Still so cute today

The doctor's advice to Qi Lian was to get treatment as soon as possible, but Qi Lian refused, he returned to the company and took care of the company's affairs. He looked as usual, but made several people who were familiar with Qi Lian tremble with fear.

On this day, Zou Tao walked into the office, brought a cup of warm water, and took away most of the documents under Qi Lian's hands: "The people below can handle these."

Qi Lian was helpless: "You don't have to be like this..."

"I just don't want the people recruited by the company to eat dry food."

"I'm fine……"

Zou Tao gave him a vicious look: "People who are unwilling to even cooperate with treatment are not qualified to speak."

"The doctor is too verbose," Qi Lian spread his hands as he spoke, "Look, I really don't fit to stay in the hospital."

Zou Tao lowered his head and packed the documents, and finally couldn't help but say: "Even if it's for Mengmeng, you can't even refuse treatment."

Qi Lian smiled, but didn't speak.

Seeing him like this, Zou Tao had some words stuck in his chest, finally sighed and walked out.

After he went out, Qi Lian stared at the document in front of him, without turning a page for a long time. These days, he kept himself very busy. He thought it would be good to bury some emotions, but all his composure was lost today. The two words Zou Tao uttered were shattered.

It's not that I don't want to think about it, I just don't dare to think about it.

He is not afraid of terminal illness, not afraid of death, even in the eyes of people who are sympathetic or gloating, he can talk and laugh freely, but all these, together with Gu Meng, has become an unbearable burden in his life.

It hurts so much.

Qi Lian thought with a wry smile that at this very moment, he realized what kind of position Gu Meng occupied in his heart. He always thought that the relationship between the two of them would last forever, but he didn't expect that relationship to be as early as Over time, it has accumulated to a terrible height.

It was like a needle stuck in his heart, even if he moved it, it would be an unforgettable pain. Even so, he had no complaints or regrets, and even felt a little fortunate.The child's status in his heart was so high that the evil thoughts in his heart were firmly suppressed in a corner, not showing the slightest bit.

At this moment, Qi Lian's feverish brain that was caught in love was cooling down little by little. He thought a lot about the little things between him and Gu Meng, some small details that he subconsciously ignored in the past, little by little. The ground came back to his mind again.For example, every time he hugs Gu Meng, the child subconsciously puts his hand on his chest; it looks cute in his arms, but it is a very insecure posture.

Qi Lian felt as if a cold wind was blowing in from the bottom of his heart, and the emptiness and coldness made him frown. He lowered his eyes and reached out to take out a cigarette from the cigarette case in the drawer. Only then did he realize that his hands were trembling slightly. Suddenly, the phone rang It sounded, and he withdrew his hand abruptly.

Qi Lian looked at the phone, the word 'baby' displayed on the screen, from the previous 'cute' to the current 'baby', when he entered these two words, he was full of sweetness, looked at the screen suddenly It was bright and dark, and finally completely dark, Qi Lian did not answer the phone after all.

He didn't know how to face Gu Meng, he wanted to hear the child's voice so much that he was going crazy, but he was afraid that he would not be able to help but walk on that road of no return.Smooth out the crumpled piece of paper bit by bit, if Gu Meng doesn't want to be with him...

The darkness in his heart grew little by little, and he would definitely not allow him to be separated from him, grab him, and break his wings... In a daze, there seemed to be a scene of Gu Meng turning his head and smiling brightly at him in the sunlight again. , It was like a basin of cold water was poured on his boiling mood.

He is reluctant, and he will not be willing.

Qi Lian smiled sadly, he should have expected it earlier.

……

That night, in Gu Meng's eager anticipation, Qi Lian finally came back, but Qi Lian came back quite late, and Gu Meng had already fallen asleep.

He walked into the bedroom, still carrying the unending chill outside, the wall lamp on the wall was emitting a yellowish light, and the room was filled with a warm scene.The cold wind outside the house seemed to be mixed with some drizzle, time and space seemed to be split at this moment, Qi Lian's heart instantly calmed down, like a tired bird returning to its warm nest.

Gu Meng was curled up in the quilt, sleeping softly and warmly, her eyelashes were softly attached to her cheeks, she looked very cute.

Qi Lian sat beside him, the person on the bed seemed to feel something, his eyebrows frowned slightly, Qi Lian patted the bulging piece of the quilt, Gu Meng seemed to be relieved instantly, and his breathing gradually became even.

Only then did Qi Lian stretch out his fingers, gently stroked the child's cheek, and slowly slid it down on the delicate skin, as if he was nostalgic for such an intimate feeling.Perhaps it was because his movements were too gentle, Gu Meng on the bed was not surprised at all, but instead rubbed his fingers.

For a moment, Qi Lian's heart ached.

He finally couldn't resist the temptation, unbuttoned his coat and waded into the quilt, his body was a little chilly, although he was very careful not to let himself touch Gu Meng, but the movement was a bit big, and he woke up from sleep A child who is not very familiar.

The figure on the side was familiar. Although Gu Meng was still a little sleepy, she felt very at ease: "Uncle?"

Qi Lian responded.

Hearing someone's response, Gu Meng suddenly regained consciousness a lot, and the grievance of not seeing anyone for many days suddenly flooded her heart: "You haven't come back for many days."

The voice was as soft as silk just woke up, full of grievances but full of trust, Qi Lian's heart melted when he heard it: "I'm sorry."

Gu Meng was very dissatisfied with Qi Lian's dry apology, just about to say something, but suddenly realized that Qi Lian was far away from her, so she took the initiative to move herself into his arms, and the faint cold made him shiver a little .

In fact, in the past few days, he also saw the news of Yimeng's troubles on TV, and now he has a correct understanding of his feelings, and he doesn't want to be a vexatious lover, although he is dissatisfied, he just said: "Don't do this next time. "

"No." Even if it's only a few years, I will grow up with you until...you are strong enough to go on by yourself...or there is someone who can replace me and walk with you.

Gu Meng accidentally touched Qi Lian's hand, and found it was icy cold: "Why is it so cold?" After speaking, she put that hand into her arms, and her legs were also wrapped around Qi Lian's.

Qi Lian lowered his eyes and didn't dare to look into the child's eyes at all. The place covered by his palm was soft and soft, and he seemed to be able to feel the child's thumping heartbeat. He knew how often Gu Meng was afraid of the cold, but now... …

Qi Lian moved a bit, trying to pull out his arm, Gu Meng looked at him with some doubts.

"Hey, I'm going to take a shower."

Gu Meng could understand Qi Lian's intention after thinking about it for a while, and she obediently let go of her hand with a sweetness in her heart.

Qi Lian got up and went to the bathroom, he seemed to be able to feel the eyes and heart of the child behind him were all about him, but he didn't dare to turn his head.

It wasn't until the hot water poured down from the top of his head that Qi Lian felt something uncontrollably slipping from his eye sockets. He didn't know if it was water or tears...

It took a long time for Qi Lian to take a bath, and when he came out, Gu Meng was already a little drowsy, so she tried not to fall asleep.

The two were talking, Gu Meng fell asleep, but he always felt that there was something he hadn't done. Before falling asleep, he finally remembered that he hadn't expressed his heart to his uncle yet!

Sleepiness hit him one after another, and he tried his best to get close to Qi Lian's ear.

Qi Lian didn't expect that the child was so sleepy, and wanted to talk to him, so he lowered his head and approached the child, uttering some broken words from his slightly parted lips.

"...I like... I like uncle..."

In an instant, Qi Lian's eyes were full of complexities. After the huge surprise, there was endless emptiness. He didn't know what kind of love Gu Meng was talking about, even if it was the kind of love he had been looking forward to... so what? What about?

Make him like it too?

For a few years, bet your whole life?

Qi Lian's heart was pierced at this moment, he knew it, he couldn't bear it.

This night, Qi Lian was sleepless, he kept looking at the child in his arms, tracing his outline stroke by stroke, as if he wanted to engrave him into his heart...

This night, Gu Meng slept well. Qi Lian's return gave him a sense of security and peace of mind. When he woke up, it was still dark, but he was surprised to find that Qi Lian was also awake. .

Gu Meng showed a big smile: "Uncle, good morning."

Qi Lian watched Gu Meng wake up bit by bit, but he didn't show anything, and patted his head: "Good morning."

During breakfast time, Gu Meng secretly glanced at Qi Lian every time he took a bite, every glance was filled with joy, thinking that he hadn't been discovered, and he was so happy all by himself.

How could Qi Lian fail to notice that there was sweetness in those eyes, just like when he first saw Gu Meng. He dug a spoonful of pumpkin porridge and put it in his mouth, but he couldn't feel the sweetness at all, only the mouth full of sweetness. bitter.

After a while, a familiar smile appeared on his face, and he patted Gu Meng's head: "Eat obediently."

The voice of "Okay" dragged on for a long time, and the ending seemed to be sweetened.

"How are you at school recently?" Seeing that Gu Meng was still looking at him, Qi Lian couldn't help but divert his attention.

Sure enough, Gu Meng's attention was diverted, she thought about it, and picked out a few happy things to tell Qi Lian.

"...At the weekend, the teacher took us to see the art exhibition...It was full of paintings, and each painting had its own story..."

Qi Lian was thoughtful: "Then do you like it?" It's no wonder Qi Lian would ask, because the child's voice was full of longing.

Gu Meng nodded greatly: "Shall we go next time?" Her moist eyes were crystal clear, full of happiness and anticipation.

Seeing this, Qi Lian also laughed, the child's world is very simple, no matter happy or sad, he will never hide it, and he will never hide it, this is his favorite place, but it is also what he is most worried about now.

In the child's expectant eyes, Qi Lian nodded and said: "Okay."