After the dregs

Gu Yuxiu has a secret that no one has told since he became an adult - he is afraid of heights, but he is not born like this.

In the past few decades, half of the cause of this incident was blamed on Mr. Gu, who had passed away for a long time.At the beginning, the relationship between Gu Nanshan and Ms. Mu broke up quickly after the vigorous elopement. The conflict between the two of them was increasing day by day, so that Gu Yuxiu, who was underage, was able to write quietly amidst their quarrel. It's really rare to finish the homework.

Gu Nanshan diverted his energy to other places because of the disharmony in his family life that lasted several years with Ms. Mu. He started raising flowers and birds. I saw the flowers in pots thrown into the trash can on the first floor, the roots were exposed to the hot sun and quickly withered, and the bird cage was left empty on the balcony. As for the little ones inside, they were probably eaten by the cat next door.

Such results are usually of the same kind.

Mr. Gu was scolded to the point of losing his skin after a messy meal, but the twisting force of the scholar made him very conscious of resistance, and he turned his head and threatened his son who was under six years old to climb the roof and heard the news. The lady quarreled again, and the young Gu Yuxiu opened his eyes half in a dream, half in a dream, and looked at his feet and vomited, so he started to have a high fever the next day.

This situation lasted intermittently for several years, and finally the two divorced and it was revealed. As for the secret left behind, it was not until many years later that Cheng Yun dragged Gu Yuxiu to the jumping machine and was forcibly exposed.

At this moment.

It's night, the moon and stars are sparse tonight.

The aisle that has been up to hundreds of years has leaked into the moonlight and refracted a cold color under the feet. The designer who built this project at the beginning deliberately elongated the two exit aisles in order to maximize the stimulation of the senses. Clear tempered glass is used under the feet to facilitate visitors to see clearly It is clear that it can be called a 360-degree line of sight without dead ends.

Gu Yuxiu didn't dare to open his eyes at all. His body was tense and stiff, and his hands were covered with cold sweat. Han Zhibai held his hand and found that his whole body was trembling. Finally, he realized something was wrong, and said in surprise: "You are afraid of heights. ?”

He trembled his eyelashes, and begged in a hoarse voice as if soaked in sweat, "Don't let go, please?"

"I won't let go." Han Zhibai held his hand tightly and pulled him back into his arms to coax him softly, "Don't be afraid, let's go back. Don't be afraid."

"Hmm..." Gu Yuxiu couldn't help but look back to find him to be sure, "Don't let go... Just this time, okay?"

The breathing in the ear stopped for a moment, and then said: "Don't worry, I won't let go again."

Gu Yuxiu clasped his palm back and forth, as if he had some protection.

They moved step by step, and it took them more than ten minutes to return to the original place.When getting off the elevator, there were not many people in the playground. Gu Yuxiu was sitting in an empty rest seat. He turned around and saw a cotton candy parked beside him. At this moment, the stall owner was yawning and swiping his phone.

There is a sweet aroma in the air.He couldn't help but linger for a few moments, then turned his head and listened to Han Zhibai handing over the water and asking softly, "Want to eat?"

Gu Yuxiu smiled: "It's okay."

Han Zhibai has gradually figured out a set of rules from his preferences, knowing that fortunately, it should be barely equal to a trial, and now he understands the meaning.

"wait."

Gu Yuxiu rested his chin. He watched Han Zhibai come forward to exchange a few words with the stall owner. The stall owner gestured to get out of the way, apparently trying to bake it for him.

But where does this person know this?

As expected, within a minute, the machine lost its grip under Han Zhibai's hands, and colorful candies were flying all over the sky, scaring the stall owner away.Gu Yuxiu couldn't help laughing at his angry and serious face, coughed a few times, "Let me try it."

Han Zhibai frowned tightly and hesitated for a while, trying to make way for him.

Boiling soup and twisting silk, it is obvious that his movements are much more proficient and calm. Han Zhibai found doubts when he looked at it, and finally confirmed one thing: "Have you learned it?"

Gu Yuxiu carefully rolled up the candy and said unhurriedly: "I worked part-time during summer vacation in high school, I still remember a little bit. Now, try it?" Zhaoyun handed over the sugar flower.

Han Zhibai Yishun lowered his head and bit the corner.

"Is it sweet?" Gu Yuxiu followed his line of sight, looking expectantly.

Han Zhibai raised his head to look at him, and suddenly leaned over to lick the corner of his lips. When he got up, his eyes were smiling brightly, "It's very sweet."

Gu Yuxiu slightly turned his face away and stuffed the candy into his hand, the expression on his face suddenly faded a lot like the night, and finally said: "Let's go."

There is a river beach on the easternmost side of this field, which is very beautifully designed, with lush vegetation and water veins. At this time, fireflies are everywhere nearby.

The two stopped here.

Gu Yuxiu sat by the river and looked at it and asked lightly, "Where will the fireflies return?"

"Probably...back to the soil?" Han Zhibai kept looking at him with gentle eyes.

"Really?" Gu Yuxiu turned around: "Listen, there is the sound of a violin."

It is the sound of the piano passing through the summer night and the night wind, so far away and clearly audible.He raised the corners of his lips and looked up at the stars in the sky: "It's so nice, it seems that all unhappy things will be forgotten,"

Han Zhibai lowered his eyes as he looked at him, and the expression in his eyes seemed to dim for a long time: "I'm sorry... I don't know about it."

"You said you're afraid of heights?" Gu Yuxiu shook his head: "It's okay. I don't blame you, and I didn't tell you about this before."

Han Zhibai didn't feel his Adam's apple rolled a few times, he grabbed his hand and said eagerly: "There are other things that I shouldn't hide from you, if..."

"Zhibai," Gu Yuxiu interrupted him suddenly. He looked at the purple calamus blooming by the river, and after counting each one, he took a deep breath, looked at Han Zhibai, smiled and said softly, "Thank you these days The things you did for me. I want to say, sorry, at that time... I shouldn't force you to marry me."

If he hadn't forced him to get married, if that incident hadn't happened, and if he hadn't chosen to stay in Jiangcheng, would things have been different?

It's not that he didn't understand what Han Zhibai did, but...he lowered his head, "Then we may be friends, or we may be strangers who passed by." After all, it will not be like this now.

Han Zhibai was stunned and said in a low voice, "I never regret this matter."

He had never met this person before, and he didn't dare to think about how terrible this possibility would be.

Or now...do you regret it?met me?

"If you mind the past, I can..."

"Don't talk yet, I thought about the question you asked me." Gu Yuxiu looked at him with a light smile, and stroked his face with his fingertips: "When I first saw you, I thought you were like a bright star." .Maybe from that moment, I probably fell in love with you."

Han Zhibai opened his eyes slightly.

Gu Yuxiu put down his hand again, he lowered his eyes and said slowly: "I liked you once, but I can't remember what it was like now, maybe I won't remember again."

Han Zhibai looked at him seriously, and held his hand: "It's fine if I love you, it's okay. It's fine if I love you this time."

Hearing this, Gu Yuxiu just looked at him silently without answering, his eyes were peaceful.

like?Do you like me now?guilt?or responsibility?do you know?

Maybe 12 years ago or five years ago, no, even earlier, before going through these things, it would be great to hear this sentence.

too late.

The stars were hidden in the clouds, and it was hard to see them clearly.

They didn't stay at Ye's house for a few more days, even though Mr. Ye repeatedly tried to persuade Gu Yuxiu to stay, he was still concerned about the little guy at home, and returned to Jiangcheng on the fourth day.

One month after returning home, Fu Hanmo received an invitation letter for the small private concert held by Fu Hanmo.

Song Yu naturally received this invitation letter. Taking advantage of Meng Shu's absence, he carefully told Gu Yuxiu how this person was so perverted that he was going to go to a criminal law case. After Yuxiu watched several movies of Fu Hanmo, he became a half-way fan. He was so happy that he couldn't stop him.

In addition, Fu Hanmo revealed on Weibo in advance that he was cooperating with a friend, and the price was too high to buy a ticket, so he had to broadcast it live.

On the night when Gu Yuxiu went there, Han Zhibai had something to do. He went alone early, and there were people sitting in twos and threes in the arena. He entered quietly to find a seat, and suddenly found that these people were all acquaintances.

"Come?" Han Yin came up with a slight smile and sat beside him to greet him in a low voice. Lin Zhou was sitting next to her. Within a few minutes, Song Yu reluctantly followed Shen Zhiyan and turned her head angrily to see him His eyes lit up, and the drowsy Mr. Han was sitting in the front row. He saw that almost all the Han family members were present.

"Are you here too?" He pulled Song Yu over and asked in a low voice, "Is everyone here today?"

"You don't know what's going on? I'm also surprised that you said..." Song Yu blinked and didn't say anything, but Shen Zhiyan explained in time, "Grandpa wants to listen to music and loves to be lively, so we happened to come here together. It just so happens that there are a few more tickets, and it just so happens that there are guests at home today, so there will be more people coming and going.”

"Really?" Gu Yuxiu glanced at the expressions of the few people who entered the arena in a blink of an eye, "Is it all today?"

Shen Zhiyan didn't change his face when dealing with him: "The Han family naturally has branches far and near besides the main family, so there are naturally more people."

After finishing speaking, he pointed at people in a low voice and explained to Gu Yuxiu one by one. For example, the old man in the old military uniform is the seventh uncle, or the little girl playing with the mobile phone is the pearl of the old army commander's family, and the person next to her is her Sister Wen Yue.

It just so happened that Wen Yue turned her head and saw Gu Yuxiu, the two of them made eye contact, and she raised her head in a friendly gesture.

In the end, Shen Zhiyan looked at the woman in the back row with a big rose hanging on her snow-white suit and top hat but said arrogantly, "That's my mother."

After hearing what he said, Gu Yuxiu frowned in confusion, "You said... they all came to the concert?"

[The author has something to say]: People are dating, and Mr. Gu's place is just walking the dog and setting up a stall as a couple.I forgive you means that I still dare to love you completely?no.