After marrying a cold-blooded male lead, I became a European [Transmigration Book]

As if time had never passed, the fireworks that had just risen just happened to bloom in the sky, and the prayer gradually reduced to a vague murmur.

The room was extremely quiet, as if everything was just a distant dream.

The body was very light, as if something heavy had slipped away, which seemed to make Xu Yiden feel sad and relaxed.

But maybe that thing was originally a source of heat, and losing it made Xu Yiden feel lonely and cold.

He didn't know it before.

It turned out that there was another person's soul that quietly accompanied him through the seemingly carefree 16 years, and followed him in another world through wind and rain.

That heavy and warm soul, have you ever seen him step on shit?Have you ever seen him carry a [-]kg gas stove up to the sixth floor?

In those days without Lin Xun, that piece of soul was with him.

Then he once planned to leave Lin Xun's thoughts, it is also listening for him, right?

When Xu Yiden was thinking about saving enough money for Lin Xun so that he would have a place to go and a home to rely on, was it crying or laughing?

Xu Yiden didn't dare to think deeply, but just silently stared at the ceiling in the dark night.

He didn't know how to face Lin Xun.

The slight shaking of the bed reminded him that he was not alone on the bed.

And Lin Xun.

Xu Yiden's muscles slowly tensed up.

He was a little scared, but he couldn't tell what he was afraid of.

The darkness made the air heavy, as if it was stretched twice as long every second.

He saw a broad and solid figure rising from the darkness, which was his most persistent pursuit in the previous life.

By now.

Lin Xun knew Xu Yiden's embarrassment in the past 20 years after leaving and his ridiculous thoughts after returning.

The Lin Xun whom he cherished so much in the past, who refused to let him see any of his own imperfections, would he still want him?

He is no longer Xu Yiden from another world, but he is no longer the flamboyant and fearless Niu Niu.

Lin Xun may have loved both, but now he is neither.

If Lin Xun doesn't love him, it's not difficult to understand.

Xu Yiden thought quietly, slowly forgetting to breathe.

"Baby." Lin Xun seemed to pick him up from the bottom of the water, bringing him the familiar air, allowing him to breathe.

He pulled him into his arms and patted him gently, "Scared, aren't you?"

Xu Yiden panted twice anxiously, trying to restrain himself, "No."

Lin Xun gently wiped away the tears that betrayed Xu Yiden, "It's okay baby, it's okay, I'm here so I won't be afraid anymore."

"I'm not afraid." Xu Yiden remained stubborn, "Your soul is returned to you, and my contract with Wu Ming is terminated. I will find a way to solve him, which is very good."

"Listen to me baby," Lin Xun listened to the calmness he was trying to hide, and kept rubbing his back for fear that he would be overwhelmed, "I'm here, I'm always here, okay?"

Xu Yiden swallowed hard, and the veins protruded from the side of his neck, "It's my fault, I was too stupid, I believed Wu Ming, and it ruined your life."

"You're back, if you don't want to, you won't come back to me, right?" Lin Xun kissed his ear lightly, "I don't blame you."

"Liar." Xu Yiden sobbed, and sadness poured out of his eyes in this half-second shaking, "You said you hated me."

"I was wrong," Lin Xun let his cheek touch himself, coaxing in a low voice, "It's my fault, I shouldn't have said that."

"You said you don't want to come back." Tears live in groups, and once one is dispatched, they will all come out. "You said let me go, let me forget you."

"Honey, why am I willing?" Lin Xun followed his jawline and kissed his lips, "Are you willing?"

This comforting kiss brought out too many grievances, Xu Yidian thought that if Lin Xun's soul did not go with him, he couldn't help but feel a kind of fear for the rest of his life.

He didn't want to cry, but he couldn't help it.

"It's okay baby, it won't hurt to cry." Lin Xun's gentle voice was right next to his ear, "I know our girl has been wronged, and I won't do it in the future, okay?"

The grievance is afraid of being known.

Xu Yiden clutched Lin Xun's shirt tightly, crying so hard that he could hardly speak, stammered, and didn't know who he was suing, "You, you... woo... You're killing me..."

Lin Xun was afraid that he would not be able to cry, but now that he was willing to open his mouth to speak, his heart ached and he felt a little relieved, "Why am I so cruel to my baby?"

He hugged Xu Yiden so that he could lean on himself more comfortably.

"You drove me away, you said it was all my fault," Xu Yiden said incoherently while crying, "You said I lied to you, woo woo, you don't want me anymore, woo..."

"No, baby," Lin Xun wiped his tears with a tissue from the bedside, "I won't want you, ah."

"You didn't tell me anything," Xu Yiden said angrily when his emotions reached a peak, "but in the end, it's all my fault...you are so fierce..."

It was so embarrassing that he couldn't stop it.

His breathing was deep and shallow, and soon he couldn't control his crying.

"Mm Lin Xun... um..."

"Don't worry, baby," Lin Xun comforted distressedly, "Shh, breathe in slowly, don't worry, I'm here."

"Lin Xun... I feel bad..." Xu Yiden tried his best to hold back his crying, but he couldn't breathe and couldn't help retching.

Lin Xun pressed his face into the hollow of his shoulder, "Blame me, blame me, don't feel bad baby, slow down your breathing, you'll be fine soon, trust me, okay?"

The familiar breath on Lin Xun's body gradually smoothed out the restless convulsion in the trachea, and Xu Yiden pressed hard against his side neck, trying to stabilize the chaotic breathing.

When Dr. Wang arrived, Xu Yiden's mood had stabilized a lot, but he was panting with some difficulty while holding Lin Xun's shoulder.

A shot of tranquilizer was pushed down, and the person slowly fell asleep in Lin Xun's arms.

Dr. Wang suppressed his voice, and his expression was not very good, "My patient's blood pressure and heart rate are too high. What's the big deal that you want to make him anxious on the night of the New Year's Eve? The child is on the one hand, his physical fitness It's normal, look at his swollen eyes... Lin Xun, he is pregnant with a child now, can't you let him?"

Xu Yiden hadn't slept soundly yet, and his thin white fingers unconsciously tangle Lin Xun's hair, "Um..."

"Here baby, relax a little bit." Lin Xun held Xu Yiden's hand in his palm, then looked up at Dr. Wang, "I won't make him anxious in the future, what can I do to make him more comfortable now? ?"

"It's normal for people who are pregnant, especially in the early stages, to be emotionally unstable and have difficulty eating." Dr. Wang looked at Lin Xun still dissatisfied. You have to rest for a few days."

Lin Xun patted the person in his arms carefully, and whispered, "It's my fault."

Seeing his look of wanting to boil himself to make medicine for Xu Yiden, Dr. Wang softened his tone a little, "You have done a good job with your work, rest and diet before, so you should do as before, and don't let him go to the ground these two days." Move around, lie still more."

He seemed to remember something again, "Didn't you find a prescription for him to stop vomiting and prevent miscarriage before? If it still works, use some more."

Lin Xun looked away, "That medicine can't be used anymore."

Now that his soul has been stripped from Xu Yiden, he can no longer use himself to support his body.

Dr. Wang thought it was a traditional Chinese medicine prescription, "Well, anyway, I don't understand those. From the perspective of Western medicine, you don't need to tell me to take those multivitamins and so on. I don't recommend taking other medicines. Your family The most important thing is emotions. Just coax him when he loses his temper, and go along with requests that are not too unreasonable. When you are with him at night, don’t move too much, and don’t sleep too hard, so that he won’t feel uncomfortable. people look after."

"Lin Xun, no matter how old you are, I want to nag a few words. The child belongs to both of you, so you can't let him suffer alone, can you?" Dr. Wang always felt that Lin Xun was cold-hearted. Xu Yiden made it like this, and he had a lot of opinions in his heart.

"Yes." Lin Xun did not refute at all.

"Lin Xun..." Xu Yiden frowned and hummed softly, "Stomach is uncomfortable..."

Lin Xun protected his stomach and went to see Dr. Wang again.

"What are you looking at?" Dr. Wang glared at him, and sighed, "He's only been pregnant for more than three months. If you make him so anxious, can he be comfortable?"

He reached out and touched Xu Yiden's lower abdomen, "Rub him slowly, lighter than before, don't squeeze, be patient."

Lin Xun followed what Dr. Wang said, and lowered his head to coax Xu Yiden, "Just give us Niuniu a massage, baby, go to sleep."

Xu Yiden's stomach was slightly bulged than before, with a very inconspicuous arc, as if he had gained a little weight.

"Hey, you have been so patient for a long time, can you make people anxious like this?" Dr. Wang said enough, "I'm leaving, if there is any situation, come to me immediately, don't deal with it."

"Okay." Lin Xun put all his heart on Xu Yiden, "Please."

After Dr. Wang left, Lin Xun slightly increased the temperature in the bedroom, and carefully peeled off Xu Yiden's sweaty clothes. As soon as he wrapped him in a quilt, Xu Yiden cried again.

Lin Xun didn't dare to move rashly, and carefully carried him back, "What's the matter, baby? What's wrong?"

"Don't go..." Xu Yiden's hands were weak, and he could only vaguely hook the corner of Lin Xun's clothes.

"I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving." Lin Xun continued to comfort him, "I'll get a towel and wipe Niu Niu, okay?"

Xu Yiden closed his eyes and shook his head, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes, "Stay by my side, please."

The love he couldn't express when he was awake, he unconsciously confides after falling asleep.

"I'm here, baby." Lin Xun picked up the wrapped Xu Yiden, "I'm by your side."

Xu Yiden groped and grabbed Lin Xun's hand, carefully placed it on his stomach, and said in a low voice, "I said I would give birth to you, and it will be a good one."

He rolled his face into Lin Xun's arms uncomfortably, "I said that I would take you to my island, that I wanted to drink bird's nest, and that I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life. They were all true, not lying to you."

"I see," Lin Xun said softly, "I believe in you. Sleep in peace, okay?"

"Lin Xun," Xu Yiden clenched his hands slightly, "Do you still hate me now?"

Lin Xun lowered his head and gently kissed Xu Yiden's temples, "I never hated you."

"Liar." Xu Yiden murmured, "I want to drink bird's nest."

Lin Xun laughed softly, "Haven't you had enough to drink for so long?"

Xu Yiden didn't answer, and finally fell asleep.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-1700:25:56~2020-07-1720:54:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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