After the dregs

In fact, Gu Yuxiu vaguely guessed three points about today's marriage proposal a few days ago.

Tonight, in the empty restaurant, the pianist played the one he likes as soon as he entered the door, and the flowers he likes are placed on the table, not to mention the excited eyes of other people looking at him these days.Even when Han Yin came to the door the day before, he even brought a designer to measure his clothes.

No matter how ignorant he was, he should have guessed it.

When Han Zhibai said that, he was slowly eating a piece of pickled herring with his head down—the doctor recently banned him from eating too much red meat.

"Will you marry me?"

At this time, the piano music stopped abruptly. After listening to all the words carefully, he raised his head and watched Han Zhibai put down the knife and fork in his palm, his eyes were as calm as a mist in a river of spring water.

The ring, flowers, and lights fell under the golden light, and the person in front of him said he wanted to marry him.

Gu Yuxiu hesitated.

He counted the time and lowered his eyes.

"I can't promise you." So he said the first sentence.

After speaking, Gu Yuxiu even heaved a sigh of relief, not knowing why.

Strangely, it was the first time in his life that he received a formal marriage proposal, instead of... nonsense like the previous two times, but his heart was surprisingly peaceful.

He told himself in his heart that he couldn't agree.Fortunately, Han Zhibai didn't say much.

The meal ended hastily at nine o'clock, and the two of them went home with thoughts, without saying anything.Gu Yuxiu sat on the co-pilot and watched him open his lips several times before he wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything.

After returning home in the evening, he helped Yan Nuo's children with their homework, took a shower and went back to his room to lay down in the soft quilt and just closed his eyes when he suddenly heard the slight movement of the door opening outside.

This soft movement is not a promise.He turned slightly and opened his eyes, "Why do you...?"

"It's nothing, I just came to see you." Han Zhibai entered the room and looked at the dim light yellow night light that was on, and frowned slightly imperceptibly.

He turned his eyes to look at Gu Yuxiu's upturned neck. Under the light, the layer of skin on the slender neck showed a pale, fragile and transparent color.

Pale, haggard, and restless.

Since the last accident, Gu Yuxiu hasn't been sleeping very well, he always has to turn on the light to fall asleep.Even so, sometimes even when he fell asleep, he would be awakened in a cold sweat, subconsciously wanting to look around.The psychiatrist said it was post-accident trauma, which presumably took a long time to recover from.

Even so, he didn't quite get used to Han Zhibai sleeping next to him in the first few days.He didn't seem to know what he was resisting.

"You don't move..." Han Zhibai sat on the edge of the bed and lay down against his thin spine. He felt that he was struggling and pressed down lightly. He put his bent arms under his neck and rubbed his eyebrows with his fingertips. Bone, "Let me hug you for a while."

Gu Yuxiu lowered his eyelashes without making a sound, he stopped struggling, turned around after a while and raised his head and said suddenly: "I'm sorry about what happened today."

Han Zhibai's dark eyes stared at him deeply, his fingers brushed along his eyebrows to the palm of his hand, and he pressed his fingers together tightly: "Why? What are you afraid of?"

Gu Yuxiu parted his lips, lowered his head to hide his expression, "I don't know..." The two of them clasped their hands, and the blood returned to the heart from the joint of the ten fingers, as if they had a short-term connection.

Han Zhibai grabbed his hand and kissed it, raised his eyes to look at Gu Yuxiu, and finally said firmly: "You are resisting me."

Because of his resistance, he always pushes him away intentionally or unintentionally. Even if it is a nightmare, he is unwilling to rely on him, preferring to shrink in a corner alone.

This kind of behavior made Han Zhibai feel restless and restless, that's why today's marriage proposal was made, it was both a test and a confirmation.

Gu Yuxiu stared at him and wanted to say something, but was speechless.

may be.

He didn't know what he was afraid of either.

It seems that the flowers are blooming in front of him, and the years are stable. His biggest wish in the past was simply to hope that Yan Nuo was healthy and safe.It seemed that everything had come true, even what he had never dreamed of before.

But in his dreams every night, countless times he dreamed that he stepped on the ground and fell into the cold pool, which was bottomless.The feeling of suffocation was so terrifying that sometimes he could not distinguish between reality and virtual dream when he woke up.

Gu Yuxiu raised his head in thought, staring at the person in front of him with staring eyes.

No one in the Han family is bad.Not to mention Mrs. Han, Han Yin's figure and appearance before she came out of the pavilion in the early years were also one of the best in Jiangcheng, let alone Shen Zhiyan's famous face.The eyes of several juniors, Zhong Han Zhibai, are very prominent, as if outlined with a thick brush, with narrow, long and deep eyes raised at the end of the eyes, and the feathers curled up like butterfly wings.

Gu Yuxiu used to think that he was born so good-looking, it would be great if he just smiled.

But this is beautiful but through the cold mist, Gu Yuxiu couldn't see through the stars in these eyes and the moon in his heart, nor could he see the direction and the scenery these eyes were looking at.

This kind of bottomless, too illusory, like falling into the water at any time and unable to get out, suffering.

He was terrified of doing it again.

"It's nothing." Gu Yuxiu withdrew his hands behind his back and curled himself up into a ball, "Go to bed early."

[The author has something to say]: Do evil, old Han

This is the fate of letting people spend the New Year alone without proposing or talking