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After Huaihuai opened the door, she walked into the room first, "Dad, come in."

The child turned around and waved to him, He Xi was glad that he hadn't collapsed on the ground yet.

Yu Fang leaned over, "Shall I help you up?" His hand wrapped his cold hand and said tenderly.

"No need," He Xi shook his head, "I can."

When he stood up, he realized that his back was covered in cold sweat.

He stood motionless at the door, as if nails had been driven into his feet.

"Dad?" She bent to look at him suspiciously.

"En." He Xi gave him a comforting chuckle, shivering his legs and lifting his heels, his legs were half curled up, his soft bones were as soft as a little old man, he slowly took a small step , and then walked into the room with trembling footsteps and firm eyes full of perseverance.

Yu Fang's eyes fell slightly on his back, his back was a little fragile, his hands hanging down were tightly grasping the seam of his trouser legs, his little finger was trembling slightly, he guessed that his palms must be full of restless sweat.

He guessed it.

Yu Fang's gaze changed and changed in an instant, and finally returned to calm. The brown pupils seemed to be covered with an unpredictable white mist, covering a glimpse of deep well water, which was unpredictable. Following his footsteps Move forward.

The design of Huaihuai's room is full of innocence and loveliness, he should be Huaihuai's long-term room in Yu Ning's house, and he lives here every year during the holidays.The size of the room is small, and there are many toys, which are similar to his room in China. Now that I think about it, the style of these two rooms should be designed by Yu Ning.

On the right side of the room, there is also a small sofa, next to a small coffee table, and a small TV in front of it.

Exactly the same, there is also a TV in Huaihuai's room.

On the first day when he came to Yu Ning's house, He Xi went into this room. When he caught a glimpse of this TV, he wondered how to put a small TV in the place where Huaihuai lived. He still remembered that he just lived in Yu Fang's house. When I was young, I heard Huaihuai watching TV when I was delivering porridge to Huaihuai. The child immediately turned off the TV when he saw him coming. He has been puzzled, and now he has found the answer.

When He Xi stepped forward, he saw the picture on the TV clearly at a glance, and finally had a chance to know the secret there, and then his body froze there again.

The picture is paused, and it shows a ten-month-old child. He can't sit on the ground by himself, so he leans against the cushion behind him and sits on a small blanket on the ground, quietly looking at the camera like A cute little angel, with long eyelashes in a beautiful arc under the eyelids, wings lightly flapping like butterfly wings, a small nose with beautiful eyebrows, and a small water stain on his ruddy lips Like spitting bubbles.

"Dad, may I give you a gift too?" He asked expectantly.

He Xi was like a fool, staring at Huai Huai dumbfounded and speechless, Yu Fang came over and hugged him, kissed his face and comforted him and said, "Don't be nervous, Huai Huai is asking you something?"

"I..." He Xi choked up.

Yu Fang patted him on the back lightly, and said with a smile, "Relax, it's a surprise, not a horror."

He Xi and Huai Huai looked at each other, their eyes met, and the child's eyes were also full of tension.

He reached out and pulled Huaihuai to his side, held his hand and said, "Of course, Dad is looking forward to your gift."

Huaihuai suddenly beamed with joy, and said excitedly, "En!"

He raised his hand and pressed the remote control, and a familiar voice came from directly in front of him outside the screen.

"Huaihuai, today is your first birthday."

The man's tough voice rang out from the screen, and He Xi could hear his tenderness hidden behind his indifference. In addition to the man's voice, there was also the sound of constantly shaking bells, probably to attract the child's attention.

In the picture, the baby keeps sucking and sucking with his thumb in his mouth, with saliva dripping from the corner of his mouth, sliding down his chubby and round hands.

"Huaihuai, say Dad, Dad, baba, baba." The man taught persistently, teaching these two words one pinyin and one pinyin.

He Xi's nose suddenly became sore, he didn't know if the baby would say father, the man must have taught him how to say father first, and then he understood why Huaihuai never asked about mother.

A long time ago, when he and Huaihuai had just met, he was a little jealous because of Huaihuai's mother, and secretly asked the child, "Do you remember your mother?"

How did Huaihuai answer him at that time, Huaihuai asked him in confusion: "Mom? Is that daddy?"

At that time, he laughed to himself that he was asking about his father and mother, and he couldn't tell the difference when he asked silly, no wonder the child was confused.

Now it seems that the only one who is really confused is himself.

I am afraid that in Huaihuai's world, mother means father, or in other words, the word "mother" has never existed in his world. He was patiently taught to learn the word "father" when he was one year old.

At that time, he didn't understand the question Huaihuai asked him, "Why do you want to be my father?" At that time, Huaihuai must be thinking, you are my father, why do you say "do".

"Huaihuai, today is your second birthday."

There is still a man's voice outside the screen. In the screen, the child has grown up a lot. He can stand on the sofa, turn around and look at the camera mischievously and say, "Dad, Huaihuai, today's birthday!"

Babbling, He Xi couldn't imagine how he was babbling, calling out "Dad" for the first time under the tireless teaching of the man, and then proficiently called "Dad" to the camera on his birthday.

The child is very lively and sunny. He is talking in a babble, stumbles, and his speech is still not fluent. Among his long series of words, the word "father" is the most clear.

He Xi leaned against Yu Fang's body so as not to let himself fall.

"Huaihuai, today is your third birthday." The man said.

"father!"

Huaihuai has grown taller, and his speech is no longer stuttering. His immature smiling face is full of joy, holding up a small cake and saying, "Dad, do you like cake? I secretly left it for you." As he said, Huaihuai lowered her voice and complained quietly: "My sister is so delicious, I secretly hid it and wanted to keep it for my father. Dad, my father bought me a lot of delicious food, and I, I will leave it to you. "

Huaihuai was only three years old, and he held up what he thought was the best delicious food in the world, sneaking carefully, and wanted to leave it for his father whom he had never met before.

He Xi no longer knew how he was feeling.

"Huaihuai, today is your fourth birthday."

It is still the man's unshakable words, rigid and affectionate.He Xi felt that only he could hear how heavy and strong love was contained in the plain sentence outside the screen.

"Father, father took Huaihuai to buy new clothes today."

He has grown taller again, and his round face is still so cute. He is wearing a delicate little suit today, and his movements become awkward when he is shy. He pointed to the new clothes on him shyly and said, "Dad, this is my New clothes, my father said, if you see it, you will definitely praise me for being handsome. Dad, am I handsome? Then, Dad, are you handsome?" At this point, Huaihuai pursed her lips, and tears suddenly fell down, " Dad, where are you? Why have I never seen you? Dad, why doesn't Dad want us..."

When Huaihuai said this, he choked up from crying, and ran to the front of the camera with tears in his steps, his tear-stained face kept zooming in, and then ran out of the screen with a bang, which should have bumped into Yu Fang In his arms: "Father, I don't want to record it anymore. I have never seen my father. Father, you are lying to me. Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

Huaihuai was crying out of control, he should be holding Yu Fang's arm, tears kept wet his father's shoulders, He Xi could hear off screen, Yu Fang has been reassuring him: "Huaihuai, father didn't lie to you , when will father lie to you, yes, I will see my father one day..."

Yu Fang was at a loss, because the child's sadness was out of place, and he had no logic to comfort the child, but these words could not soothe the sad bosom at all, so the final picture fell into darkness amidst the deep sorrow and pain of Huaihuai's voice and then Finish.

"Huaihuai, today is your fifth birthday."

Yu Fang's voice was still calm.It was as if he had never experienced agonizing waiting, nor had he cried deeply in the middle of the night, nor had he despaired that it was time to give up.

He was so calm, and he used his calm to support him and the child.

From his calmness, He Xi only heard sadness and helplessness.

"dad."

Huai Huai stood in the camera and looked at him. His appearance was similar to when He Xi first met him. He lowered his head and rubbed his little feet back and forth on the floor, "I'm sorry, I was me in the last video."

He repeated "I" several times, and then said: "That's not what I said in my heart, Dad, my father has been telling me this year that you love me very much, and you will definitely come back. Dad, I love you too. Go up The next thing is, it was the bad Huaihuai who did it, not the good Huaihuai. The good Huaihuai has always listened to his father and waited for his father to come back. Dad, come back quickly. "

Huai Huai looked out of the camera, and he should have looked at Yu Fang, and continued: "Father, Father loves you too. He told me not to make you angry. He said that when you saw the video from last year, you would Those who cry will be scared away by me. Dad, I was wrong, don't be scared away by me, I am very obedient, and my father knows it. Dad, don't cry either, you are a man, will you cry?" Huai Huai thought After thinking about it, he shook his head vigorously and said, "Dad, don't cry. I'm also a man. If Dad really wants to cry, Huaihuai will wipe his tears away. Then, when will Dad come back?"

This is still a time when there is no answer and there is silence. The five-year-old child looks at the camera blankly, sobbing pitifully.

"Father and I love you very much and are waiting for you to come back." Huaihuai said one last sentence.

The picture paused, and the room fell into an empty and huge silence, which made everyone feel extremely heavy and sad. In this silent environment, a low and faint voice made the hearts of the three people even more sad.

The nasal sound that is hard to hide, the low sobbing sound, like a wounded little beast secretly sobbing, worried about being known.

How could he be able to bear it until the end? He Xi had already been crying until he didn't know when.

He pressed against Yu Fang's chest tightly, with his face on his shoulders, his red eyes touching his clothes, which were already soaked, biting Yu Fang's clothes, so that the sobs and sobs in his mouth would not Zooming into the room, the whole body twitched and trembled in an abnormal state.

It turns out that there are really sad times, which can be compared to the sum of what happened six years ago and the pain and loneliness in these six years.

He always thought that being betrayed by his best friend, being raped by someone to the point of depression, and being indifferent and alienated by the person he loves the most, whichever of these three pains happened, would not kill him. In addition, during the past six years, he had a hard time at work. I don’t know how many times I have been drunk, I don’t know how many times I can’t sleep because of stomach pain, and there is a person’s loneliness. He doesn’t even have a home. I feel that the past six years have been very painful, and this kind of torture is really enough.

So when he first met Yu Fang, despite the resentment, despite the incomprehension, even though the two of them still had a lot of unresolved matters, he scolded himself over and over again for being stupid, and he never wanted to be separated from Yu Fang again.

But now, what pain can be compared to my own child talking to an empty and cold camera, and what despair can be compared to the child crying and hugging his father in a place where he can't see, completely useless, he is like a man in a daze The wandering children can't find their own harbor.

"Dad, don't cry." Huaihuai tugged at his clothes, "Dad, Huaihuai will wipe your tears."

Yu Fang's palm was still soothing He Xi's emotions over and over again.

After a long time, the hourglass of time was grinding through everyone's hearts one by one, and He Xi finally calmed down.

"It's okay, dad is okay." He Xi squatted down and said to Huaihuai with a smile, "Dad is just, just very happy to watch you grow up little by little."

Huaihuai smiled, and wiped his wet and swollen eye sockets with a tissue, "Dad, I'm also very happy, Huaihuai and father finally got you."

"Huaihuai, Dad already knows what your full name is." He Xi said.

"Really?" Huaihuai widened his eyes in surprise and looked at his father happily.

After hearing what he said, Yu Fang raised his eyebrows in surprise, but He Xi didn't see much surprise in his eyes, but an expected smile, and He Xi became more sure of his guess.

"Yu Huaijiang." He Xi said, "Huaihuai, your full name is Yu Huaijiang."

Huaihuai bumped into his arms all of a sudden, and stomped on the ground excitedly: "Yes, yes, yes! Dad, my name is Yu Huaijiang, my name is Yu Huaijiang, Dad, you finally know."

Huaihuai cried while talking, Yu Fang still patted his back lightly with his palm, and said softly: "You guessed right." His eyes and tone were full of praise and doting.

But He Xi gave him a blank look, intending to ignore him and coax his arms first, he couldn't laugh or cry and said, "Didn't you tell me, I am a man, and I still have to protect my father, why am I still crying?"

"I, I, I'm happy." Huai Huai said shyly with her red and straight nose, and there were still small crystal teardrops hanging from her eyes.

"You. Well, don't cry." He Xi scratched his nose lightly, and said, "I still have to settle accounts with you."

"Ah." Huaihuai stopped her sobs and looked at him blankly.

"It's okay to be stupid." He Xi nodded his forehead, hugged him to sit on the sofa, "Tell me, when will you know that I am your father."

"Ah..." Huaihuai peeked at his father.

"It's useless to look at him, just tell me the truth."

"Before I met you in kindergarten, my father told me that you are my father." Huaihuai straightened her back and explained in a nonchalant manner.

"!"So early.

He Xi knocked him on the head, "You're in trouble with your father, why didn't you tell me earlier."

"I, I told my father not to tell you. I think I will tell you when you are really my father."

Huaihuai didn't express clearly, but He Xi immediately understood what he meant. When he wanted to accommodate him completely in his heart, he was his father, the father he loved, not in name or blood. Relationship.

He Xi was a little touched, which meant that Huaihuai really loved him as his father now, and when his heart warmed up, he no longer cared about him. He turned around and folded his arms, leaning casually against the back of the sofa, with a well-proportioned and slender body. Lazily stepping forward with his left leg, He Xi said with a smile, "Tell me, tell me the truth, and try to be comprehensive and detailed."

Yu Fang chuckled, approached him, and said, "Don't hit me."

He Xi took a deep breath, narrowed his eyes and said, "You speak first."

"Huaihuai is your biological son." Yu Fang said.

He Xi's pupils shrank suddenly, and his laziness and casualness were instantly broken. Even if he had guessed it, there was nothing more powerful and impactful than Yu Fang's own words.

The night before, he was still standing at the bow of the boat, looking at the vast and lonely sea level, thinking that Huaihuai was Yu Fang's adopted child, thinking that Yu Fang was planning to adopt a child together, but he didn't give him a chance to say it, but He never dared to think that Huaihuai was not only Yu Fang's adopted child, but also his own son!

Long ago, back when they were still together, they stored each other's sperm in a sperm bank, when they wanted to have a baby of their own, but life circumstances were far from being able to make that wish come true.

Once, after the two of them finished their work, they lay down on the bed and smoked after the event, enjoying the tender time.Somehow, the topic came to the point that if they really used sperm to find a surrogate and gave birth to a child, what would they choose.He Xi was lying in Yu Fang's arms, rubbing his hands on his bare and smooth chest, "If we really have a child, it doesn't matter who's sperm it is, I won't say the last name, seeing you like this every day For the sake of doing your duty and taking pains to please me, as a reward for you, the child's surname should be Yu."

"It seems that you are very satisfied with my... flattery." Yu Fang chewed on the word "flattery" in his mouth, and even punched him obscenely.

He Xi pressed his lifeline, "If you do this again, I'll crush it."

Yu Fang pressed his hand, stroked his round nails delicately and said, "I'm joking, you continue."

"Since the children's surname is Yu, there must be something to do with me in that name." He Xi said.

"Of course, it's up to you."

"Then if it's a girl, let him have He in his name, and if it's a boy, let him have Jiang in his name."

"You just gave the child's name hastily, and he will hate you in the future." Yu Fang joked.

"Then you can have two names. Don't you still have room for one word? I reserved it for you, a smart, educated and well-educated father, to harm your children."

"Disaster?" Yu Fang chuckled, pressing his hand harder and harder, He Xi also noticed that the thing in his hand was getting hotter and hotter, and it was too late to stop, Yu Fang pulled down his pants with ease, and rushed again enter……

That was a long time ago, and the two of them were just talking about it in a joking manner at the time, not to mention that Yu Fang was focusing on dual purposes at the time, and his ambition was not in his name. He almost forgot about it. I still remember it clearly, and even did it.

Yu Jianghuai, Yu Huaijiang, without even thinking about it, He Xi knew it was the latter. With Yu Fang's behavior, such a nasty name with a deep meaning was definitely his favorite.

"I read the household registration book, isn't the name Yu Huaijiang?" He Xi asked wonderingly.

Yu Fang glanced at him, his eyes sank, and he didn't speak.

"Auntie said that it was Dad who changed the name later." Huaihuai explained cleverly.

"Huh? Why?"

"I don't know." Huaihuai shook his head regretfully, and also looked at Yu Fang curiously.

Under the coercion of the two, Yu Fang raised his lips and bit out three words "Li Shushan" angrily.

Thinking that seeing their marriage, he changed his name, he was angry, disappointed, and still had a trace of hope, when He Xi really came back, he changed Huaihuai's name again.

Huaihuai blinked, not knowing what his father meant, but He Xi suddenly realized, and then there was a bitterness in his mouth. He said this, which amplified He Xi's shame and guilt ten times, and the point of blaming him just now disappeared immediately. do.

There is no need for Yu Fang to explain, he has already guessed what Yu Fang did back then.

He used the sperm they deposited in the sperm bank to find a woman to be a surrogate. As for whose sperm he chose in the end, the answer is already very clear, and he finally knows why Zhao Heng and Zhao My sister said that the child is very similar to him. When he was in the most difficult time in his life, he was busy fulfilling his wish to have a child. He lost all the careers he pursued but still wanted to leave a sum of money to take him abroad to buy A house for seclusion.

When He Xi originally guessed that Huaihuai was his biological child, he was very angry, not to mention that he saw those videos of Huaihuai, crying rain with pear blossoms, which made him feel distressed and at the same time feel guilty and blamed himself for being a father, but he didn't. Being by the child's side, what made him even more angry was that he didn't even discuss with him about such a big matter as having a child. He made the decision himself, but now he doesn't want to pursue anything anymore. This family has suffered too much, and he loves him dearly, especially when he said about Li Shushan. He couldn't imagine how Yu Fang would feel when he and another woman formed a family with a child.

"Yu Fang, it's all over. From now on, I will never leave you and Huaihuai again. I promise." He Xi put his arm around Yu Fang's shoulder and said firmly.

Yu Fang put a smug smile on He Xi's shoulder, like a hunter successfully catching prey. Unfortunately, He Xi didn't see his expression, and only heard him say: "Okay, you will do what you say."

"En." He Xi nodded seriously.

"Then don't leave my body tonight." Yu Fang whispered into his ear, his earlobe red from the heat.

"Get out." He Xi ruthlessly pushed his face away with disgust.

"Father, I still have a gift." Huaihuai said excitedly, holding his hand.

"Huh?" He Xi wasn't sure if he could withstand another shock.

"Look!" Huaihuai pointed to the screen and said excitedly, "I took the picture."

It was the photo of that day, the hazy moonlight in the dark night was as bright as satin, shrouding the two of them dimly, the sea breeze gently blew their hair, and they kissed tenderly in the silence.

When we're all old, I hope I can still kiss your gums forever.

A sentence from the book suddenly flooded into his thoughts. This was the shock and impact this photo gave him. At that moment, he seemed to see that when he and Yu Fang were old, they were still holding hands and walking together. On the beach, facing the dusk, gradually stepping into the dark night, and returning to their corner of the world with the scattered moonlight behind them, until they embraced each other on the bed in a certain month and left.

He Xi thought that the photo of Huaihuai's day was taken too badly, and the two secretly kept him from seeing it, but it turned out that the photo was taken too well!

"Father, Father." Huaihuai smiled and said nothing, begging for praise.

He Xi hugged him, "You are amazing, you took a very good shot, Dad is very happy."

"It's really good." Yu Fang nodded and walked over to spread his arms and hugged the two of them in his arms. "I asked the secretary to wash dozens of photos of different sizes and frame them. The largest one was hung in the living room."

"You, you must be joking." He Xi was frightened and stuttered.

"What do you think?" Yu Fang asked back.

He could indeed do such a thing, He Xi believed it very much, and said quickly: "Shouldn't the living room have a wedding photo?"

"Of course." Yu Fang nodded very satisfied, and pecked his lips: "I'm very happy that you want to get married so urgently."

"Hehe." He Xi rolled his eyes at him, and hung such a big kissing photo in the living room, he would rather get married as soon as possible.Moreover, if it wasn't for him, they might have gotten married long ago, settled down on the island, and lived a peaceful and peaceful life.

So he said solemnly: "It's better to get married as soon as possible."

"Ok?"

"what?"

Yu Fang and Huai Huai looked at him with wide eyes in surprise at the same time, like a skit performance.

"Get married, don't you want to?" He Xi was confident, and asked about major events in life calmly.

Hasty yet solemn.

"Yes, yes." Huaihuai frantically tugged at his father's cuff: "Father, say yes, yes!"

He Xi hugged her chest and smiled.

Yu Fang moved his footsteps, and his body moved closer to his forehead, his eyes were burning and shining, and he said: "Yes, of course I am willing."

"Great, great, great!"

Huaihuai jumped off the sofa like crazy, and danced around the kissing father and father, with high spirits and joy.

On the night of Huaihuai's sixth birthday, he made the sixth video.

The voiceover is still Yu Fang's calm and calm voice: "Huaihuai, today is your sixth birthday."

In the picture, Huaihuai is holding a cake plate with a red petal in it, and he says to the camera: "Dad, this is Huaihuai's birthday present. Last year, my father told Huaihuai that we will definitely wait until Dad Yes, I believe in my father, because we all love him very much. Now, Huaihuai has finally waited for his father, and he is back."

Huaihuai walked out of the picture and led a man into the painting again: "Dad, this is my father. This cake was made by my father himself. It is very sweet. I shared it with my father and my father. Father Said, our family will never be separated again. I believe in my father, and I also believe in my father, because we love each other."

"Father, come in quickly." Huaihuai waved towards the camera, the screen shook for a while, and a man also walked in, Huaihuai held the hands of his father and father, and said to the camera: "Dad, there is no more I'll be alone."

Because his father told him that none of them would be missing, they were a family.

End, happy ending~