woods lane life

After Shi Jia hung up Zheng Quming's phone call, she ran to the mirror in the toilet, lifted her coat and turned her head to look at her back with difficulty.It was really bleeding, a large lump of coagulated blood scab on the lower back, dizzy to the skin and pasted in a circle.

Going up is even more tragic, and the whole back is bruised and purple.

The swelling will disappear, and the blood will dry up and scab.Shi Jia really didn't know what to do, so she simply took off her shirt and put on a black short-sleeved one.The chin was also badly injured, either from abrasions or from being stabbed by wood chips. Even after wiping it clean with a wet towel, it still left an obvious wound.

It was only after eight o'clock after taking a shower, and there was no need to guard the store and no one was there to accompany her. The fan was turned on in the living room, and Shi Jia lay on the sofa and stared at the ceiling.Except for the sound of the rain outside the window and the rustling of the fan blades, it was so quiet that one could hear the "bang bang" vibration of the beating heart.One by one, slowly and lukewarmly.The wet hair was pressed against the sofa, and it was uncomfortable sticking to the neck, and even the scalp could feel the moist moisture penetrating into the whole body.For no reason, I felt that the fog in front of me was so foggy that I couldn't open my eyes.

Turned off the lights and walked to the room, halfway there, I heard a knock on the door, quite hurriedly.Shi Jia turned around and yelled "Who is it?!" toward the darkened door, and was startled by herself after shouting.After knocking on the door, Shi Jia felt that she could hear the echo.He took two steps forward in fear, and asked again, "Who is it?"

"it's me."

Hearing the sound, Shi Jia ran over to open the door, but was shaken by the light in the corridor, covered her eyes with her hand and said, "Are you trying to scare me to death?"

After getting used to the light, he saw that Chu Yuanyi's body was covered with water droplets, and his wet hair was disheveled, making him look extremely tired.

Chu Yuanyi pushed him into the room very familiarly, fumbled on the wall to turn on the light, and then closed the door when the light was on: "Aren't you afraid of the dark? Why are you turning off the light so early?"

"I'm so sleepy, I'm going to sleep," Shi Jia answered him, and then remembered that she should be angry with him, and it would be too unprincipled for her to answer him seriously.Turn around and ignore him: "I'm happy not to turn on the light, and I'll be in the dark from now on. You hurry up and turn off the light."

Chu Yuan grabbed his arm with one hand and pulled him back. Seeing his frowning, his expression was a little bit bad.His face was a little pale under the incandescent light, and the wound on his chin was red, making him look very pitiful.

"Where else is injured besides the chin?" Chu Yuan held his face with both hands, rubbing his fingers gently near his chin.

Shi Jia raised her head slightly, squinted her eyes and said nothing.Feeling the slow heat from his hands to dispel the fog in front of him bit by bit.Thinking of the drenched discomfort from the afternoon, it will be gone.She clasped his wrist, beckoned him not to stop, opened her eyes and looked at him, feeling particularly wronged: "The cup you gave me is broken. What should I do?"

"If it breaks, it breaks."

When Shi Jia heard this, he suddenly remembered the many guesses he had thought before.Hearing what he said now, I just feel angry, why didn't I even explain why I didn't even answer the phone or come to help myself.

Shi Jia put down his hand and pushed hard on his chest, separated the distance between the two, looked down at his toes: "That cup is the first gift you gave me..." If you don't like staying with me Together, this may be the last one.

"I'll fix it for you again. It's okay if it's broken." Chu Yuan lowered his hands, not knowing why he did this suddenly.There is a faint feeling that things are really getting worse, which overlaps with the premonition of uneasiness.

"I want to keep it forever! What do you know!"

As soon as Chu Yuan was stunned by what he said, Shi Jia's distant tone was particularly heart-wrenching: "What do I not understand? Can that cup accompany you forever?"

"It can! You can't!" I don't know which words, which ignited Shi Jia's anger, and his voice trembled.

"Shi Jia, how can you think so?" Chu Yuan said softly, lowering his head to meet his eyes.

"Why shouldn't I think so? I should have known from the beginning that no one can follow me and accompany me all the time except myself. I have always been very selfish and want to stick to you all the time. I don't want to get along with others, I just hope that you don't live with others. Don't fall in love and don't get married." Shi Jia's eyes were a little red, and her angry words became more and more excessive: "If you don't accompany Sister Xiaofei in the afternoon, come and help me after answering the phone. Do you still need to ask me hypocritically when you enter the room? Does a broken glass mean nothing to you? You don't understand me at all! Not at all!"

Chu Yuanyi was frightened by his state and the extremely hurtful word "hypocrisy". He watched him bite his lips tightly, revealing his sharp canine teeth as if piercing into his heart: "Do you know what you think? The library needs money to be repaired, and you don’t intend to mention it to me at all. Is Zheng Quming more worthy of your peace of mind than me? I’m going out to accompany Qin Xiaofei during this time, and it doesn’t matter if you don’t ask why the phone doesn’t work? That’s all Do you think it is fair that I am ruthless? Many things are not so straightforward. Do you want to be with me, do you just treat me as a brother, a friend, or something else, do you know it in your heart?"

Shi Jia was even more aggrieved by his questioning, and she didn't want to think about where her anger from being suspected came from, so she cried at the top of her voice, "Why don't I know! I don't have any money at all! I don’t have anything with my parents! Where does the money come from? It’s different for me. My parents, Zheng Quming and I are all family. I’m an adult, shouldn’t I go home for everything? Trouble. For me, Brother Zheng is worth it because he can afford it. Why can't I borrow money from him..."

At the end, the choked voice seemed to be cut off, Shi Jia wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and then wiped his nose wetly.Rubbing on his trousers, but feeling that it wasn't enough, he clenched his fist against Chu Yuanyi's chest, and pressed heavily to wipe all the snot and tears on his shirt.

"Shi Jia, are you sincere in what you say?" Chu Yuanyi held his shoulder with a little force.Shi Jia looked up at him with wide eyes, tears were still rolling in her red eyes.He raised his right hand to wipe it off for him, and his voice unconsciously said judo: "Why can't I be a family with you? Zheng Quming is a brother, am I not?"

"..." Shi Jia didn't know how to explain his thoughts. It stands to reason that even if Zheng Quming hadn't contacted him for ten years, he wouldn't be crying so shamelessly with snot and tears.Chu Yuanyi is also an elder brother, but he is different from Zheng Quming, just different: "You will marry and have children in the future, no matter how good you are, you can't... I don't want to owe you anyway." I can't be with me forever.

Shi Jia was afraid that she would not be able to control her emotions and said more hurtful words, so she quickly turned her back on her: "Go away, I'm very bad, so leave me alone." After speaking, she took a step towards the room, but there was no sound behind her, and turned around again. head to see him.

With a sullen face, Chu Yuan pulled Shi Jia to face him and said, "If you want to lose your temper, you can do whatever you want. Tell me first if you feel uncomfortable, okay?"

Shi Jia looked at his face and felt that many feelings were different.He didn't smile, and he felt unhappy himself, and pitifully lifted the hem of his clothes to reveal a not-so-serious bruise on his waist: "It's gone, that's it."

Chu Yuan gave an "um" and said, don't go to sleep before leaving.

Shi Jia sat back on the sofa again, thinking blankly of her unreasonable yelling just now.I feel even more confused in my heart. It's fine to be sulking like wishful thinking, but Chu Yuanyi has no obligation to endure his spoiling, so why should he be used to it?

Shi Jia was angry that he didn't respond to the broken "cup" symbolizing a lifetime, but what he meant was that he could replace the cup and accompany him for a lifetime?

Shi Jia was angry that he didn't answer the phone.But what he meant was that he kept looking for Sister Xiaofei for a reason?

Shi Jia was angry at her incompetence and treated Zheng Quming as her family.But what did he mean that he should also be a family member?

Shi Jia was regretting his reckless anger when Chu Yuanyi came back.The door was opened for him, but he didn't enter the house, and his body was covered with signs of embarrassment from the rainstorm.Chu Yuan handed him a bag of medicine. Shi Jia lowered her head in embarrassment from the beginning to the end. After taking the bag, she said in a low voice, "Brother...I'm sorry just now."

Chu Yuan laughed and rubbed the top of his head pretending not to care: "It's fine to say it."

Shi Jia was silent for a long time before raising her head: "Brother...I don't know how this happened...you go first, don't...don't bother with me, just treat me...as the last time I give you..." Shi Jia In fact, Jia wanted to say that it would cause trouble for you, but he didn't want to admit that all the time it had brought him troubles that he couldn't get rid of.

Shi Jia felt her nose sour and her eye sockets hot again, and she didn't want to keep breaking like this.I had no choice but to reach out and push him. Chu Yuan took two steps back and looked straight at Shi Jia.

Shi Jia put the medicine bag on the shoe cabinet and gave him an umbrella.Fearing that his trembling voice would be heard, he shrugged and said, "Brother, I'm really... sorry..."

Chu Yuanyi didn't say anything, he stretched his arms around him, and hugged him tightly: "Shi Jia, you did nothing wrong." His lips brushed against his forehead vaguely, and said: " Let's all calm down, don't think about it, okay?"

Shi Jia could feel the beating speed of his heart, which was also a slow and gentle frequency.His lips were pressed against his forehead, soft and hot.Shi Jia closed her eyes and nestled on his chest for a long time before she nodded and said "OK."

The author has something to say:

Nagging caught off guard in advance.In case you are distracted by my verbosity after reading the article.

Isn't today Valentine's Day?My brother-in-law asked me to have my teeth cleaned? ? ...Refused, be particular about it, because he is special.

Last night when he went to get his hair cut, the barber insisted on complimenting the customer, maybe it was a routine, there was nothing to praise, so she said bluntly, brother, you look so young.

Then he endured the humiliation and cut his hair short.

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