Still so cute today

in the office.

Qi Lian was still working on his documents, but obviously he was not as focused as before, and looked up to somewhere in the house from time to time.

The one who caused Qi Lian to be so inattentive was of course the kid who followed him to work with a stern face.But for disturbing Qi Lian, Gu Meng didn't feel any guilt at all. He huddled on the sofa, holding a small notebook, writing and drawing on it, and tilting his head from time to time to think about something.

Gu Meng thought too seriously, even Qi Lian glanced at him several times without realizing it.

The words on the document in front of him floated into his mind one by one, but he just couldn't form a sentence, Qi Lian sighed, admitted helplessly that the document was completely unbearable, got up and walked to the child's side.

Originally, he wanted to get closer to his own children, but they had already walked by his side. Gu Meng hadn't found himself yet, so Qi Lian couldn't help but became very interested in what was written in his pamphlet.He was standing right behind Gu Meng, so he could easily see what was written on it, and his expression was a little complicated for a while.

Gu Meng was thinking about something, she was in a daze, when she came back to her senses, she found her uncle standing behind her, she was startled, and subconsciously hid the booklet in her hand.

Seeing Gu Meng's actions, Qi Lian didn't care too much, held up his face, leaned over and exchanged a kiss with him, his movements were extremely gentle, full of pampering and love.This feeling was so good that Gu Meng couldn't help being intoxicated by it.

After the kiss was over, Qi Lian leaned into Gu Meng's ear: "Don't worry, let's do those things together slowly."

Gu Meng felt the warm breath circling around her ears, and she was a little dizzy. It took a long time to realize that her booklet had been completely read by Qi Lian. She blushed a little, and saw the lunch box beside her with wandering eyes, took it in her hands without thinking, put it between the two of them, and said to Qi Lian, "Let's have lunch."

Qi Lian looked at him and was silent for a while, then raised his hand and looked at his watch: "It's eleven o'clock, if you want, then fine."

The lunch was carefully prepared by the chef at home, or it could be said that it was carefully prepared by Gu Meng. He asked Qi Lian's attending doctor so many questions that the old man recognized him. Whenever I have time, I spend time online.

Now, the daily food is still very rich, but Qi Lian can taste it in one bite, the faint smell of medicine in it, Qi Lian can't tell what he was feeling at that time, he has never seen Gu Meng spend too much time on things other than painting. After so much effort, he owes him too much, so Qi Lian feels that he has done too little now, he can't give him a perfect love, so let him have a smooth life.

"I'm full." Gu Meng put down the chopsticks in his hand, rubbed his face, and said to Qi Lian with a smile, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Qi Lian scratched his upturned little nose, and said helplessly, "Go."

Gu Meng ran away, walked into the bathroom and closed the door, facing the mirror, but the smile on his face disappeared little by little, and he poured some cold water on his face.Looking at the strange self in the mirror, he was a little dazed. He never thought that one day he would have such an expression on his face.

Only when you lose it will you cherish it. This is true at all. In the past, he always thought that he just liked his uncle, and he never dared to think or say love. Now that he thinks about it, he was really a coward at that time, with such a clear memory , Such a strong emotion, but dare not admit it, blindly shrinking back.

He also complained about Qi Lian's neglect. Thinking about it in his own shoes, one can imagine his uncle's mood at that time. There were signs of what happened in the past, but he didn't notice it at all. Not enough to describe.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, which interrupted Gu Meng's chaotic thoughts. It turned out that he had been in the bathroom for too long, and Qi Lian came to ask him with some doubts.

"It will be ready soon." Gu Meng hurriedly responded, patted her face, put on her bright smile before, opened the door and walked out.

Qi Lian carefully looked at the child who came out, and found that his eye sockets were reddish, he sighed helplessly, and rubbed his head, those words that were on the tip of his lips, he still didn't say it.

He had always hoped that this child raised by himself would live a happy life without any sorrow or trouble, but now he found that the source of his sadness was actually himself, and Qi Lian was filled with guilt.

He reached out his hand to caress the corner of the child's eyes, and seemed to have a thousand words to say, but Qi Lian just gently took his hand and walked towards the sofa.

Gu Meng followed behind Qi Lian, looking at his uncle's back, under the decoration of formal clothes, he looked very tall and straight.But how could he not know that this was just an appearance, every night he curled up in Qi Lian's arms and fell asleep, with his arms around his waist, he could almost count his ribs, countless times he was afraid, afraid of this person As soon as he left, he was left alone.

The soft little hand in the palm became stiff little by little, and Qi Lian only felt bitterness in his mouth.

Are you really happy in such a hopeless day?

Will one day, you will get tired of this life?

Qi Lian brought the child to the soft sofa, and wanted to let go and leave.At this time, Gu Meng took the initiative to hold his hand, Qi Lian did not turn around, but only sighed softly: "Mengmeng, be good."

"Uncle!" The eagerness and uneasiness in the words were obvious.

Qi Lian's heart trembled slightly with these two words, he turned around and put his arms around the panicked child: "Don't be afraid, no matter what, I'm...your uncle."

These words did not sound unusual, but Gu Meng heard a deeper meaning from it, "I am your uncle", Qi Lian did not intend to admit the relationship between them.Gu Meng gritted her teeth, trembling all over, how could he do this, it's only been a few days, and it was obviously fine before.

"I just want you to be happy." Qi Lian's voice was still warm and peaceful.

Gu Meng bit the shoulder of the person in front of her.

Through the clothes, Qi Lian couldn't feel much pain at all, not to mention the pain in his heart was long enough to cover everything, he patted the child's vest lightly, without any intention of explaining.

Soon, Gu Meng loosened her jaw, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want to do this."

Qi Lian lifted his little chin, and gently kissed his forehead: "Don't think too much, we're still the same as before, you just need to be happy."

Gu Meng didn't calm down because of his comforting words, instead she gritted her teeth like an irritated little beast and said, "How do you know I'm unhappy?"

Qi Lian didn't speak, and brushed the hair of the child in his arms with his fingers.

Under such circumstances, Gu Meng's eyes gradually turned red, and his eyes were blurred. He stretched out his hands, hugged Qi Lian's neck firmly, and buried his face in his neck:

"You don't even know how happy I am to be with you..."

Qi Lian was already prepared to accept overwhelming questions, but he didn't expect to hear such a sentence, and couldn't help being taken aback.

"From childhood to adulthood, no matter what time you are, you have always been by my side. Maybe you won't believe that I... can't live without you."

There was a warm and moist touch from the shoulder socket, Qi Lian knew that his child was crying, this kind of silent crying made Qi Lian's heart twitch, but what worried him even more was Gu Meng's two words.Qi Lian held up the child's face, that delicate little face was already covered with tears, his eyes were full of stubbornness and grievance, the tears couldn't stop falling down, he bit his lip not wanting to make a sound, but occasionally he couldn't help it Two sobs.

Qi Lian was very distressed, and helped him wipe away his tears bit by bit.

"I want to be with you, to be happy no matter what I do, I'm just... just a little scared."

Qi Lian just looked at his other children and whispered, and suddenly understood that in this relationship, he was always the one who was uneasy, not his children.His body, Gu Meng's age... All of these things made him not believe that this relationship could last.Because of his distrust, Gu Meng can only try his best to make up for his anxiety every day.

Qi Lian's silence made Gu Meng's eager mood a little bit colder, and his eyes also dimmed. He lowered his eyes, and his mind was in chaos.

After an unknown amount of time, a feeling of oppression suddenly came from his lips, and Gu Meng's eyes widened in surprise. Before he could recover, his tongue easily pried open his teeth, and vigorously strove at his lips. Lips and teeth, with deep nostalgia and comfort.Gu Meng involuntarily closed her eyes, and was also intoxicated by this kiss.

After the kiss, both of them were a little emotional, Qi Lian hugged Gu Meng into his arms, firmly restrained himself from wanting to make further movements, panting to calm his breathing.

A few minutes later, Gu Meng's rationality came back to his mind, and he looked at Qi Lian with some doubts.

Qi Lian caressed the child's body over and over again. Even through the clothes, Gu Meng could feel the abnormality in it. She was a little uneasy. She wanted to move her body, but was imprisoned in place by Qi Lian. For some unknown reason, he didn't move on.

At this time, Qi Lian's voice came from above his head: "Uncle was wrong just now."

While speaking, Qi Lian turned Gu Meng's body to face him, his eyes were full of guilt and affection: "If this is a mistake, would Mengmeng be willing to correct him with me?"

Gu Meng was stunned by such a sudden turning point, and nodded in a daze, but she was a little scruples about what happened before, so she hesitated for a while, and asked almost to herself: "Then who am I to you?" Woolen cloth?"

For a long time, Qi Lian never gave him a positive answer whenever he encountered such a question. Gu Meng might not find it once or twice, but after more times, he can always find that his uncle is facing the "future" Such topics are always avoided.

However, it was not easy for my uncle to admit his previous mistakes, and Gu Meng did not expect Qi Lian to give him an answer this time, only a little regret in his heart.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a faint light from the window, and the room was so quiet that breathing could be heard. In a trance, Gu Meng heard a voice that made his heart skip a beat all his life.

"You are my love."