Mr. Fu's Redemption

Fu Junzhuo's eyes were very confused.

He let Gu Zhou hug and kiss him, a feeling of sadness quickly spread in his chest, and when Gu Zhouti said "Let's date", the feeling of discomfort exploded immediately.

Why confess?

Why, put it together?

The status quo is like this, isn't it good?

Why, break it?

This question was really too difficult for Fu Junzhuo.

If you refuse, I believe that Gu Xiaobai will move out soon, right?

Just the thought of Gu Zhou going away, even if he is still hugged by Gu Zhou, a chill comes from the deepest part of my heart - if Gu Xiaobai leaves, life will have no light, no sound, and nothing left.

A dead silence.

Once upon a time there was a beggar who got used to being frozen in the cold winter, and got a coat by chance. He put it on and it was very warm.Later, for some reason, he could no longer wear it, so he took off his coat and slept on the cold street corner again.

However, the beggar wearing a coat can no longer endure the harsh winter.

Fu Junzhuo was like that beggar.

He was extremely afraid that Gu Zhou would leave.

At a certain moment, Fu Junzhuo even thought selfishly, as long as he keeps this person by his side, it will be fine?Don't think about anything else, just want to enjoy the moment in front of you, don't care about the future, the future, or anything else.

However, when he looked at Gu Zhou's young face, he dismissed the idea in an instant.

Gu Zhou is very innocent, he is only confused by his appearance, he doesn't know what kind of soul is hidden under his human skin.

If a person suffers from depression, there are always [-] months of a year when he would have the idea of ​​suicide; It is terrifying, it can slowly drag a normal person into the turbulent flow of negative energy, and then slowly suffocate him - Fu Junzhuo used to be such a lunatic, hysterical and extremely crazy.

Who would not give such a lunatic a wide berth?Wouldn't it be pitiful for such a lunatic to spread out without knowing it—Gu Xiaozi is too young, so why should he write by himself and write an obscure stroke in his young life?

He should be sunny and happy, not dragged down.

Between two people, it's fine to keep only the first good, if they are together, they may turn against each other in the end.

Just like with Fu Shenyan back then.

Fu Junzhuo made up his mind to reject Gu Zhou—it is better to draw a clear line now than to lose both sides in the end.

There are many emotions in the world.

Love, for one, has never been a human instinct.

Love is a skill that needs to be learned. It needs to be learned from the family and parents, and it needs to be learned from each other with the lover.

Before Fu Junzhuo was eight years old, in the village beyond his uncle's house, everyone bullied him as a bastard without parents; after he was eight years old, he was always ignored in his biological father's family.The so-called family failed to teach him how to love.

A person without the ability to love, if he only cares about the present and starts a new relationship hastily because of a moment of joy, what will happen next?

Gu Zhou kept looking at Fu Junzhuo, his expression changed from apprehension at the beginning to firmness, and finally, in Fu Junzhuo's silence, it gradually turned into disappointment and anticipation.

Fu Junzhuo saw everything in his eyes, and the sadness in his heart climbed to the peak - Gu Zhou liked him, why didn't he yearn to have such a little sun by his side?

However, Fu Junzhuo understands that if you like a flower, don't pick it, but water it carefully; if you like a person, don't harm him.

Gu Zhou is too nice, so they can't be together.

He should refuse.

"Kid, what are you thinking about? Get up quickly and see if you hit anything." In a very normal tone.

After all, Fu Junzhuo couldn't bear to say the three words "I refuse".He pretended to be relaxed and prepared to get up, trying to gently pass this topic.

however--

"Senior, I'm serious. Maybe I said it to you today on impulse, but liking you is something I've considered for a long time." Gu Zhou held him for a few seconds, looked at him seriously, Then he let go of his hand again, "I will pursue you until you agree."

In fact, at this time, any paper has been pierced, and the relationship between the two people can never go back.

The way of getting along with seniors and juniors has been stuck in the past because of a confession, and what is waiting for them can only be lovers or strangers.

That night, as expected, Fu Junzhuo suffered from insomnia again.

His psychological endurance was really poor. He thought over and over about the direction of the relationship between the two of them, and whether Gu Zhou would go or stay in the end, and the more he thought about it, the more anxious he became.

In fact, Gu Zhou was very different to him after all.

Whenever he faces Gu Zhou, his heart will always soften; and with Gu Zhou by his side, he can also find peace of sleep—a person with insomnia, logically speaking, will never let go of the person who can make him sleep .

He also felt very uncomfortable for rejecting Gu Zhou. If Gu Zhou really did what he said, he would pursue him until the two dated. Fu Junzhuo thought that he would not be able to resist.

Who would turn down a life-saving straw?

In the early morning of the next day, the man on the tip of his horns went out before Gu Zhou woke up.

For the next few days, Fu Junzhuo seemed to be avoiding Gu Zhou, going out very early in the morning and returning home very late at night, using the excuse that there was a dinner and not having dinner with Gu Zhou, so as to reduce the conflict with Gu Zhou. Contact time.

As time passed day by day, Fu Junzhuo's dark circles became more and more serious.

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Gu Zhou has been very absent-minded in his studies recently, and his thoughts always wander away accidentally, and then he naturally thinks of Fu Junzhuo.

But this month, the English teacher really gave him a place in the English speech contest. If he doesn't prepare well, it won't be good for him or the school.

So Gu Zhou forced himself to concentrate as much as possible, and absolutely don't think about things that have nothing to do with the class when it's time to go to class.

It's recess now, the last class just ended, during the 10-minute break in the middle, Gu Zhou held his mobile phone, looked at Fu Junzhuo's WeChat profile picture, did nothing, just stared blankly there.

Obviously, Fu Junzhuo has been avoiding him recently.

The feeling of being avoided by someone he likes, let alone how aggrieved it is, this even made Gu Zhou suspect that Fu Junzhuo hated him.

After finally surviving the two morning classes, Gu Zhou hurried home, fed Qiu Qiu who was alone in the vacant room dog food, and then fed himself the packed bento.

Fu Junzhuo was not eating at home, and Gu Zhou was not in the mood to cook for himself.

Qiuqiu is still very gentle, eats dog food one by one, and takes a look at Gu Zhou after eating one. Gu Zhou is also bored, so he also looks at Qiuqiu and studies its round belly.

One person and one dog, while looking at each other, while eating each other.

The ball is getting bigger and bigger, and in a flash, it has reached the number of days that Fu Junzhuo said can be vaccinated. Finally, Gu Zhou found a topic, put down his chopsticks, and sent Fu Junzhuo a WeChat message: "Senior, let's go together on weekends Let's get vaccinated."

Five minutes later, the other party replied: "OK."

The confession did have an impact on the way the two got along. Fu Niujiao avoided Gu Zhou for a few days, but when the two of them hugged Qiuqiu and went to the pet hospital for vaccinations, they didn't feel any embarrassment.

It was the first time for Qiuqiu to go out, and she was very scared. She changed her bad temper with Gu Zhou in the past, and nestled in Gu Zhou's arms obediently throughout the whole process, firmly buried her head, and remained motionless.It wasn't until arriving at the hospital that Qiuqiu poked his head out and looked around when he heard the whining of other dogs.

In this period of time, besides Qiu Qiu from Gu Zhou and Fu Junzhuo's family, there were also a litter of Alaskan puppies, four in total, who were humming and chirping, and it was very lively.

Gu Zhou saw that the one who brought a litter of cubs to vaccinate was the owner of the Alaskan dog who was obsessed with flipping pigskin to eat. He had a pair of red phoenix eyes, and there was also the tall man from that day.

What a coincidence.

Dan Fengyan also saw Gu Zhou and the dog in his arms, and then looked at Fu Junzhuo beside him who was comforting Gu Zhou, and smiled at Gu Zhou, who also nodded politely.

Then, the tall man silently stood between Dan Fengyan and Gu Zhou, just like he took Dan Fengyan away that night.

At that time, Gu Zhou looked at the two people, only half understanding, but now, it is almost obvious that these two people are a pair of lovers.

And it can be seen that the tall man is eating vinegar now.

I only heard two people talking like this.

"You are enough," said one.

Another replied: "I didn't do anything..."

The former is Dan Fengyan, and the latter is tall.

Dan Fengyan: "Then why are you blocking here? You can pull it down, I didn't see the one next to him, he is not much prettier than me."

tall:"……"

"Don't worry, no one will snatch it from you. Hug the boss first and go quickly."

"Oh……"

Gu Zhou's ears turned red.

Fu Junzhuo naturally also heard the conversation between the couple. He lowered his head and didn't look at Gu Zhou, so he couldn't see his expression, and just patted Qiuqiu's head wholeheartedly.

After getting the vaccine, Qiuqiu was really miserable, crying all the way back home.

That's not to mention, when they got home, they had to be touched by two people to be a little quieter. Once Fu Junzhuo or Gu Zhou left, they immediately made a sound of grievance.

So the two people who doted on the dog coaxed Qiuqiu to sleep like that, and carefully put it back into its kennel, and that was the end of the matter.

At three o'clock on Saturday afternoon, Qiuqiu was sleeping, and Fu Junzhuo was sitting on the sofa watching TV. Gu Zhou sat next to Fu Junzhuo with a plate of diced mangoes: "Senior, come and eat mangoes."

The mango pulp is orange-yellow, and the cuts are uniform in size, which is very beautiful. There are two fruit forks stuck on it.

Fu Junzhuo gave a "hmm" and tasted a piece: "It's quite sweet."

"Me too, it's very sweet."

Two people are head to head, you take a bite, I eat a plate of mangoes.

There is a sweet mango scent in the air.