and mysterious things hidden in the depths will surface one day, and what he has to do is that no matter what happens in the future, when he looks back, he will not feel regretful or regretful.

Just like now.

Will suffice.