A ten-year rival in love

Why can't I?

Why can't it be just me...?

Xiang He still remembered that rainy night, he was wearing newly bought clothes and planned to sneak into Xing Rulei's bedroom.

This is not the first time he has done this. Every time Xing Rulei sees him when he returns to the room, he will show a helpless smile, then stroke his hair, and gently advise him to go back to the room to sleep and not to make trouble.

It might be the same tonight, but he was determined not to go.He is about to want it, and on this night, he wants to turn himself into Xing Rulei's person.

Become Xing Rulei's man.

This is the man. He has a strong physique and a vigorous personality. In the eyes of others, he is a majestic big brother, but only in front of him, even the breath of this mighty lion becomes gentle.Xiang He always knows how important he is to this person, and no one can replace him.

Because he is his stepfather.

But these are not important to him, he doesn't care about morality or human relations, all he wants is him.

Xing Rulei likes men, he knows it.It is precisely because he knows that he tries his best to make himself closer to homosexuality.

With this in mind, he walked up the stairs leading to his stepfather's room, stepped into the corridor, and stepped lightly all the time, when he suddenly heard a hoarse and flattering cry.

Xiang He froze in place.

"Brother Lei... ah... dying..."

He heard Xing Rulei say something, and that foxy voice gasped and laughed: "It's so cool...ah!"

Xiang He's fingers gripped the lacquered wooden escalator so hard that his knuckles hurt, and the broken sawdust pricked his fingers, but the pain pricked his heart.

Yes, I heard that the ten fingers are connected to the heart.

He turned and went downstairs, grabbed a chair and walked up with a sullen face.The nanny behind him saw it and called out in a low voice, "Master Mo! Mr. Xing..."

"Shut up!" Xiang He gave her a vicious look, "Get lost!"

He stepped up to the second floor step by step, and the voices in the room gradually became clear, and he could even hear the specific details clearly. He stood outside the door, gritted his teeth and listened to the movement inside.

"Ah, Brother Lei, slow down... a little deeper... I'm going to die..."

The door was kicked open from the outside with a bang, and the man who was lying on the table and screaming was startled and shivered immediately.

Xing Rulei snorted, and then turned his head to meet Xiang He's gaze. He suddenly pushed away the people under him. His naked lower body made him feel embarrassed, and Xiang He's red eyes made him unable to hide.

The man who was still in Chenghuan just now was pale, he grabbed his neckline, not knowing what to do, so he turned his gaze to Xing Rulei: "Brother Lei..."

This soft call blew Xiang He's nerves in an instant, and he raised the stool and threw it on the man.The man screamed, his slender body could not withstand such a test, and immediately hid behind Xing Rulei.

Xing Rulei stopped Xiang He like a lunatic, and whispered: "Mo'er!"

Xiang He was like an enraged leopard, his eyes were wide open, with tears in the corners of his eyes, and he shouted, "I'm going to kill him! I'm going to kill him! Let go of me, you old bastard!"

"Mo'er, listen to me, listen to me!" Xing Rulei hugged him tightly, his eyes beckoning the man to get out of here.

The man hastily pulled up his trousers and fled, running far away with his bare feet.

"..."

The person in his arms had gradually calmed down, Xing Rulei let go of him, and sighed: "I didn't mean to celebrate with my classmates, why did you come back suddenly?"

"Heh, heh." Xiang He sneered, "If I don't come back, will you bring someone back to mess around?"

Xing Rulei bowed his head and tied his trouser belt. He threw the used condom into the trash can without saying a word.

"Tell me!" Xiang He yelled heart-piercingly, "Who is he! Why did you bring him back! You fucking said Xing Rulei!"

Xing Rulei frowned and said, "Mo'er."

"Isn't it a man? Who's not a man anymore!" Xiang He threw off the chair and tore his clothes with a thud, "You dare to fuck anyone, but you dare not fuck me!"

"Don't mess around." Xing Rulei looked away, and he whispered, "It's cold, what should I do if I catch a cold?"

The young man's thin body trembled with the ups and downs of his emotions. He approached Xing Rulei step by step, gritted his teeth and said, "Do you dare to fuck me? Xing Rulei, just tell me do you dare? You coward—"

His ending sound was twisted and spun in the air, and it was bitten off in his throat abruptly, turning into a gasp of grievance.Xing Rulei clasped his neck and pressed his body tightly against him, with dangerous and complicated emotions flashing in his eyes.

"Haha...haha..." Xiang He woke up suddenly, he raised his hand to touch his forehead, his palm was wet with sweat, and it was chilly.

He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, opened the curtains, lit a cigarette for himself, and the little orange dots shivered in the darkness.

With his hands still shaking, Xiang He breathed out, then pinched out the cigarette butt with his fingertips, the instant heat made him sober up a lot.

Does it hurt?Ask and ask yourself.

It hurts, it hurts to death.

"Morning, deputy team."

Mu Qing's expression looked the same as before, as she said, she forgot everything after yesterday.

Xiang He suddenly envied her. "morning."

"The captain said you're here and asked you to find him in the file room." Mu Qing leaned over and took out a stack of photos without looking at him.

Xiang He agreed and pushed open the office door.

"The higher-ups mean, don't pursue this case any more."

Xiang He asked in disbelief: "Stop chasing? Why?"

"How much police power this will cost, do you know? To thoroughly investigate him now will delay many other cases." The captain tapped his finger on the table, "If he still has activities and we can catch him in one fell swoop, then It is still feasible. But he is cleaner than us now, so it is not easy for you to catch him? You are a vice captain, what is more important, you don't know?"

"Why is there no evidence?" Xiang He insisted, "Which one of the previous cases had nothing to do with his bar? That Wu Kai..."

The captain interrupted him. "How many times have we interrogated Wu Kai? Has there been any progress? No. He doesn't know much more than us. Xing Rulei is an old bug. He looks decent. We have to open our eyes to deal with him."

"Then forget it? The lives he killed before, and the bad things he did, can be written off just because he quits now?" Xiang He sneered, "It's really fair."

The captain didn't like to hear his tone, so he frowned and said, "Do what we can, we really can't do it now, and the undercover agent who lurked in before didn't get any results, and he is requesting to withdraw the undercover mission recently..."

Xiang He covered his face with his hands and didn't speak any more.

"Xiang He, I know you are not convinced." The captain said, "I also know that you are so obsessed with this case because you have selfish intentions. You can't rush into Xing Rulei, do you understand me?"

"..." Xiang He answered after a long time, "Understood."

"The undercover agent stayed there for too long and didn't gain anything. His superiors ordered him to withdraw safely." The captain said, "But he needs someone to hand over to him, do you understand what I mean?"

Xiang He put down his hand and looked at him in surprise.

Xiang He's hands were tied above his head, his body was curled up into a ball, his eyes were tightly closed, trembling like a small animal.

His stiff body and terrified expression all showed his instinctive resistance.

Xing Rulei stopped what he was saying, let go of his hand with a long sigh, and sat down on the side of the bed.

Xiang He opened his eyes suddenly, his voice still hoarse: "Why did you stop? You dare not?"

"..." Xing Rulei didn't make a sound, he just sat on the edge of the bed, his broad back was slightly bent, and there were traces of the man's scratch on it.

"Xing Rulei..."

"Call me Dad." Xing Rulei said in a deep voice, "Mo'er, I am your father."

"You are my father again now?" Xiang He said, "Then what happened when you kissed me that day? What happened when you pressed me on the bed just now?"

"You are her baby." Xing Rulei said, "I can't touch you, and you shouldn't get involved with me. I was wronged before, and you are still young, so you should live a good life."

"...Can't move, or don't want to move?" Xiang He asked tremblingly.

Xing Rulei: "..."

"I love you, Xing Rulei." Xiang He said hoarsely, "I like you more than anyone else. I have no relatives. If you don't even want me, I would rather die."

The author has something to say: Since ancient times, deep affection can’t be kept, only routines win people’s hearts_(:з」∠)_