Mr. Fu's Redemption

Being able to survive is already the blessing of the protagonist's halo in life, but the follow-up treatment did not give Junzhuo any mercy-vomiting, severe headache, rapid heartbeat, unable to get out of bed, and intermittent limb twitching.

Taking a bath, going to the toilet, everything needs to be carried or held by someone.

He can speak, but he can't form long sentences. Sometimes he can't think of what to say after a long time. When he can't speak, he will be anxious.

Physical discomfort is tolerable, but speech barriers are a kind of hood that surrounds people, and no matter how many thoughts are inside the hood, they cannot be conveyed outside the hood.Every time Fu Junzhuo walked up to the answer he thought of, he was pushed away by an invisible hand time and time again, and fell back to the original place.

One month.

He spends a lot of time awake, and every time he wakes up, he can see Gu Zhou sitting by the bed.

Gu Zhou talked to him.

Gu Zhou fed him water.

Gu Zhou held his hand to comfort him to sleep.

Gu Zhou took care of everything for him.

They are all Gu Zhou.

However, Gu Zhou became thinner and thinner.

Although he kept smiling to himself, Fu Junzhuo knew that he was not happy.

Yeah, how can you be happy?

Gu Zhou is worried every day.

Humans are the most insatiable creatures.

When Fu Junzhuo was unconscious back then, Gu Zhou had nothing but to see those beautiful eyes open again; but now that Fu Junzhuo is awake, Gu Zhou is afraid of what happened this time , will bring the most irreparable damage to Fu Junzhuo's brain.

If so, what should we do?

Gu Zhou often looked at Fu Junzhuo's sleeping face and thought, if Fu Junzhuo is really stupid, then he will be raised for the rest of his life.

When love is strong, it will go through fire and water, and it will not hesitate.

However, when Fu Junzhuo woke up, he gradually figured out a truth, that is, if he was like this forever, the people around him would be burdened, right? Gu Zhou would be very hard, right?

Might be... bored?

This is not surprising, human nature.

Maybe everything is fine, maybe it's just treatment and waiting for recovery.

But can it recover?

After being by Shao Huiling's side for eleven days, Fu Junzhuo did not hold the confidence that he would be able to walk out alive, but a stubborn belief supported him strangely.

All for the sake of seeing Gu Zhou again.

At that time, he didn't know that in the end he would meet Gu Zhou in this state.

This is not what he wants.

What should I do if I can't stand up or speak in my lifetime and become a huge burden?

Probably at that time, I will regret that my will to survive was too strong at that time.

Another month.

Fu Junzhuo would often see Shao Huiling in his dreams, he would dream of the cat, the narrow wooden box that had been locked in countless times, and he would finally break free from the unconscious Shao Huiling and desperately Gnawing on the tightly sealed tape.

Desperate suffocation, fear, unwillingness.

Follow him closely.

Every time he woke up, it was Gu Zhou's worried and questioning eyes, and Gu Zhou's gentle movements of wiping Fu Junzhuo's eyes and cheeks.

It's actually good to have a lover by your side.However, in many cases, physical and psychological illnesses break out in an all-round way, often killing a person silently from the inside out.

Fu Junzhuo was treated day by day, but his various illnesses did not improve at all, and when some other complications were even brought out, his whole body would be broken.

Think too much.

Really a lot.

Finally one day, Fu Junzhuo said slowly to Gu Zhou: "Go back."

Well, when Gu Zhou said such a sentence suddenly, he couldn't understand it, his heart tightened, he stared into Fu Junzhuo's eyes, and asked, "Why?"

In order to match Fu Junzhuo's speaking speed, Gu Zhou's speaking speed was also slower than usual. He looked at Fu Junzhuo nervously, waiting for his answer.

Fu Junzhuo's eyes were sunken, and he could see that he had suffered a lot during the treatment, but he tried his best to smile at Gu Zhou: "Come back when I get better."

He was obviously pretending to smile, but in the next second, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but twitch, and before he could hide, Fu Junzhuo slowly turned his head away.

I can't bear to consume Gu Zhou's body and mind excessively, and I'm also afraid that in the day after day of boredom and despair, I will wear away Gu Zhou's love for him.After all, some wounds need to be licked and healed by themselves.

Fu Junzhuo didn't know what kind of mentality he had in order to make such a request.

If you have to dig deeper, it’s probably because you don’t want Gu Zhou to continue to see yourself on the verge of collapse. If the final result is something he doesn’t want to see, why not let Gu Zhou go earlier; or it’s probably because you want to stand up by yourself. I hope that one day I will get better, be able to go out, and embrace Gu Zhou with a brand new attitude.

No matter what, Gu Zhou is still young.

It shouldn't be so much.

However, he is still greedy for Little Sunshine.

Even if I could tell him to let him go, I still couldn't help it immediately, and couldn't control my emotions—maybe it was because of all kinds of emotions rushing in my heart, or maybe it was because people were easily sad when they were sick.

"Don't say such things again, I will be sad." Gu Zhou took a small spoon and fed him water, "I will always be by your side and accompany you to get better."

Fu Junzhuo didn't speak, he opened his mouth obediently, and swallowed a small spoonful of water.

One scoop, two scoops, three scoops.

Fu Junzhuo turned away slightly, Gu Zhou stopped feeding water, put the water cup on the bedside table, and then leaned over to help Fu Junzhuo shake the nursing bed flat.

Cover with a quilt.

He took the towel that was placed in the hot water basin, wrung it dry, and helped Fu Junzhuo wipe his face.

The warm and soft towel covered the eyelids and cheeks, and all of a sudden, it seemed that a little bit of worry and depression had been wiped away.

Fu Junzhuo closed his eyes, opened them again, and looked at Gu Zhou.

Gu Zhou put the towel back, held Fu Junzhuo's hand, and put his face on that hand: "When I knew you were missing, I suddenly didn't know what else I could do. Later, I heard from the police that you were poisoned by carbon monoxide and sent to the hospital Rescue, at that time... I really felt, felt that I was going to die."

"I'm not afraid of anything, I'm just afraid that something will happen to you, I'm afraid that you won't be there." Gu Zhou tilted his head and kissed Fu Junzhuo's hand, "I know it all, but, be brave for me one more time, let's hold on, okay?"

Gu Zhou didn't know what Fu Junzhuo was thinking. How could a person who looked at him when he woke up and looked at him when he was speechless, be willing to let him go?

impossible.

Thinking of the corners of this person's mouth that couldn't help but drop, what should I say about this person?

Bravery?Or cranky?

In any case, it is impossible to go by yourself.This time, the knife holder will not go away when it is on the neck.

Gu Zhou stretched out his hand, and gently pinched Fu Junzhuo's face. He stared at Fu Junzhuo's eyes, he couldn't tell, it seemed to be gentle, but also seemed to have the joy and fear of the rest of his life, and he was more serious: "Wait Hello, let's take Qiuqiu and the head back."

At the end, he added: "It will definitely be fine, you are Fu Junzhuo."

It's easy to say, but it's so difficult to implement. The recovery process is not only a war with the disease, but also a war with yourself.

In this incident, Fu Junzhuo suffered almost devastating blows both physically and psychologically.

Reaching the limit again and again, collapsing in the dark time and time again, however, even though no one could hear what he said when the explosion broke out, Fu Junzhuo still vaguely remembered that Gu Zhou would always be by his side.

like a lamp.

The lamp stood there, giving light, but the road still had to be walked by itself.

Gritting your teeth and crawling, persevering, don't give yourself any illusion that you can't persevere - so many have survived, if you still fall before the finish line, how can you be worthy of yourself and Gu Zhou?

Can't empathize.

But Gu Zhou could see how painful Fu Junzhuo was, and how hard he worked.

right.That's it, stand up.

That's it, one step, one step, go forward.

That's it.

Time is slow and fast, and a long time has passed in a blink of an eye.

Maybe it was too much effort, and maybe Fu Junzhuo had suffered enough in the first half of his life, and God couldn't stand it anymore, so after four months, Fu Junzhuo's physical condition recovered to a fairly good level.

Finally, you can leave the hospital.

When Gu Zhou told Fu Junzhuo that he could be discharged from the hospital, Fu Junzhuo sat by the window and looked out the window with a slightly relaxed smile on his lips.

In summer in City A, it is rainy and less sunny.

Although it was raining at the moment, the sky for these two people was gradually clearing up.

Gu Zhou accompanied Fu Junzhuo to look at the rain and the umbrella outside the window: "Let's leave the hospital after the rain has subsided for the past two days. We have moved to a new place and everything has already been moved. Do you want to see the photos?"

Fu Junzhuo's reaction was finally not so slow, and he became interested after hearing the words: "Yes."

"I'll get my phone."

"it is good."

After such a long time, finally seeing Fu Junzhuo genuinely smile from the heart, Gu Zhou is of course very happy. When he went to get the phone, his whole face was full of spirits.

"Gu Zhou."

The unexpected voice made Gu Zhou froze, and Fu Junzhuo froze too. Standing at the door of the ward was Pan Yan, whom he hadn't seen for several months.

After four months, Pan Yan still arrived in City A and looked for Gu Zhou.

The last time she was standing here, Fu Junzhuo was lying on the hospital bed, as if he was about to die.

What could be more shocking than death?Pan Yan could play the villain, but he never dared to pretend to be a murderer.Therefore, at the beginning, when Pan Yan looked at Fu Junzhuo who was about to die at any time, he felt guilty, and he felt a little panic in his heart, so naturally he would not take any further action.

However, after such a long time, when she learned that Fu Junzhuo was getting better, when she stood here and saw with her own eyes that Fu Junzhuo was able to stand up, and saw Gu Zhou's radiant face, it seemed that suddenly, that feeling The guilt is gone.

When the evidence is there, he feels guilty; when the evidence disappears, he seems to absolve himself of his crime.

After all, he was a son raised by his own hands. Due to the difficulty in his heart, he didn't force him any more. But now that the storm had passed, Pan Yan couldn't help it anymore.

Once again, she stood in front of Gu Zhou: "I want to talk to you."