A ten-year rival in love

When he first joined the army, Lu Hui's life was so boring that he was going crazy.

There is no entertainment, every night lying in bed, he starts to think about Li Xu.

I miss his quiet side face, his polite smile, his frowning expression, his angry face, and the trembling eyelashes when he falls asleep with his arm on his pillow.

He tried to ask for leave, but was rejected every time, for the same reason: recruit asshole please!

The frontal way is not good. He also used the method of skipping classes when he was still in school. He was caught back only once, and he was thrown on the school field and squatted on one leg for most of the night. In the early morning, he was carried to the military hospital by his roommate after running. , I almost couldn't save one leg.

After that, he couldn't use his right leg for a whole week, and he couldn't meet the standard in training every day, and he was punished a lot.

With his lessons learned from the past, many idiots have calmed down, and some people even nicknamed him "One-legged Lu".

Most of his little spirit was worn away, he didn't even have the strength to miss his lover, so he could only pretend to be well-behaved first.

Anyway, that ghostly place is called Tian Tian Ying, and there is nothing to say about the bitterness in my heart.

Lu Hui took a three-day vacation in August after the college entrance examination, and rushed to school non-stop. He didn't know where Li Xu's home was, so he had to ask Liu Yaying, the daughter of a physics teacher, for news.

Liu Yaying told him that Li Xu was admitted to Beijing University of Political Science and Law, and he had already gone to Beijing ahead of schedule.

He couldn't remember what Liu Yaying said later, it was probably some harsh words, his head was buzzing, blank, suddenly he didn't understand what he was doing.

Li Xu has always been where he can see him, tolerated his unreasonable troubles, and kept a close distance from him.

So he has always felt that it doesn't matter if he just dawdles like this, even if he does nothing, Li Xu won't go far anyway.

But at that moment, he suddenly saw the gap between them, the difference between clouds and mud, Li Xu flapped his wings and flew to the sky, while he squatted on the ground, daydreaming day after day.

There has never been a story about a toad and a swan living happily together in fairy tales.

He returned home in a daze that day, lay there all day, and thought all day.

The swan has flown away, but the days of the toad will continue.He said to himself, wake up, Lu Hui, Li Xu has never seen you in his eyes.

The only intersection between them was forcibly won by him. Now that Li Xu is far away in the sky, he doesn't have the ability to chase after him, so he can't force him to come again.

Can't force it anymore.

So be it.

He never mentioned Li Xu again, and cleared away all delusions until they reunited.

It turns out that you can forget a person for ten years, and spend another second to recall all the feelings of loving him.

What now?Lu Hui looked at Li Xu who was walking towards him, and the beast in his heart seemed to be howling loudly.

He caressed Li Xu's mature and steady face with edges and corners, looked at his arms that swayed slightly with his steps, looked at his straight and slender legs, and looked at this beauty who was still as quiet as an exile.

My swan, am I qualified to have you now?

"Dong dong dong—" Following three regular knocks on the door, the assistant Yin Huan's voice sounded: "Lawyer Li, can I come in?"

Li Xu quickly closed the browser page on the phone, leaving only the monotonous desktop, which he put aside casually. "Please come in."

Yin Huan walked in with several folders in his arms and put them on his desk.

"This is all the transcripts of the court hearing, and this is the defense of the opposing lawyer."

"To be honest." Yin Huan raised his head and said to him, "I don't think you need to prepare so seriously. He just doesn't take it seriously. Even a second appeal is useless."

"Thank you." Li Xu picked up a file and browsed through it, before Yin Huan could speak, he said, "You don't need to buy me a cold drink, thank you."

Yin Huan sighed with a smile.

"Are you going to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination recently?" Li Xu put away the folder and opened the computer to find the files.

"Ah... yes." Yin Huan was a little flattered. Lawyer Li seldom cared about others, so it was incredible that he would remember her postgraduate entrance examination.

"The law is so inexperienced, and the document arrangement is so-so." Li Xu looked at her, his voice was cold: "Please don't leave things here. This is a law firm, not a university library."

Yin Huan's face turned red in an instant, and he almost buried his head in his chest, and couldn't stop apologizing: "I'm sorry, Lawyer Li! I must pay attention, I'm really sorry!"

"Yeah." He withdrew his eyes from the computer and didn't speak again.

Seeing that he had no other orders, Yin Huan patted his chest and slipped out of the office.

Ahhh, how could he be so scary even though he is so handsome?

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Li Xu picked up his phone again and continued to browse the previous web page.

This is a forum about gays, and there are many posts in it, some of which are zeros in the circle describing their emotional experiences, and some of them are posts for making friends.

At first, Li Xu really thought it was a simple friendship, but when he clicked on the post, he found that his size and preferred body position were also written in it.

Some people wrote their old love diaries on it, and the words in it were extremely vulgar. He didn't look at it a few times and found it boring.

Are comrades such a group?He doesn't want to believe that any sexual orientation needs emotion as a basis. If it is only obsessed with physical intercourse, then this cannot be called a homosexual "lovers", but a more appropriate term as a slave.

He didn't get the answer he wanted on the Internet. In fact, he didn't need to be so troublesome. He could just ask Lu Hui and he would know everything.

But subconsciously, he was unwilling to do this. Lu Hui felt a little dangerous. He had a premonition that if he took the initiative to contact Lu Hui, there would be trouble between the two of them again.

Three days have passed since the date of the blind date.

Lu Hui never looked for him, nor did he send any text messages.According to Lu Hui's personality, if he has plans, he shouldn't be so patient.

Li Xu clicked on the text message, and at the end of the record lay quietly his slightly impatient questions that day.

He stroked his hair, took a deep breath, and slowly revealed a wry smile.

That's right, he is the one who is caught in a dilemma. Lu Hui doesn't need to be patient.

Stepping into the "Brown" bar again, he suddenly felt relaxed.

The soothing piano music softened his nerves. This place seems to be completely isolated from the outside world. There is only wine and laughter, only happiness and games. No one needs to be serious here, and forget the heat and noise outside.

It's really a great place to have fun, and it's worth spending time for lonely people.

He didn't tell Lu Hui that he would come here, he walked straight to the bar, sat on the long chair, folded his fingers, and tapped the wooden countertop with his knuckles.

The bartender was actually the waiter from last time. He seemed to remember him, his handsome eyebrows were slightly bent, and two dimples appeared on his face: "Flaming red lips?"

"Can I have a glass of Tsingtao beer?"

"Ah, okay." The bartender leaned over and pushed the person who was sleeping on his stomach: "Brother Hui, wake up. I'll get a beer."

Lu Hui stretched his waist. The black vest wrapped his muscular upper body. Due to the stretching action, the two chest muscles were particularly obvious.

He leaned on the bar with one hand, looked at Li Xu and smiled.

"A bottle of Tsingtao beer, and a Boss as a bonus, would you like it?"

He didn't seem to be surprised at all, he raised his mouth, and the pair of tricks were still shining and full of evil.

Li Xu reiterated to the bartender: "Thank you for a glass of Tsingtao beer."

Lu Hui couldn't hold back and laughed. "It's the first time I've seen someone so serious and funny. Really Li Xu, don't be so stern, the more I look at it, the more I want to laugh. Hahahahahaha..."

Li Xu: "..."

The bartender suppressed a smile, opened the can of beer and handed it to Li Xu, then bowed his head and started making other drinks.

Lu Hui turned around from the bar, sat on the chair next to Li Xu, picked up a marker pen and spun around.

Li Xu took a sip of beer, felt the bubbles slowly spread on the tip of his tongue, blinked his long eyelashes a few times, and finally said, "I'm here to ask you for advice."

"Oh—" Lu Hui whistled, "A warm welcome."

"Then, let's start the lecture, Mr. Lu."

Lu Hui looked at the marker pen in his hand, lifted the cover, and drew a long black mark on the accounting book.

Li Xu looked at the strong and abrupt trace, but didn't speak.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Aren't you afraid?"

Li Xu was silent for a while, then said softly, "Will it be useful?"

"That's true." Lu Hui nodded in approval, and put the marker back on. "How much do you know now, about homosexuality."

Li Xu subconsciously looked back at the bartender. The bartender ignored Ji outside the window, and calmly put a slice of lemon on the glass.

"This circle is very chaotic." Li Xu recalled the content he checked today, with a tired face.

"Through rectal sexual intercourse, because many people do not pay attention to safety measures, it is a group with a high incidence of AIDS. There are not many people who rely on feelings to get together, and there is no legal protection for same-sex relationships, and legal marriages cannot be entered into, at least in China. .”

The bartender's face was a little twitching, Li Xu guessed that he was holding back his laughter, it seemed that he was really struggling.

He felt that he was not a humorous person, so he couldn't understand the jokes of these people at all.

Lu Hui seemed to be completely in the state of teaching, without any fluctuations in his expression. "It's not as bad as you think, I mean, gays don't have to live like that. It's not life at all, goofing around, messing around, restless."

"I don't understand same-sex love. Although I have feelings for same-sex, but... I don't have that feeling. I don't know how to describe it."

"Li Xu." Lu Hui called out.

"Ok?"

He turned his head to look at Lu Hui, and suddenly pressed a warm kiss on his face.

He opened his eyes wide, and because he was so shocked, he forgot to move all of a sudden.

He heard his own heartbeat, jumping up quickly, every time, the heart beat violently, like a big drum being beaten with all its strength.

Lu Hui's lips caressed his lips, but there was no resistance, so he stuck out his tongue and licked the corner of his lips.

Li Xu pushed him away violently.