I really want to die

As the time for the opening of the gate of the abyss is getting closer, the anxiety in Su Chen's heart is gradually expanding.The sudden change in Sui Yan's behavior in the previous life happened after he channeled the power of Wukongjieshu in his body. If he didn't do what Wukongjieshu said, wouldn't there be What happened later?

But at that time, Sui Yan was injured and unconscious, Wukong Jieshu said that was the only way to save him.

Su Chen was quite irritated thinking about it, and finally put aside thinking about it, and decided to make a decision according to the situation at that time.

Su Chen estimated the time in his heart, but when that time came, the world did not fall into darkness.Su Chen waited for three days, but the sun still rose and set every day, and at night there was a bright moon and stars.Except that his mood became restless, everything remained the same, without any change.

The world is normal, making Su Chen wonder if the previous life was just a nightmare of his.

Su Chen's anxiety was seen in Sui Yan's eyes. Although he didn't ask, he kept trying to alleviate Su Chen's anxiety.

On this day, Sui Yan took Su Chen to the top of a mountain, and there was a steaming hot spring lake on the top of the mountain.Sui Yan took Su Chen's hand and approached slowly, Su Chen thought he wanted to relax in the hot spring, and was about to shake his head to refuse, but Sui Yan pulled him to hide in a black boulder, and even made a gesture to him. Silent action.

Su Chen was silent for a moment, this behavior, no matter how you look at it, it looks like you want to peep.

Is there a fairy coming down to take a bath in the hot spring?Sui Yan wanted him to see the fairy to relax, and then steal a feather coat or something?

When Su Chen was thinking wildly, suddenly there was a faint singing voice, the voice was vague, seeming to be far away, and it was obviously hard to hear clearly, but Su Chen was stunned for a moment.

That ancient aria-like singing voice, sung in the most primitive tune, is clear, and once it hits the ear, it seems to have its own life and tightly grasp the listener's heart.

It was a singing voice calling for something, and it seemed to be singing in response to something.

I don't know how long it took before the singing disappeared, but Su Chen couldn't recover for a long time.

Such a beautiful singing voice, Su Chen has never heard it before, and it will be difficult to meet again in the future.I just don't know why, it sounds a little sentimental.Su Chen lowered his head and thought about it silently, then raised his head to look at Sui Yan, and met Sui Yan's staring eyes at him.

Sui Yan looked at him and frowned slightly. He explained to Su Chen with a slightly doubtful tone, "This is Lu Shu's singing voice. Lu Shu has the most beautiful voice in the world, and it can eliminate all troubles for those who hear it. I I originally wanted to make you happy after listening to it, but for some reason, the previous deer Shu is gone, and the one singing now should be younger, and the voice is also inexplicably sad." He stared at Su Chen's face. face, brows furrowed deeper, "I let you listen, but the mood is even more depressed."

After hearing what he said, Su Chen's depressed mood suddenly improved. He smiled, and stretched out his hand to smooth the wrinkles between the man's brows. Recently, because of him, this man has been wrinkled almost all the time. Frowning, almost frowning himself.

"You said there was a deer Shu before. Have you been to this place many times?"

Sui Yan stretched his eyebrows along with the strength of his fingers, and nodded upon hearing the words, "I came here for the first time 300 years ago, and found a deer Shu living here, and I heard its singing. It will come once every year. Lu Shu is a very shy creature, if it finds someone eavesdropping, it will stop singing."

Sui Yan pulled Su Chen out from behind the stone wall where he was hiding, and looked across the lake where the smoke was rising.Through the thick white mist, Su Chen vaguely saw a horse-like creature standing on a high rock and looked at them. It seemed that he had noticed their gaze, and his figure disappeared from the stone in a flash. The red tail flickered in the air.

Although he didn't see the whole picture clearly, Su Chen also felt that it was a very beautiful creature.Sui Yan said that this Lu Shu was still young, and there was an older Lu Shu before, so where did the big Lu Shu go?Is that its mother?

The reason why this little deer Shu's singing sounds sad is because he misses its mother?

After returning from the mountain, Su Chen became sad because—— Sui Yan fell into a coma without warning.

The situation is exactly the same as in the previous life, and I can't wake up no matter how I scream, the only difference is that the temperature of the body does not drop so fast.

Su Chen had a feeling that what was supposed to come would always come, but he calmed down in his heart.He quietly held Sui Yan's head in his arms, trying to make him lie more comfortably, and then waited silently.

Afterwards, darkness fell, and the consciousness of the Wukong Realm Tree was activated, and everything was the same as in the previous world.

Su Chen has been waiting for the Wukongjie tree, so the bright light suddenly appeared, and the moment the living figure of the Wukongjie appeared, Su Chen rushed to speak before it.

"If I don't do anything, will Sui Yan die?"

Wukongjie's consciousness seemed to stagnate for a moment, Su Chen's voice fell, and after a while, he slowly opened his mouth and said, "He has his own things to do."

Su Chen stared at the tree in the void, without blinking his eyes, accentuated his tone, and said word by word: "I just ask you, if I don't do what you want, Sui Yan, will he die now? "

This time Wukong Jieshu was silent for a longer time, and finally said, "I don't know, if the heaven wants you to do this, you can't go against the sky."

After the voice fell, the figure of Wukongjieshu disappeared.

Su Chen hesitated, this is the second time Wukong Jieshu reminded him that he cannot defy the sky.

He doesn't care whether he is going with the sky or against the sky, he just wants this person to live and accompany him through this life.

The body in his arms gradually became cold, as if he had entered hibernation, his breathing was light and shallow, and it took a long time to see his chest rise and fall slightly.Su Chen stared at his chest without blinking, fearing that the weak breath would stop in the next moment. Under this kind of suffering, his forehead was already covered with sweat.

Finally, the person in his arms exhaled, and when he didn't inhale again after a long time, Su Chen's psychological defense suddenly collapsed, and he channeled that power into Sui Yan's body with trembling hands, and then stared at his chest tightly. face, afraid that he would be one step late in the end.

Fortunately, it didn't. After not much effort, Sui Yan's body temperature and breathing gradually returned to normal.Seeing all this, Su Chen didn't have any joy on his face.This power, like a key, opens a certain door in Sui Yan's body.He didn't know what Sui Yan saw through that door, which made him make a series of decisions afterwards.

Sui Yan opened his eyes and found that he was lying in Su Chen's arms, and that person was staring at him with calm eyes.

"If you are thinking about how to abandon me, go and prevent the opening of the gate of the abyss by yourself. Tell you, I will never allow it."

Hearing Su Chen's words, Sui Yan was stunned for a moment. Seeing the firmness in Su Chen's eyes, he couldn't help but become more calm. He stared at Su Chen silently, with emotions in his eyes that Su Chen couldn't understand.

"Isn't it good for us to go together? If we can't escape, I'll go with you, wouldn't it be good to have more strength?" Su Chen looked into Sui Yan's eyes and lowered his voice, looking a little sad.

The experience of the previous life shows that the gate of the abyss can be sealed again, what he is asking to prove now is whether only Sui Yan can do it.And if only Sui Yan can prevent the opening of the gate of the abyss, then - is the price only death.As long as there is a glimmer of life, Su Chen believes that he can help Sui Yan catch it, even if it doesn't work this time, there will be a next time, next time, he can always do it.

——As long as Sui Yan can accompany him for a lifetime, then it doesn't matter how many times he dies and how many times he is reborn.After all, in this world, with his nine-tailed sky fox cultivation base, it is very difficult for him to die naturally after living for thousands of years.Compared with the long and lonely time in the future, what is wrong with dying one more time now to get through this crisis?

Sui Yan looked at Su Chen quietly for a long time, then said a word softly.

"it is good."

In the last life, Su Chen was trapped in the great formation of Tianji's mountain protection, so he never saw the situation after the gate of the abyss opened, but now, he saw it.

The world is no longer bright, and the land is in chaos, filled with all kinds of desperate voices, and people are rushing to cry.Wherever they passed, there were mournful cries, and the lit torches were scattered all over the land. Looking down from the sky, it seemed that countless fireflies had woken up, but these fireflies were all rushing around, as if they would die if they stopped .

After arriving at a place, Su Chen noticed that people here were walking in groups in one direction. These people were different from people in other places. Although they were also desperate, the long queue was filled with fear and fear, but they moved forward. The ground has a direction, and it does not run around.

Su Chen followed Sui Yan and flew forward, and then saw the destination that these people were going to reach. The destination was a mountain with a tree on the top of the mountain—the only tree covering the entire mountain.

The body of the tree is painted red, covered with blood-like stripes, and the bark oozes red juice, which dyes all the jade on the mountain red, covering the entire mountain like blood jade.

Those who came to the mountain dipped a little sap from the tree and put it in their mouths. Slowly, their faces showed satisfied and happy expressions.The people behind did not fight for it, they lined up in an orderly manner, quietly waiting for the people in front to leave, and then stepped forward, dipping a little sap into their mouths.

Although those who had eaten the sap left the mountain, they did not go far. Instead, they lived around the mountain, surrounded it, and guarded the mountain.

More and more people came from behind, and many animals and even monsters also came here. At this time, the barriers between different races seemed to be eliminated. Actively attack people.

Humans and demons have a rare peaceful coexistence.

"It's white (fucking). If you don't get hungry, you can relieve worries and relieve fatigue." Sui Yan explained softly beside Su Chen, "During a catastrophe, such a tree can feed hundreds of miles around. Creatures. As long as they come under this tree, no matter whether it is a human, a demon, or other wild beasts, they will not attack the other party, so the people call the place where this tree grows the realm of paradise.”

The land of paradise?Really, is there such a thing as a paradise?

Su Chen remained silent.

Continuing forward, the surrounding scenery began to change significantly.There was still no light, and there seemed to be countless pieces of lead-gray iron floating in the air. The ground was cracked and dried up, the vegetation was dead, and even the wind was stagnant.

It is obviously the feeling of another world.

Going forward, more and more thick black clouds appeared above the head, rolling like a sea of ​​ink. From time to time, red lightning burst out of the clouds, silent and ferocious.

Finally, Su Chen saw the so-called gate of the abyss, and stood there in a daze.

——It turned out to be an eye, an extremely huge eye embedded in the black clouds.

This eye is closed now, but you can still feel the terrifying and heavy breath.On the ground, tens of thousands of disciples of the Immortal Cultivation Sect gathered. It was the first time for the people present to see such a scene, and they all stared at that eye and discussed endlessly.However, if you stare for a long time, your eyes will feel stinging, and you may even experience confusion.

Su Chen and Sui Yan were warned as soon as they appeared, not to stare at the eyes in the sky for a long time.

Several other immortals from Tianji had also arrived, but Sui Yan had no intention of joining them at all.He pulled Su Chen, who had been in a daze since just now, to find a place with relatively few people, and the two sat down together.Sui Yan stared at Su Chen's eyebrows, but said nothing.

After a while, Su Chen slowly recovered from his trance. Instead of looking at Sui Yan beside him, he raised his head and cast his gaze to the eye in the sky.

When other people stare for a little longer, their eyes will sting and tears will flow, but Su Chen looks up now, and he hasn't moved for a long time, but the same situation as those people does not appear.

Su Chen didn't know how to describe that feeling, as if something held him and that eye together in the dark, because he had raised his head for too long, his neck was sore, and a warm hand caressed his eyes. Gently massage the upper neck.

Su Chen closed his eyes, turned his head to look at Sui Yan beside him, saw that this person was staring at him with a deep and peaceful gaze, and then repeated that sentence again:

"I will protect you."

Su Chen's heart moved, and he was about to ask him, when the situation suddenly changed.

The red lightning in the clouds became thicker and made an ear-splitting roar, the black clouds rolled more violently, and the eye that enveloped everyone's heads slowly opened.

The blood shines brightly.